Date: Wed, 16 Aug 2000 03:29:48 EDT
From: Hanhm16@aol.com
Subject: Lances Love pt 16

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Bi sexual.  This is strictly fictional, all of the
characters are also fictional and for the entertainment of
you, the readers.Let's Get It O
n.........

Lances Love
 Part 16

    I was in so much pain.  I felt the blood rushing out of
my head.  The pain was so emense.  The pain was coming from
my heart though.  The thought that I couldn't be by Lances
side was killing me.  I heard someone screaming.  It was
Mandi.  She was the one that hit me.  Then All I remember is
blackness.  The darkness was so inviting.  Did I want to
struggle or surrender.  Then I heard another voice.  One
that just recently became all so familar.  It was Lance.

    "Please baby fight, fight it don't leave me now.  I
can't go on in life knowing that you died trying to be here
with me.  I am here please come back to me." Lance said as
tears flowed down his face and splashing on my chest.

    That's my love crying above me.  Praying that I fight
the darkness.  For him I will fight it and promise it that I
will be back to it's embracing arms another day when it is
truelly my time.  Now is not my time.  I am still needed on
Earth to love and be loved.  I open my eyes and raise my
hand to Lances face and wipe away his tears.

    "What!! Nurse, Doctor he's awake.  HE IS AWAKE!!!!!!"
Lance shouted with all of his might to alert everyone that I
was still alive.  Within seconds there were doctors and
nurses everywhere all telling Lance to get back in his bed
that they would take care of me.  Lance cried even more now
than before.  The tears came in buckets but this time of
happiness.

    "Mr. Parsons do you hear me?"

    "Yes sir I do"

    "That is good.  You gave everyone quite a scare."

    "I didn't mean to sir"

    "It's all right now.  One of the nurses just went to
get you something to eat from the cafeteria.  After you eat
I suggest you get some rest and I will be back to check on
you in the morning."

    "Yes sir"

    I ate and as the doctor instructed I slept.  Lance
didn't even bother me he just laid in his bed across from me
and stared with a smile on his face.  What more could I want
other than him.  I was in love with the man of my dreams and
I didn't care about what had happened to me.

.............Outside the the room in the hall......

    "Doctor may I go inside to see him?"

    "He's asleep right now Ma'am"

    "I understand but I need to see him.  I won't be in
there long just long enough to see for myself that he is
still breathing and ok."

    "I guess it's ok"

    Mandi walks in the dark room.  She stands in the dark
waiting for her eyes to adjust to the darkness.  She doesn't
turn the light on in fear that it might awaken Chris from
his needed rest.  Her eyes soon adjust to the dark.  She
walks over to the bed and cries as she watches Chris sleep.

    "GOD, I didn't mean to hit him.  Please let him make it
through all this.  I would't be here now if it wasn't for
him and how much he loves me, and looks after me.  Please
look after him and take care of him.  Chris I know you can
hear me right now.  I love you and would never do anything
to hurt you.  I am so sorry please forgive me please."
Mandi says outloud as her tears flow like rain on a spring
day.

    "I am sure he does." Lance said as to comfort Mandi.

    "Who said that??"

    "It's me Lance"

    "Lance??" Mandi says as she aproaches his bed slowly.

    "I am sorry we haven't met yet.  My name is James
Lansten Bass." Lance said as he sat up in his bed.

    "OMG.  Chris is sharing a room with you.  When he wakes
up he is going to be in shock.  I hope you don't mind me
saying this but he has the hugest crush on you.  I mean ever
since I met him he has been awe struck by you.  I know he
will probably faint when he sees you."

    "Actually it was more like weak and couldn't speak."
Lance laughed a bit remembering the day he met me.

    "What are you talking about.  Chris already knows you
are in his room."

    "Yeah he does and actually I had specifically asked to
share a room with my fiance and well the hospital said it
wasn't a problem and there he is sleeping like a baby."

    "WHAT FIANCE.  This is just to much for me to even
comprehend right now."

    "I met Chris during our break down in Pensacola.  He
was so nice to let us stay with him at his place.  It ended
up we kinda hooked up.  I love him and he loves me.  He got
hit trying to get here to see me.  I was in a car accident.
And the nurse misinterpreted my condition.  I was just
uncouncoius and was on so many drugs I was out cold.  I am
fine now."

    "Chris must be so happy right now.  His dream man is in
love with him.  I am so happy for him."

    "He is, I promise to keep him that way as well.  He
means the world to me.  I would do anything for him."

    "Will you please do one thing for me.  Tell him that I
stopped by and that I love him."

    "I will.  It's not a problem.  I am sure he does know
though."

    "It will make me feel better." Mandi said as she walked
out of the room into the well lit hall way.

    Lance sat in his bed watching me.  Wanting to hold me
but afraid of what pain it might put me in.  The night
passed and still sat watching me.  I slowly started to stir.
I opened my eyes to white lights I thought I had truelly
died till I heard his voice.

    "Well good morning.  I was wondering if you were ever
going to wake up."

    "Hey baby.  EMMMM"

    "You ok"

    "Yeah just a bit sore is all.  I also have a throbbing
headache.  You look like shit.  Did you stay awake all
night."

    "Yep all night watching you sleep.  Listen I am not as
bad as the nurse made me out to be.  He realized after he
hung up with you that he was wrong and tried to call you
back and he couldn't get you because you had already left."

    "I needed to be here no matter what your condition.  I
just wish it wasn't like this."

    "So do I.  You had a visitor last night while you
slept.  We had a very nice conversation.  She wanted me to
tell you she loves you and she would never hurt you on
purpose."

    "Mandi!  I know she hit me I heard her scream after I
got hit and before I lost conscienceness."

    "Knock, knock I don't mean to interupt here but I just
needed to check on Mr. Parsons here."

    "It's ok doctor, you didn't interupt anything more
important then my baby."

    "Well Mr. Parsons, I think we are through the idea of
you having a concusion.  I think you will be fine but I do
want to check into that a little more before I let you
leave.  The most drastic part of it was the blood loss.  If
you would have been just five more minutes later then you
arrived you would have bleed to death.  You are a very lucky
young man."

    "You don't have to tell me that sir." I said as I
stared in to my loves eyes.

    Six hours and three tests later.  I am allowed to leave
and Lance was released two hours before me but refused to
leave my side no matter what I said.  We walked out to the
waiting room to find everyone and I mean everyone.  Lani,
Mandi, Chris, JC, Justin, Joey, Heather, Eric, Jamie, Erin,
and Christine.  They were all over the place sleeping,
reading, watching tv, or drinking coffee.

    "I'm B-a-c-k."

    "SON OF A BITCH you had me scared to death.  Don't you
ever do that again." Jamie said as she jumped up and grabbed
me into a hug.

    "Ouch becareful I am still bruised from hell and back.
I don't plan on getting run over ever again trust me.  At
least not now that I know what it feels like.  And let me
tell you it really hurts like hell too."

    "Chris you are ok.  I am so sorry." Mandi says as she
comes flying at me.

    "WHOA, be gentle." I said as I flinched and tried to
prepare for he impact.  She stopped inches away from me.

    "Oh yeah sorry.  I am so glad you are ok."

    "Ok everyone I am so tired of this environment.  I
really need to get back to my room and change and
well.....How about a party to celebrate my being ok and
Lances too."

...................TBC

OK everyone.  I know I know it took a lifetime and then some
to get this chapter out.  I have heard from so many devoted
readers I couldn't ignore them anymore.  I hope this will
satisfy yall for now.  Email all comments to Hanhm16@aol.com