Date: Thu, 1 Sep 2005 19:56:31 -0700 (PDT)
From: JC Fanfic <jc_fan_fiction@yahoo.com>
Subject: Picking Up the Pieces of My Life Chapter 22

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Picking the Pieces of my Life:  Chapter 22

>From Josh's point of view.

"Kevin hold still!" Don scolded the consideralby taller man.  "You want to
look good for Orlando don't you?"  Kevin sighed and did what he was told.
Don continued to work around Kevin with the fitters and Kevin endured the
torture very patiently.

Ok ok let me set the stage for you.  Don has informed Kevin and Orlando
that he will be helping them with the wedding.  And he was helping Kevin
and Orlando get fitted with their tuxedoes.  And yes it was fun to watch my
sweetie get on his caffine high and mess with color schemes.  I just sat
back and watched.  Oh I could've spent the morning on the slopes but no
way, this was way more fun.  Kevin looked guilty as he picked up a red
cumberbun when Don's back was turned looking for his coffee.  Kevin winked
at me as he slipped it on.  I just shook my head.  I knew what was comming
next.  Don turned around and looked at Kevin and--- well--- here goes.

"Oh no!" Don exclaimed throwing his hands up in the air.  "That is so not
going to work!  Put the red thing down!"  Oh yea he is such a drama queen.
But in a cute adorable way.

"Why not?" Kevin demanded mock glaring at him.  I had warned him about
getting Don all riled up.  But would he listen?

"Because sweetie," Don said glaring back.  "Red is so not your color!"  He
picked up and purple cumberbun and held it up to him.  "Now purple is your
color.  You and Orlando will look so hot in Purple."

"I don't want to wear purple!" Kevin argued rolling his eyes.  That is
about as far as Kevin will go for throwing a hissy fit.  "That is the only
color that they used to try and force me to wear in the group!"

"But purple is so sexy for you," Don continued to argue.  "And as Orlando's
husband you have a duty to be very hot and very sexy for him!"  Kevin
raised his eye brow and glared at him again.  "You know I am right so stop
glaring at me cause it is not going to work," Don replied with a wide grin
as he took a huge sip of coffee.  Kevin sighed and slowly nodded.  "Good
boy!  Now be good and send that really sexy brit Orlando in here!"  Kevin
stood up and hugged Don and walked out of the room.  A few seconds later
Orlando was pushed into the room by Kevin, Orlando had this really scared
look on is face.  "Strip!" Don ordered.  The look on Orlando's face was so
priceless.  I tried not to laugh but failed.  "Come on hurry!" Don ordered
poor Orlando.  "I don't have all day!  Josh and I do want to hit the slopes
some time today!  And not to mention I want to have sex with my sexy
husband too!"  Orlando shook his head in disbelief but proceded to do as he
was told.  Two minutes later Orlando was stark naked in in the dressing
room and had managed to sport a hard on too.  Even I had to admit that
Orlando was such a hottie.  I couldn't wait for Don's reaction.  And I
didn't have to to wait very long.  Don wasn't really paying attention and
he took a huge sip of coffee as he turned around.  The coffee went flying
out of his mouth.  "AAAAUUUUUGGGHHHH!"  Don yelled.  "What are you doing
naked?" Don demanded.  I was laughing hysterically.  "What is he doing
naked?"

"Well you did tell me to strip!" Orlando said giggling.  Oh yea Orlando was
catching on so fast.

"I meant to your boxers!" Don yelped.  "All though you are a real hottie, I
don't feel like getting beat up by your husband to be.  Now tell jr. to
calm down and put your boxers back on!"  Orlando winked at me and slipped
on a pair of boxers.  The little stinker knew what he was doing.  "Now on
to getting you all hot and sexy for Kevin."  Orlando whimpered softly.  "Oh
stop silly," Don praddled on.  "You know you want to look all hot and sexy
for Kevin."  Orlando looked at me for help.  "And don't look at Josh.  He
is just here to look pretty and get me my coffee and oh yea look pretty."
Oh yea he was really hyped up on coffee.  I decided to play a trick on him
earlier.  I switched the coffee to decaf.  He immediatly caught on and
scolded me something awlful and promise to punish me later.  I was looking
forward to my punishment.  After all I was his husband and I had to behave.
Yea right, I snickered to myself.  "Where is my Coffee!"  I sighed heavily
and refilled Don's coffee.  He smiled up at me.  It was that really nice
sweet smile that he usual smiles at me.  You know that ones that makes you
fall in love all over again.  "Ok now go stand over there and continue to
look pretty!" Don ordered me.  I tried hard not to laugh at him but failed.
"Take off your shirt!" he ordered me.  Oh dear now he was horny as well.
Kevin and Orlando was going to get a very interesting wedding.  Put
together by a guy who was definately overdosing on Caffine and horny on top
of that.  I smiled as I took off my shirt.  He frowned when he realized
that I had on a sleeveless tee on underneath.  I smiled and leaned against
the counter.  "That too," he instructed me.  I sighed and stripped that off
too.  "MMmmmm Yummy!" Don said happily.  Orlando choked back a laugh.
"Behave!" Don ordered.  "Or I'll call Kevin in here."

