Date: Mon, 19 May 2003 19:52:52 -0400
From: rye encoke <rye_encoke@hotmail.com>
Subject: Mark-and-Rye-15

Okay the usual stuff that nobody reads.  This is a gay story with
lots of gay sex.  If you aren't supposed to be here, leave.  The
work is mine and unless you ask you can't post it anywhere else.
I have no clue if any member of Westlife is gay, so this is all
my fantasy.  Email me at rye_encoke@hotmail.com to tell me what
you like or hate.

The author wishes to acknowledge and thank the archivist for
Nifty for allowing this story to be published here.

Authors Notes: Okay, I have changed my mind.  I have just
recently received two emails which can only be described as
'mean'.  I was gonna just quit writing all together.  Why
spend the time to send a nasty email?  So if you hate my
story don't tell me, I don't want to hear.  I have kept going
mainly because I have up to chapter 21 already written.  The
same day I recieved those two nasty emails I also got an
absolutely wonderful email from someone who encouraged me to
keep writing because they like my story and the emotions I
was expressing.  So this chapter has a double dedication.

DEDICATION:  As always to my boy David.  Also to Larry, my
real inspiration that day.  His kind words lifted me out of a
very deep funk and encouraged me to keep going.  Thanks Larry
for your words, they meant a lot.

- Cleansing the Soul -

Rye had finished setting up the table and was lining up his shot.

"Rye?" Shane asked.

"Don't worry boyo we're good, better than good," Rye said, knowing
what Shane wanted to say.

"I know, but I still want to say it.  Thank you for what you did
back there.  It hurt when you said it but then I realized what
you were doing and what you were risking doing it, I just can't
believe you would put everything at risk for me like that.  So
even though I know I don't have to I wanted to say thank you and
that I love you very much," Shane said it quietly, obviously
feeling it very deeply.

Rye went over and hugged Shane closely, not willing to break the
embrace until Shane decided it was over.

"I would do anything for any of you.  I was surprised by Bryan's
reaction but I shouldn't have been.  He loves you very much."

"I know he does and it is hard for me to come to terms with that.
I went from feeling like nobody loved me and like I didn't deserve
to be loved to finding out everyone loves me.  It's hard to wrap
my mind around, luckily my heart wants it badly enough that I am
more or less just accepting it all."  Shane was holding on to Rye
tightly and had no intention of letting go.

"You know that I am gonna be sure you are ready before we even
attempt any anal stuff right.  I am not gonna let you do it if I
don't think you are 100% ready.  And you may have to accept that
for right now you are not going to be able to do it," Rye said
softly as he stroked Shanes hair gently.

Shane broke down.  "I am so scared Rye but I don't want Bryan to
know because he wants it so bad and I want to make him happy so
he won't leave me but I am so scared."

Rye moved to a sofa, still holding onto Shane, and sat down,
bringing Shane down to sit in his lap.  He just held onto Shane
and stroked his hair and comforted him, humming softly and resting
his head on top of Shane's.

"Shane tell me about what happened.  Let's put this behind us
forever."

"I can't Rye I am so ashamed."

"It's okay Shane, you have nothing to be ashamed of, and once you
tell me you will realize that," Rye encouraged.

Shane sobbed for awhile more, his arm around Rye's neck, holding
on to him like a child.

Finally Shane started to speak.  "I was 12, just turned actually.
It was the day after my birthday and I had money to spend.  My da
told me I would have to wait to go into town because he had work
to do.  I was really impatient so I decided I would hitchhike into
town.  I had done it before.  I got caught once and got whipped
for it but I didn't care because I had money to spend."

Rye continued to gently comfort Shane as the story spilled out.

"So I headed to the back of our farm and hopped the wall.  I had
only been walking for a couple of minutes when a car came.  I
could still see our house.  He stopped and asked where I was off
to.  He was young, like probably 20 or so, and he looked nice.  I
got in and told him to town cuz it had been my birthday and I had
money to spend.

"He said okay, but first he had to stop real quick to take a piss.
I pointed to one of our sheds nearby for the sheep during shearing.
So he pulled in and got out.  I wasn't paying attention and before
I knew it he had pulled me out the door and had his hand over my
mouth.  He had this bandana or something that he put around my
mouth so nobody would hear me scream then he tied my hands.

Shane was talking quickly now and trembling.  Rye just let him go
on, all the time gently comforting him.

"Then he led me over to a workbench near the door.  He pushed me
down face first and undid my pants.  I didn't know what he was
going to do.  I heard him spit and then I felt him spit on my
bum.  Then suddenly I knew but it was too late.  He pushed into
me and I screamed and screamed and screamed.  It hurt so bad and
all the time he was talking to me.  Telling me what a nice ass I
had and that I liked it and I was a good fuck.  The whole time I
could see out the door and see my own house just across the field.
I could feel something warm running down my leg.  Then he pushed
in really deep and I screamed again and I felt something hot
inside me.  Then he pulled me up so I was standing but he was
still inside me and he reached around and pulled on my penis, he
worked me until I got hard then told me he knew I liked it cuz I
was hard.

Shane was trembling almost uncontrollably now.

"He told me thanks and put a 10 pound note in my shirt pocket then
got in his car and left.  I finally looked down and saw the blood
running down my legs.  I was so scared and hurt and humiliated.  I
thought that I had liked it because like he said I was hard,
although I wasn't anymore.  I tried to clean up and went back home.
I bled for a long time but I was able to keep anyone from finding
out.  When I went to town I put the 10 pound note into the poor
box at church and tried to pretend nothing had happened.  But I
knew it had.  I never told anybody, I mean how could I, I had
enjoyed it right?

Shane finally stopped.  Rye's face was streaked with tears and
his heart was aching.

"Oh boyo I am so sorry.  But you did nothing wrong and you did not
enjoy it.  That animal took a sweet innocent child and did awful
things to him.  He hurt you and made you bleed and then tried to
make you believe you liked it.  Then he gave you money to keep you
quiet.  No my dear sweet boyo you did nothing wrong and are not to
blame and you did not enjoy it.  It was a nightmare and you have
had to live with it for more than 10 years by yourself, but not
any more.  Never alone again my sweet sweet boyo."

Shane had calmed down a bit and was just leaning into Rye's chest,
his arm still around Rye's neck and Rye's hand still stroking his
hair.

"But now that nightmare is over.  You have finally told someone.
And I still love you and I don't blame you.  I love you and I
think you are the bravest person I have ever known.  My heart
aches for you Shane, I don't ever want to let you go, I just want
to hold onto you and love you forever and take away all the hurt.
And Bryan loves you and would never hurt you.  Deep inside you
know that.  You have been so brave Shane telling me your secret,
but it shouldn't stay a secret.  These kinds of hurts need the
light of day and the love of your friends to heal.  You have to
tell Bryan.

