Date: Sun, 11 Jul 1999 05:03:30 EDT
From: BrwyMilo@aol.com
Subject: Nick and Justin part 7

OK guys, here's part seven.  I hope everyone enjoys it.  I would like to 
thank everyone who has e-mailed me and given me support with this story.  It 
really does mean a lot to me.  To send any comments or suggestions, you can 
e-mail Mike at BrwyMilo@aol.com.  As always, I do not mean to imply anything 
about the sexuality of any of the members of these groups, no matter what 
many of us would like.  :o)

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	Brian sped through the streets, before finally pulling into an old 
parking lot.  They would be going to a club called 'The Vault'.  They found a 
place to park and walked up to the door.  The bouncer recognized them 
immediately and waved them into the club.  They ran in quickly and grabbed a 
table in the corner.  

	"So, do you guys want some drinks," JC quickly asked.  He ran over to 
the bar and brought their drinks back.  "Well, isn't this exciting?"

	"Why don't we dance," Nick suggested.  Justin quickly looked at him, 
a bit jealous.  Nick placed his hand on Justin's knee to calm him.  Justin 
smiled and then got up.  

	"OK, let's dance." Justin said.  Nick started to laugh as he watched 
Justin saunter over to a group of girls.  Justin grinned at him, shrugged his 
shoulders and resumed his flirting.  

	"Hm, a little jealous Nick," Brian asked with a laugh.  Nick pouted a 
bit, but then grinned.  

	"Well, I guess it's my turn to go mingle," JC laughed.  Brian 
frowned, but JC bent over and whispered something in his ear.  Brian sat up 
straight and smiled widely.  JC laughed and ran off to where Justin was 
flirting.

	"What was that about?"  Nick asked as he pushed his chair closer to 
Brian.

	"Well, JC told me that whatever he does out there with any girl, 
he'll do ten times more to me."  They laughed and continued to down their 
drinks.  "Say, don't you wanna dance?"

	"Nah, I think Justin is dancing enough for the both of us."  Nick 
pointed to where Justin was dancing like a maniac in the center of a small 
group of people.  "He's a nut, but that's why I love him.  Isn't he cute?"

	"Yea, ok he is cute, I'll give you that.  But JC is sexy."  Brian 
took a sip of his soda and watched where JC was dancing seductively with a 
girl.  "Sometimes a little too sexy..."

	Nick saw what Brian was looking at and watched.  "Brian, calm down.  
He's gay, remember?"  Brian laughed a little.

	"Yea, you're right.  But Nick, you don't know what I had to go 
through to get him.  I mean I really blew it that night, and then he took me 
back.  I just don't want to lose him.  He means too much to me."

	"Hey, what did you guys talk about that night anyway?  I mean, he was 
really upset."

	"Well, he heard what I told you.  He wanted to know if I really meant 
all of it.  I said of course it did and I apologized again and again for 
trying that.  Then he told me that he had liked me for a long time.  He was 
glad I liked him too and he wanted to have a relationship with me.  Let's 
just say I cried a lot and apologized a lot.  He kind of just held me.  I 
think I cried myself to sleep because I woke up the next morning and he was 
holding me and smiling."  Brian smiled as a tear ran down his cheek.  Nick 
wiped it away gently with his hand.

	"Brian, please don't cry.  I know they're happy tears, but come on, I 
hate it when people cry."  

	Brian laughed and stopped himself.  "Yea, I guess you're right.  He 
just makes me very happy."  

	"Why don't we go dance," Nick suggested, pulling on Brian's arm.  
Brian groaned and then hopped up from his chair.  He let Nick drag him into a 
corner and then they started dancing with a couple of girls.  Justin noticed 
them from the corner of his eye and got a little jealous.  He walked over to 
where JC was dancing.

	"Hey JC," Justin said as he pulled him away from where he was 
dancing.  "Let's go dance over by Nick and Brian."  JC laughed and said 
alright.  They walked over to where their boyfriends were dancing very close 
to a couple of girls.  "Hi ladies, we're gonna steal your boyfriends here," 
Justin said with a laugh.  Nick and Brian smiled and headed off with Justin 
and JC, leaving two very disappointed girls.  They headed back and sat back 
down at the table.

	"Well, you guys certainly made friends fast," Justin said as he 
lightly slapped Nick.  

	"Ouch!"  Nick said, pretending he was hurt.  "I appear to be in an 
abusive relationship!"  He pouted at Justin, who sighed and then gave him a 
smile.

	"I'm sorry, I was just a little jealous I guess."  Justin leant over 
and kissed him quickly on his cheek.  

