Date: Mon, 20 Dec 1999 13:27:27 EST
From: Hanhm16@aol.com
Subject: Lances Love

Disclaimer:  If you are not at least 18 or of legal age to
view sexualcontent please leave now.  If you are offended by
homosexual experiences or acts this story is not for you.  I
am not implying that anyone of the group N'SYNC are gay or
Bi sexual.  This is strictly fictional, all of the
characters are also fictional and for the entertainment of
you, the readers.Let's Get It On
.........

Lances Love
  part 10

    "Please don't cry for me.  I really don't deserve that.
I am no one special." I said as I scooted over towards him
and gave him a hug.  I pulled back and wiped the tears away
from his face.

    "That's the pr

oblem you are some one very special to
me.  I love you and I am not saying that just to make you
feel better I do.  I don't want to leave you.  I just want
to stay in your arms forever." Lance said as he hugged me
tighter than he ever has.

    I leaned f

orward to kiss the love of my life.  I wanted
to stay with him forever but I knew it wouldn't last, and
couldn't last.  His lips tasted so sweet.  I love him so
much.  Why must all of this happen all of a sudden.  I must
forgot about the future and think about right now.  I pulled
away from the kiss and grabbed his hand.  I slowly led him
to the bedroom.  Lance shut and locked the door behind him.
He then gave me a devilish look and took his shirt off.  We
met again with a kiss.  That one kiss could have stopped all
time and it did for me.  We stood there and just kissed
nothing more but yet the kiss was more.  So much more than
any kiss I have ever had.

    Lances mind swelled with all that has happened in the
past couple of days.  Why must all this be happening.
Relationships are hard enough without adding the fact that I
am in love with a guy.  But yet he isn't just a guy he is my
guy.  I wish that I could just stop the whole music business
without pissing the guys off.  All that matters right now is
that I am with him.  I am about to lose my virginity to him
but can all this work.  Oh hell who cares I want him so bad.
Lance lost his train of thought at that moment.  All he
could think about is how much he wanted to go all the way.
It just so happens that I was the one he wanted to go all
the way with.   Finally Lance broke the kiss.  The first
thing he did was take my shirt off.  Then he pushes me on to
the bed and pounces on top of me.  Then he sat on top of me
and flashed me one of those smiles of his that just make me
melt.  I wanted him but I also wanted to take it slow.
Lance's hands felt so cold but comforting as they ran up and
down my chest.  They stopped when they reached the button of
my pants.  He looked into my eyes as if he was asking my
permission, as I would say no.  I nodded and he continued to
undress me till I was in my boxers.

    "That's not fair you have

 on more clothes than I do." I
said with a smirk on my face when he took his pants off.

    "Better"

    "Much, much better

now come here."  I leaned up and
grabbed him by the waist.  I kissed his stomach then I stood
to kiss those soft lips of his.

We eventually fell back
to the bed.  Lance finally got the courage to let his hands
roam.  First my smooth chest.  On to my stomach, back, legs,
and finally my round ass.  He massaged my ass and pulled me
closer to him.  My cock had been hard for some time now but
to feel his rubbing on mine was simply orgasmic.  It took
all I had to hold back my love fluid.  I had to though due
to the fact this was his first time with a guy or anyone for
that matter.  I just want this to last and never end.

    "Chris"

    "Yeah baby, what's wrong"

    "I am scared, is it gonna hurt."

    "OH well yes it does at first, but you're not ready

for
that.  Lets just lay here in each others arms."

    "But I do want to I am just scared."

    "Listen baby if you are sca

red then you are not ready
so we can wait a little longer to go all the way.  I can
wait trust me I can wait.  I will wait for you as long as it
takes."  I said as I laid my head on his chest and fell
asleep.

    He is so good to me.  Waiting till I am ready.  This is
what love is.  The true meaning of love is right here in my
arms.  Lance thought to himself as he finally fell asleep.

    A dream, it was only a dream but it seemed so real.  I
have never had a dream seem so real.  Lance was leaving me
and told me never to talk to him again.  Depression seeped
in and I couldn't control myself.  I tried to call his cell
and the number was changed.  I wrote and I got a court order
in the mail ordering me to stop harrassing Mr. Bass.
Depression set in more than ever.  I locked myself in the
house for a month till all my bills were due.  I had to get
a new job but I couldn't be happy.  I tried to start my life
over but nothing was the same.  I didn't talk to anyone or
do anything.  I sat and stared at pictures of the two of us
together.  I never dated anyone else because I knew he was
my soulmate and we were destined to be together.  Maybe he
was regretting it too.  Regretting the fact that he treated
me so horrible and was sincerely sorry and wanted me back.
I decided to write him one more time.  And it read as
follows:

Dear Lance,

    I just had to write this one last time.  I still don't
understand how after two months of us being in heavenly
bliss that you could never want to see me again.  We are
destined for each other don't you understand that.  It has
been two years since you left me.  I loved you then and I
love you now even more than ever.  I also need you even more
than ever.  Lance I beg you to please come back to me.  Make
me happy again.  Please I miss you.

