Date: Sun, 3 Oct 1999 05:18:51 -0400 (EDT)
From: Nate Deep <nate637@mail.com>
Subject: Love and Friendship with Nsync Part "Five"

Legal Stuff: If you are under 18 or offended by gay material you know what
to do!  Disclaimer: This story is fiction and does not imply anything about
the group Nsync.

I've been on delay for one heck of a long time.  I'm sorry.  I've been
concentrating on my studies.  Finally, I have found some time to write this
story.  I'd also like to give a lot of props to all the stories and
especially 'When U Say Nothing At All' by my buddy Tonny.  Read his story
guys if you already haven't.  Once again, sorry for the delay.

Before on Love and Friendship with Nsync:

**Authors Note:  I will make the chat with the guys in 'Internet Chatting'
form.

Lance: What's on your mind?
Me: Well, I'm planning to surprise Justin with something.
JC: Cool!  What do you need help with?
Me: Well, I was hoping I would be able to leave early with Justin while at
the theme park tomorrow.
JC: Okay!  That would be okay.
Me: Great! You see, I am planning to have a BIG surprise for Justin in the
hotel room.  Before we go to the park, I am going to set up my hotel room.
When we actually get back to he hotel, I will tell him to shower and change,
which will give me time to set it up.
Chris:  You really love him don't you?
Me: Yeah, I really do.
Joey: Aww... That's so sweet!
Me: HAHAHA... Very funny.
Lance: So is this all set up?
Me: Yeah, well, I better go now, Justin is expecting me I believe.
All Guys: BYE MARK!
Me: Bye Guys!

I then left to Justin's room to find him sleeping soundly on the bed,
smiling.  I had to smile at that because he looked so cute.  I lied down
next to him looking at his angelic face as he slept and hear his cute little
snore he made.  I whispered, "You are just too cute and so sweet!
Especially when you sleep!  I love you with all my heart."  I smiled and
laid my head on his chest, putting my arms around him, and finally, I fell
asleep to the song his heart beated.

Love and Friendship with Nsync: 'Part Five'

The next morning, I awoke, with my head still on Justin's chest.  I had a
nice nights sleep.  No dreams, or so I thought, occurred.  I got up, and
decided to take a nice shower.  I took some clothes with me to the bathroom
and took a warm shower.  I finished washing my hair, and cleaning my body
and got out.  I dried myself off and brushed my teeth, with a towel still
around my waist.  I then dressed up in an undershirt and boxers, and then
went out.  I smiled at the fact that Justin was still asleep, looking
handsome.  I know I seem weird that I think a man would look handsome while
sleeping, but it's my thing I like to judge on.  I then sat next to him and
looked at him, smiling.  I haven't forgot about my big surprise for Justin,
and was not soon going to be forgotten.  After about 5 minutes with looking
at Justin, I decided to wake him up with a bang.  I kissed him on the lips
to wake him up, for the second morning in a row.  I kissed him lightly on
the lips, which had enough pressure to wake him up.  After the kiss, I saw a
smile go on his face.  His eyes slowly showed the beautiful eyes he had.
Going millimeter by millimeter.

"Morning Mark!" said me in a cheerful tone.

"Morning babe.  How was your sleep?"

"It was great.  And yours?"

"Mine was wonderful!"

"Well, looks like I'm going to go take a shower now.  Love you Marky!"

"Bye!  Oh, and go brush your teeth!  Morning Breath!!!!"

"Oh shut up!  Bye!" Justin finished with a smirk on his face.
We gave each other our goodbye kisses, and then Justin left the room.  This
gave me time to plan my surprise.  There were no events happening today,
like the routine breakfast mornings, but we had the little day at Six Flags.
We weren't going to leave until 10 and right now, it was only 7:13am.  I
decided to call a friend of mine who lived in the city of LA.  She was one
of the people who knew about my sexuality.  I went through my bag and got
out my phone book.  You never know what 'emergency' you'll have, so I came
prepared.  I dialed my friend Angel's number.