	"This is getting boring guys, why don't we get going?" Brian 
suggested.  They agreed and headed outside.  They piled back into Brian's car 
and began to drive around.  "It's only ten o'clock you guys.  What do you 
want to do?!?"

	"You guys hungry," Justin asked.  He had his head down on Nick's lap 
and Nick was playing with his curls.

	"For you," Nick said as he leaned down and began to kiss Justin's 
shoulder.  He nibbled lightly as Justin began to laugh.

	JC turned around and moaned.  "You guys really need to stop."

	Nick pouted and sat up.  Justin sat up too and laid his head down on 
Nick's shoulder, sticking his tongue out at JC.  JC turned back around at 
told Brian to drive to the nearest diner.  Brian pulled into a small parking 
lot and Brian and JC got out of the car.  When they saw that Nick and Justin 
were not following, they walked back.  They peered into the windows and saw 
Justin and Nick making out.  

	JC tapped on the window.  "Do you have any grey poupon?"  

	"That was really corny man," Justin replied as he and Nick untangled 
themselves from each other and stepped out of the car.

	They entered the diner and seated themselves in the corner.  A 
waitress walked over and quickly took their orders which consisted of four 
bacon cheeseburger deluxes.  She was in her fifties and thus did not 
recognize them.

	"So you guys must be thrilled that we're touring together," JC said 
as their drinks arrived.

	"What, and you're not," Brian laughed as he playfully punched him.  
JC laughed.  Brian put his hand on JC's knee under the table.  JC jumped a 
little and looked at Brian, who quickly removed his hand and looked down.  JC 
lifted his head with his finger and then placed his own hand on Brian's knee. 
 Brian smiled widely.  JC leaned in and whispered in Brian's ear, "How about 
I stay at your place tonight?"  Brian looked shocked, but slowly nodded his 
head.  JC gave his knee a little squeeze and giggled.  Brian smiled widely.

	"Something we should know about guys?" Nick suddenly asked, snapping 
the two of the back into reality.  They both laughed and said no.  The 
waitress was soon back with their order and they began to down the food.

	"So yea, we're very happy that we get to tour together.  It would be 
really hard if we didn't get to see each other so often," Nick said as he 
stuck some fries in his mouth.  Justin smiled at him and Nick chewed loudly 
in his face.

	"Would you look at this romantic I have here," Justin said with a 
laugh.  Nick swallowed and then began to feed Justin some fries.  

	"I can be very romantic!"  He put a fry partly into Justin's mouth 
and then put the other end into his own.  They inched their way towards each 
other.  Finally, their lips met and they kissed for a second.  When they 
stopped they looked over to where Brian and Justin were staring at them.  

	"Well...ok guys, that was very cute and all, but you can't do that in 
public!  You guys can't let everyone know you're gay.  Imagine what that 
would do?  I know we told you guys that when you started going out."

	Justin felt a little guilty.  He knew it would ruin not only his 
career but everyone else's if the world found out he was gay.  "I'm sorry JC, 
we'll be more careful."  His head was drooped a little.  Nick put his arm on 
his knee and gave it a little squeeze.  

	"I'm sorry Justin, I didn't mean to sound so parental.  Just try to 
be careful, ok?"  Justin nodded and smiled slightly.  Nick tickled his knee a 
little which made Justin laugh.  

	"Good, I got you to smile.  Don't ever frown again.  You break my 
heart, you know that Curly?"  Nick pouted a little and then laughed.  They 
quickly ate the rest of their meal and then decided to head home.  

	"Oh Justin, I'm gonna be staying at Brian's place tonight, so I'll be 
over tomorrow when the rest of the guys come over," JC said as Brian headed 
towards Justin's house.

	"Really?  OK, have fun," Justin said with a grin.  He snuggled up to 
Nick and shivered slightly.

	"Are you cold honey?"  Nick asked as he rubbed his big hands up and 
down Justin's arms.  Justin nodded.  Nick pulled Justin closer and wrapped 
all of him that he could in a tight hug.  He began to breathe on his neck, 
which made Justin giggle, but aroused him at the same time.  After a few 
minutes, Brian pulled up to Justin's house.  

	"Hey, Justin, isn't that's Lance's car?"  JC asked.

	Justin looked at it and recognized it as Lance's.  "Yea it is.  And I 
think that's him sitting inside it.  Why don't you guys head off to Brian's?  
I'm sure Lance is fine.  We'll talk to him for a while."  Brian and JC agreed 
and said their good-byes.  Justin and Nick slowly approached Lance's car.

