Date: Sun, 18 Jul 1999 15:00:20 EDT
From: GADawg4242@aol.com
Subject: Life Saver Part6
Life Saver
Part 6
Written by: GADawg4242@aol.com
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doesn't assume that any member of the BSB is gay so this story is ALL
fantasy. This story doesn't have anything to do with their real sexuality.
Although I wish it did. Anyway...ENJOY!
Author's Note: Wow, another BSB story. Well this is my first time writing.
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some similarities from other stories. . . but there are so many how can I not
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Chapter 13
Brian ran to the table that the other guys were sitting at and put his
head in his arms while he cried. He brought little attention from anyone in
the mall but, the guys were getting worried.
"Bri....what is wrong dude?", Nick asked.
"Nothin, I don't want to talk about it ok?", Brian whined.
"Dude....you know we hate it when you are sad What's wrong cuz?",
Kevin asked.
"Kevin, just forget it and get me out of here....the further away I am
from Robert the better.", Brian screamed.
"Oh, What the fuck happened now?", Howie questioned.
"The bastard just went into that bathroom to fuck Brandon. He locked
the door so no one would find them and when I went to check on them Brandon
was screaming and moaning.....Dammit!!! This is Bullshit!", Brian screamed
out.
"How could he do that to you dude? That totally doesn't sound like
Robert man!",
AJ explained.
"Well what's done is done. Let's go and get this concert over and
then we need to find a way to get Robert fired because I can't live with
this.", Brian whimpered.
"Whoa, whoa, dude. Calm down ok! What was Robert's explanation?",
Howie
asked.
"It was bullshit. . .he said something about Brandon holding him down
and covering his mouth and just making those sounds to get to me! That is
such bullshit!", Brian complained.
"Um, Brian, since when did you trust Brandon over Robbie?", Howie
asked.
"Since Robert cheated on me today.", Brian said while continuing to
cry.
"Ok, I know how to see who was lying. We go to security and get the
tape of the survalliance camera in the bathroom and we will see what
happened. Maybe you are right and Robert really is a bastard but, I really
think that this is a total sham.", Kevin explained.
"Kevin, I know that Robert cheated on me. I don't want to see it.",
Brian further
complained.
"Brian, you need to see this. If he did cheat on you then to hell
with him. If he didn't then you will feel 800x better ok?", Nick said while
hugging Brian.
"Ok, but, ya'll watch it first and then tell me if I want to see it.",
Brian said expecting the worst.
Kevin, Nick, AJ, Howie, and Brian walked to the security section of
the mall and
asked if they could see the tape of the food court men's bathroom. Not
suprisingly they were granted permission easily.
"Ok Bri. You stay out here and we will get ya when we know if you
want to see it.", Howie said comforting his partner.
"Yeah, well, I don't expect you to come get me with good news.", Brian
said
frowning.
"Bro, cheer up. Whatever the truth is at least you will be sure. If
you are with
someone that will cheat on you then you don't need to be with them. If
someone set you and Robert up and he really didn't cheat on you then you will
still have your baby.", Howie said smiling.
"I guess you are right.", Brian said with a small grin on his face.
"I know I am right. well we are goin to watch the security vid. I
will come out and get ya in a minute.", Howie said while walking into the
security room with the rest of the guys.
All of the guys excluding Brian walked into the security room and
watched the video of me and Brandon in the restroom.
"Oh my god! I can't believe that bastard!",AJ said infuriated.
"That boy is dead! If I see him at the concert I am gonna beat him
down for doin this to my cousin!", Kevin yelled.
"Guys, look at Robert crying and trying to get away from him. I can't
believe all this trauma he was put through and then Brian breaking up with
him not knowing that
Brandon was doing this to Rob. He has got to be tore up inside! I am gonna
get Brian guys", Howie stated.
Howie walked outside with tears in his eyes and looked at Brian.
"That bad huh? I told you! This is just great!", Brian said starting
to cry again.
"Brian, you need to come see this. Really, you NEED to come see
this.", Howie said pulling Brian into the security room.
"Could you please play back what we just saw officer?", Nick requested.
Brian took a seat in front of the monitor as the tape began. Brian
began crying again but, this time his tears were tears of joy.
"I can't believe I didn't trust him!", Brian scolded himself. "Officer
can I see the
present bathroom cam?", Brian asked."
"Yepper", the officer answered.
Brian saw me crying in a corner of the bathroom and took off to come
and get me.
**MEANWHILE**
Brandon walked out of the bathroom with a smile on his face, knowing
that he had succeded in what he set out to do. I fell to the ground and
covered my face while I bawled. I couldn't believe that Brian would believe
Brandon over me. I continued to cry while people walked in and out of the
mall bathroom. Eventually I felt a hand grab my shoulder.
