Date: Fri, 3 Mar 2000 17:10:36 -0800 From: K_Magic@Prodigy.Net Subject: Unseen Moments - Chapter Eight (Continuance of Not Meant to Be) Author's Note: A "HEY" to all. The last intro was way too long, so... Go with the flow and write: K_Magic@Prodigy.Net Disclaimer... To know it is to live it. Enjoy! --------------- Chapter Eight --------------- All day Wednesday, I helped Scott pack up and prepare for his move to New York. Thursday, Thanksgiving was a blast. I provided the feast and we invited a bunch of Scott's friend over. Lance also came over for dinner and once introduced to everyone, was the life of the party. I guess, putting a gorgeous blond haired, green-eyed boy-band member in the middle of a bunch of gay guys and there is no way he wouldn't be the life of the party. At ten, Scott and his friend left to take him out for one last time on the town. Lance and I decided to stay and home and enjoy the time we had together. Lance was flying out to the west coast the next day. Though I would be seeing him again on Monday night, we wouldn't have much together time. We cleaned the house and did the dishes and went to my room. I pulled him into a hug and a kiss. He looked me deep in the eyes and smiled. "I've really missed this Jay." "Ohhh you will never know how much I've missed us, but we have all night to show just what we were missing." He started to unbutton my shirt while still looking me in the eye. Once he had the top four unbuttoned, he slipped my shirt off my shoulders. He licked his lips and still looking into my eyes lowered his head down and started to suck on my left nipple. I moaned as we kept eye contact, then he started to lightly bite my nipple. I gasped as he moved over to my right nipple and proceeded to do the same. He left my nipple and licked his way up my chest and then kissed all around my neck, to my chin and finally to my lips. We kissed, tongues working against eachother. I brought my hands up and placed each one on the sides of his face and brought him into a deeper kiss, then pulled away. "Lay down on the bed and close your eyes..." He looked at me with a questioning look, but did as I told him. "Do you trust me Lance?" He nodded his head as I removed his clothing and adjusted his body the way I wanted it. "Don't move" I went to my closet and pulled out a box with a bunch of old ties in it and brought it to the bed. I grabbed one and tied it around his head as a blind fold. "What are you doing Jay?" "Shhh...you said you trusted me...now don't move." I grabbed some ties and proceeded to tie his ankles to the bedposts and went up to his wrist. "Come on Jay...I don't like this." He said moving his arms out of position. I leaned down and started to kiss him. As we kissed I tied his wrists up to the bedposts and pulled out of the kiss. I adjusted the ties so he couldn't move and looked down at him. There before me was Lance, my boyfriend, spread out naked...tied down to the bed...helpless and no matter what he said, he was enjoying it...His cock was rock hard and throbbing up and down. "Jay..." "Shhhhh." I left the room and returned with a bowl of ice. I kneeled down next to the bed and took a piece of ice and started to rub it against his nipples. "Fuck...Jay...stop it...come on Jay knock it off." Lance said squirming around. "No way...you said you wanted to play, so let's play." "But why do I have to be tied up?" "Cause you are my slave remember, bowling...a bet you made...don't play men games if you can't handle it little boy." I continued to rub the ice on both his nipples until they were both hard. Lance was breathing real hard and still squirming around. I popped a piece of ice into my mouth and sucked on it a while then took it out. I took his cock into my mouth and started to suck on the head. My cold mouth worked on his cock as he continued to squirm. "Shit....oh fuck....stop Jay...oh man....please Jay..." I grabbed another piece of ice and shoved it into my mouth and went back down on his cock. His cock was too big for both to fit in my mouth so I removed the ice and started to work up and down his cock. I took the piece of ice and started to run it along his ass crack. As soon as the ice hit his ass lip, his pelvis shot up sending his cock straight into my throat. I used my body wieght to hold him down and I applied pressure to the ice and it slid into his hole. "Ahhhhhhhh" He shouted out as his cock spasmed and he shot his load into my throat. He was thrashing wildly around as his cock slipped out of my mouth and he shot twice more, hitting me in the face and the last one landing on his stomach. His whole body was still twitching as I untied his ankels. I slipped a condom onto my cock, threw his legs onto my shoulder and