Two hours later we were done fitting every one.  Now I got to have my Don
all to myself.

"So what do we get to do now?" I asked Don.

"Well I want to check on Donny and Aiden first.  Than I want to hit the
slopes.  And than I want to eat dinner at the lodge, and than I thought we
go dancing, and than sit by fireplace and snuggle with you all night long.
Oh yea and when we go to bed tonight I get to punish you for switching my
coffee," Don said really casual.  Oh yea he was still hyped up.  We finally
got the room and opened it.  We could hear Donny squealing with laughter
and little Aiden's giggles too.  I looked at Don and he shrugged his
shoulders.  We opened the door and stepped in.

"Hi Daddy!" Donny said in his usual loud voice.  "We painting!"  I looked
at the floor and saw that it was covered with a large sheet and Donny and
Aiden was dressed in old clothes. and had paint all over.  I had to admit
that they looked cute.  Don had to smile at me when I had to grab the
camera and start taking pictures.

"Yea it is non toxic and we thought it would be fun," Ben said grinning.
He had on old clothes too and had paint all over as well.  Jesse, well
Jesse looked completely normal.  That was until Ben decided that his lover
needed some more color in his life.  It was cute.  Oh yea Ben was back to
normal.  His cold was gone and he was a wild ball of energy.  It was cute
to watch him run around with Jesse.  Jesse made the mistake of suggesting
that they go shopping.  Four hours later Aaron and Ben were laughing at
poor Jesse.  Jesse was so tired.  Than Ben decided that they needed to go
snowboarding.  Jesse went and was so tired when they got home that he went
straight to bed.  So Aaron and Ben decided to stay up all night long and
play video games.  Needless to say it was a long couple of days.  Ben was
still going strong.  He would crash some time soon.  But right now it was
fun to watch him go nuts.

"When is he going to crash?" Jesse asked looking up at me with tired eyes
and blue paint on his cheek.  "I mean he has been going strong like this
for two days now!"

"Don't worry sweetie," I said grinning.  "He will crash some time soon."  I
looked over at Don and groaned.  He had decided to paint too.  "Oh well I
guess hitting the slopes will have to wait."

Later from Don's point of view.

"You my dear are a mess," Josh scolded me.  I smiled as I slipped off my
shirt.  Josh licked his lips.

"And you are still going to be punished for giving me decaff," I scolded
him back as I started to unbutton my pants.  Josh swallowed hard as I let
my pants drop.  I had decided to go comando today.  His eyes lit up as he
saw that I was already hard.  I laid down on the bed and raised my legs.
"Well what is my bad boy husband waiting for!  Make love to me!" I
demanded.  Josh smirked as he quickly stripped off his clothes.  I
whimpered loudly because I felt that he wasn't fast enough.  His cock was
erect and dripping with precome.  I wanted him in me so bad.

"You want this don't you?" Josh said smirking at me as he jerked his cock a
couple of times.

"Stick it in me now!" I demanded.

"Why?" Josh asked smiling as he laid down on top of me.  The feel of his
hot flesh against mine made me shiver.  "You like that don't you?  You like
my hot body against yours don't you?"  Some how the roles got reversed.  I
was now being punished and not my bad boy husband.  Josh seemed to be
enjoying himself.

"Yes," I moaned out.  I tried to reach for his cock only he slapped it
away.

"Oh no my love," he breathed into my ear as he bit down on it making me
whimper with pain.  "This is my game now.  And I have you right where I
want you.  I'm going to drive you nuts with lust!"  I growled at him and
ground my crotch against his leg.  I wanted my husband's cock up me only he
was being a bad boy.  Josh slid down my chest stopping at my nipples to
suck on them and nibble on them causing me to moan again.  I wanted to
taste Josh's flesh but he wouldn't let me.  My cock was so hard that I knew
that I wasn't going to last long at this rate.  By now Josh had moved to my
abs.  He was so close to my cock.  Than he looked up at me with that
naughty look in his eyes and slid back up so that he was looking down at
me.  I growled again.  I wanted release!  "What's wrong baby?" he asked
with his eyes twinkling with mischief.