"No I can't.  He will leave me he will think I am dirty," Shane
wailed and started to tremble again.

"No my love he won't.  Remember how he wanted to punch me for what
I said?" Rye was talking very low and soothingly as he continued
to comfort Shane.

Shane nodded.

"Do you think the man that wanted to do that to me is going to
think any less of you or love you less.  No in fact he will
probably try to fly to Ireland and find the scum who hurt you.
Shane you have to tell him so that you can go on.  Not go on to
anal sex, because honestly I don't know if that is ever going to
be an option for you, but for you two to go on as a couple,"
Rye said it softly.

Shane lay there sobbing but finally got himself under control.

"Do you think he will still want me?"  Shane asked softly, like
someone who has been broken.

"I do, I know it Shane, on this you can trust me," Rye said it and
knew it was the truth.

"Okay but will you be here when I tell him?"  Shane asked.

"I could be, but I think that this is better if you tell him
alone," Rye said.

Shane thought about it and nodded.  "Can you get him, I don't
think I could walk out to get him myself."

"Sure I will get him.  Do you want me to stay and just hold you
for a little longer?"  Rye asked.

Shane broke down again and nodded.  Rye continued to hold onto
Shane for a half hour or so until Shane finally let him leave to
get Bryan.

- Strength -

Bryan was having fun on the lake on the jet ski when he saw Rye
waving them in.  Rye looked exhausted and something was wrong.
Everyone headed in and landed the jet skis on the beach.  Rye
walked over to the three men.

"What's wrong angel?"  Mark asked coming up to him and taking one
of his hands.

"Just stay with me please,"  Rye said as he walked to Bryan.

Bryan watched as Rye walked to him.  He suddenly got scared, maybe
Rye was mad after all.

"Bryan please listen very carefully to me okay.  This is going to
be the hardest thing you have probably ever had to do."

Bryan was really scared now.  Rye reached out and took one of his
hands and Mark took the other and Nicky came up behind to put a
hand on Bryan's shoulder.  Nobody but Rye knew what was going to
happen but they took their cue from him and realized Bryan needed
to be held and comforted like this.

"Shane confessed just how scared he really is of having anal sex.
I pushed him a bit and he finally told the whole story of his
rape.  It's beyond brutal Bryan but he needs you to hear it, to
understand.  He is scared to death you will leave him.  So you
need to be stronger than you have ever been and go to him and
listen to him and love him.  Can you do that Bryan?"  Rye asked
quietly.

Bryan nodded.  Then Rye pulled him in close and whispered in his
ear, "This is where you can heal him forever Bryan, you can take
all his hurt away by just loving him.  He needs you Bryan.  Be
strong.  When it's over we will be here for you, to hold you and
heal you."

Bryan walked away from his friends and to the house.  He walked in
and saw Shane sitting on a chair, looking like he had been beaten,
his eyes were swollen and puffy.  Bryan walked over and sat down
in front of him and took his hands in his own.

- Healing -

"Rye are you okay?"  Mark asked.

"Not really.  Shane is so hurt inside.  But I think that he may be
able to heal himself completely now.  Once Bryan is finished with
him he may be okay," Rye said as he sat on the beach.

Mark and Nicky sat beside him looking upset but knowing that for
the moment there was nothing they could do.

"Was it really that bad?  Can you tell us?"  Nicky asked.

"It was horrific Nicky, he could actually see his house while it
was happening.  He was so close to safety and the animal did it to
him right there and made him think he liked it," Rye said.

"Let's leave it at that then.  We don't need to know any more
unless Shane needs to tell us.  How is Bryan going to be?"  Mark
asked.

"It is going to kill him.  We are going to have to be there for
both of them in a few minutes," Rye said as he turned to look at
the house.

The three men sat there for another 40 minutes or so.  Finally
they turned as they heard the doors on the deck open and saw Bryan
come out.  Bryan was walking like a zombie.  His head was down and
he had obviously been crying.  He came directly to the three men.

"I put him to bed, he is exhausted," Bryan said simply then broke
down and fell to the ground curling into a ball.  Everyone grabbed
him instantly and held him.

"Oh God oh God, how can that happen," Bryan cried.

Everyone just continued to hold him gently and comfort him.  He
continued sobbing like this for a long time before calming down.

"You did a good job Bry boy.  You were strong when he needed you
and showed him you would not abandon him.  You were so strong
Bry," Mark comforted.

"You know what he said when he finished.  He told me it was okay
if I hated him now and that I could stay with Nicky if I didn't
want to be in the same bed as him," Bryan sobbed.  "I told him I
still loved him and I was so proud of him and that if he made me
go away I would die of a broken heart.  I think he finally
believed me because he let me hold him then and then he kissed me
and told me he loved me and not to ever leave him."

Everyone was crying now as they held onto Bryan.

"You did it Bryan, you showed him he was worth loving and that
everything will be okay.  You finished healing him.  I am so proud
of you Bry boy, so proud," Rye said.  Bryan threw his arms around
Rye and hugged him tightly, leaving the other guys to circle
behind him to hold him.

"I took him to bed and lay him down and told him to just relax and
sleep that everything was going to be okay.  He said he was sorry
for being such a bother and I should go out and have fun.  He
wanted me to have fun after hearing all that.  I wanted to throw
up and go kill somebody and he wanted me to go back on the lake,"
Bryan shook his head in disbelief.

"That is probably what we should all do,"  Rye said.

"What?"  Nicky asked in surprise.

"Shane has gone through an emotional nightmare, basically reliving
that horrific event.  What he needs and wants right now is for
nobody to look at him strangely and for things to go back to
normal.  There are going to be times when he needs to be held,
when he starts to cry for no reason.  But for now he needs life to
get back to normal.  He needs to have fun and he needs for us to
have fun and treat him like nothing happened," Rye said.

Amazingly it was Bryan who nodded, "It's true, he even said it,
he doesn't want everyone to stare at him.  He knows we all love
him, he said that too, and he wants things to just be fun again.
He wants to laugh again."

Everyone looked at each other and smiled at one another.  At first
it was forced but eventually it got easier and then Bryan laughed
and everyone else laughed too.  With a visible effort everyone
shrugged off the last of the gloom and stood.  Rye said he was
going to go put on his swim trunks and the other three got back on
the jet skis.

- Beach Blanket Fun -

Rye walked to his bedroom and changed into his trunks.  He was
walking out when he decided to get Shane instead.  He knocked on
the door.

