Date: Thu, 05 Jun 2003 06:35:47 +0000
From: N D <pytn18@hotmail.com>
Subject: nick and ashley/all i need is you 22

DISCLAIMER: O-town, Backstreet Boys and N'Sync are all bands that I don't
know. I am not implying anything here. This is strictly created in my
fantasies. I wish it was actually happening but I highly doubt it. I am in
no way affiliated with Jive or J records, MTV or any other way with these
bands. If homosexual content offends you or is illegal for you to read then
please leave.

The only thing I have remotely in common with these guys is that Ashley
Parker Angel and I were born on the same exact day-August 1, 1981.

FIRST THINGS FIRST: This chapter is for Justy. Feel better buddy. By the
way, just for Greybear I'm gonna start looking to update "The Next
Generation", which is the side chapters that are in this directory about the
kids of all these famous couples. My busy life may block me from the quick
updates I'm used to but we'll see. Maybe I'll get ambitious...maybe.

This will be the 66th chapter in the Nick and Ashley saga. I am truly amazed
that this story has gone this far. These last few chapters have been easy
because of the support of all of you. When I first started this, I never
expected it to get past 10 max. Now the first 65 chapters are done. I want
to thank all my fellow authors because I now know how hard this is, compared
to when I started. Also, anyone who has an idea for a story in their head
please email me. Don't sit there with it in your head because the longer you
wait, the worse off you are. To see that dream grow into a full-
fledged story like this one has is a truly wonderful site and indescribable.
If anyone needs any help starting a story or just some advice from a veteran
please email me. I'd be glad to help.

I'm sorry about the delay in this story. I've been extremely busy lately in
life. Please stay with me and I will try my hardest.

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Check out my other stories:
-Rival Hearts (this directory- winner of 9 BBSA awards!)
-Timmy's Love (High school directory)
-Finding Support In Each Other (Young friends directory)

Welcome back to the Nick and Ashley saga...

RIP JustinCase RIP

All I Need Is You-Chapter Twenty-Two

Two figures walked down the streets of downtown Orlando, catching a taxi in
for a certain special occasion. An anniversary was to be celebrated and it
belonged to a couple that did not receive as much press among their friends
as Nick and Ashley, or as much attention as Dan and Devon, or even as much
flack as AJ and Jacob. Erik and Mandy just went about their business,
knowing that their love was special.

It was their one year anniversary and may not have been through as much as
all of the other couples but they knew they had something just as
extraordinary since they met at Nick's birthday party one year ago. They
walked up to a coffees shop with her hands wrapped around his arm, which was
in his pocket. It reminded them of the night they spent talking until late
in the morning just getting to know each other.

Erik was about to pull open the door for his girlfriend when someone grabbed
his arm. He was startled and looked down to see a man, obviously homeless by
the fact that he had a box of possessions with him. Erik could see dirt on
his face and torn and tattered clothing.

"Can you spare some change sir?" The older man looked up at him

Erik's heart went out to him. He looked over at Mandy, who stared down at
the main with a pleading look in her eyes. She was obviously feeling the
same way.

"I can do better than that." Erik said as he pulled a 100-dollar bill out of
his pocket and placed it in the man's hands.

The man opened up the bill and looked on with astonishment. A smile was
draped across his face.

"Thank you sir. God bless you." The man said as he shook his hand.

"Please don't mention it. My name is Erik by the way." Erik said as he shook
it back.

"I'm Joe. Thank you again." The man said as he waved good-bye to them.

Erik walked back to the doorway, which was now being occupied by Mandy who
was waiting with a smiling face. They both entered the coffee shop feeling
good about themselves.


Ashley's eyes fluttered open to the sunlight that was reflecting off of his
white walls in the bedroom that he shared with his husband in Tampa,
Florida. They were in their usual position when they woke up, Nick on his
stomach with his head in his hands and Ashley resting on his back with his
hands wrapped around Nick's hard chest.

He looked over and saw that Nick was still sleeping. He was about to quietly
get up and look for some breakfast but he stopped himself. His life was
exactly where he wanted it right now and there was no reason to rush. He
stayed in bed and stared at his beautiful husband. He cherished the way his
muscular back rose up and down with his breathing motions. The light coating
of blond hair matted from sleeping the night away.

Ashley traced his finger over his back ever so lightly as to not wake him
up. He ran his finger over the tattoo on his left shoulder blade, a Chinese
letter identical to the one Ashley has in the same spot. Ashley was pretty
afraid of needles but Nick seemed so excited about it that he had forgotten
about his fear for a night and just went with life. It translated into "True
Love" and Ashley wore it with pride. Nick was so strong for him that night.