"Fuck me!" I growled at him.  Josh giggled again as he pressed his body to
mine.  "God Josh!" I whimpered.  "Please Josh!"  He giggled as he finally
gave me what I want.  I shivered and groaned with lust and pain and
pleasure as he finally rammed his cock into me.  He wasted no time in
starting to fuck me hard and fast.  The sound of his hips and balls
slapping against me drove me nuts.  His sweat dripping onto my flesh exited
me.

"Fuck!" groaned Josh as he begin to power fuck me with slow and hard
thrusts.  With each thrust he scrapped across my prostate gland sending
waves after waves of orgasmic pleasure through me.  I reached down to jerk
myself off only to have my naughty lover slap my hand away.

"Jooosh!" I whined loudly.  "Please let me cum!"

"Not until I do," Josh giggled as he started slamming into me fast and
hard.  I could tell he was getting close.  He was doing the usual high
pitch yelps that I love.  His body was drenched in sweat.  I could feel the
heat radiating from his body.  "Ohh God!" Josh yelped out.  He started to
shudder as I felt his cock swell in him.  The first shot seared into me.  I
loved the feeling of his cock firing shot after shot of hot cum into me.  I
whimpered loudly as I too came shooting my cum in between our sweaty
bodies.  This was where I wanted to be.  Laying here allowing my lover to
make to love to me.  this was my duty, this was where I wanted to be.  Oh
yea I already said that.  But hey!  What can you expect when I'm all horny
and in love with Josh!  Oh yea I have to get back to him.  Josh was busy
covering my face and neck and chest with feather kisses.  "Hey beautiful,"
Josh smiled down at me.  His poor hair was all messed up.  I reached up and
tried in vain to smooth it down.  "What are you doing?" Josh asked
sleepily.

"I'm trying to make you all pretty again," I replied.  "Now let's get into
the shower so I can get you all clean and than I'm going to tuck you into
bed and let you take the longest nap."

"I wanted to go skiing," Josh said while yawning.  I giggled as I kissed
his nose.

"We will go skiing," I promised.  "After you are all wide awake!"  I pulled
on his arm and gently pulled him up and led him to the bathroom.  Soon we
were both under the hot jets of water.  And a few minutes later we were all
clean.  Josh was under the soft comforters looking so comfortable.  I had
my arms wrapped around him.  I spent the next half hour looking at my
husband.  I heard a light knock at the door.  I growled softly as I slid on
my big fluffy robe and padded out to the living room and opened the door.
Kevin was standing there.  He smirked at me.  "What?" I said with a small
pout.  "I'm on my honeymoon thingy!"

"Yes you are," Kevin said smiling at me.  "I wanted to thank you for all
you are doing for Orlando and me."

"You two deserve a great wedding," I replied wrapping my arm around his
waist as I guided him into the living room.  "Now sit down and I'll get us
some coffee."

"You know if you hadn't pushed us into settng a date we wouldn't be here
today," Kevin said softly.  After getting the very complicated coffe
machine working I walked back into the living room and started the
fireplace and the music and I sat down and snuggled up to him.  Kevin laid
his head on my shoulder.  "You know if Josh or Orlando saw us like they
might start thinking that something is going on between us."

"Well they would be wrong," I replied grinning up at him.  "Josh knows I
like to cuddle and you are a very cuddable person."

"Is cuddable even a word?" Kevin asked grinning down at me.  I shrugged my
shoulders.  "So Orlando and I was wondering if you would do him a huge
favor."  I heard the knock at the door.  I moved to get up.  "No let me."
Kevin got up and opened the door.  Orlando walked in. Kevin and Orlando sat
down in the loveseat across from us.

"Hey!" I said with a pout.  "Come back here.  You have not been dismissed
from being my cuddle buddy."  Orlando choked back a laugh.  Kevin sighed
and walked back over to me and sat down next to me.  I quickly snuggled
back up to him.  Yea I was in a snuggly mood today and whoever was handy
usually had to pull cuddle duty for me.  And right now that was Kevin.
Orlando walked over and sat next to Kevin and snuggled up to him on the
other side.  "So what was the favor?"

"Umm well I was wondering if well ummm well would you be my ummm best man?"
Orlando blurted out.

"Me?" I asked shocked.  "Sure!"

"We really appreciate all that you are doing," Orlando said softly.

"Well you two deserve it," I replied happily.  "So what are you two doing
for dinner?"