"Go away...I don't need anyone's help!", I cried,
"Well, I just wanted to tell you that it is 1:50 and we need to get
back to the arena to practice",I heard the voice say.
"I don't want to go practice. I want to go home!", I complained.
"Why do you want to go home?", The voice asked.
"Because the most important thing in my life didn't trust me and he
thought I was cheating on him so he broke up with me! Wait a minute!!! How
do you know we have practice.", I said as I looked up.
"Hi!", Brian said smiling.
"Wha...Wha...What are you doing here? I thought you would be gone by
now.", I asked.
"Yeah well, so did I.", Brian answered while he wiped my tears away.
"So what makes you believe me now?", I asked puzzled.
"That.", Brian said while pointing to an ity bity camera.
I turned to look at the camera and then I turned back and just smiled
at Brian.
"I am so sorry!", Brian said while embracing me as the tears started
to drop again.
"It's ok baby. I know you didn't trust Brandon. I should have
listened to you.", I said realizing my mistakes.
"Well, I hated to get all emotional but, we have got to get goin. You
don't wanna be late to practice believe me!", Brian said while giving me a
kiss on the lips.
"I thought I would never feel that again."
"Well, get used to it babe!", Brian said smiling.
Brian and I walked out to where the other guys were waiting and we
walked as a
group to the limo where we would be driven to the arena.
"You know you guys are unbelievable! I mean if you are gonna break up
it needs to be longer than 15 minutes.", AJ joked.
"Shutup man. I didn't know the truth and I am stupid for not
believing my baby.", Brian said while kissing me on the cheek.
"Awww....are the two love birds making up?", Nick cooed.
"Uhuh.", I replied.
"Well, we are here guyz! Brian show Robert how to get to the stage
cuz he is kinda late and he needs an excuse. We will see you after practice
ok Rob?", Kevin asked.
"Yepper!", I replied.
I walked towards the entrance of the arena and I felt that someone
wasn't walking with me. I turned around and saw Brian standing where I had
left him.
"Are you coming or what?", I said laughing.
"Yeah but, I want to hold your hand.", Brian said blushing.
"Hehehe, you are too cute. Ok come on.", I said grabbing Brian's hand
and letting him lead the way.
"So are you excited about the concert?", Brian asked.
"Yeah I am excited but, I am kind of nervous about messing up. This
is my first
concert and I am scared.", I answered.
"Yeah, I know how it is. On our first concert we were really scared
but, since we were singing to people who couldn't speak English they had no
idea what we were saying so it sounded good to them.", Brian joked.
"So yall sucked that bad?", I asked.
"Naw, we never suck and you will never suck. At least on stage that
is.", Brian said with a devilish grin.
"Don't even go there dudie.", I said while kissing Brian on the cheek.
"I love you Robert."
"I love you to Bri."
"Well, here is the stage. I will see you after practice ok?", Brian
said looking like he needed something.
"What's wrong?", I asked.
"I don't get a kiss good-bye?", Brian said with his puppy dog frown.
"Awww....hehehe you are too cute.", I said while kissing Brian on his
lips. "Be good babe.", I said.
"Oh, I will but, I will miss you tons.", Brian said starting to walk
off.
"I love you Bri."
"I love you too. See you in a bit.", Brian said as he walked off into
the darkness.
I turned to the stage and walked over shyly to where my trumpet was
sitting and
began to warm up. I hadn't played my trumpet since the plane ride and my
lips were kind of tired so I began playing low notes. I continued to work my
way up until I was
screaming out a Super G. Before I knew it I had a crowd around.
"Oh...sorry. I didn't mean to play that loud.", I said blushing.
"Why are you apologizing? That was awesome.", Tim stated.
"Well, I didn't mean to stop you guys from practicing."
"Dude, quit apologizing. You didn't do anything wrong. Except being
10 minutes late.", Tim laughed. "Ok guys, let's practice the show.", Tim
yelled.
"One, two, three, four!", the drummer yelled out.
"Wa....wa...wait!!!", I screamed to stop.
"What's wrong kid?", Tim asked.
"Um...ummm...what is the order of the songs?", I said embarrassed that
I didn't know.
"Hehehe, well we try to do the same order of the cd.", Tim announced.
"Oh, ok, so 'Larger than Life' then 'I want it That Way' etc. etc.?",
I asked to make sure.
"Yeah but, sometimes we throw in some of the old songs and we will
tell you when we are gonna pull that trick ok?", Tim informed me.
"Cool, so for now we are playing 'Larger than Life'?", I asked making
sure once
again.