'How can you go skydiving and not get a tattoo?' Ashley remembered Nick
asking him. He always had a way of putting things in perspective. A smile
came to his face. He was smiling a lot again lately. He knew that he had all
he needed and life couldn't be much better.

He was smiling for another reason. Today was the day that they were going to
look at another child. Johnny was two now and both Nick and Ashley decided
that it would be good for him to have a younger brother. Ashley wanted to
pay tribute to his late brother by giving this new child the name Randy but
he had to have a good feeling about it. He knew that once they got there he
would know which one was right. He would see Randy's face in him.

He softly kissed his husband on the arm and crawled out of bed, letting Nick
sleep in. He's been pretty busy lately with studio stuff for new work from
the band. They want to release one last album before they start talking
about calling it quits. Nick of course would try to go solo and see how that
works. O-town on the other hand was just starting but Ashley knew that Nick
needed his rest.

Ashley made his way to the kitchen and looked out of his window at the
beautiful day as he grabbed a box of cereal. He saw a figure laying on his
backyard lawn. At first he was startled thinking maybe that he could be
dangerous but then took a closer look and saw that it was Trevor. Ashley put
on his Adidas sandals that were in the living room and opened the screen
door. He walked out into his backyard in his sweats and a t-shirt up to the
apparently sleeping Trevor.

Ashley looked down and saw a bottle of vodka next to him, empty of course.

'Something is up with him lately.' Ashley said as he crouched down next to
his bandmate, shaking him.

Trevor stirred and looked up at Ashley and then immediately shielded his
eyes from the sun. He groaned loudly.

"What time is it?" Trevor moaned out.

"It's like 10. Is it my turn to ask you a question now?" Ashley asked.

"You just did." Trevor said.

"Oh...nevermind that. Why are you drunk on my lawn?" Ashley asked.

"Just a bad night and I wasn't sure where else to go. I didn't wanna wake
Johnny up though so I just came out here and I guess I passed out looking at
the stars." Trevor said getting up and grabbing his head.

"Well I appreciate that but next time use someone else's lawn." Ashley said
as he grabbed the empty bottle and threw it in the recycling.

Trevor just looked at him funny.

"Sorry didn't mean to intrude." He said as he started to walk away.

Ashley grabbed him and turned him back around.

"Or next time just call my cell phone and we can talk about what's wrong
instead of you just getting drunk every time something happens." Ashley
said.

"Ok Ash I gotcha. Hey, when did you become the oldest in the group?" Trevor
asked in a joking manner.

"I'm still the baby of this group. I'm just more grown up then all your
sorry asses." Ashley said as Ashley walked up to the screen door to go
through the house to get to his car on the other side.

He turned around and yelled back to his friend, "Yeah yeah go tell it to
your husband."

He turned back around and was greeted by Nick's tall frame in front of him.

"Oh hey Nick." Trevor said.

"What's up Trev?" Nick asked.

"Not much just saying good bye." Trevor said as he turned around and waved
at Ashley.

Ashley waved back and called out, "Don't forget about Dan's bachelor party
tonight."

"I'll be there." Trevor said as he waved back and then turned back around.
"Later Nick." He said lowly.

"Later Trev." Nick said as he walked over to Ashley.

Nick joined Ashley in the middle of the lawn.

"Everything alright?" Nick asked

"Yeah, you ready to go get our new baby?" Ashley said with a smile.

"You know I am. Let's go get Johnny ready." Nick said as they both headed in
the house.

Both men headed inside and ate some breakfast. Ashley took a shower and got
ready while Nick woke up Johnny and fed him. Nick's breakfast skills were
improving greatly with each day that he was a dad. It gave him a chance to
spend time with his son and he cherished it. Ashley was ready in a bit and
after a few more minutes everyone was dressed and ready to get out the door.

They could have left Johnny with Donna but they felt it was important to
take their son along to see his new little brother. He would have to be
there for him in the future and help him grow up. He would teach him about
girls (or boys), how to drive a car, how to be tough, and simply how to
live. It was important that they have unity in their family to keep things
together.

They arrived at the adoption agency, which was conveniently located next to
the hospital. Nick and Ashley sat down with Johnny in Nick's lap. His arms
were wrapped around his father's neck, feeling a bit timid from not knowing
his surroundings.

"Hi we're the Carter family. We were told that this agency is completely
confidential if we request it. Is that correct?" Ashley asked.

"Yes sir that's correct. Your management contacted me earlier today and all
the necessary paperwork is right here." The agent said.

"That's excellent." Ashley said

"Ok so what's the age group you were looking for?" The agent asked them.

"We were looking towards an infant male so that we can raise him as our
own." Nick said.

"Any other options you were looking for?" The agent asked.

"Options?" Ashley asked

"Well, is there anything else about the child you would like to specify?"
The agent asked.

