Date: Tue, 18 Jan 2000 23:28:01 -0800 (PST) From: Billy Burrew <billy_burrew@yahoo.com> Subject: Love-Thru-Chat-3 Love Thru Chat By Billy Burrew Legal Disclaimer: This story is totally fictional and not meant to imply anything about the sexuality of the guys of the BSB or NSYNC. If you are under the age of 18, offended by homosexual material, or it is illegal to view such materials in your area, please leave now....Otherwise, go grab a nice mocha or some chai tea, or hot cocoa, get comfy and get ready to suspend your disbelief. Have Fun and Enjoy the Story. Chapter 3: Coming Together...Splitting Apart Logging onto Cybervenue.com Logging in as billy_burrew You see here karen07, dopie20, sleepy78, jc_1s_hot, krazy15, vikingsfan4ever, timbergirl420, mine15, malena14, b_0_y Karen07 says Hi Billy Vikingsfan4ever says Hi Billy You say Hi y'all Mrscrunkboy19 enters Dopie20 says hi mrscrunkboy You say to karen07 I finished that chapter with you in it. I should post it pretty soon. B_0_y says hi mrs crunkboy Karen07 says oh kewl billy I cant wait to read it! Dopie20 says Am I in this one too? I thought I was supposed to be a villain in this one. Mrscrunkboy19 says shut the fuc k up vikings! You say God...its like 2 in the morning.... Jscott77 enters You say Jscott!! DUDE! Jscott77 says to you Can we private chat on AOL You say to Jscott77 sure...one second Jscott77 leaves ----------------------- Welcome to America Online You've Got Mail! Jscott77: Hi Bill...Everyone just left a few minutes ago BillBurrew: Josh? Are you OK? Did IT go ok? Jscott77: Can we talk...on the phone...I don't wanna type BillBurrew: Sure..my number is 919-967-9502. Let me log off and then the phone line will be free. Jscott77: Thanks Bill. --------------- <ring ring> Bill: Hello? Josh: Hello...Bill? Bill: Hi Josh? Are you OK? Josh: They didn't take it too well at all. Jran tried to talk to them and they kinda freaked out and we all started yelling....it was awful. Bill: Josh....Give them time...like Jran needed time...let them get it in their heads...things will look brighter tomorrow Josh: I dunno...I have to work with them all tomorrow....its gonna be hell. Bill: No....I don't think it will be that bad...it'll be cold tho...they'll either accept it after a few days or just be chilly towards you....or so it sounds to me. But don't change YOU to make them happy....Be yourself Josh...If they don't like you for what you really are...then FUCK them! <sigh> Josh: I guess so....it just hurt so bad to see the looks in their eyes like I.....like my eyeball just popped out and rolled across the table at them...they all looked at me with a disgusted look. Bill: Oh...man..I am sorry...it really hurts to lose friends...I forgot how much it did until now...a few of mine did that in college...it kinda sucked and I blocked it out and forgot about them after awhile...but it did hurt...and I just couldn't understand why they would be like that. <in a small voice> Josh: It hurt so bad...<sniff>...but these guys have been my friends for so long.... Bill: Don't count them out just yet, Josh...they may come around. They are probably gonna go home and rant and rave and be stupid and do stupid shit and then it will hit them. All of a sudden they'll think...Oh god...what the hell was I thinking....this is my friend and I just made an ass out of myself acting the way I did. Then they'll come in and apologize a few days later and then you can talk about it with them again and it will start getting better. Josh: What if they don't? What if they go home and then come in as mean and hateful as they were tonight? Bill: Then you give them their space and hang out with your real friends...the ones that accept you for who you are. For now...you are going to go to the bathroom, grab two tylenol, take them and get a good nights sleep. This has really worn you down. If you go anywhere tomorrow looking like you sound now...you'll just be a big ole mess. Josh: But...I wanted to stay awhile and talk with you...this is the first time we have gotten to talk... Bill: well...if you feel up to it....you just sound so worn out. Josh: You have a deeper voice than I imagined, you know... Bill: I am a baritone...my choir teacher used to have me sing tenor before my voice changed.....but my speaking voice can range from kinda high to well...like you said...low. Despite the fact that you sound kinda worn out...your voice is really nice. A nice tenor. Josh: Thanks. I finished that song, by the way...it took me forever! I was ready to rip it up and just forget it...so I walked away from it and then a day later I looked over at it and saw what I needed to do and I just did it. Bill: Awesome! I have to do that a lot with some of my stories...I think I am writing too much...but I'd rather just peck at it than just stick to doing just one story at a time. I just started another new story yesterday. I'll have the first chapter done soon. It's a departure from my other stuff, tho. Josh: Really? How so? Bill: Well...I was listening to one of my favorite songs from Depeche Mode called, Master and Servant and thought it might be fun to do a s/m story with one member of BSB and one of NSYNC. Josh: <cough> Really <cough cough>? Bill: Are you OK? Josh: Yeah...my water just went down the wrong pipe here..