Date: Wed, 22 Aug 2001 12:01:26 -0700 (PDT)
From: Mel J <melanjea_bsb@yahoo.com>
Subject: Lost Innocence-Chapter 12

Disclaimer! This is fiction and has no reflection on
Nick Carter, AJ Mclean, Or Kevin Richardson. This has
nothing to do with there sexuality or sexual
preference.


Lost Innocence-Chapter 12
By Mel
2001


  The next few days passed without incident. Aj and
Nick seemed to grow even closer and for the moment,
they left Kevin alone. And that was driving Kevin
insane.
   He realized then that he had fallen in love with
both of them. That realization shocked him to the
bone. He started pulling away from everyone, trying to
get a grip on his emotions.
   Nick noticed first. He noticed Kevin not coming
around as much, no more desperate looks. Something was
wrong. Contrary to what Kevin obviously thought, he
did care about his band mate.
 Finally, after a concert, Nick cornered Kevin. "What
is it..Kevin? What is your problem these days?"
    Kevin tried to brush past him, but failed, when
his body started to respond to Nick's nearness.
   "I don't want to talk about it, Nick. Haven't you
done enough?" To his horror, tears began to spill down
his cheeks.
   "Kev.. what is it?" Nick's voice turned tender when
he saw Kevin's tears.
    "Look, I know you are just having fun with me, and
that you love AJ, but.. but.. I have fallen in love
with both of you."
   That stopped Nick dead in his tracks. He never
thought he would hear that from Kevin. He didn't know
what to say. Deep down inside the reason he had pulled
Kevin into his relationship with AJ, was that he had
feelings for Kevin.
   "Just let me go, let me go." Kevin begged, slumping
against the wall. Nick shook his head.
   "No. Kevin, I cant. I love you too" Nick whispered,
then captured Kevin's mouth in a deep, passionate
kiss. It was Kevin's turn to get dominate. It was like
a cork had been popped out of a champagne bottle.
    Kevin and Nick half dragged and kissed all the way
to Kevin's room. Neither one saw that they were being
followed.
   "God, I want you. You taste so fucking good" Nick
moaned, arching up as Kevin licked a fire down his
neck, and latching on to a nipple. It felt so good to
Nick to relinquish control, even if it was this one
time.
    "Kevin.. oh god.. yes..oh sweet fuck.." He cried
out as Kevin, ravenous clamped his mouth down on
Nick's engorged cock and began to suckle. Nick's body
was covered with sweat, writhing under the lashing of
Kevin's tongue. It was out of control, and he felt
wonderful.
     Kevin was intoxicated by Nick, finally being in
control. With one hand he fumbled for the lube, and
spread it on his thick, throbbing erection. Nick
spread his legs, waiting.
   "I am going to fuck you so good," Kevin whispered
huskily, placing the head of his cock against Nick's
puckered hole.
   "Kevin..Please.." Nick begged and Kevin couldn't
hold back any longer.
      He thrust in slowly, letting Nick get used to
the size of his cock, before sliding in further. Nick
gasped, a low growl.
   It felt so damn good, so hot and hard. Both Kevin
and Nick were so involved in eachother that they never
noticed Aj in the doorway, watching and stroking
himself.
     Aj had heard everything. He wasn't mad exactly.
He had known that Nick had feelings for Kevin and
Kevin had feelings for both of them.
  He was just surprised how much he had started
feeling for Kevin. Or how watching Kevin and Nick fuck
would turn him on. His stroking became faster as he
watched them start to lose control.
      "Harder..oh fuck..yes..Kevin...OH SHIT!" Nick
cried, coming all over his hand and chest. Kevin
followed soon after, his whole body shuddering,
calling Nick's name.
   That was it for AJ. He screamed and exploded,
catching the attention from the two men on the bed.
When the world had come back into focus, all three men
stared at eachother.
    What now?