Sincerely,
Christopher

    Well I didn't hear from him but from his lawer.  Lance
was pressing charges for stalking and harrassment.  During
the trial he wasn't even there.  I got sentenced to two
years of jail.  Everyday I thought of him day in and day
out.  I finally got out and went to a new apartment and
stayed there for three months.  I didn't eat all I did was
sleep and cry.  I died after those three months.  I had a
very beautiful funeral.  My whole family was there.  All my
friends who I ingnored and wouldn't let get close to me were
even there.  And to my shock so was Lance.  He stood still
and quite.  I didn't understand that someone who claimed to
love me those few years ago didn't seem to care.  when
everyone started to cry he stood there laughing at them.  He
spit on my coffin and walked off laughing.  And then I woke
up with the sun to him in my arms and finally realized that
it was all just a really bad dream.  He was still in my arms
happy, I was happy.

    I decided to get up and make a good breakfast for
everyone.  I slowly got up and did it with out disturbing my
baby.  I went in the kitchen and started to fix a great
breakfast.  I started with some coffee.  I made french
toast, eggs, grits, toast, cream of wheat, bacon, sausage,
and fresh OJ.  Slowly the smell woke everyone up with
growling stomachs.  I set the table and everyone found there
way there.  The food didn't last long.  Jamie and Nicole
went home to get some clothes and take care of some things.
Erin had to go as well.  So it left Heather with all the
guys.  We decided to go and do a little shopping.  When
everyone got to the Cordova mall.  They really didn't need
any disguises because it was a Monday and well school was in
session.  We all split up JC and Justin went on there way.
Me and Lance were inseperable.  Heather, Chris, and Joey
went off together.  I wanted to get some new clothes because
I really wanted to take the guys out dancing.  I always went
and bought new clothes when I felt like I needed to.  I
really wanted to look good for my baby.  So we went to
Gadzooks.  I ended up picking out a skin tight shirt to show
off my chest which I am very proud of. I really didn't see
any pants that would really work with the shirt so we went
on I way to do more shopping.  We ened up at JW's where I
found the perfect pair of pants.  The outfit was all black
but it made me look good.  I wanted to have some fun so
Spencers was the next stop.  Spencers is a huge novelty
store that is funny and enjoyable to look around.

    "Hey baby wanna try this out tonight." I said as I held
up a ten inch neon blue vibrator.

    "That is coming no where near me.  Besides the only
thing I want in me is you." Lance said blushing a little.

    "That's true you might breakup with me for the dildo
anyway." I said as I placed it back on the shelf.

    "Let me look at it again."

    "No way I will be so much better than it could ever
be."

    "We will see." Lance said as he grabbed my ass.

    "Baby what about people seeing us and you doing that
sort of stuff.  I mean aren't you at all worried."

    "I love you and I really don't care what anyone says
about it."

    "I love you to baby."

    While in Spencers we ran into Heather and the guys.  We
all decided to go and get a snack.  while in the food court
we saw Justin and JC sitting down and eating.  We joined
them and enjoyed some good food.

    "Have ya'll enjoyed yourselves," I asked everyone as
they just sat there looking at each other.

    "I have had a blast" Heather says while sipping on her
Mountain Dew.

    "Got some new CD's so I am happy." JC said with a
smile.

    "They don't have anything vinyl here." Chris said
disappointedly.

    "Unlike you these people aren't in the Stone Age."
Justin said right before he busted out into laughter.  He
wasn't alone we all couldn't help ourselves it was funny.

    "Hey everybody how about a movie." I said as I noticed
the theatre across from us.

    "Sure what does everyone want to see." Joey said.

    "I wanna see Sleepy Hollow.  I won't get as scared with
my man with me so I want to go see it while I can."  Lance
said grabbing my hand and giving it a little squeeze.

    "Sounds good to me"  Justin said.

    The movie was great.  The theatre was empty except for
about four or five other people.  When we went to the car I
realized that school was out and had been for about forty-
five minutes.  We reached the doors to go outside when we
heard it.

    "OH MY GOD!!!!!  IT'S N'SYNC."

    At the sound of that we started a mad dash to the car.
We all jumped in and started the engine as fast as we could
and drove off.  I thought that it was extremely funny.  They
didn't and expressed there thoughts about me at that
particular moment.  Well we finally got home and everyone
was really tired and ready for a nap.  Me and Lance walk
into our room to find Jamie crying in our bed.

TBC.........................


I am so sorry that it took me so long to write this other
chapter.  It was a combination of moving, work, computer
problems, and writers block.  But there are some people who
kept urging me to continue and I did.  This is to all those
people that emailed me to continue Lances Love.  Email me
your thoughts about my story at Hanhm16@aol.com.

LEE