Date: Tue, 12 Aug 2003 04:09:26 -0400 From: JT Poole <jtpoole9@cybersouth.com> Subject: Boybands - My Kinda Guy - Chapter 9 Warnings and Disclaimers: 1) If reading this is in any way illegal in your town, state or zip code because of your age, religion, or other government rules you shouldn't read this. 2) If you don't want to read about male/male gay sexual relationships, go away. You shouldn't waste your time with this story. 3) I don't know any of the members of 'N Sync, or any other celebrities that may be mentioned in this story. This story in no way is meant to imply anything about 'N Sync, and any other celebrities sexualities, personalities, or anything else. This is a work of pure fiction. Questions and commentary can be sent to "jtpoole9@cybersouth.com". I want to hear from everyone out there that is reading this story, tell me what you think whether it is bad or good. ====================================== My Kinda Guy -- Chapter 9 by JT Poole // Orlando, FL -- Regency Hotel -- Parking Garage // "Are you okay man?" Nick asked, walking over to Justin's car. "Leave me alone, just go away." Justin stated still crying. "Justin are you okay?" Nick asked, leaning down to face Justin. "Nick, Nick Carter?" Justin asked. "What are you doing here?" "I am going to be staying here at the hotel for a couple of days. Why are you down here crying in your car?" Nick asked. "I am just having a bad night." Justin stated. "Do you want to talk about it?" Nick asked. "I don't..." Justin stated as Nick cut him off. "I am sorry for intruding. I will go." Nick stated as he got up and started walking to the door. "Nick wait." Justin stated. "If you are not doing anything, I wouldn't mind having someone to talk to." "Come on." Nick stated as he walked back to Justin's car and waiting for him to get out. // 20 minutes later -- Hotel Restaurant // "So I don't know what to do anymore." Justin stated. "So what is this big secret that you are holding in that made all the guys of N Sync push you away?" Nick asked. "I can't tell." Justin stated. "Why not? I am not going to tell anyone." Nick stated. "How do I know you won't try to use it against me in the future?" Justin asked. "I promise Justin, I won't tell anyone." Nick stated. "You can trust me fully." "I dunno. I don't want to tell just yet." Justin stated. "Okay, I guess I can wait for you to trust me." Nick stated. "Why are you here anyway? You never answered me the first time when I asked you that." Justin stated. "I had to get away from my life." Nick stated. "I was having a hard time so I decided to run away." "Run away from what?" Justin asked. "Nope I am not going to tell you." Nick stated. "Now we both have our secrets." "Yeah I guess we do." Justin stated. "I guess I'm not the only one with problems." "No you are not the only one with problems. We all have them." Nick stated. "I will tell you mine if you tell me yours." Nick stated staring at Justin. "What?" Justin asked. "If you tell me your secret, I will tell you mine." Nick stated. "I can't tell you. I am not ready yet." Justin stated. "It's not that bad then. It's not as big as mine." Nick stated. "My problem is bigger than yours." Justin stated. "How am I supposed to know that if you won't tell me what it is?" Nick asked. "You haven't told me what your problem was." Justin stated. "Well that's because you haven't told me yours." Nick stated. "Fine. I will tell you, but you have to promise me something first." Justin stated. "What is that?" Nick asked. "After I tell you, you have to promise not to tell anyone else and you have to promise not to look at me differently." Justin stated. "You have to promise the same thing then." Nick stated. "I promise." Justin stated. "I promise too." Nick stated. "Go ahead and tell me already, I am doing to know." "Alright already. I am gay." Justin stated. "Now you." "That's it? That's all you had to tell me?" Nick asked. "You are acting like that's the end of the world or something." "That's enough." Justin stated. "Now you. I am waiting." "Well I am in the same boat as you." Nick stated. "I came out to Kevin and Brian earlier today." "You are gay too?" Justin asked. "Yes I am, you promised not to tell anyone." Nick stated. "You promised the same thing." Justin stated. "Well here we are sitting here going through the same thing. How coincidental is that?" Nick asked. "I guess it was fate." Justin stated. I guess it was fated that you meet me and we have the same problem." "I guess so." Nick stated. "I bet you haven't had a crappy day like I have had." "I bet you I have." Justin stated. "Okay considering how I found you tonight, you had a crappy day too." Nick stated. "Yeah, Josh really got on my nerves and he wouldn't let up." Justin stated. "I came out to the guys before I went solo." "What else happened today besides the Simon thing?" Nick asked. "All the guys are just being mean to me." Justin stated. "They have been treating me like a red-head step-child." "That bad?" Nick stated. "Well I wouldn't treat you that bad." "Ha ha, real funny Carter." Justin stated. "I am only trying to cheer you up." Nick stated. "Well that was kind of funny, but don't try it again Carter." Justin stated. "I need some support, not someone to laugh at me." "Well I am here for you Justin." Nick stated as he put his hand on the table and reached for Justin's. "Thanks Nick." Justin stated. "I am here for you too. You have really helped me here tonight. You listened to all of my belly aching and you are still here with me." "What are new friends for?" Nick asked. "Well we already knew each other." Justin stated. "Yeah, but we were not close and didn't have much in common before like we do now." Nick stated. "You have a point there." Justin stated. "I am very tired and getting sleepy." Nick stated. "I am too. I guess we better call it a night." Justin stated. "I don't want to call it a night." Nick stated. "I think the night is just getting started." "What do you mean by that?" Justin asked. "I am taking a longshot here, but Justin would you like to come up to my room and just chill out?" Nick asked. "Well..." Justin trailed off. "Come on...I am not going to hurt you." Nick stated. "Not unless you want me too." "I don't know." Justin stated. "I don't think we should." "Why not?" Nick asked. "I might do something stupid." Justin stated. "I am not ready to ruin our friendship." "I don't think you will do anything stupid." Nick stated, leaning over to whisper into Justin's ear. "I would like to hold you in my arms. I bet you want someone to hold onto tonight. You don't want to be alone either." "I do want that, and I don't want to be alone either." Justin stated as tears formed in his eyes. "Come on Justin, let's go. I promise you I won't hurt you, as long as you don't hurt me." Nick stated. "Okay." Justin stated. ====================================== TO BE CONTINUED... Comments or Suggestions Contact Information E-Mail: jtpoole9@cybersouth.com <mailto:jtpoole9@cybersouth.com> Website: http://home.cybersouth.com/jtpoole9/hosted.html Yahoo: johntpoole AIM: SeekinWhtGuy4ltr@aol.com ICQ #: 146925768