Ashley let the words ring through his head. 'Options'. His brother was once
described as options. It stung Ashley somewhere inside and he wasn't sure
why. Maybe because he could have been the adopted one. It all hurt so much.
Nick's voice knocked him out of his trance.

"Well, I guess we'd want him to be completely healthy and if we had a choice
I would say on the blonder side so he could match our family somewhat." Nick
said looking over at Ashley to see that it was ok.

Ashley just shook off what he was thinking about and nodded.

"Yeah, that would be good." Ashley said.

"Ok I just need you both to sign here." The agent said as he marked two
parts of the contract with an X.

They both looked over the paperwork that had already been signed by Clive
Davis and the Jive management team and then signed their names.

"Ok then, let's go take a look." The agent said as he got up and walked
towards the door as Nick, Ashley and Johnny followed.

The four made their way into the elevator. As it was going up the agent
tried to make some small conversation.

"I think it's great what you guys are doing. It must be hard enough as it is
but to help a kid that really has nothing is just admirable." The agent said
s he and Nick began to talk.

Ashley couldn't shake this bad feeling. Every time the agent mentioned
anything it seemed to hurt inside. He couldn't put his finger on it but it
just hurt somewhere.

The elevator pinged and the doors opened. The four made their way down
towards a large glass window. Ashley was slightly lagging behind, lost in
his thoughts. He saw the agent point towards something in the window and
Nick look in with Johnny. He turned around to say something to Ashley but he
wasn't there.

"Ash, what's the matter?" Nick asked as he came over to him.

"I don't know. I just feel weird." Ashley said looking up into his eyes.

Nick's heart went out to him. This had to be hard for him. After Randy died,
Ashley eventually confronted his mother on what happened. They found out
that Ashley was extremely close to being in Randy's shoes and his life may
have been completely different.

"We don't have to do this. We can wait until you're ready or we can just
keep Johnny and that will be it. It's up to you." Nick said.

Ashley found strength in his husband's blue eyes. He didn't answer but
instead walked slowly over to the window and looked in.

"Which one?" Ashley said looking out over the room full of babies.

"The third one from the left" The agent said.

Ashley looked out at the beautiful blond child, just born a few days ago
apparently.

"The parental rights were terminated just yesterday. Something about drugs
and alcohol and not being able to take care of the child. He really has no
one left in the world." The agent said with a sigh.

"He's perfect." Ashley said as he put his hand on the glass as if he was
trying to touch him.

Nick came up behind him and put an arm on his shoulder and started to caress
it.

Five men were driving down the highway, all of them dressed in party
clothing, wearing their best club clothes. The members of O-town weren't
going to a club though. These friends and "brothers" were about to celebrate
something special. They were heading towards a bachelor party for one of the
members of their family. They didn't see it as losing one of them though.
They saw it as a new beginning for a close friend and the gaining of another
member.

"This is crazy. Two of you are gonna be married." Erik said from the
driver's seat of his Explorer.

"Danny boy is ditching us for a blond heartthrob Canadian." Jacob said as he
put Dan in a headlock in the backseat.

"Ash can't even compete with that." Erik said as everyone laughed but Ashley
kept looking out the window, from the front passenger seat.

"Something wrong Ash?" Dan asked

"Huh? Oh sorry, just thinking." Ashley said as he looked at them.

"Daydreaming about Nick?" Trevor asked.

"Not really." Ashley said.

"Well, then what's up?" Erik said as he parked the car and everyone got out
as they got to the party hall.

"Me and Nick just adopted another boy this morning. We named him Randy. We
get to pick him up tomorrow." Ashley said.

Everyone was standing in a circle now. Five of the closest friends in life
sharing news.

"That's great news Ash. Why didn't you say something?" Jacob asked.

"This is Danny's day. I didn't wanna take away from it. He's worked hard
enough as it is to get this far." Ashley said.

Dan pulled Ashley into a hug. "I feel honored to share this good day with
news like that." Dan said.

"Alright you two let's go in and celebrate. We've got a few tricks up our
sleeve for you tonight bud." Erik said as they headed inside.

The five of them walked into a downstairs area of a restaurant/bar setting
and saw a table with a small dance floor in front of it. There was an open
bar in the corner of the room. Each man grabbed a seat and the drinks
started coming. The drinks didn't really stop either.

All five men began to get drunk, except for Ashley who decided to not get
too sloppy since he had to be up in the morning to go get his new son and
take him home. Besides, someone had to be the responsible one and since he
was the only one who had shit together in life as of right now it might as
well be him. Dan was so busy trying to get the last touches on the wedding
just right, Jacob had been through a lot with his recent bout with drug
addiction, Erik seemed to be spending a lot of time with Mandy lately and
trying to boost her music career along with theirs, and then there was
Trevor. Nothing seemed right with him lately and Ashley decided to keep an
extra watch on him.