	"Hey," Justin said as he tapped on the driver's side window.  "Lance 
buddy, open up."

	Lance turned towards Justin.  He had tears in his eyes and his hair 
was a mess.  He opened the door and got out slowly.  "Hey Justin."

	"Lance, what's wrong," Justin said as he put an arm around his 
shoulders.  Nick stood back and observed.  "Well come on, let's all get 
inside."  Justin led the way up the path and into the living room where the 
three of them plopped down on the couch.

	"Um, Nick, do you mind if I talk to Justin alone for a bit?" Lance 
asked, his eyes never meeting Justin's or Nick's.

	"Lance, you can say anything in front of Nick."

	"Justin, please.  I need to talk to you alone."  Lance's voice 
cracked a little as he spoke.

	"Yea sure, don't worry about it.  Justin, I'll just be in my room I 
guess." Nick said as he got up.

	"No, you can stay in mine.  It's fine really," Justin called after 
him.  Nick nodded and bounded up the stairs.

	"Justin, I really need to tell you something, but I don't know how to 
do it." Lance said.  He got up from the couch and walked around.

	"Lance, just say it fast.  Everything is easier if you say it fast."  
Justin pulled his legs up and sat indian-style.  He pulled a knit blanket 
around his shoulders to try to stop his shivering.

	"Justin, this is really hard.  OK, well, first things first.  I'm gay 
Justin."  Lance turned his back as he said that.  Justin gasped a little, 
then smiled.

	"Everyone seems to be leaping out of the closet these days I guess.  
Lance don't worry about it.  The guys are fine with it.  As long as you're 
careful, it's never an issue."

	"There's more to it than that though Justin.  This is the hard part." 
 Lance sat down on the floor in front of Justin and leaned against the couch, 
keeping his back to Justin.  Justin laid down, keeping the blanket around him 
and began to play with Lance's hair.  "Please don't Justin.  This is really 
hard."  Lance began to cry and he quickly covered his face.

	Justin hopped down off of the couch, sitting next to Lance, and threw 
half of the blanket around Lance's shoulders.  Lance leaned his head on 
Justin's shoulder and tried to compose himself.  "Lance, look at me," Justin 
said soothingly.  Lance looked up slowly.  "Nothing you can say will make me 
think any less of you."

	Lance took a deep breath and then said quietly, "I'm in love with 
you."  Justin froze.  He looked at Lance and then down at the floor.

	"You're in love with me?"  Justin stood up slowly.  

	"I'm so sorry Justin, but...I don't even know what to say.  I thought 
you and Nick were just a fling, but then when I saw JC and Brian together...I 
just want to have something like that.  Something...with you..."  He stood up 
and put his hand on Justin's shoulder.  Justin flinched a little.

	"Lance, Nick and I aren't a fling.  We love each other...I can't even 
imagine my life without him!"

	"But Justin, you haven't known him for that long.  We've been buddies 
for what seems like an eternity.  I've liked you..." Lance took Justin's 
hand.  "I've loved you for so long.  Please Justin, don't' spend your life 
with someone who hardly knows you.  I know my feelings for you are real.  
They won't go away.  Please say you'll be with me."  Lance had tears in his 
eyes as he spoke.  Justin tried to move, but found he couldn't.  He knew he 
loved Nick more than life itself, but he felt so sorry as Lance held his hand 
so tightly.

	"Lance, please don't do this.  I do love you Lance-"

	"That's all we need-"
	
	"But only as a friend.  You're like my brother Lance.  I don't think 
I could ever love you the way you love me.  We're too much-"  Justin suddenly 
felt Lance's lips on his own.  He struggled but Lance had put one hand behind 
Justin's head.  Lance slipped his tongue into Justin's mouth and moved his 
other arm to around his waist.  He held him there for what seemed like an 
eternity to Justin before releasing.

	"Now tell me you didn't feel anything," Lance said.

	Neither of them had noticed as Nick walked down the stairs.  Justin 
was staring at Lance, his mouth wide open as he heard a quiet whimper.  He 
looked over and saw Nick standing at the bottom of the stirs.  He had an 
eerie glow around him.  The lights in the living room had been off since they 
returned home and the only light in the house came from a small lamp at the 
top of the stairs.  Justin moved towards Nick, but Nick saw him coming and 
ran out of the house quickly, tears streaming down his face.

	"Nick come back!" Justin screamed from the doorway.

	"Justin, let him go," Lance said as he ran over to where Justin 
stood.  "We could be so happy together.  Please..." His voice trailed off as 
the tears returned to his eyes.  He looked at Justin who had tears in his own 
after seeing Nick run off.  He knew his dream was fading.