"Yep!", Tim exclaimed. "So shall we try this one more time? One! Two!
Three!
Four!", Tim yelled to start the song.
We began to play through the show and I became comfortable with every
song. I had gotten every note and rhythm down and I started to improvise
some throughout the show. My favorite song was "I Want it That Way' but, I
didn't have much to play in it. We finished up practice around 4 and we were
sent off until 630 when we would have to be back to get ready for the show.
I walked off the stage in search of Brian but, he was no where to be found.
I looked down the dark hall and couldn't find him anywhere.
"BRIAN!!!!", I called. Still I got no answer.
"Maybe he isn't even here.", I thought to myself. When I wasn't
paying attention
someone grabbed me and pulled me into a room.
"What the fuck? Who the fuck are you?", I asked infuriated.
The man turned the light on and I saw who it was.
"You are such a bastard you know that!", I said smiling.
"Yeah but, you love me.", Brian said flirting.
"Yeah, well, do you think we can go find the guys?", I asked trying to
get his mind off of what he was really thinking.
"Why do you want to find the guys? They are busy anyways.", Brian
said as he
turned and locked the door.
"Brian, what are you doing?", I asked as I was kissed.
"What do you think I am doing?", Brian asked very sensually.
"Awww...shit. You are just to fuckin irresistable.", I said while
giving in to Brian's need.
Brian unzipped my pants and massaged my cock through my jeans.
"Robbie, I want to suck your cock.",
"I want you to suck it baby."
Brian pulled my boxers down my pants and began teasing the head of my
cock. Brian ran his hand up and down my shaft why he sucked on my big head.
Brian took my whole cock into his mouth and began sucking it like a pro.
"Baby, it feels so good.", I moaned.
"I love your cock."
"Thankx", I said smiling.
Brian continued sucking my cock while he jacked me off. I took
Brian's hand and led it to my butt as he began to finger my ass.
"Baby, I think I am gonna cum!", I screamed out. He continued to suck
my cock up and down.
"Oh, fuck! SHITTTTTTT!!! OHHHHHHHHHH GODDDDDD!!!!! I'MMM
CUMMINGGGGGG!!!", I screamed.
Brian sucked down every drop of my cum while I sat in a chair. I
closed my eyes and let the orgasm fill my body. I had never had an orgasm
like that. I knew that I had never been this much in love with one person
and I was so lucky to have him. I opened my eyed and saw Brian still lightly
sucking on my cock. Finally, he looked up and smiled.
"Did that feel good sweetie?", Brian asked.
"What do you think?", I asked back.
Brian stood up and kissed me slowly. I opened my mouth slightly to
let Brian's
tongue slide in slowly. He began to suck on my tongue and brought the kiss
to a new level. After 15 minutes the kiss ended.
"Whoa...that was fun!", I said wiping my mouth.
"I know! Just wait til after the concert!", Brian joked.
"Hehehe, I can't wait baby.", I said while squeezing his crotch.
"Oh shit. Now look what you have done! I am gonna have a boner the
entire concert now!", Brian said sarcastically disappointed.
"Well, just as long as the girls don't slobber all over my man I don't
have a problem with it.", I said kissing Brian on the nose.
"Yeah, I would figure that. You always want to see my cock!", Brian
joked.
"Is there a problem with that?", I asked hurt.
"Hell no!", Brian said hugging me. "Well, come on. Let's go find
them crazy guys and hang with them before we have to be back!", Brian stated.
"Sounds good to me!", I agreed.
Brian and I walked to where the guys were sitting around and cuddled
on the couch.
"Awwww. Isn't that so cute!", Nick cooed.
"Shutup blondie! I don't see anyone with you!", Brian insulted Nick.
"Well at least I would give my bf a chance to tell me what really
happened. You ever heard the word called trust?", Nick spitted back.
"Shutup Nick! I didn't know!", Brian said with shame.
I unhooked Brian's arms from around my waste and walked out of the
lounge. I
couldn't take the thought of what happened and what could have happened. It
was too much for me and if they were going to dwell on the past then I didn't
want to be around them
"See now look what you have done!", Brian said chasing after me.
"I'm sorry about that.", Brian said solemnly.
"It's ok. I just don't want to dwell on bad things and ya'll were so
I decided to step out of the room. I am not mad at you for not believing me.
I guess we aren't far enough in our relationship for you to trust me.", I
comforted him.
"Funny how I trust you 100% isn't it", I thought to myself.
"Robert, I was stupid not to believe you. I guess I was jumping to
conclusions after what happened in Atlanta. I didn't feel right about him
being here. I should have made sure you were all right. I am so sorry for
doing that to you ok?", Brian said apologizing for the 1000 time.