"Ring Ring" It rang.  She finally answered.

Author's Note:  Since it will remain a surprise, the talking will be hers.
I'll be on the other side of the conversation, still talking, but in the
story, it will remain silent.

Angel answered the phone, "Hello?"

"Oh my God!  Hey Mark, how have you been?"

"I'm fine and that's good to know."

"So what is that favor you need hun?"

"Oh, I see."

"That is SO sweet Mark!"

"Anything else?"

"Oh ok.  Nah, you don't have to pay me back.  We are friends remember?"

"NO!  I insist that you don't pay."

"So who is the lucky man or woman?"

"Why can't you tell me?"

"Fine then, I see how it is.  HAHAHA, just playin'!

"So you'll tell me later huh?"

"Okay GREAT!  Well, I have to go now, and work for you sweetie! HAHAHA!"

"Bye!  Oh and nice talking to you again!"

"Buh-Bye!"

Back to me.....

I just smiled at how nice she was and how she never changed from how
generous and caring she is.  She is like a person I love, but not in the
romantic way.  I see her as part of my personal little family.  I then went
to the bathroom and did the fixing up routines.

Later on at Six Flags...
Author's Note:  I will NOT include any of the fan mobs or anything.  It will
happen, but it will not be said.  I will only include if something big
happens in it.

"Lets go ride on the Superman!" Joey asked all excitedly.

"Gee man!  Why am I not surprised that you want your first ride to be
Superman?" Chris mocked at Joey.

"Shut up dude!  C'mon lets go!"  He started tugging on my arm, pulling me
over to the ride.

"Hey!  Hey!  Hey!  You're gonna pull my arm off!"  I said, making a fake
pain sound.  Everyone just started laughing at my misfortune and Joey's
child ness.

"Okay! Okay!  We'll go, just get off of my baby's arm!" Justin said
laughing.

We then rode the ride.  We had a blast.  Then we rode all of the other fun
rides.  It all finally happened until it reached the time for Justin and I
to leave early.  It was 1 pm.  About 5 hours from the time I asked Angel for
her help.  I was getting nervous, at the fact to if she did the job or was
still working on it.  Then, my thoughts turned to positive thoughts.  I said
I had to use the restroom.  I just lied, so I could call Angel.  I was at
the restroom and called her.

She answered, "Hello?"
I replied, "Yeah, its me."
"Hi Mark!"
"Hi, did ya finish the job?"
"Oh ISH!!!!  I forgot!"
"What!?!?!?!"
"Just kidding!  I finished it."
"Whew!  That's a relief!  Thanks babe, I owe you!"
"Naw, you don't!  Sorry, I gotta go to work now, BYE!"
"Bye!"

I then hung up and went outside to the guys, who were sitting at a nearby
table.  I started my little act.

"Justin, I don't feel so good, I think I'm just going to go back to the
hotel and rest for awhile."  I said holding my stomach and made good acting
looking sick.

"Oh, I'll go with you."  He commanded.

"No, no, no, I don't want to ruin your fun."  I said reluctantly hoping that
he would insist.  I was just trying to maintain the act.

"NO!  I will go with you.  Besides, my fun will be with you!"

"Okay.  I'm not in the mood to fight."

All the guys knew my plan and went with it.  Justin and I went and called a
cab.  We got to the hotel, finally, and walked up to my room, hand in hand,
but only in the hallway of our floor.  I was getting NERVOUS at how he would
react to my surprise.  I opened up.  When Justin saw it, he immediately
started crying.  I looked at the room in awe, and saw what my mind was set
on.  China white flower pedals, spread all over the bed and floor.  I saw at
least 25 candles scattered around the room, all lit.  There was a table in
the middle for two.  There were covered plates, not showing the contents
with in.  It was a beautiful experience to the eyes and heart.  Justin
started to cry more.

"Sweetie, why are you crying?"

"I LOVE you Mark!  You remembered my dream and turned it into a reality.
I'm not crying out of sadness, but happiness."

"I LOVE you two Justin Timberlake."