	"Lance, I need Nick.  Seeing him run out of here literally broke my 
heart.  I need to go after him.  Lance, I could never love you the way I love 
him.  I'm sorry, but it's how I feel.  I...I need him."  Justin's tears were 
running down his face.  Lance simply nodded and walked out of the house 
towards his car.  Justin ran out of the house and closed the door behind him, 
not knowing where he would run to first.  All he knew was, he needed to find 
Nick.

	Justin began walking the streets around his home.  "Where would Nick 
have run to?" he asked himself aloud.  He pulled out his cell-phone and 
dialed Brian's number.  It took five rings before someone finally picked up.

	"Hello," JC asked.

	"JC!  Where's Brian?  Did Nick call there?" Justin asked frantically 
between breathes.

	"Whoa, Justin calm down.  No Nick hasn't called here.  What happened 
to Nick?"

	"JC, I can't tell you right now.  Please, if Nick calls, find out 
where he is and call back this number...please..."

	"OK, OK buddy.  Just try to stay calm."

	Justin hung up his cell phone and continued to walk around.  He 
entered a deli, took a look around and then left.  He walked until he reached 
a small school.  He saw someone sitting on the swing set.  As he got closer 
he recognized the figure as Nick.  He was swinging slowly back and forth with 
his head hanging low.  Justin was about to speak when he heard a small noise 
from Nick.  He got closer and kneeled down on the ground in front of the 
Nick's swing.  He looked up at Nick's face and saw that he must have been 
crying ever since he left the house.  

	"Nick, it wasn't what it looked like," Justin said as tears sprang 
back to his eyes.

	Nick nodded slowly and sniffled.  "I saw him kiss you, Justin," he 
said in a small voice.  "I heard what he told you."

	"But that's it Nick.  He kissed me.  I told him I could never love 
him or be with him.  I love you Nick."

	"Do you?  Do you really?  I mean, he has known you for so long.  How 
can I compete with that?"  Nick began to weep loudly as he jumped up from the 
swing.  Justin got up and walked towards him, placing his arms around his 
waist.  

	"Nick, Lance can't compete with you!  You're everything I've ever 
wanted in anybody.  You're the sweetest most caring soul I've ever met.  I 
don't think I could live without you.  Even if I could I wouldn't want to 
try.  You mean more to me than life itself.  I need you.  Please Nick, please 
forgive me."  Justin wept on Nick's shoulder.  After about a minute, Nick 
turned around and pulled Justin towards him.  Justin wept loudly into Nick's 
chest as Nick stroked his hair.

	 "I should have gotten him off of me.  Once he told me how he felt 
about me I should have asked him to leave.  But I felt bad for him.  I had no 
idea he would kiss me...I didn't know...."

	"It's ok Justin, it's ok.  It's not your fault that Lance loves you.  
I just...I saw him kiss you and I heard what he said, and I thought that you 
would choose him over me."  Nick felt tears stream down his cheeks as he 
remembered Lance holding Justin.

	"Nick, I'm gonna make sure Lance never does that again.  Please 
Nick...don't leave me.  I need you..."  Justin's voice trailed off as he 
continued to cry into Nick's chest.  Nick held him closer.

	"Ssshhh...it's ok, it's ok.  Please don't cry anymore.  I'm not going 
anywhere.  I wouldn't be this upset if I was just going to leave you.  I 
thought you were going to leave me for Lance.  I don't think I would be able 
to go on if that happened.  But...what are we going to do about Lance?"

	Justin looked up.  "I told him I could never feel about him the way I 
feel about you.  He nodded and drove off.  I know Lance; he won't pull 
something like that again.  He'll be upset for a few days, but other than 
that I think this will blow over."

	Nick sighed and held Justin tighter.  "You know you're shivering 
again?  Have you been feeling alright?"

	Justin smiled.  Nick was very cute when he worried about him.  His 
nose would crinkle up and he got a look of pleading in his eyes.  "I'm fine 
Nick.  I guess I just need to dress a little warmer."

	"Yea, stop showing off these sexy arms," Nick said as he gave 
Justin's muscles a squeeze.  Justin laughed and flexed for him.  "Oo baby!"  
Justin got a little red as Nick pulled him in close and kissed him on his 
cheek.  He sat down on the swing with Justin on his lap and began to swing 
slowly back and forth.  "I love you Curly," Nick said seriously as he placed 
his face on the back of Justin's neck.  