"Brian, it is over and done with. Me and you are still going out ok?
Period, dot, the end.", I said while hugging Brian.
"Now let's go back in there and chill for a while and forget that his
ever happened ok?", I said ending the conversation.
"Ok.", Brian said while grabbing my hand.
Brian sat back down on the same couch we were sitting on before and I
sat with him again with his arms wrapped around my waste.
"I'm sorry for bringing the ummm....situation up.", Nick apologized.
"It's ok. Just let it be known that I hate dwelling on the past so
please try not to bring it up."
"So how was practice?", Kevin asked changing the subject.
"Confusing to say the least!", I said while laughing.
"Confusing? How is that?", AJ pondered.
"Well, I didn't know what to play cuz it was my first practice with
the entire band. Then once I got the music down I started to improvise and I
got a lot of looks.", I explained.
"Well, I didn't know the whole band was gay!", Howie joked.
"Your mind is totally in the gutter dude. They 'said' that they had
never heard a
trumpet player as good as me and they were 'amazed that I played so good.", I
explained once again.
"Yeah, well, I knew that to start off with.", Brian flirted. "You are
perfect babe!",
Brian further flattered me.
"Yeah guys, maybe we should leave. I have seen that look in Brian's
eyes before!", Nick joked.
"Naw. We need to get backstage and get makeup and wardrobe for the
concert
anyways. That means you too cutie.", Brian said kissing me on the lips.
"Well, let's go kiddies. I am tired of acting like one of ya'll I
need to fulfill my fatherly duties.", Kevin joked.
"Yeah daddy! Can you give me a piggy back ride?", Nick joked as he
jumped on Kevin's back.
"Get off of me you prick!!!", Kevin yelled as he threw his friend off
him.
"Those sound like fightin words to me!", AJ joined in.
Brian and I walked hand in hand to the make-up area and got in the
chair's next to each other so we could get all purty. Then we went into the
wardrobe where Brian picked me out some clothes that he wore at an earlier
concert.
"Now these my be a little big on you but, they will look really good
on you!", Brian stated.
I tried on the outfit and looked in the mirror. I was astounded as I
looked at myself. I could have never dreamed of looking this good.
"See! I told you you would look mighty fine in this outfit.", Brian
said proudly.
"Yeah, you were right baby!", I said thanking him for the cool clothes.
"Yo, dudes, I don't know if you know this but, we go on in am hour.
Robbie, you
need to get out their and help with the sound check and everything. Brian,
you need to come with me and we need to warm up", Kevin said dealing out the
orders
"Ok babe, umm we have a prayer right before the show so I guess I will
see you then. I love you", Brian said while kissing me on the cheek.
"I love you too babe. See you soon...Good luck!", I said kissing
Brian back.
I walked out on to the stage and looked out into the seats. There
were already tons of fans here. It was amazing how many people love BSB. I
saw all of the girls with sign's that said "I love Brian" or "Marry me
Brian"....I became very jealous but, I knew that I was the only one that had
Brian and that would never change. Then I looked of into the left and saw
Brandon sitting with I smile on his face and holding up a sign. It read "I
love you Robert!". I turned around as fast as I could and walked over to my
trumpet. I tried my best to ignore him but, I couldn't help but look up at
him. He made me so mad and it got under my skin. Sound checks were over and
we had 5 minutes before the show began. The band, managers, and the boys of
course got into a big circle and we had a little prayer for our show led by
Brian. After we prayed for a good show I pulled Brian of to the side.
"Brandon is here and he is holding up a sign that says "I Love you
Robert!", I said waiting for an infuriated Brian.
"Don't worry about it. Just ignore him and we will take care of him
after the concert ok? Just act like we didn't get back together or something
ok?", Brian asked.
"OK, Well good luck!", I said while walking on to the stage with the
rest of the band.
"LADIES AND GENTLEMAN......THE BACKSTREET BOYSSSSSSS!!!!!!!"
We started playing the opening to 'Larger than Life' while the
fireworks went off.
Then a figure came up out the ground and started singing his first verse.
After a while all of the guys were on the stage dancing and singing to
'Larger than Life' as I played it. The guys stopped singing in the middle
and I was given the signal to start improvising. I played up and down the
scale and flutter tongued my way through the improv. After I had finished
the song ended and the crowd went wild. The rest of the concert went in this
fashion and at the end all of our names were mentioned.
"OK everybody. We have a new trumpet player in our band and this was
his first concert. Every body give a big hand to Robert Jacobs!", Brian
yelled out to the crowd while smiling at me.