Two minutes later, some nice music started to play.  Angel of Mine by Monica
it was.  I took him into my arms, and danced with him.  I put his head on my
shoulder as he cried away.  I suddenly also started to cry.  I hugged him
tightly, and slow danced with him.  It was really dark in the room, but the
candles, and Justin lightened up the room.

When I first saw you, I already knew.
There was something, inside of you.
Something I thought that I would never find.
Angel of Mine.

I look at you, looking at me
Now I know why they say the best things are free.
I'm gonna love you boy, you are so fine
Angel of mine

How you changed my world, you'll never know
I'm different now, you've helped me grow
You came into my life straight from above
When I lost all hope you showed me love
I'm checkin' for ya, boy you're right on time
Angel of mine

Nothing means more to me than what we share
No one in this whole world can ever compare
Last night the way you moved is still on my mind
Angel of mine....

I somewhat sung to him, serenaded him.  I love him.  I care for him.

We then stopped dancing, and looked each other in the eyes.  We put our
foreheads together, and looked at each other with watery eyes.  We came
closer and closer until we kissed.  It was one long and lovely kiss.  We
then started to get more into the kiss, and slowly our tongues met.  They
explored every inch of our mouths.  Then we separated for some air.  I then
remembered the dinner or lunch for that matter that we were supposed to
share.

"Come with me Justin."  I took him by the hand, and he followed.

I sat him at the table.  On my chair, I saw a box.  I knew what it was.  I
decided not to give it to him yet.  After lunch I would.  When I opened our
dinner plates, I saw two Quarter Pounders with cheese.  One on each plate,
and fries on the side.  I also suspected that Justin would think the wine
bottles contained Sprite or something.  I started laughing and laughing.
Justin joined along.  I then told him not to eat it.  I told him it was a
joke.  In the cabinet under the TV was the real food.  I took it, and gave
him one.  We opened it at the same time.  We saw Lasagna and Fettuccini
Alfredo.  It was still really warm.  I popped open the wine.  I poured him a
half glass full and mine the same.  We talked about how much we love each
other and how much we well, loved each other.  From time to time, I would
feed him some of my food and he would feed me, hell, it was the whole time!
Once in our conversations, we got into tears of joy, about how happy we were
in our lives.  We finally finished our food.  I decided to give it to him.

"Hunny, I have something for you."  I said.

"Really?  Wha... What is it?"

"Here...  Read the letter first."  I said as I gave him the box and the
letter.

"Okay."

The letter read:

Dear Justin,

I hope you loved the surprise.  I took the idea from your dream and turned
it into a reality.  It is no longer a fantasy.  I love you very much with
all of my heart.  I never want to lose you.  I swear to you, I will stand by
you through thick and thin.  You are my everything, my soul mate, my love,
my life.  I love you Justin, and I need you.  I have you.  I don't know what
I would do without you.  You are the Angel of Mine.

Foreverdated,
Mark

Tears were dropping on the letter, smearing the ink that was on the paper.
Justin started crying.  "I Love you Mark.  I don't know what I could have
been without your life in mine."

I went to him, and stood him up.  I hugged him tightly.  He placed his head
on my shoulders.  He hasn't even looked at the present.  I reminded him
about it.  He opened the small little box and found a ring, by now, we was
even crying even more.  There was an engraftment on the ring.  It said, 'Be
With Me Forever'  Love, Mark.  Justin put on the ring, and pillowed his head
back on my shoulder.  I took his head by my finger, holding his chin, I
looked him into the eyes.  Once again, our lips met.  He then put his arms
around my waist.  We fell on my bed, that was filled with white flower
pedals.   We were still kissing and crying, until we stopped, and just held
each other tightly.  He soon fell asleep.  I had to get loose because I had
to blow out the candles.  I got out of his strong arms, and blew out the
candles that were still lit.  I checked my watch before blowing out the last
candle and was surprised that it was already 7pm.  I still hadn't blown out
the last candle.  I took off my pants, socks, and shirt.  I still had on
boxers and my tank top.  I also took of Justin's socks, pants, and shirt.
He had on boxers and a wife-beater.   He looked incredibly sexy.  I hopped
into the bed with him, being careful not to wake him up, and wrapped one arm
around him and held one of his hands.  By instinct I think, he gave back the
grip.  Just like a baby does when you put your finger it their hand, and
they grip back.  I fell asleep sooner or later, while thinking how lucky I
was to have this man.  I was then later, no longer attracted to ANYONE else
romantically, except for the man who is sleeping right next to me.