"Haven't really made plans," Kevin said.  "Why?"

"Well you have to let Josh and me take you to dinner," I pleaded.  I made
sure that I threw in the puppy dog eyes for full effect.

"Ok," Kevin chuckled softly.

"Well can anyone join this party?" a sleepy voice asked.  I looked up and
grinned up at Josh.

"What are you doing up?" I sked sitting up.  Kevin kissed me on the
forehead.

"Cuddling with Kevin huh?" Josh asked.

"Yea well you see he came by and I was in a cuddly mood and well so I
cuddled with him," I said smiling at Josh.  "Well you were in bed all
sleepy and stuff you know because I wore you out."  Kevin and Orlando
snickered.

"I know sweetie," Josh said softly.  "And what are those two doing here?"
Josh asked Kevin and Orlando.

"I asked Don to be my best man," Orlando replied.

"That is so nice of you," Josh replied.  "Just make sure he doesn't drink
any coffee before the ceremony."

"Hey!" I yelped out crossing my arms across my chest and pouting.  Josh
laughed and kiss my pouty lips.

"You know that I love you," Josh said as he touched his forehead to mine.
I shivered with delight.

"Did you get enough sleep?" I asked looking into Josh's green eyes.  Josh
nodded as he gently kissed me on the lips.  I Loved Josh like this.  All
cuddly and after he took his nap.  I pulled him down on the love seat and
snuggled up to him.  "Well after we have dinner with Kevin and Orlando we
are going to drag them skiing with us."

"Oh really?" Kevin asked looking a little worried.

"Yes and since I'm the boss right now on pre wedding activities I don't
want to hear any arguments from either of you," I said sternly.  "You two
never have enough fun.  You are way too serious!"

"Hey!" Kevin said in protest.  "I can be fun!"

"Yea me too!" Orlando said.

"Good now all you have to do is take some time off and play," I instructed
them.

"It looks like we don't have much of a choice," Kevin said leaning against
Orlando.

"Nope!" I said grinning happily.  "Now lets make sure that Donny and Aiden
are taken care of and then we can go to dinner."

All in all we had a very good time.  We had a nice dinner with Kevin and
Orlando.  We all sat down at the table talked and laughed.  We also talked
about making plans about the rest of the year and the beginning of the next
year.  We were so looking forward to it.  We all wanted this next year to
be a good one.  After Dinner as Don promised we all hit the slopes for some
night time skiiing.  We had a blast.  To see my lover and husband all cold
and sexy and cute on the slopes all decked out in ski gear made me so horny
and I wanted to make love to him all night long.  Well when I got him
alone---, well let's just say Don slept like a baby.

The next day was the wedding.  It was sweet.  And yes we managed to keep
Don away from the coffee for part of the day but then he bribed Ben for
some and well you know the rest.  So things went as smooth as they could
with Don in charge.  The vows were said just before midnight so that Kevin
and Orlando kissed right at midnight.  The new year had began.  It was a
very nice wedding.  After the wedding the next day We all packed up and
left the resort.  It was time to get back home and start living our normal
lives again.

Four Months three weeks later From Josh's point of view.

Well it has been almost five months since the famous ski honeymoon.  Don is
as happy as ever.  I of course am very happy too.  Little Aiden's
vocabulary has grown considerably as you will find out later.  Ben and
Jesse are still going strong.  Arron has been spending alot of time with
Ben and Aaron.  We know that Ben and Jesse are having sex with Aaron.  Don
wasn't to happy about it.  But after talking to Aaron and Ben and Jesse
about it we decided that they were very happy.  Ben was trying to find
Aaron a boyfriend.  He made a cute match maker.  It was fun to watch.  Poor
Aaron had been on several Ben organised dates.  To see Ben running around
acting all crazy as he got poor Aaron ready for one date after another was
a bright spot in our lives at poor Aaron's expense.

Don was very busy too.  He was going nuts getting Justin ready for his next
movie.  Justin was busy with his latest movie too.  He kept Don hopping
from one event to another. There was a sad part in all of this.  Justin,
complaining about soarthroats all the time finally had it checked it out.
He had nodules on his throat and was scheduled for surgery to have them
removed.  He was not going to be allowed to sing for several months after
the surgery.  I could tell that Justin was worried about the "Big C word"
but he hid it well.  Danny wore this scared shitless look on his face most
of the time now.  It was the same scared look that Don wore when little
Donny was sick.  Don worked overtime to convince that Justin was going to
be fine.  Donny was still in pre-school.  His leukemia was in remission.
But there was a problem with the little guy.  He was in this new phase.  A
naughty phase.  Don was upset about it because he had to be the one who
punished the little guy.  Some of the stuff Donny pulled was really funny
but we didn't dare laugh at his little stunts.