I raised my hands and took a bow to a crowd that was going crazy for
me. I guess my trumpet playing wasn't to shabby after all. After the crowd
died down we all got in a line and took a big bow for the audience. My first
concert with the backstreet boys had been from the seats. My second one had
been from the stage and it was the most incredible experience I ever had in
my life. The lights went down and we all ran off stage to a crowd screaming
our names.
"Awesome huh?", Nick asked.
"Awesome doesn't describe how incredible it was!", I said still in
shock.
"That was the best concert we have done on this tour. You are an
awesome trumpet player dude.", AJ complimented me.
"Oh, um, I am sorry to mention this but, someone is at the backstage
gate", Kevin said breaking the bad news.
We all knew who it was and we all didn't want to turn around but, we
did and as a group we walked towards Brandon. And we all had the same
thoughts on our minds.
"Hey Brandon! Thanks for telling us about Robert cheating on Brian.
Brian doesn't need to go out with someone like that", Kevin started the
conversation.
"Oh, don't mention it. I just would never want to hurt a cool guy
like Brian.",
Brandon lied.
"Right well, come back here and chill with us for a second dude!", AJ
invited the
naive Brandon back.
As soon as Brandon entered the room Kevin jumped on him.
"YOU FUCKING ASSHOLE YOU DON"T EVER MESS WITH BRIAN AND
ROBERT LIKE THAT!!!! WE KNOW YOU HELD ROBERT DOWN WHILE YOU
WERE SCREAMING LIKE ROBERT WAS DOING YOU....LISTEN TO ME WHEN I
SAY STAY THE FUCK AWAY FROM US.......", Kevin scremaed directly at Brandon
who was on the floor.
"Oh, and this is for breaking them up!", Kevin said as he punched
Brandon directly in the face. "Security? Will you take this piece of trash
out of here and put a restraining order on him?", Kevin asked.
"Will do Kev.",the officer said.
"Well, now that that is taken care of. Let's go grab something to
eat. I am so fuckin hungry!", Kevin said while walking past me and giving me
a little hug.
"I didn't think he had to go that far.", I whispered to Brian.
"After what he did to us baby he should have gotten a lot more than
what he got.", Brian disagreed.
"Anyways, let's forget about it. He is finally out of our lives and
we can live
happily.", I said while grabbing my trumpet and hold Brian's hand out the
door.
We walked outside into the crowd where the limo was waiting for us.
We all piled into the girl covered limo and sped off away from the obsessed
girls.
"Those girls are so fuckin crazy man! One of them tried to grope me
when I let her sit on my lap!", Nick joked.
"Yeah but, you are so tempting!", Howie played.
"Shutup D!", Nick laughed while pinching his tit.
"OWWWW...you'll pay for that! Howie yelled as they began to wrestle.
"Here we go again!!! When will this ever stop?", I asked annoyed.
"When they grow up to be like me!", Kevin boasted.
"Not even!", Brian played with Kevin.
We arrived at a Burger King and ordered take out. We were so hungry
and tired we didn't feel like eating there. We just wanted to take it to the
hotel eat and go to sleep. We got to the hotel around 1130 and emptied the
limo of tired men. I carried my and Brian's food while he carried my
trumpet. We all piled into the elevator and closed our eyes on the way up to
get a bit of rest. Brian and I slowly walked down to our room suite and
walked in. we went to the table and ate our dinner in silence. After dinner
I walked over to where Brian was laying on the bed watching tv and took off
my clothes and laid on the bed next to him in my boxers.
"Are you ok baby?", I asked.
"Yeah Robbie, I am just tired."
"Then why are you watching tv?", I asked grinning.
"Cuz you wouldn't come over here and sleep with me", Brian argued.
"Oh, well get under the covers and we can fall asleep.", I stated.
Brian quickly turned the TV and lights off and jumped under the
covers. We were both lying on our sides and we stared staring at each other.
"What?", I asked.
"I want to kiss you.", Brian stated.
"So kiss me!", I said laughing.
"But, I don't want to make love to you.", Brian stated scared of my
reaction.
"Brian, I don't want you to feel that everytime we are together and we
start kissing that we need to have sex. I don't expect that and frankly I
don't want that. Besides. I am so tired I don't think I could get it up!",
I said carresing Brian's side.
"That's cool...so I guess"
"You guess what?", I asked cutting him off.
"I guess...", Brian said trailing off and moving towards me.
Brian's lips met mine and we began to kiss. The kiss didn't last for
long but, I didn't expect it to. It was our first good night kiss. It was
our first I will see you in the morning kiss. It was our first I really love
you kiss. It was a kiss to remember.
To be Continued
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