Erik got up and turned the music down a bit. In all of his drunken stupor he
got everyone to be quiet looking as if he had to say something. He had
mentioned a surprise before, which Ashley had no idea what it was but I'm
sure it would be interesting.

"Ok guys, for my next trick I'm going to pull a rabbit out of my hat" Erik
said as he started cracking up. Ashley just rolled his eyes.

"No, no I'm just kidding. Now it's time for the surprise." Erik said.

'Probably a stripper' Ashley thought to himself.

"I'm gonna need a helper though." Erik said as he pointed to the door. It
opened and Nick walked through.

Ashley's jaw dropped.

"Hey guys. Ok I'm gonna explain pretty quickly cuz I see my husband's face.
No I'm not the stripper." Nick said

All the guys booed.

"But someone else is that I hired myself personally. DJ, hit it." Nick said

A techno beat started and the lights dimmed a bit. Three dancers came
running in dressed in slacks and a white button down shirt. They began to
dance around the floor for a little bit, in a very sexual manner. The middle
one had a hat that was pushed down over his face.

Ashley looked up at Nick, who had a smile on his face and he just gave him a
wink. He still didn't understand.

The music began to pick up and all three of the dancers stripped down to
practically nothing, all of them dressed in black bikini briefs that were
very tight and revealing. The one in the middle who seemed to be the leader
made his way towards Dan. The light darkened just a bit as he danced his way
over and straddled his lap, still wearing the hat over his eyes.

The dancer touched Dan's body all over and run his hands over his chest as
the music continued to play. Dan could feel the dancer getting hard through
the tight briefs and the same was happening to him. It started to worry him
that another man was getting him hard. The dancer continued his assault on
Dan's body. It might have been the alcohol or the atmosphere but he was
enjoying himself and for some reason it felt right.

The dancer put his lips near Dan's ear and began to lick them and reached
his hand for Dan's crotch, which he grabbed through the fabric of Dan's
pants.

"I can't, I can't." Dan said as he started to push the dancer off of him.

Nick noticed what was happening and came over and pulled the hat off of the
dancer and golden locks of hair fell out of it. It was Devon.

"Dev?" Dan asked

"Hey baby."  Devon said.

"What are you doing here?" Dan asked.

"I'm the surprise." Devon said with a smile.

"Wow. You're making me so hot like this." Dan said as only the two of them
could hear the conversation with the music.

"There's a room in the back that we have reserved waiting for us. I'll show
you where it is." Devon said.

Since Devon was straddling his lap, Dan decided to just pick up his fiancee
and carry him over to the room that Devon pointed out and they went in and
closed the door behind them and locked it.

Devon immediately started to kiss Dan feverishly. After that striptease that
Devon just did both men were extremely hot. This was no time to waste and no
time to be slow and gentle. Dan lifted Devon up onto the table that was in
there and ripped his shirt off. Both men continued to passionately make out
while Devon pulled Dan's pants down.

Devon was already extremely hard and was dying for release from the tight
bikini that he was wearing. Dan was so hot that after struggling to get it
off ended up ripping it in half and throwing it against the wall. This
turned on Devon so much and you could tell by the amount of pre-cum that was
dripping out of his long cock.

Dan kicked his pants off as well when they reached his ankles and
immediately pressed his hard dick into his fiancee's hole. The amount of
adrenaline going through both of their bodies was better than any lube
created as Dan pushed as far as he could into Devon. The blond actor threw
his arms around Dan's neck and hung on as Dan began to push in and out.

Dan left a free hand open so he could touch Devon's cock while he pounded
his meat into him. He loved the feel of it, the velvety skin and the tight
hanging balls around it. Both men were so hot for each other right now that
it wasn't going to take long, especially with the incredible pace that Dan
was moving at. Devon let out a moan as Dan hit his prostate gland as hard as
he could with his dick and Devon spurted shots of cum all over their two
hairless chests as Dan worked on his meat.

Dan hung in a bit longer but not by much unleashing his hot cum into Devon's
ass, who was now fluctuating with his hips as he moved with Dan's thrusts.
Both men collapsed on the table after one of their hottest sessions yet.
They knew they had many more to come because they were getting married soon
and it thrilled both of them.

TO BE CONTINUED...

<<<< Well I wasn't planning on putting a sex scene in there but it just
appeared at the end. I hoped you all liked it. I know I liked writing it.
Pytn18@hotmail.com for comments and suggestions. Like I said I've been very
busy with things lately and Greybear is very deserving of a chapter for "The
Next Generation" so we'll see what happens. >>>>

---ND---