"Come in," Shane said from the other side.

"Better boyo?"  Rye asked as he entered.

"Amazingly enough yes.  You were right of course.  He still loves
me and I know it's true.  You all love me still," Shane said.  He
was changing into trunks of his own.

"So I take it you are going to continue our lazy day and join me
for a tan," Rye smiled.  Shane was recovered from his ordeal, and
Rye could tell it was not an act.  Byran had done his job well.

"Yep.  I feel like shite and look it but I want to have fun
again," Shane said.

"Well you know how we could really have fun?"  Rye asked in a sexy
voice.

Shane turned to Rye, catching the playful tone in his voice, "How?"
he asked.

Without a word Rye reached down and undid the laces on his trunks,
letting them slip to the floor.  Shane smiled then threw his head
back and laughed.  It was a laugh of sheer evil pleasure.

"We are so bad," Shane said as he too dropped his trunks.

"You think this is bad, wait until we rub suntan lotion on each
other," Rye giggled and took Shane's hand in his and led him to
the beach.  Nobody seemed to clue in, as they were spreading the
blanket, that they were stark naked.  Finally they both decided
that nobody was paying any attention at all so gave up and
spread out.

"Okay I will do you first then you do me," Rye said as he opened
the suntan lotion.

"If I had a smutty mind I would be saying something really bad
right now, but instead I will just let you touch me all over,"
Shane said sexily and Rye laughed sending goosebumps across
Shane's body.

Shane lay down on his stomach and waited.  Rye squeezed out a
generous amount of lotion onto his hands and began working it into
Shane's back.  He moved slowly rubbing it in.  Shane moaned with
pleasure.

"That feels so good, I could just fall asleep right now," Shane
moaned.

"You've had a rough day boyo, don't worry if you fall asleep.  I
will make sure I get you all protected from the sun,"  Rye said.
"Umm Shane boyo I am gonna need to put some on your bum.  I guess
we didn't think this all the way through when we left our suits
inside.  Do you want me to go back and grab your suit?"

"No s'okay, go ahead Rye, I trust you and it doesn't matter
anymore," Shane said sleepily.  Rye's eyebrows raised at Shane's
assertion that 'it didn't matter anymore'.  Could he truly be
healed so quickly?

Rye squeezed more lotion onto his hand and said, "Okay I am gonna
touch your bum now.  The word is stop Shane."  Rye placed his
hands on Shane's ass and began to massage the lotion into his
cheeks.  Rye realized suddenly that the three men on the jet skis
had left the water and were now watching him.  Rye looked at them
and smiled.  They watched as Rye massaged the lotion into Shane
who seemed to actually be relaxing by the second, even moaning
occasionally.  Rye decided to push things a bit.  He put more
lotion on his hands and began to work Shanes ass, opening his
cheeks a little and running his hands down the crack and across
Shane's hole.  Shane actually pushed back a bit.  Shane was not
reacting badly at all, in fact he was relaxing almost to the
point of dozing off.

Rye turned with a wide grin to the men standing behind him.
Everyone was obviously thinking the same thing.  Shane trusted at
least Rye enough to let him touch his ass.  That was just a huge
gigantic step.  Rye moved down further and coated Shane's legs
with lotion.  When he finished he looked at Shane to see his soft
and even breathing.  Shane had fallen asleep.  Fallen asleep naked
with Rye actually touching and kneading his ass.

Rye got up and walked to Bryan and threw his arms around him.

"I think what you have here is a complete man Bryan.  He feels
safe with us and he is going to be okay," Rye said.

Bryan nodded happily.

"Now since my boyo has fallen asleep I need someone to put some
lotion on me.  Bry boy would you put the lotion on for me?"  Rye
asked.

Bryan looked at Mark who just smiled and kissed Bryan on the lips.
"Go ahead Bry boy, I am gonna grab another blanket then you can do
me as well, then I will do you okay?"

"Ooh me too please," Nicky said as he followed behind Mark to get
another blanket so that all 5 guys could lay out.

"And another bottle of lotion," Rye shouted to Mark who waved that
he had heard.

Rye lay down on the blanket and smiled at Bryan.  "Go for it Bry
boy, and I want you to enjoy it."

Bryan smiled and kneeled down then quickly stood up again and
yanked off his trunks.  Kneeling back down he squirted some lotion
right onto Rye's back.  Rye tensed a bit at the coldness but then
let himself enjoy the feeling of Bryan's hands.

Bryan worked slowly, giving a massage more than rubbing in the
lotion.  He moved slowly down Rye's body, intent on what he was
doing, so intent he did not notice Nicky and Mark arrive and strip
down as they watched him.  Bryan squeezed some lotion onto his
palms and moved to Rye's ass.  He kneaded the firm ass cheeks and
then gently spread Rye's legs so that he could get a better look
at Rye's ass.  He caressed Rye's ass causing Rye to moan with
pleasure.  Bryan was aroused, almost painfully so, but paid no
attention.  He then moved down each leg and massaged them from top
to bottom.  When he finished Rye lay sleeping beside Shane.

"Fuck me that was hot," Nicky whispered, his own erection plain.

Mark nodded beside him.  Bryan smiled at them both, then asked,
"Who's next?"

"Me please," Nicky said as he threw himself onto the blanket then
readjusted himself so his erection was not so uncomfortable.
Bryan began and soon Nicky was moaning softly.  As aroused as he
was though, Nicky soon fell asleep under the intense massaging
hands of Bryan.

"You're next," Bryan smiled at Mark.

"Yeah but not like the others okay, just throw the lotion on,"
Mark said.

"Why?  We aren't really doing anything and I think we are still
inside the rules," Bryan said as he lost his smile.

"That's not it.  You have had a miserable day today too.  So
lather me up, then I will jerk you off and massage you to sleep,"
Mark smiled

"Really?  You would do that for me?"  Bryan asked.

Mark looked confused.  "Of course, why wouldn't I.  I love you Bry
boy, even more so after what you did for Shane today."

Mark ran his fingers lightly across Bryan's jaw, kissed him
tenderly on the lips then lay down.  Bryan began to rub the lotion
into Mark, going quicker than with the others but still making it
last a long time.  As he was massaging Mark's ass cheeks he
whispered, "I wish you were going to be in on the ass play.  I
wanted to feel you inside me so much."

Mark turned his head to look at Bryan.  "Really?  You don't think
it would have been weird?"

Bryan shrugged, "A little maybe, but no more than the rest of the
stuff we do and as long as you were okay with it we could have all
gotten over it.  As much as I love Rye, I still wanted you inside
me too.  It's not just that I am horny, I wanted you both inside
of me and I wanted to be inside both of you, to feel, I don't know
connected I guess.  But it's okay, I know you don't love us any
less, it was just a little too weird for you.  Done."