"I want cookies!" Donny demanded.  I shook my head and looked down at him.
"Where are my cookies!"

"You don't get any cookies until you apologies and say please," I
instructed him.

"You are not my daddy!" Donny shouted at me. That hurt me.  "Where is my
daddy?"

"Your Daddy is at work right now and won't be home until tomorrow at the
latest," I sighed.

"I want him home now!" Donny shouted at me as he stomped past me.  That's
the way it was.  Eversince Don had left on his publicity tour with Justin
Donny has been a very bad boy.  It was plain to me that something was
bothering him and it was time to find out what was bothering my adopted
son.  I walked up stairs and knocked on his bedroom door.  "What?" he
demanded.  I opened the door and walked over to his bed and sat down.
Donny was laying on the bed glaring up at the ceiling.

"That behavior is not acceptable," I said sternly.  "And you know it young
man."  Donny looked up at me with his sad little eyes.  "Now you and I are
going to talk about what is bothering you."

"I don't want to talk about it!" Donny said in a harsh voice.  "I wanna be
a lone!"

"Well I am sorry," I said sternly.  "I don't deserve to treated this way.
I love you Donny.  I love you like I love little Aiden."  His little lip
started to tremble.  "I want to help buddy."  Donny sat up and looked up at
me with those incredible eyes of his before launching himself into my arms.
He started to sob and I held on to him for dear life.  After about five
minutes I gently pushed him away so I could look into his eyes.  "Now why
don't you and I have a talk."

"Matthew says I'm a fag boy," Donny sniffled.  "He says because I don't
have a mommy and I have two daddies than I am a fag boy.  He calls me fag
boy all the time at pre school."  So it had finally happened.  Donny had
entered the world of teasing and hazing.  Tears filled my eyes as I looked
down at him.  I could see the range of emotions raging through him.

"I'm so sorry Donny," I said sadly.  "I'm so sorry that you have to go
through this.  Do you want me to talk to his mother?"  Donny shrugged his
little shoulders.  "Why don't we talk to daddy about this when he calls."
Donny nodded silently.  Donny wrapped his little arms around my neck and
hugged me with those special little hugs that he gives all the time.  I
decided to tickle him and I did.  Soon the room was full of his happy
little giggles that I loved to hear.

"What time is it?" Donny asked wiping his little eyes.

"Almost noon," I replied.

"Uncle Kevin is on TV!" he said grinning.  "Can we watch Uncle Kevin and
the rest of the Backstreet Boys?"  I had to smile at him.  He was
definately turning into a small version of his Daddy.  Donny would call
"Uncle Kevin" every day to talk about the Backstreet Boys.  Donny wanted to
know everything.  Nick and Kevin and Brian even set up a conference call
with the little guy.  They talked for hours with the little guy.  Donny
also had all of the copies of their previous CDs.  So needless to say the
house was full of the Backstreet Boys music.  Donny was so excited about
watching their new video.  I took his little hand and led him down stairs
and turned on the tv and switched it to mtv.  The phone rang and I picked
it up.

"Hello?" I asked softly.

"Hey Josh," Kevin's voice sounded from the other end.

"Hey Kev," I smiled.

"Is he watching it?" Kevin asked.

"Oh yea," I smiled.  I heard a little growl from Donny.  Oh yea small
version of the drama queen.  It had seemed that I was talking a little to
loud for him.  I quietly walked out of the room.  "Oh and thanks for
sending him all the CDs."

"Hey it's the least I can do for my favorite adopted nephew!" Kevin
snickered.  "Hey I called to find out if Nick is there.  He said he was
coming by your place to find Aaron."

"Haven't seen him yet," I replied.  "Aaron is here."

"Do you know what is bothering him?" Kevin asked me.  "I mean he has been
extremely hostile to his family for a while now.  Nick is on his way over
to talk to him and try to get him to reconcile with his mother."

"Are you sure that his wise?" I asked concerned.  "Aaron is very young and
head strong."  I heard the door bell ring.  I got up and walked to it and
opened it.  Nick was standing there.  "Hey Kevin Nick is here," I spoke
into the phone.

"Let me talk to him please?" Kevin asked.  I handed the phone to a confused
Nick.  I had a feeling that things were going to become rather interesting
around here.

>From Ben's point of view.