placed my cock at his hole. I entered him and as his cold ass enveloped my cock, I started to pump in and out of him. "Fuck me Jay...fuck me..." He screamed out as I continued to pump in and out of him. The coldness felt great and the sensation was driving me over the edge. After two more pumps, I drove my cock all the way in and shot my load. As my orgasm hit me, he shot his second load all over his stomach. His ass milked my cock and as our orgasms came to an end, I collapse on top of him. We were both breathing hard as I untied his wrist and removed the blind fold. He grabbed the back of my head and pulled me down into a kiss. "That was amazing Jay." "See Lance, you do have an ice fetish." He smiled at me and we kissed again. We cleaned up and returned to bed and cuddled up together and fell asleep. For some strange reason, I woke up at 6 in the morning. It felt so good to wake up with Lance in my arms. I untangled myself from him and got up and put on my boxers. I looked down at him sleeping. Man this is how my life was meant to be. He shifted his positions and grabbed my pillow and snuggled up to it. I left the room and went to the bathroom. When I left the bathroom, I ran into Scott. "So how was your last night before you hit the Big Apple?" "It was great, I just got in about an hour and half ago, how was your night, Stud?" I just smiled at him. "I'm going to miss you." I said pulling him into a hug. "When are you leaving?" "The frieght company's coming to pick up my stuff in about an hour, my flights at 11am." "Do you need a ride to the airport, cause I'm driving Lance there. His flight is at 11:30." "That would be great, thanks Jay...for everything." He kissed me on the cheeck and then entered the bathroom to take a shower. I went back into my room and crawled back into bed. I put my arm around Lance and went back to sleep. My alarm clock woke me up at 9am. Lance was not next to me. There was a note, on the nightstand. Jay, I left at 7:45am and didn't want to wake you. I still have to pack, I'll see you around 9:45. Thanks for last night, I'll be your slave any time. Love Lance Ps...I love you Mr Martin I got out of bed and took a shower. After I was ready, I went out into the living room. All the boxes were gone. Scott was sitting on the couch. When I entered, he handed me a cup of coffee and a bagel. "Thanks, are you all ready for your new life?" "Yep, just waiting on my ride." "Well let's go then, we have to swing by Lance's house and pick him up." We left the apartment and headed over to Lance's house. "I got to talk to Lance this morning before he left. He's a great guy, I hope you two can make it....I wish you both all the happiness in the world." "Thanks Scott, that means a lot coming from you." "I was just glad he wasn't upset about the whole Josh thing and all." "Lance understands how these things go. It was Josh's first time, so it will take sometime to get over it. But he'll survive." We pulled up to Lance's house and went to the door. He answered the door in one of his disguises. He was dressed up like a teenage tourist. Disney World shirt, shorts, a Disney World hat and sunglasses. "Oh you got to be kiddin me, you are not going to the airport like that are you." "Hey, if I want to make it thru there with all my clothes I am." We grabbed all his luggage and headed out. Scott and Lance talked about Scott's new life. We got to the airport and unloaded Lance's luggage and took it to a back room in the airport terminal that was used for the group when they were at the airport. Then we went to check Scott in. We said our goodbyes and as his flight was being announced, Josh and the guys showed up. "Hi Scott, how are you?" Josh said not looking into his face. Scott was about to say something, when he looked at me. "I'm sorry Jay, I can't..." And he ran off and boarded his plane. I looked at Josh and tears were flowing out of both his eyes. The rest of the guys stood there in shock as Josh took off toward the back room. "Can you guys give us a second." I said as I took off after Josh. When I got to the room, he was sitting on the floor in the corner of the room with his knees pulled up and his face buried in his arms. I walked up to him and sat down. "Why" He said inbetween sobs. I pulled him into a hug. "Josh...I'm so sorry...it shouldn't be like this...not for you...you deserve so much more...I promise, things will get better. There is someone special waiting just for you and when you find that person, you will forget all this and you will be happy...I promise." "I just don't get it Jay...I want my first time to be special, to be with the one I love. I want to take things slow...maybe...I'm just an idiot...he could have loved me and I didn't let