Date: Wed, 03 Jan 2001 00:10:03 +0100
From: Martin Andersson <martin_silver83@hotmail.com>
Subject: chapter 5 of Lonely one

Hi there everyone! Here's a short chapter.

Disclaimer:  If you are not at least 18 or of legal age to
view sexual content please leave now. If you are offended
by homosexual experiences or acts this story is not for you.
This story is pure fiction. I don't know if anyone in *Nsync is gay or
bisexual. All the charachters in the story except for the guys in Nsync, me
and Cody are fiction and doesn't exist. That leaves out only Jennifer.

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*Landvetter Airport*

My time in Stockholm was up. I had spent all my time there with Lance and
the others in Nsync. They had finished recording and had some time off so
Lance flew home with me while the others flew back to Orlando. He and I are
going to spend some time alone in my apartment in Gothenburg. Jennifer had
already moved out so that wasn't a problem. Our flight was delayed but we
got here eventually and we had both gotten off our plane and were standing
at the carousel waiting for our baggage to come. We stood there tired since
it was only 7am now. We took an early flight and decided to go to bed as
fast as we got to my apartment. Not to sleep but to cuddle and just lie
there in each others arms. We got our luggage and grabbed a cab. We sat in
the cab in silence the whole ride. It was rush-hour wich means that the
traffic was at a standstill. I cursed very low so barely no one could hear
but Lance did anyway.

-"When do we arrive?" Lance asked the driver.

-"Maybe in half an hour with this traffic." He said.

-"In half an hour will we be at your place." He said to me and patted me on
my arm. I turned around and smiled at him.

-"I'm alright. All I want is to lie down and relax."

-"Me too." He grabbed my hand with his and intertwined his fingers with
mine. I shoot him a questioning look and nodded towards the driver.

-"What? I can't hold my boyfriends hand in public?" He asked me directly
speaking loud enough for the driver to hear. I just shook my head and looked
out the window of the cab. Lance stroked his thumb over the top of my hand.
After the long cab-ride did we finally arrive at my place and we got out. We
took our luggage and got inside the lobby. We took the elevator and was soon
inside my apartment. As we had gotten out of our coats went we into the
bedroom with our luggage. I almost threw mine in the corner and sat down at
the end of my bed. I fell backwards and layed there with my feet still on
the ground and I reached up with my hands and put them behind my head. I
stared at the ceiling. I felt Lance sitting down next to me at the end of
the bed and leaned back. He stopped as he was resting on his elbows and
sighed. I sat up again and looked back towards him. I kicked off my shoes
and I caressed his cheek with the back of my hand. He kicked off his shoes
aswell and I pulled him up on the bed so he was laying on it. I crawled up
with him and put one of my legs between his two. He took my hand on his
cheek in his and kissed it.

-"Are you tired?" I asked looking at him.

-"Very so." He said and continued kissing my hand.

-"Let's sleep some then." I said and started to unbutton his shirt. He just
layed there, not saying a word. We stared into each others eyes as I took of
his shirt and started to unbutton his pants. I took of his pants and he
started to take of my sweater. He unbuttoned my pants and I took them off.
We were lying there in our boxershorts only and cuddling. He was lying on
his back and I had my head on his chest. I held my arm across his stomach
and my hand rested on his chest also. He played with my hair and he kissed
me gently on my forehead.

-"How about we get some sleep?" He asked after letting out a yawn.

-"Am I that boring?" I asked looking up to his face.

-"Definetly not. I'm just tired. Sorry." He said and looked sad.

-"It's alright. I were just kidding with you." His smile grew and I reached
up and kissed him.

-"How about you singing me a song so I can fall asleep?" I asked.

-"But of course!" He answered back right away.

-"Just promise that you won't sing any Nstink stuff." I said kidding with
him.

-"I won't... Hey! What did you just say?" He said with a louder voice.

-"You're so cute when you're angry."

-"Don't push it!" He said as he playfully swatted my ass with his hand. I
just smiled at him and he tightened his grip around me. I layed my head down
on his chest again. He took my hand in his and rubbed my back with the
other. He started to sing:

"Lullaby and good night
In the sky stars are bright
Around your head flowers gay
Set your slumbers till day

Lullaby and good night
In the sky stars are bright
Around your head flowers gay
Set your slumbers till day

Close your eyes now and rest
May these hours be blessed
Close your eyes now and rest
May these hours be blessed"

He looked down at me sleeping. He stroked his hand over my hair, pulling it
back from my forehead. He smiled and looked up at the ceiling. Thinking
about how right this was. His vision was becomming blurry as tears was
forming in his eyes. He blinked and one tear fell down his cheek. He kissed
me on my forehead and intertwined his fingers with mine on his chest.

-"I love you." He whispered. He leaned his cheek on my head and fell asleep
soon thereafter.
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This is the last chapter. I'm so sorry. Something have come up and I can't
continue. It got a happy ending. :) I must thank all of you who read my
story and all of you who sent me emails. The responses have been great and I
couldn't have had a greater time writing it. I will both miss writing this
story and reading your responses.
And I'm sorry Cody. I truly am. I love you! Could you do me a favor? Don't
ever let me die or disappear in your story. I couldn't find love with Lance
in my story so please let me have it in yours. Please!
I'm going to miss all you guys at Nifty and in the boybands chatroom. You
all know who you are and I love you all! I will always remember you and I
hope you'll always remember me too. I wish you all the best in your future.
I have read many stories here and I like them all. All the authors are real
talents! Some stories would even make bestsellers as books or blockbuster
movies.
Together with you in the chatroom, the authors, the readers and the stories,
I have laughed and cried. I have lived and died. Yet another chapter of my
life have been written and as the page turns, a new chapter begins.

Many hugs and kisses to all my friends around the globe. You colored my
world and you will stay with me forever!

Yours and especially Cody's Teddy

//Martin