Aaron slammed into me one last time.  His nine inch cock shot its load into
my bowles.  Jesse moaned loudly as he shot his load into my mouth.  Aaron
collasped on top of me.  His still erect cock slid out of me making me
whimper softly from the loss.  "God Ben," Aaron moaned softly.  "You are so
fucking hot."  Jesse's mouth pressed his lips onto mine.

"I love you baby," Jesse said softly as he kissed me lightly on the nose.
I snuggled up to him and wrapped my arms around him.  Aaron wrapped his
arms around me.  I felt so comfortable.

"I love you too sweetie," I cooed up at him.  I latched onto his nipple and
sucked on it for a while.  Jesse and Aaron talked about a song that they
wanted to do together.  I continued to suck on Jesse and I was happy to
give him as many hickies as he would allow me too.  And since he was
talking to Aaron and not paying attention to me I got to give him many
hickies.

"Umm are you enjoying yoursef?" Jesse asked grinning down at me.  By now I
had decided to get him all hard again.

"Yes I am," I replied grinning happily up at him.  "Now be a good boy and
continue talking to Aaron while I ravage you."

"I think you had better listen to him," Aaron giggled.

"Actually I got a better idea," Jesse purred as he gently thrust his hips
forward and drove his cock deeper down my throat.  "Come on Aaron slide
into him."  Aaron laughed as he grabbed my hips and slid his now erect cock
up me again.  I was still tendor from Jesse and Aaron's assault on me from
before.  But I loved it!  I loved Jesse and Aaron using me for their own
pleasure.  Whenever Jesse would make love to me he was always soft and
gentle.  With Aaron it was rough and fast.  I liked it that way too.  Aaron
loved to suck on my neck and back too and with the sucking he would nip at
me with his teeth.  "You like that don't you?"  Jesse whispered down at me.
I looked up at him and shivered with lust as he smirked down at me.  "You
like Aaron's big cock up your ass don't you?"  I nodded as I continued to
accept his cock ramming down my throat.  The slapping of Aaron's balls
against me sounded throughout the room.  The smell of male sweat was thick
and heavy.  The sounds of moaning and whimpering filled the room too.  It
sounded like a gay porno.  Aaron's cock was so long that I felt as if he
was trying to fuck me in my stomach.  His grunts and groans drove me wild
too.  But what I really loved was Jesse's soft moans and whimpers and the
few times he would talk dirty to me.

"Fuck oh fuck!" Aaron growled as he pounded into me harder.  "I'm so
fucking close!"

"Shoot in him Aaron," Jesse spured him on.  "Fill him full of your cum!"

"You want that boy?" Aaron taunted me.  "You want my cum in your ass?"  I
whimpered loudly.  "What was that?  I didn't quite get that?"  Jesse pulled
his cock out of me and slapped me in the face with it.  I tried to get it
back.

"Not until you answer Aaron," Jesse smirked down at me.

"Yes!" I growled at him.  "Cum in me Aaron.  Please Aaron!  I need it!"

"Yea?" Aaron growled out.  "Oh yea!  Oh fuck! Here it comes!"  He pounded
in me harder and faster.  Jesse shoved his twitching cock back down my
throat.  "Ohhh Jesus!" Aaron moaned out.  The first hot searing shot of
Aaron's cum slammed into my tendor ass.  The stinging sensation made me cry
out in a mixture of pain and pleasure.  Jesse growled a long series of
swear words as he too begin pumping his cum down my swallowing throat.
Finally they pulled out of me.  "Wow!  That was fucking hot!"

"How are you baby?" Jesse purred down at me.

"Tired," I sighed. Jesse kissed me gently on my lips.  His tongue slid into
my mouth and ravaged me for a few minutes for letting me up for air.  His
eyes sparkled with love.

"Want to take a shower?" Jesse asked.  I nodded and he took my hand and
helped me up.  Aaron followed us into the large shower and they started to
pamper me.  Jesse and Aaron took turns kissing me and washing my tired
body.  After making sure I was showered and clean I decided to take a nap.
After making sure I was all snuggled in bed I fell asleep.  I would find
out later for myself just how bad it really was for Aaron Carter and just
how it would affect Jesse and me.

>From Jesse's point of view.

Haveing sex with Ben was great as usual.  He was such a great lover.  Aaron
had a lot of fun too.  I could tell that he was a little sad because he
didn't have a boyfriend yet.  But that was so not Ben's fault.  Ben had a
knack for finding the cutest gay boys about Aaron's age and setting him up
with one date after another.  And Ben watched them like a hawk making sure
they didn't hurt Aaron.  Yes Ben and Aaron were good friends and I was
happy about that considering how their friendship started out.  I heard
Ben's soft snore and looked down and smiled.  Ben was out like a light.
Aaron and I had really worked him over good.  My plan was to get him to
sleep most of the afternoon.  I hoped I had succeded.  Ben had a habbit of
not getting enough sleep.  I was worried about him.  I hoped my plan
worked. I gently eased out of bed trying really hard not to wake him.  Now
all I had to do is find Aaron.