	"I love you too Nick."  Nick began to kiss the back of his neck.  
Justin shivered again.

	"That's it, I'm getting you home right now," Nick said with a laugh.  
As they got up, it started to rain a little.  "Damn, I don't want you getting 
sick."

	"Just stand here a second, OK Nick?" Justin said.  Nick looked 
puzzled, but then agreed.  Justin walked up to him and placed his arms around 
his waist.  Then he lifted his head up and placed his lips on Nick's.  Nick 
shuddered a bit at the contact, so Justin slowly began rubbing his hands up 
and down Nick's arms.  Justin parted Nick's lips with his tongue and began to 
massage Nick's with his own.  His tongue explored every place in Nick's 
mouth.  As Justin removed his tongue from Nick's mouth, Nick placed his in 
Justin's mouth.  He ran it along the roof and then stroked Justin's tongue 
with his own.  Justin let out a stifled moan as the kiss continued.  Finally 
they pulled away from each other.

	"Now that was a kiss!" Justin said.  He was now dripping wet and 
breathing heavily.

	"Better than Lance's?"  Nick bit his lower lip and pouted a little.

	"I don't even remember Lance's," Justin said, causing Nick to smile.  
Justin rubbed his hands up and down his arms.  "Can we go back to the house 
now before I freeze to death?"  Nick laughed and took Justin's hand.  
Together they ran back to Justin's house.  They got to the door and walked 
inside, trying to keep it quiet.  Justin looked at the clock in the living 
room and saw it was 3 am.  He pulled Nick up the stairs and into his private 
bathroom, shutting the door behind them.  "Well, it's 3 in the morning, but 
I'm not really tired yet, are you?"

	"Nope, not at all," Nick said with a grin.  Justin smiled and looked 
Nick up and down.  

	"Why don't we both get out of these wet clothes."  With that, Justin 
removed his shirt and tugged at Nick's.  Nick smiled and removed his shirt as 
well.  He rubbed his hands up and down Justin's torso and began to breathe 
heavily.  

	"God I love your chest," Nick said as he rubbed Justin's pecs.  
Justin grinned and reached to the top of Nick's pants.  He undid the button 
and unzipped the fly and let the pants fall to the floor.  Nick stood in just 
his boxers.  "Now this is not fair," Nick said with a laugh as he reached for 
Justin's pants, which were off in a second.  Justin moaned as Nick began to 
stroke his hardening cock through the fabric of his boxers.  Nick kneeled 
down on his knees and pulled the boxers from Justin's waist.  He kept both 
his eyes on Justin's as he engulfed his cock.  Justin grabbed onto the sink 
for support.  Nick was bobbing up and down, running his tongue along the 
shaft as he went.  Justin moaned loudly as Nick deep throated him.  Nick 
began to go faster and faster until Justin finally threw his head back and 
shot load after load down Nick's throat.  Nick swallowed every drop and then 
pulled Justin's boxers back up.  "Was that ok?"

	Justin breathed heavily and nodded rapidly.  Nick smiled and drew 
Justin into a tight hug.  "Do you mind if we go to bed now?  I'm exhausted," 
Nick said with a yawn.  Justin tousled his hair and pulled him into his room. 
 "Are you sure this is alright?"

	"Nick, it's fine.  I get plenty of privacy in my room.  But just in 
case..." Justin threw Nick a baby blue T-shirt and a pair of gray sweatpants. 
 "This is also to pay you back for the sweat suit of yours that I'm keeping." 
 Nick laughed as Justin pulled on the sweat suit he had given him the night 
in the hotel when he was shivering so badly.  He watched as Justin crawled 
into bed under the covers.  "Would you hold me?"  Justin pouted slightly and 
Nick felt himself melt.

	"Nothing would make me happier."  Nick crawled into bed next to 
Justin and wrapped his arms around him.  He pulled him close and allowed 
Justin to rest his head on his chest.  Justin moaned in pleasure.  Nick 
whispered goodnight as Justin began to drift into sleep.  Soon Nick was 
sleeping as well.

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	Sunlight streamed into Justin's bedroom as he lay entangled in Nick's 
arm.  Neither of them heard the door as it creaked open.  Lynn entered 
slowly, to get her son up for breakfast.  She looked towards the bed and 
noticed that Justin wasn't alone.  She gasped loudly and then yelled, 
"Justin, what the hell is going on here!"

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Well, that was part seven.  Hope you liked the cliff-hanger.  The next part 
should be out in a couple of days.  I hope everyone enjoyed reading it and as 
always, please forward any and all comments to Mike at BrwyMilo@aol.com