him." He pulled away from me and leaned against the wall, crossing his arms and looking at the ceiling. "Don't fuckin' do this Josh...you know what's right and changing who you are will not help you find love. Just be Josh and thing will work out." "I was being Josh...and it didn't work out...He left cause I was Josh." "No he left cause he was Scott...Scott who wasn't meant to be with you... Josh, do you trust me?" "Yeah." "Well trust me when I say that none of this happened because of who you are...Josh is a wonderful, caring, loving guy who is searching for happiness and will find it...just not with Scott." I put both my hands on his cheeks and lifted his head up to look at me. I smiled at him. "Trust me Josh." He smiled back at me. "Thank you Jay." I got up and pulled him to his feet. "Now, let's go get the others before they are discovered and mobbed." We turned around to find all four of the guys standing just inside the door. "Now that was a Kodak moment." "Shut up Chris." Lance said as he walked up to me and kissed me. "Thank you." He whispered in my ear. We all talked until Kenny came and got them to board the plane. I hugged and kissed Lance. "I'll see you on Monday night." "OK...I love you Mr Bass" "I love you too Mr Martin" We kissed once more and then he ran off. I left the airport and headed home. Back to my empty apartment. Three days and I would be with Lance again for a week. Tomorrow I had off, then on Sunday morning I flew out to LA for a shoot on Monday. After the shoot, I jump on a plane to Sacramento to meet up with the guys and Tuesday morning, I get to see Kyle again. I hadn't been on the west coast to visit him since I had gone to Hong Kong in August. I had flown into the bay area on the return trip to see him right before his birthday. I gave him a necklace with a sliver chinese symbol for a dragon. The Lunar chinese symbol for the year the two of us were born. I also showed him the tatoo I got while I was in Hong Kong. It was the Chinese symbol for Love tatooed on my pelvis. The look he gave me when I told him I wanted to show him something and then pulled down my pants. It's not like he's never seen me naked before...I took every chance possible to parade myself off in front of him, hoping to get a reaction out of him. Stupid ass straight boy never even flinched. I sighed remembering my last visit, then laid down on my bed and took a nap. When I woke up, I cleaned the apartment and then went online to check my mail. There was none, so I went out and got something to eat. I went back to the apartment. Man was this boring. I was alone... my roommate now lived in New York, my boyfriend was giving a concert in Las Vegas and my best friend was back in San Jose. I changed into a pair of shorts and a t-shirt and went for a run. When I got back, I took a shower and went to bed. The next day I woke up about 10am to the phone ringing. "Hello" "Hey Babe, what's up?" "Oh man..you don't know how good it is to hear your voice...I miss you." "I miss you too. Jay...what's wrong?" "Nothing...just alittle lonely I guess." "I wish I could help." "How was the concert last night and it's like 7am out there, what are you doing up so early?" "The concert was good. Everyone liked Bye Bye Bye, they already know the words to the song. And I am up early cause I couldn't sleep comfortably last night without you next to me." "Good answer Mr Bass." "I can't wait until Monday." "I can't wait either, oh and Tuesday you'll be able to meet my friend Kyle. Too bad I can't introduce you as the love of my life." "Why can't you?" "Oh did the great business mind of Lance forget about a little contract I signed stating that I couldn't tell anyone about our relationship." "Oh yeah....I'm sorry Jay...I...." "Don't worry about it Lance, Kyle is my best friend. When this all blows over and the truth is able to be told, he will understand." "I know, it just I hate for you to have to lie to your best friend on my account." "On our account...and I said don't worry about it. Now what's up with your schedule." "Well we are in Vegas tonight, then we fly to Reno tomorrow morning for the concert on Sunday night, then we're on the bus for the trip to Oakland for the concert on Monday, then after the concert we drive up to Sacramento. Where there will be this sexy model waiting for me in my room." "If there is I will kick his ass, then kick yours." "You are too funny sometimes. Hey I got to go, the guys are banging at the door calling me to breakfast...I'll see you on Monday." "Ok...I love you." "Love you too." I hung up the phone and faced the boring day ahead of me. I jumped in the shower and then got dressed and headed down to the agency. I went over a few things with Thomas. As it