"Yo Aaron where are you?" I asked looking around.  I heard him cough and
followed the sound outside and was shocked to see Aaron my buddy taking a
hit off a joint.  "Aaron what are you doing?"  The look of guilt on his
face was almost laughable but I reframed from doing it.  "Put that shit
out!"  I hissed at him.  "Do you know what Josh will do if he finds out
that you brought a fucking joint into his home?"  Aaron rolled his eyes and
dropped the joint on the side walk and stepped on it.  "When did you start
doing that crap?"

"Leave me alone," Aaron said rolling his eyes.

"No I won't," I hissed at him.  "You come into my lover's home and start
smoking that shit!  You either stop that or you get the hell out!"

"Fine!" Aaron sassed back.  "I don't need you!  I don't need anyone!"

"That's not true and you know it," a voice sounded from behind us.  I
winced as I realized that my plan to get Ben to sleep a few hours didn't
work.  I turned and saw a distraught Ben standing in the doorway.  "We care
about you Aaron and we love you.  Why are you doing that stuff?"

"I just need to chill out is all!" Aaron shouted.  "Everyone is expecting
me to be this perfect guy!  I'm not perfect!"

"I don't expect you to be perfect," Ben said with his bottom lip trembling.
"I want you just the way you are.  You're cute and very sexy and very nice.
You're killing yourself doing that stuff."

"Fuck off!" Aaron screamed at Ben.  Ben stood there shocked for a minute.
Tears flowing down his angelic face.  He turned and ran back into the
house.  Silence filled that air.  "Umm look I'm sorry," Aaron stammered.

"Look nothing," I muttered! "Either you get clean or you get out!"  I
turned and stomped away from Aaron.  "Stay away from Ben!"  I ran back into
the house and down stairs into Ben's aparment and into his room.  I found
him laying on the bed looking up at the ceiling.  Tears were flowing down
his angelic face.  "Ummm Ben?" I asked softly.  Do you want some company?"
He shrugged his shoulders.  I sat down next to him. Ben wrapped his arms
around me and I pulled him close.  I knew he was upset.  Aaron had yelled
at him.  Ben wasn't used to people yelling at him.  He was so gentle and so
kind.  My shirt got a little wet from his tears.  I gently pulled his face
up to mine and I gently kissed his lips and then gently wiped his tears
free from his face.  "I'm sorry he yelled at you," I said softly. "I told
him to get clean or get out.  And I told him to stay away from you."

"Why did you do that?" Ben asked in a harsh tone.  "Aaron needs our love
and our help.  He doesn't need to be tossed aside."  Ben sat up in bed.
"I'm going to convince him to stay."

"I don't think you should do that," I replied.

"He is my friend too!" Ben shouted.  "He needs our help!  And we are going
to give it to him!"

"But what about us?" I demanded.  "What is this going to do to us?"

"Nothing!" Ben shouted back.  "I love you!"

"I love you too!" I shouted back.

"Good!" Ben shouted.  "Now come on and let's go find Aaron."  We didn't
have to look very far.  Aaron was still in the back yard sitting in a
chair.  "I want you to stay."

"I'm sorry," Aaron said softly.  "I didn't mean to yell at you."

"We can help you," I said softly.  "We can get you the help you need."

"I would appreciate it," Aaron said softly.  I could see the shoulders
shaking.  Ben moved quickly and wrapped his arms around him in a hug.
Aaron laid his head on Ben's shoulder.  For the first time since Ben and I
got together I felt a surge of jealousy rage through me.  I quickly pushed
those thoughts away from me.  Ben was being sweet and loving.  That was the
way he was.  Always putting his needs ahead of everyones elses.  I sat next
to Aaron and wrapped my arms around him too.

"We will get through this Aaron," I said softly.

"Aaron there you are!" Nick's voice sounded from behind us.  "Why haven't
you returned our phone calls?"  Aaron tensed up.  Nick looked down at the
ground and saw the butt of the joint.  "What the fuck is this?" Nick
yelped.  "You've been smoking pot again!"

"Don't yell at him!" Ben hurled at Nick pulling Aaron closer to him.  "He
needs help not you shouting at him!"