<COUGH> Who's gonna be in this one? Bill: Well...I thought I'd grab the control freaks from both stories and have them be the main stars, so Kevin from BSB and Lance from.... Josh: LANCE? HAHAHAHAHHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA Tell me who gets to be the dominant, please? Bill: Lance. I figured since Kevin is so tall and burly, it'd be fun making him submit to Lance. Josh: hehehe Sorry...its not funny but I think it's really a GREAT idea for a story...I can't wait to read it. Bill: I told another friend about it and he laughed too. It seems that people can't imagine Lance as a dominant top guy. I mean....I admit...after seeing him on Rosie, it's gonna be hard for me to write him like that. Josh: What do you mean? Bill: Well....he just acted "girly" on the show...I mean if any of the guys were gay I'd think it'd be him...and any doubts I had about him being straight they were erased after the gameshow part of Rosie. I was watching him sing Grease and I could only think...OK...you go Miss Thang! Work it Girl!...the only thing he didn't do was sing Olivia Newton John's part of the duet. Hehehehe Josh: Oh god....HEHEHEHEHEHE......oh Billy....that.....oh man....I never looked at it like that....hehehe. You're gonna make me piss myself here....hehehhe! <singing> Bill: I got CHILLS they're multiplying! Yeah Lance....I just bet you do....LOL G'won GIRL! SING IT! Josh: HAHAHAHAHA.....STOP PLEASE!! Bill: OK....I'll stop....hehehe...but you have to see it...its almost endearing...to watch him up there. Josh: Bill...man....you are awesome...you just completely cheered me up and made my week! I can't wait to see you when you get down here. Bill: Well...I can't wait either. It sounds like we'll have fun together....at least I can make you laugh. Josh: Yes....and I really have to thank you for being here and making me laugh. I was really shaken up tonite after everyone left. Now I feel a lot better. Bill: Well...I am gonna let you go then. I have to go make plans to rent a car while I am down there and maybe go see Disney or Universal Studios. My parents have been to Disney and I haven't....so I am definitely gonna go there this time. Josh: Kewl the company I work for is going to interview you that week...they wanted me to tell you to bring samples with you of your work. Do you have some? Bill: WHAT? Oh yeah...I have a portfolio of my stuff from my last few jobs. I hope its good enough. Josh: Don't worry...it'll be fine. I also have some other ideas for jobs once you get here....tho not all are for graphic arts positions. But you're probably qualified for them anyways. Bill: Wow...thanks Josh! I didn't realize you were workin so hard down there lookin for a job for me. Josh: Well...you're my friend now...and you've gone out of your way here to help me out...hehehe...sorry...bad pun there....so I wanna help you with this. Bill: Awesome...I am just glad I won't be all alone down there. I miss having friends around since I left DC. Josh: Well..I'll be hanging around so much you'll get sick of me. Bill: I doubt that. You seem pretty cool....and if your friends don't come around soon...well...lets just hope I don't run into them during my visit. They're in for a real abusive yankee tongue-lashing...and I am just the yankee to give it to them. Josh: HAHAHA! I can't imagine you getting mad and going off. Bill: Believe me...I can...and have. When I get started...just let me be...cause I just get evil. Josh: oh man....well...I hope for their sake then that they come around or they'll have their hands full with you. Bill: Yeah...they will. I stick up for my friends...if they say anything around me...they'll regret it. Well...on that note, I am gonna head for bed. I emailed you my hotel plans and stuff, read them and tell me what you think or make a recommendation of a better place. Josh....go to bed....get a good night sleep. Things will look brighter in the morning. Josh: OK....goodnight Bill...and thanks...really --------------------------------------------- Hi Bill this is Josh. I just wanted to give you a call and tell you that it did look a little brighter this morning. They just kinda don't talk to me except for the necessary. It looks like I am gonna be slammed here at work so I won't be around much for the next week. I just looked at the schedule and I'm gonna be recording and stuff till like 10 pm almost every night this week. I'll try to call again if I get some free time. --------------------------------------------- Hi Bill....I just realized you're probably at work....its 11 am on Wednesday...I have to remember to ask you if I can call you at work and get your work number. Well...I am on lunch and am gonna head out and get something to eat. I'll probably be online this weekend. I hope I see you...or I might call after work one night if you don't mind calls after like 11 pm or so. Talk to you soon... ---------------------------------------------- Welcome to America Online You've got Mail! To: Billy_Burrew@yahoo.com From: Jscott77@aol.com Subject: Your Visit Date: Thu, 20 Jan 2000 16:45:30 GMT Billy- Sorry it took so long to reply, and that I haven't been back online much....work has been a killer. I recorded that song I told you I finished finally. That hotel is pretty OK. Can you email me the flight number or your work phone number so I can call and get the flight number and time of arrival from you? Josh To: Jscott77@aol.com From: Billy_Burrew@yahoo.com Subject: Re: Your Visit Date: Mon, 24 Jan 2000 19:25:09 GMT Josh- I'll be on Air Trans flight 347, coming in on Feb 11th at 11:35 am. Don't worry if you can't make it to pick me up....I am gonna be renting a car out so I can go to Disney and to my interviews while I am down there. My work number is (919) 944-8100, ext. 3217...I should have given it to you before since I am there all day from about 9 am to 6 pm. We're about two weeks out here.....If you're free call me and tell me about what's goin on with your friends. I wish I could talk with them myself.....I just think they're clueless as to how dumb they are all acting. Oh well.....talk to you later. Bill ------------------------------