Mark got up and lay Bryan down on his back gently.  He kissed him
tenderly on the mouth and continued to kiss him this way as he
began to stroke Bryan's cock.  He took his time and it was gentle,
it was not a jerk off it was a tender release.  Bryan smiled at
Mark as he was cleaned off then gently rolled onto his stomach.
Mark paid loving attention to Bryan as he massaged the lotion into
his body.  Bryan was asleep before Mark had finished his legs.
Mark smiled and lay down on the blankets, his mind thinking about
the day and about Bryan.  Soon he too drifted off to sleep as the
sun warmed his body.

- Jill and Kian -

"This is wonderful Jill," Kian murmured up to her.  His head was
in her lap as they lay on a blanket overlooking the water.  The
horses were tethered nearby grazing happily on some grass.

"It is.  I could lie here all day," Jill sighed.

"I hope everyone else is having fun."  Kian looked across the lake
and could see the guys playing on the jet skis. "Can you tell who
all is out there?"

"Looks like Bry, Mark and Nicky on the skis.  I think I see Shane
and Rye coming out of the cabin but I can't be sure."

"We should have brought some binoculars," Kian laughed.

"Why, so we could spy on them?" Jill chuckled.

"Of course, you know they are gonna all end up having sex on the
beach," Kian giggled.

"Let's just pray they don't have binoculars then," Jill said as
she reached down and ran her fingers up Kian's naked torso.
"Ready for another go sweets?"

"Oh well if I have to,"  Kian sighed dramatically then rolled over
and giggled as he took Jill into his arms.

- Back on the Beach -

Rye woke up feeling relaxed and carefree.  He raised his head to
look at the sight before him.  There on blankets were four of the
most beautiful men he had ever known, and he didn't just mean
their bodies.  He loved everything about each of them.  He loved
Bry boy's innocence and naivete and his endless strength and love.
He loved Shane's tenderness and vulnerability and the way he tried
to look after everybody when he was so hurt inside himself.  Nicky
was so lonely and in need of loving but he had a huge heart and
was almost like a puppy wanting to please.  And Kian wherever he
was right now was just so loving, also the most serious of the
group and of course he was in love with Jill even if there was
some initial discomfort with Rye over it.  Then he turned to Mark
and could not think of any single thing he loved about Mark, it
was just the whole package.  His body was perfect, his smile, his
laugh, his voice.  He was sweet and tender and caring.  He loved
his brothers so much that he would share their love with them.
He was everything that Rye could ever ask for.  He realized that
Mark was now looking at him.

"Love you fella," Rye said quietly.

"Love you too angel," Mark sighed contentedly.

"Should we get these lazy asses up or just go and start getting
something for supper and let them sleep a bit more?"  Rye asked.

Mark looked at the other men and smiled.  Rye saw the love and
caring he had in that smile and his heart fluttered, just as it
did every time Mark smiled.

"They aren't gonna burn, let's just let them rest and go figure
out supper.  We don't really wanta start till the other two get
back anyway," Mark answered.

Rye sat up and scanned the lake.  He saw movement and looked
carefully and pointed.

"They will only be another hour, hour and a half."  He stood and
held out his hand to Mark to help him up.  Mark reached for his
shorts but Rye stopped him.  "Neither Shane or I wore ours out, he
will need a pair when he gets up."

Mark nodded and the two men walked hand in hand to the cabin.
They went and grabbed some shorts first but decided no shirts or
shoes.  They grabbed some stuff to make a light salad, some corn
and the stuff for hamburgers.

"Rye don't be mad but I want to change my mind about the anal
stuff with the guys," Mark blurted out.

"You don't want me to be with them after all?"  Rye questioned
with no hint of anger in his voice.

"No, I have just decided that I will participate is all,"  Mark
answered.

"Really?  What brought about the change, not that I mind I am
happy you will join in, but what made you change your mind?"  Rye
asked.

"Bryan actually.  When he was massaging the lotion into me he just
said he was sorry that I wouldn't be in on it.  He would miss it
because he wanted to feel me inside of him and wanted to be inside
of me.  And I realized that yes it would be a little weird at first
but that I wanted it too.  I  mean the whole sharing thing is a
little weird but we all got past it, even Nicky and Kian, and we
all enjoy it.  I love them and I am not gonna let embarrassment
stop me from enjoying it all, and really that's all it amounted to,
embarrassment."  Mark stopped, a little flustered by his speech
but glad he had gotten it all out.

Rye came up behind and kissed him between the shoulder blades.  "I
love you Mark, so much.  I am so glad we will all be together.  It
will make teaching Shane so much easier."

Mark turned, "Teaching Shane?  You think he will be able to go
ahead with it?"

"Yeah I do.  It will be slow but it will just be reflex now, not
real fear, not with us.  Just getting rid of those last little
bits of his mind telling him he is dirty and that he shouldn't
enjoy sex," Rye said as he popped a cherry tomato in his mouth
and continued making the salad.

- Songs Around the Campfire -

"This is so fun, eating on the beach like this around a campfire,"
Jill said as she snuggled up to Kian.

"It is, thanks again for bringing us here Rye, I think I am gonna
be saying that every day until we leave," Bryan said.  He had
engulfed Shane in his arms, his legs wrapped around him as well.
Even to someone not in on what had happened that day would have
been able to see that Bryan was acting as a protector for Shane.

"You guys,"  Rye laughed.  "Listen guys, I know we sorta have
skipped around the topic, and I don't want to ruin my surprise,
but I want you all to know I plan on having you around me forever.
Whatever is mine is yours.  I mean that quite literally.  There
is nothing of mine that you can't have."

Nobody spoke for a minute.  Really what could be said.

"We know angel, so we will try to stop saying thank you.  How bout
instead every time we are grateful we just say we love you,"  Mark
giggled.

"Love you Rye," Shane said immediately, giggling himself.

"Love you Rye," Kian said quickly behind Shane.

Quickly everyone else said there 'love you's' as Rye rolled his
eyes and chuckled.  Everyone visibly shivered as Rye's voice sent
goosebumps across their bodies.

"God I love when you do that," Nicky breathed

"Do what?" Rye asked.

"You know," Nicky said then realized Rye really didn't know.  "God
you don't know do you?  Every time you do that laugh you just send
goosebumps across my whole body.  It's like........I don't know...
orgasmic."  Everyone else around the fire nodded.