was, after the shoot on Sunday and the one in New York on Wednesday, I was pretty much free the rest of the year. My next assignment wasn't until Mid January. That put me in a good mood for the rest of the day. I left and grabbed some lunch. Went to the health club and had a work out for about 2 hours, then headed home to pack for my trip. Packing took longer than I thought it would and by the time I had everything done to prepare for my trip it was 10 pm. I was exhausted, so I took a shower and went to bed. The next thing I knew, it was 8 am and my alarm clock was going off. My flight was at 10 am so I got ready, got everything into my Jeep and headed off. During the take off, I sat there admiring the braclet that Lance had given me and my heart and mind were to occupied thinking about Lance to even notice the airplane taking off. I had brought my laptop with me, so I spent a hour composing e-mail to send out when I go to the hotel. The rest of the flight I spent listening to music on my disc man. During the descent into LAX, I used my bracelet therapy to make it through the landing. When I got to the Hotel, I laid down and took a short nap. Hopefully that would help me get used to the time difference. I woke up about 7 pm and went online. I had 3 messages. ----------------------------------------------------------------------- From: TGreene@FacesLTD.Com Date: November 28, 1999 12:00pm To: JKMartin@Yahoo.Com Subject: Schedule Jay, Hope your flight went well. Here is your schedule for tomorrow: 1:00pm Was cancelled, client was unable to obtain necessary permit for shoot. 3:30pm TSR Studio 12423 West Hollywood Blvd - Ask for Sylvia at front desk. Your flight to Sacramento is confirmed and is at 6pm. It's cutting it short, so bring your things with you to the studio and go straight to the airport from there. Your flight out of Sacramento on December 1st is confirmed and as you wanted. You leave Sacramento at 6am and will arrive in New York a little before 7 pm New York time. Your shoot is Thursday at 11 am. Meet Corrine at the Versace store. I will be on Vacation all of December so enjoy your holidays and your extended time off. Take care of yourself and see you in the next Millennium. Thomas Greene Agent Faces Limited Orlando, FL ----------------------------------------------------------------------- I copied the necessary info down in my planner and went to the next one. ----------------------------------------------------------------------- From: JoshuaScott@Yahoo.com Date: November 28, 1999 1:05 pm To: JKMartin@Yahoo.com Subject: Thanks Jay, I just wanted to Thank you for all the things you said to me. I appreciate everything you have done for me. I value our friendship and thank Lance everyday for taking the time to go help you that day on the plane. I do not know what my life would be like right now if he had not met you and brought you into my life. You are so special to me and I hope you realize what a special person you are. I see how much Lance loves you and I know that the two of you belong together. I only hope that when the day comes that the person I am meant to be with enters my life, that we can share the same bond as Lance and you do. I will try to remember all the thing you said and apply them to my life to make me a better person. If I can be half the man you are, I will turn out to be a great person. Take care my friend. With all my love, Josh ----------------------------------------------------------------------- I sat there rereading Josh's letter over again and my heart went out to him. I wish so much that I could bring this guy happiness. He deserved so much and got so little. I knew at that moment that Josh and I would be friends for a long time and that I would do everything in being to bring this guy happiness. I sighed and moved on to the last one and I smiled when I saw the address. ----------------------------------------------------------------------- From: SsabSemaj@Yahoo.com Date: November 28, 1999 3:30pm To: JKMartin@Yahoo.com Subject: Love ya...Miss ya...Want ya Babe, I finally was able to wrestle the laptop away from Josh. He must have a secret e-mail buddy that he doesn't want us to know about. He forgot his, so he borrowed mine and locked himself in his room. He seems to be in a better mood now, not quiet his old self. But close to it. Anyways, did I tell you how much I love you and how much I miss you and how much I want you in my arms right now. I can not wait until Monday. The show went great last night and we're here in Reno now. I gambled a little...shhh...don't tell anyone. I didn't win anything, but it was fun. Well got to get going, sound checks and all. I Love you I Miss you I Want you Always in All Ways Love Lance