**

"Justin?" I asked

"Yeah?" He replied

"I have something for you."

"Really?"

"Yeah... Here."

"He opened it."  Justin frowned.

"What's wrong?" I asked getting nervous.

"You love me right?"

"Yes, yes I do."

"I don't think I love you back.  I don't wanna be with you."

"What?  What?  Why?"

"I thought you would see right through me, I guess that is how stupid you
are. HAHAHA!"

"What?  Huh?"

"You thought I love you.  Yeah right.  I can never love you.  You are a man,
and I am a man."

"But..."

"Goodbye Mark.  I can never love you.  I never did."

"No wait.  Justin... PLEASE!!!  Wait..."  I got to my knees and started crying.

"Leave me alone Mark.  I don't want you.  Go back to your other
relationships."

"What are you talking about Justin?  What are you trying to say?"

"I am saying, Mark, that I don't love you, and I'm going to leave you."

"No.... Please...No!"

"Goodbye Mark."

I was by now crying and crying.  I kept on saying 'Wait...Wait...'  All over and
over again, I said.

I started to feel a shaking.  I woke up to find Justin shaking me and
hugging me.

"Mark!   Mark!  You are having a bad dream!  Mark!  Mark!"

"What?  What?  Oh my God."  I sighed in relief.  I had tears coming out of
my eyes still.  I hugged Justin tightly, not wanting him to leave, like what
happened in my dream.

"Are you okay?"  Justin asked with FULL concern.

"Yeah.  I just had a bad dream."

"Wanna talk about it?"

"Well, you kind of left me.  I'm so sorry."

"Sorry for what?  You shouldn't be sorry, some dreams can be fake, and some
dreams can come true, like what happened tonight.  That dream of yours will
NEVER come true.  I will be yours physically and in your heart forever.  I
love you so much Mark."

"Justin, I love you too.  Can you hold me please?"

"Sure babe, anything for you."

Justin held me.  He kissed my ears, to show that he cared.  He held me
tightly, to show that he cared.  He didn't speak to my, but he spoke to me
by actions, to show that he cared.  He loved me.  I loved him.  We loved
each other.  I fell asleep in his arms.  He laid me down on the bed and gave
me a kiss.  He held me while I slept this time.  I felt safer and secure.

**

"Justin?" I asked.

"Yeah?" He replied.

"I have something for you."

"Really?"

"Yeah... Here."

"He opened it."  He smiled and started crying.

"What's wrong sweetie?"

"Nothing, it's just that I Love you so much.  I love the ring, but I love
you more."

"Thanks.  I love you too.  Read what it says on the ring."

"Okay."  He read it. 'Be With Me Forever Love, Mark'

"Well?"

Justin just started to cry on my shoulders.  He was crying hard!  He put his
head on my shoulder.  He then looked up at me and smiled.

"Mark?"

"Yeah?"

"Spend you life with mine?"

"Yes, I will.  Can you spend your life with mine?"

"Yes, forever."

Our faces were getting closer and closer, until we kissed.  It later turned
into a passionate kiss.  We shared a dreamy kiss.

I then woke up from my dream, Justin and I were in the same position we were
in from when I slept.  It was beautiful.

To Be Continued...

Part 5!  Was it just right?  I know it took FOREVER for me to get though,
but I needed some time for my studies.  Once again, thanks to everyone who
has motivated me with my story, complimented on my story, and the people who
read my story.  Hopefully the next part will come soon.  E-Mail me your
comments.  Send it to nate637@mail.com
Part 5 coming soon!