"I knew I could do that to my fella but I didn't know I did it to
you guys too.  I will stop if it freaks you out," Rye said shyly.

"NO!"  Nicky and Bryan both shouted, then looked embarrassed.

"I think they like it as much as I do angel, so don't stop.  But
how bout getting your guitar and playing something and we can all
sing again," Mark suggested.

"Ummm, I already brought it down," Bryan said with embarrasment as
he grabbed the case behind him.

Rye smiled and took his guitar.

"Play us something first angel?" Shane asked.

Rye nodded and closed his eyes as he began.  The others listened
and smiled, each couple leaning into their partner.  Bryan smiled
and reached out his arms to bring Nicky into him and Shane.  Nicky
smiled and lay his head on Shane's lap.  The music was hauntingly
beautiful as it drifted out across the lake.  Everyone remained
quiet as the music ended.

Finally Kian whispered, seemingly afraid to break the spell the
music had placed on them all, "That was just beautiful, I thought
I recognized it but I'm not sure."

Rye nodded. "It's called Spanish Eyes, you have probably heard it
before just not like that.  So what kind of music for the rest of
the evening, romance, campfire, silly, or a combination?"

"I could just listen to you play and sing for us all night,"
Bryan said to himself but Rye heard him.

"Really, you would just like to listen to me?"  Rye said in
amazement, clearly not believing him.

"Yes, you play so beautifully, and when you sing I could just hold
my breath forever.  It's like you are magic.  You just sing and
the world around me stops, and nothing matters but your voice.  I
can actually feel your voice and its almost......spiritual,"
Bryan said.  Everyone just looked at Bryan in amazement.  He had
been able to put into words what everyone felt and he had done it
so eloquently.

"That was beautiful Bry boy, you're a poet,"  Jill said with a
catch in her voice, her emotions very strong.

Shane placed his hands on Bryan's and Nicky reached up and brushed
his fingers across Bryan's face.

Rye smiled at Bryan and nodded.  "I would love to play for you and
sing for you, thank you for asking me."

Rye played several more classical pieces, throwing in a couple
spanish guitar pieces and some flamenco.  Then he sang a couple of
songs that he enjoyed.  He sang 'Something To Talk About', 'How Do
I Live Without You' (which made Mark cry).  Then to lighten the
mood he did 'Mustang Sally' followed by 'Friends in Low Places',
then 'Fare Thee Well Love' and finished with 'I Knew I Loved You'
(in which Mark again held onto Rye tightly but managed to not cry).

"Rye can we do something special like we did last night... you
know when we sang 'The Lion Sleeps Tonight' out on the dock?"
Kian asked.

"Sure, just me or everyone?"

"Just you?"  Kian said tentatively.

Rye nodded and walked towards the water, looking out over the
moonlit lake and thinking about what Bryan had said earlier, he
closed his eyes and began to sing:

       O Lord my God, When I in awesome wonder,
       Consider all the works Thy Hand hath made;
       I see the stars, I hear the mighty thunder,
       Thy power throughout the universe displayed.

       Then sings my soul, My Saviour God, to Thee,
       How great Thou art, How great Thou art.
       Then sings my soul, My Saviour God, to Thee,
       How great Thou art, How great Thou art!

       And when I think, that God, His Son not sparing;
       Sent Him to die, I scarce can take it in;
       That on the Cross, my burden gladly bearing,
       He bled and died to take away my sin.

       Then sings my soul, My Saviour God, to Thee,
       How great Thou art, How great Thou art.
       Then sings my soul, My Saviour God, to Thee,
       How great Thou art, How great Thou art!

       When Christ shall come, with shout of acclamation,
       And take me home, what joy shall fill my heart.
       Then shall I bow, in humble adoration,
       And there proclaim: "My God, how great Thou art!"

       Then sings my soul, My Saviour God, to Thee,
       How great Thou art, How great Thou art.
       Then sings my soul, My Saviour God, to Thee,
       How great Thou art, How great Thou art!

The others had slowly gotten up and joined Rye at the water's edge
as he sang.  Sharing in the magic that was Rye's voice and the
beauty he wove with it.  The song took on life as he sang and the
group looked out into the night sky as if seeing it for the first
time.  It was probably a half hour before anyone said anything
after Rye had stopped.

"Don't ever leave us Rye, promise kay?"  Nicky said in a voice
thick with emotion.

"Never Nicky love, no matter what, I am always here for you," Rye
said as he held Mark in his arms.

"Rye angel why don't we head in now, leave the rest out here and
take Bry boy in," Mark suggested.

"What?  No," Bryan said.

"You've changed your mind?" Rye asked.

"Well I mean Shane can't...so I mean I don't wanta..."  Bryan
stumbled.

"No my boy," Shane said as he turned to look at Bryan, "You will
go in and share just like tomorrow I am gonna share with them,
then we can all four be together so we can enjoy it together."

Everyone was quiet as they watched this interaction.  Kian and
Jill had been filled in on the days events and were waiting to see
what happened here.  Everyone was surprised but were waiting to
see what happened.

"You can't though, so if you can't then I won't.  It doesn't
matter to me," Bryan tried again.

"Actually I can Bry boy.  I've put it behind me now.  Today when
Rye was touching me, I wasn't scared, not even a little.  In fact
I was trying to call up those images purposely, which was pretty
easy considering the day.  But they all just disappeared, and I
fell asleep thinking of Rye holding me in his arms and then later
of you telling me you loved me and holding me in your arms,
protecting me.  I know I am safe with all of you.  I *am* going
to be with them tomorrow when it's my turn.  So you better be with
them tonight, I don't want you to miss out," Shane said it firmly,
without anger and just a hint of teasing.

Rye took Mark's hand then reached and took Bryan's as well.  He
waited for Bryan to give in and allow himself to be led away.

"I love you Shane," Bryan whispered.

"I know you do and I love you," Shane said back softly.

"Come on Bry boy, come be with us tonight and share with us," Mark
invited.

The three men left and went back to the cabin, leaving the rest on
the beach.  Jill and Kian held hands and walked down the beach
together.  Nicky and Shane curled up together beside the fire,
holding on to each other, Nicky behind Shane unconciously taking
the same position Bryan had earlier, protecting Shane in his arms.

"Shane?" Nicky got Shane's attention.

"Yeah Nicky?"

"Can I stay with you tonight?" Nicky asked.

Shane pulled Nicky's arms around him tighter, "Yes please, I was
hoping you would stay.  I just want to be held tonight."

"Can I ask you something?"

"Sure Nicky love."

"You know you don't have to be jealous of Bryan being with them
right?"

"I know.  I am not jealous of anyone being with them.  I am not
jealous of anyone being with Bryan either, well not anyone here,"
Shane said.