Ps..don't reply, I won't be able to check it until Monday and I will see you then anyway...so see you then. ----------------------------------------------------------------------- Fuck I loved that guy. I had the biggest smile on my face as I sent the e-mails that I had written on the airplane. I ordered room service and still feeling the affects of the time difference, jumped in the shower and went to bed early. Monday went by fast. I went site seeing around LA until my shoot. We wizzed through the session and I was on my way to the airport. In less than two hours I was in my hotel room in Sacramento. I jumped on the phone and called Kyle. It rang three times then: "Hi...This is Kyle, I am unable to come to the phone at this moment. Please leave your message at the beep" BEEP.... "Hey Ky, it's 8pm. I just got into Sac. I'm staying at the Double Tree Hotel on Point West Way. I'll meet you in the lobby at 11am. See ya then. I hung up the phone. It was 8pm and the guys wouldn't be here until after midnight. I changed into work out clothes and hit the gym. I had a nice 2 hour workout then relaxed in the suana for another hour. I went upstairs and took a shower and ordered a snack. I was watching tv when the door opened and there was Lance. I got up off the bed and met him halfway. We hugged and kissed. "I missed you so much Jay...I couldn't wait for the show tonight to be over." "I hope you didn't rush the show and piss off all your fans just to get here and see me." "Na...hey let me grab a shower and I'll join you on the bed." He ran into the bathroom. There was a knock at the door. I opened it and let the bellhop bring Lance's luggage in and I tipped him. I pulled a pair of boxers and a t-shirt out for him and took it into the bathroom. He was already done, dried and in a bathrobe as I entered. "Wow...in a little hurry." "You know it" he said smiling at me. "I wanted to ask you, how's Josh?" "He was a little quiet before the show, he was his normal hyper self during the show...what's weird is all during the bus ride here, all he could do was talk about this guy he saw while we were suspended above the audience. I didn't see him, but Josh couldn't stop talking about him." "Well at least he seems to be better now." We went back to the bed and I crawled in. Lance removed his bathrobe and stood there staring at me. "You're a little over dressed aren't you." He crawled under the covers as I removed my t-shirt and boxers. He pulled me in next to him and started to kiss me. My hand was exploring his body and his hand was doing the same. Both our hand reached our cocks at the same time and we started to stroke eachother. We broke the kiss and I rolled over and grabbed my case and pulled out a condom and some lube. I opened the condom and turned towards Lance. Pulling the covers down, I grabbed Lance's hardon and jacked it a few times then rolled the condom over it and lubed it. He took the lube and rolled me over on my side facing away from him. He spread my cheecks and applied the lube to my hole, pushing one finger in and out. I started to moan as he put the lube on the nightstand and spooned me. He lined his cock up with my hole and started to slowily push it in. I lifted my right leg up to spread apart as he entered me fully. He pushed my leg down and started to fuck me slowily. I was in heaven. He moved in and out in a slow pace. I was starting to thrash around on the bed as he grabbed my cock and started to jack me off. He was kissing me on the neck, then started to lick inside my ear. "Shit Lance...I'm going to cum." He let go of my cock and stopped his thrusting. My breathing started to return to normal as the urge for my orgasm recessed. He started thrusting again, this time faster. He pushed in and out twice more and then shoved his cock all the way in. His orgasm hit and I could feel his cock spasm inside of me. He pulled out and turned me over. In a flash, he had my cock in his mouth. His head was bobbing up and down as my hand went to the back of his head. My pelvis started to thrust up and down, fucking his mouth. I pushed down on his head on last time and I shot my load into his throat. I let go of his head and relaxed back on the bed. He continued to work my cock until he had gotten everything I had to offer. He raise up and pulled the covers over both of us and pulled me into a kiss. "That was great, I missed you so much Lance." "I missed you too." We kissed again and then turn the lights off. I fell asleep in the arms of the man I loved. ************** To Kevin...Don't stress the little thing (you know which author I'm talking about)....Know in your heart that I do understand why you write and on some level, so does everyone else. Welcome back Stud.