"When we are on tour again, and after too, is it alright, I mean
really alright if I be with you guys sometimes?"  Nicky asked
sounding very shy and a little scared.

"Of course.  We said it was okay."

"I just thought maybe you guys said it in the emotion of the
moment," Nicky confessed.

Shane unwrapped himself and turned to face Nicky.  "We both love
you very much Nicky.  In fact we were sort of thinking that if you
wanted to you could be like our boyfriend permanently, like the
three of us together.  We would all be equals, nobody less than
the other.  Or if you weren't into that then you could share with
us like with the lovers, it would have to be me and Bry boy
together but we could do it all, sucking and anal.  We would have
to figure out rules but we wanted to let you know.  We both want
very much for you to be with us, we both love you very much."

Nicky looked at Shane then bent down and kissed him on the lips.
Shane responded back and soon they were kissing deeply.  They
broke apart breathless.

"Maybe I am gay," Nicky said, confusion obvious in his voice.

"Why worry about a label Nicky love, gay or straight, they are
just words.  What matters is love.  You want and need so much to
be loved and you can get it all from us, but we are guys so it is
confusing you a bit.  I doubt you could do this with anyone other
than our little group here, but if you have to use the words then
you probably are gay.  Seriously though love, does it really make
any difference?  Please think about it Nicky love, please, we both
want you to be with us," Shane whispered as he once again kissed
Nicky.

"Will you just hold me tonight.  I don't want to get off I just
want to hold someone," Nicky said as a tear fell down his cheek
to land on Shane.

Shane stood and pulled Nicky up to him.  "I will Nicky.  You are
never alone.  We are always here for you, to love you, remember
that always okay."

The two men walked back to the cabin and helped each other strip
down to their boxers, then after a brief moment staring into each
other's eyes removing the boxers as well, before climbing into bed
and falling asleep in each others arms.

- Lessons -

"Here ya go Bry boy.  Use this then take a shower so you are all
clean everywhere, feet too, we have fun with just about every body
part now and you will love it.  Then meet us back in our bedroom."
Mark gave Bryan an enema.  Bryan took it and went quickly to one
of the bathrooms.

After about an hour and no Bryan, Rye and Mark were wondering what
was going on until Bryan opened the door.  He stood there and
looked at them sadly.

"I'm sorry....I can't get it to work."  He started to cry from
embarrasment and frustration.

Mark was up in an instant, holding Bryan tightly, then leading him
into the bathroom. "It's okay my boy, I will help you."

"No it's too embarrassing.  I just wanta go to my room."  Bryan
was trembling.

"It will be fine.  Here we will do this together then we can hop
in the shower and relax a bit.  It's alright there is nothing to
be embarrassed about."  Mark spent some time showing Bryan how to
work the enema and making sure Bryan was clean then joined him in
the shower to wash and wind down.

A few minutes they emerged, hair slightly damp and Byran still
looking like he wanted to just run and hide.

"Okay my boy?"  Rye asked.

Bryan just nodded and came to the bed, settling in between Rye and
Mark.  The two men moved him into the familiar position, Rye's
chest and penis against Bryan's chest and penis, with Mark coming
in closely behind Bryan, their legs entwining.

"You're still upset a little aren't you?"  Rye whispered softly,
his breath tickling the fine hairs on Bryan's neck.

Bryan just nodded again as a single tear streaked down his cheek.

"Let's just hold onto each other for a bit.  Please don't be upset
my boy, it's such a small thing and we want you to enjoy tonight
so much.  Just let it go okay."  Rye whispered as Mark placed a
gentle kiss between Bryan's shoulder blades.

Bryan nodded. "Thank you guys for helping me," he barely whispered.

They held onto each other for a long time, helping to get Bryan's
confidence back.

"Better?" Mark asked finally.

"I'm so embarrassed, I just don't think I can do it now," Bryan
dry sobbed.

"Oh Bry boy.  Let me ask you this.  Tomorrow, before bringing
Shane to us, if he needs help cleaning himself, will you help
him?"  Rye asked.

"Of course."

"Why?"

"Cuz, he's my boyfriend and I love him."

They waited for him to process it and he got it almost right away.
"Okay I get it, but it's still embarrassing."

"I know you think it is, but let's move past it Bry, we want to be
with you.  We want to help you enjoy something so wonderful," Mark
breathed.

It was several more minutes before Bryan said anything but finally
he spoke, "I love you guys and I am ready."  Bryan smiled, the
excitement and desire now showing in his voice and eyes.

"Okay we have all night so I figured we would each take turns with
you Bry boy, and you can be with one of us in between to give you
a rest," Rye said.

"What?  I'm sorry I don't get it," Bryan sounded confused.

"Rye will do you first, then you do me, then I do you, then you do
Rye," Mark made it clear.

Bryan turned to look at Mark, "I thought you weren't going to do
it?"

"I changed my mind.  I realized I wanted to do it but my own
embarrassment was keeping me from being with you.  When I found
out how much you wanted it I got over my embarrassment so I could
enjoy it with you," Mark explained.

"Bry boy, if you start to hurt inside or anything let us know.
Sometimes when you cum too many times, especially when you are
making love, it can start to hurt.  If that happens we will slow
it down," Rye said.

"What do we do first?"  Bryan asked.

"We are gonna skip the sucking and stuff, and concentrate on the
other, since we are gonna do it a lot.  So first we need to get
you ready.  Now this is gonna be really enjoyable so just go with
it and cum when you are ready," Rye said.

Rye moved down as Mark eased Bryan back onto his back, positioning
pillows behind him so he was raised a bit and able to watch.  Rye
gently lifted Bryan's legs and Bryan instinctively held his legs
up.  Rye moved down and blew across Bryan's hole.  Bryan's body
reacted and he moaned a bit.  Rye moved in and flicked his tongue
across it.  This time Bryan screamed.

"SHITE!"

"Okay Bry boy?" Rye asked with a smile.

"Oh god that's amazing, please do it again."

Rye smiled, a single tongue flick had almost made Bryan cum.

"Oh yeah," Rye thought to himself, "Bryan is a definite bottom and
from the sound of it he is gonna be insatiable."

Rye moved once again and pressed his tongue into Bryan's ass
eliciting moans of pleasure.  Mark, realizing that Bryan was not
going to last too long, gently got up and touched the back of
Rye's head.  Once he had Rye's attention he indicated he wanted to
do it as well.  Rye smiled and moved aside, letting Mark take over
and took Bryan's foot in his hand.  As Mark pressed his tongue
into Bryan and another moan escaped Bryan's lips Rye traced his
tongue up the arch of Bryan's foot.

Bryan's eyes shot open as Rye's tongue dragged again across his
foot and he clutched the sheets and threw his head back.

"Oh fuck!" he shouted then tensed and released his load across
his chest.

Rye moved and leaned down to begin licking the cum off of Bryan's
chest, soon joined by Mark.

"How was that Bry boy?"  Mark giggled after several minutes and
Bryan's breathing had become a little more normal.

"That was mind numbing," Bryan gasped.

"And loud," Rye giggled.  "Emma start white noise generator."

"Thank you Rye."  The voice of the computer spoke.

Both Mark and Bryan looked at Rye.

"Creates a background noise that helps to cover sound.  Don't need
the whole place hearing us screaming in ecstasy do we."  Rye
leaned down to take Bryan's nipple in his mouth and chuckled
deeply.

Byran's reaction was amazing.  Bryan's whole body shivered and he
tensed with excitement, his semi hard cock going hard instantly.

"Oh God Rye," he breathed and placed both of his hands onto Rye's
head.

"Wow," Rye said then looked at Mark, "Do I do that to everyone?"

"Pretty much yeah, although not sure, never seen you actually be
in contact with any of us when you've done it before, it's always
just been you in the room with us.  But if Bry boy is any
indication, I want to feel you like that too.  In fact I will get
you to do it for us all from now on," Mark said.

"Ready to go on?" Rye asked Bryan.

"Oh yeah."  There was definite desire in Bryan's voice now.

Rye took the lube from the table while Mark gently raised Bryan's
legs again.

"Tell us if you feel pain or discomfort, we have all night and
there doesn't have to be pain.  We can go as slow as we need to
make sure you enjoy this," Mark said softly.

Rye began to probe gently with a finger, finding Bryan's pleasure
spot almost immediately.  When he flicked his finger across it
Bryan's body tensed and his hole closed tightly around Rye's
finger.

"Oooooh!"  Bryan moaned.  Rye did not move until Bryan's body
relaxed.

"That's the spot Bryan.  That's what does it for us.  You think a
finger makes it good, wait until I am inside you," Rye said
sexily.

Rye continued to relax Bryan, adding a second and finally a third
finger.  Mark basically lay beside Bryan, stroking his chest and
nibbling on his shoulder or neck.  Bryan was going to cum so many
times that night that any extra stimulus might push him over and
limit him from experiencing everything they wanted for him, so
Mark was careful not to allow Bryan to get too excited.

Rye removed his fingers and lubed up his cock.  Placing it at
Bryan's opening he looked into Bryan's eyes.

"Love you Bry boy."

"Love you angel, love you too fella."

"Love you both.  You ready Bryan?"  Mark asked.

Bryan nodded.

"Good boy.  You gotta help my man a bit here.  Try pushing like
you are trying to keep him out," Mark instructed.

Bryan nodded and as Rye's head began to push against him he
started to push back.  With a sudden gasp Rye's head slipped in.

"Okay Bry?" Mark asked.

"Yeah."

"Rye is gonna start slow, easing it in a little at a time so you
can get comfortable.  We can take all the time we need so there is
no pain.  Just nod when you are ready."

Bryan nodded right away.  Rye began to move in watching Bryan's
eyes for any indication of pain.  Amazingly there never was, Rye
managed to push all the way in without stopping or slowing.  Bryan
was in ecstasy.

Rye began to slowly build a rhythm until he was pulling all the
way out except for the head of his cock before pushing all the way
back in.

"Rye I'm gonna cum soon," Bryan breathed.

"Do it boy, I am gonna shoot soon too.  I am gonna fill you up.
Do you want to feel me cum inside you?  Tell me you want to feel
me cum inside you," Rye breathed.

"Yeah do it.  Shoot inside me.  Here I go Rye, do it now, do it at
the same time.  Uuuunnnnngggghhhhh."  Bryan shot again sending
thick streams of cum across his belly and chest.  His ass grabbed
onto Rye's cock sending Rye over the edge and releasing into Bryan.

The two men lay there panting, catching their breath.  Mark gently
cleaned them both off and lay his head on Bryan's chest as the two
slowly regained their strength.  After a half hour or so the two
men seemed to have recovered.

"Ready for the next part Bry boy?" Mark whispered against Bryan's
chest.

"Yeah but...."  Bryan paused, concern in his voice.

"What's wrong?"  Rye asked.

"I am just...well...I am bigger...I don't want to hurt anyone."
Bryan sounded shy.

"It's okay, we do it the same way, go slow.  Preparing each other
is as enjoyable as the actual act.  And Bryan you have to learn
how to do it properly.  You are really big and need to be able to
monitor yourself so you don't hurt Shane," Mark said.

"Yeah I would die if I hurt him.  I want you guys to teach me to
do it right okay?"  Bryan asked.

"We will.  Just because we are teaching though doesn't mean you
aren't going to enjoy it.  It is all pleasure Bryan.  Ready?"
Mark asked again.

"Yeah, what do I do?"

"I will show you," Rye said.  "Help position Mark so that you are
both comfortable.  Sometimes you can just tell but sometimes you
have to ask.  I think for now you should concentrate on asking
before you do anything.  Don't assume it's okay unless you ask.
That will work best for Shane."

Bryan reached out to Mark's legs, his hands trembling violently.

"Stop," Mark said and everyone did.  "Bry boy why are you shaking
so badly?"

"I'm scared," Bryan said simply.

"Why are you scared?"  Mark asked.

"I have never done this before, I want to do it right, I don't
want to hurt you, I don't want to hurt Shane and probably another
dozen reasons I am too scared to think of right now," Bryan
laughed.

Mark turned to Rye, "Should we just stop for a bit longer, hold
each other for a bit until Bryan can calm down?"

"No it's okay really.  I mean you guys are here to watch me right,
and I don't know that anything other than just doing it will make
me be any less scared.  Really it's okay.  I trust you both and
want to go on okay?"  Bryan said.

Rye nodded and Bryan gently lifted up Mark's legs.  Mark held onto
his knees as Bryan asked,  "Are you comfortable Mark?"

"Yes I am.  Please get me ready Bry, I want you inside me," Mark
encouraged.

Rye lay down and waited for Bryan to get beside him.  He gently
blew across Mark's hole, which contracted from the sensation.
Bryan watched with a mixture of awe and desire.  Looking to Rye
for approval he then blew across Mark's hole himself, eliciting
a moan from Mark.  Bryan smiled.

"Show me more," Bryan said without taking his eyes from Mark's
ass.

Rye leaned in and flicked his tongue around and across Mark's
pucker then plunged his tongue into it.  He did this for a minute
or so then pulled back.  He had barely moved aside before Bryan
took his place.

"Keep going Bry boy, I want you to make my fella cum just using
your tongue," Rye said.  He wasn't sure if Bryan had heard him or
not but Bryan kept it up, moaning himself every so often.

After several minutes Mark moaned, "Don't stop Bry boy, you are
gonna make me cum."  Almost before the words were out Mark
released across his belly and chest.

Bryan stopped and looked at Mark, his eyes bright with desire.
"Did I do good Mark?" he asked breathlessly.

"Oh yeah my boy you did great.  Let's keep going I want you inside
me."  Mark sighed as Rye licked the cum from his belly.

"I liked that a lot," Bryan said with excitement as he took the
lube from Rye.

"We can tell Bry boy," Rye laughed.  He watched Bryan to see if
he was paying attention or if his excitement had made him forget
to ask.  It was important for Shane that Bryan not get carried
away.

"Mark fella, is it alright if I use my fingers now to get you
ready?" Bryan asked.  Rye beamed at Bryan, he hadn't forgotten.

"Yes, thank you for remembering to ask.  Go ahead," Mark sighed.

Bryan spread the lube around Mark's hole and massaged it gently.
"Okay I am going to use one finger, tell me to stop if I do it
wrong or it's uncomfortable."  Bryan knew that there would be no
discomfort with his fingers, Mark had had Rye's cock in him, but
he wanted to get used to asking, for Shane's sake.

Bryan gently pushed in with his finger, watching Mark the whole
time for any sign of discomfort.  It wasn't long before he found
the pleasure spot and gasped as Mark's ass grabbed his finger.

"Are you ready for another finger?"  Bryan asked after a few
minutes and he felt Mark relaxing.

"Yeah do it boy," Mark moaned.

Bryan removed his finger and then pushed in again with two fingers.
He continued this until he thought Mark was ready for more then
asked, "Ready for another finger Mark fella?"

At Mark's nod he inserted a third and began a rhythmic thrusting
with his fingers.

"That's so good Bry boy, let's move on," Mark moaned.

"Okay I am gonna lube you up a bit more and then I am gonna use
my cock.  You ready?" Bryan asked as he placed his cock at Mark's
hole.

"Yeah but go slow, you are really big,"  Mark cautioned.

"Okay push against me and let me know if you want me to stop."
Bryan said as he began to push forward.  He felt the resistence
give a bit and his head popped into Mark.  Mark winced a bit and
tensed.  Bryan immediately stopped but did not pull out.

"You okay Mark, want me to pull out?" Bryan asked with concern.

"No you are doing great, you did just right, just stop a bit and
let me get used to it."

After a few moments Bryan could feel Mark relax and then nod so he
continued to push in.  He stopped once again briefly as Mark
tensed and gave a little yip of pain.

"Maybe we should stop, maybe I am just too big.  I don't mind, I
like being the one getting fucked.  I don't mind if I don't do
this," Bryan sounded upset and looked at Mark tearfully.  Bryan
was truly upset.

"No my boy.  Shane may like getting it as much as you do, but even
if you only do it every now and then you will still have to learn.
You are doing great.  You are watching Mark for signs of pain or
discomfort and stopping long enough for him to relax.  Don't
worry my boy,"  Rye comforted him.

"Okay Bry boy, push the rest of the way in," Mark finally said.

Bryan obeyed and pushed the last little bit till he was all the
way in.  Mark reached up and drew his head down and kissed him.

"Now just start moving in and out a little bit.  Once you feel me
get used to it you can start pulling out more.  Take your time.
You want to be able to pull almost all the way out before pushing
back in.  At your own pace now.  Remember to enjoy it but also pay
attention to your partner and make sure they are getting pleasure
too okay?"  Mark whispered.

Mark was amazed at the difference in feeling.  Bryan was very big
and Mark felt stretched.  It was not painful but it was a little
uncomfortable at first.  Slowly though the feelings changed and he
just felt filled.  As Bryan began his slow stroking he began to
feel the pleasure.  He looked at Rye who smiled back at him and
leaned down to kiss him.  Mark realized that he no longer felt
embarrassed by the whole thing.  He brought his hands up and
pulled Rye onto his chest, kissing him.

Bryan watched the two lovers kissing as he lengthened his strokes.
He was now pulling nearly all the way out before pushing back in.
He could feel himself getting close.

"Guys I am almost ready.  Rye do what you did to me.  Suck his
nipple while you laugh, it will send us both over," Bryan said
anxiously as he approached orgasm.

Rye smiled and kissed down Mark's chest and took his nipple in
his mouth and chuckled.  The result was astounding.  Mark's body
tensed and he screamed in pleasure as Bryan released into him and
he released across Rye's side and back.

- Background Noise -

Both Jill and Kian sat up.

"Did you hear that?" Jill asked.

"Yeah.  Sounded like Mark.  You think everything is okay?"  Kian
asked.  "I mean it sounded like he was, you know, feeling really
good, not pain or anything."

"Yeah that's what I think too," Jill laughed.  "Emma activate
white noise generator."

"Thank you Jill, white noise generator is already activated."

Jill raised her eyebrows then said, "Emma activate background
music, classical, exclude master bedroom."

"Thank you Jill activating background music excluding master
bedroom."

"Well they must really be enjoying themselves, they already had
the noise generator on."  Jill said as soft classical music filled
the room.

Kian laughed and lay back down pulling Jill in close.  After a
few minutes he sat up a bit.

"Jill?"

"Yes sweets."

"Would you be mad if I don't do the anal stuff with them.  I just
am really not interested in that at all"  Kian confessed.

"You do what you are comfortable with, but if you like the holding
and the sucking then keep doing it,"  Jill said sleepily.

"Thanks Jill."  Kian lay back down and pulled Jill back in close.

- Shane and Nicky -

Nicky stirred a little, something had disturbed him, but hearing
nothing except the soft breathing of Shane beside him he pulled
in closer to Shane and fell back to sleep with a softly whispered,
"Love you Shane."

Nobody in the house was awoken again that night, although the
screams of passion were amazing.  By early morning the house was
quiet except for the light classical music playing in the
background.

...to be continued

The hymn "How Great Thou Art" has always been one of my favourites,
and seemed to fit so well the mood I wanted to create.  All kinds
of people sing this song, my favourite though is Aled Jones.  You
have to be careful though, Aled Jones began singing very yound and
although he sang it as a child, his soprano voice is not the version
I thought of here.  His voice hit a wonderful tenor as he grew up
and this is the version that will send shivers across your body.