"This is none of your business!" Nick shouted at Ben and pushed him away
from Aaron.  It was a hard push and Ben ended up on the ground.  That was
when Aaron went off.

"Don't push him!" Aaron screamed.  "He is just trying to help!  And that is
alot more than you and Dad have been doing!"

"I'm sorry I pushed him," Nick quickly back paddled.  "But you are my
responciblity.  Not this Ben person and not Jesse!"

"They are my friends!" Aaron replied still glaring at his older brother.
He got up and went to Ben.  "Are you ok?" Aaron asked softly.  Ben nodded
as he too glared at Nick.  Nick looked guilty when he realized that Ben was
more than just a fan.  Ben was obviously a close friend of Aaron's and me.
Than it dawned on him who Ben was.  Ben was Josh and Don's foster son.  And
Ben was my boyfriend.

"I'm sorry," Nick said to Ben softly putting his hand on his shoulder.  Ben
shied away from him.  "I don't want to hurt you."

"Than leave us alone!" Ben hissed at Nick wrapping his arms around me and
glaring at poor Nick.

"Sweetie," I said softly.  "Nick is just trying to help his brother."

"Well he has a really fucked up way of showing it!" Ben retorted glaring at
Nick.

"What would you have me do?" Nick demanded.  "I was sent here to get Aaron
and take him back home with me.  Dad is worried about him."

"Dad is not worried about me.  Dad is just worried that I am going to make
money on my own!" Aaron hissed at him.  "You're afraid that I am going to
get rich and famous with out your's or dad's help!"

"Aaron that is not the case and you know it!" Nick sighed.  "We just don't
want mom getting back on your side.  Remember when she stole all that money
from you?  Well she found that you were on your own and she flipped.  She
has hired a group of Private investigators to find you and get you back to
her."

"Why doesn't she just leave me alone," Aaron said sadly.  He wiped a tear
from his face.  It was now that I got a good idea just how much Nick loved
his little brother.  Aaron leaned against Nick and Nick wrapped his arms
around his little brother.  "I just want to do my thing with out all this
bullshit," Aaron sobbed.

"You can AC," Nick said softly.  "But you got to keep in touch with Dad and
me.  Remember when you used to get all upset when I would forget to call
you?"  Aaron nodded and sniffled.  "Well I get the same way.  I love you
little brother.  And I don't want this crap with mom to get in between us."

"Can I stay here?" Aaron asked with hope in his eyes.

"Yes you can but--," Nick started.

"No!" Aaron started but stopped at the glare that Nick gave him.  He hung
his head pouting like a child.

"There are some conditions," Nick said sternly.

"Like what?" Aaron asked in a snotty tone of voice.

"Cut the attitude!" Nick barked at him.  "I'm your older brother and I
deserve some respect!"

"Sorry," Aaron mumbled.

"Apology accepted," Nick smiled.  "Now all we want is for you to keep in
touch with us.  A nightly call so we know you are all right."

"That's all?" Aaron asked shocked.  "I mean all I have to do is call you?"

"Yea and stay away from the pot and drugs and no booze!" Nick said sternly.

"But you drink," Aaron started to argue with Nick.

"Yes I drink," Nick replied still using the stern voice.  "But I am over
21.  I am legal and I am allowed to drink with in reason."  Aaron nodded
with out saying anything.  I could tell that he was not convinced.  "And
you have to promise me you will stay away from the drugs."

"I promise," Aaron said softly.  Nick held out his arms and Aaron walked
into them and they hugged eachother for a minute or two.  Ben walked up to
me and I wrapped my arms around him.

"You ok?" I asked softly kissing the top of his head.  Ben nodded and
nuzzled closer to me.  I looked over at Aaron.  "How about you?"  Aaron
nodded looking down at his feet.  "So umm where do we go from here?"

"What do you mean?" Nick asked frowning.

"Well Aaron," I gestured at him.  "Do you have a problem with drugs?"

"I don't think so," Aaron said softly.  "I only use the stuff to relax.
And it is not that often.  Maybe once a week if that."

"So we can trust you not to smoke pot here?" Ben asked.  "I mean this is
Josh and Don's house.  There are children here.  We need to make sure you
can handle this."

"I can handle it," Aaron said softly.  "If I feel like I have to smoke it
I'll come to you guys for help or Nick."

"That's what I want to hear," Ben said grinning his cute sexy adorable grin
again.  I loved to see him smile like that.  After we got that little
problem settled Nick and Aaron left for pizza and Ben and I walked back
into the house.  Ben smiled at the sound of Aiden babbling about something.
Little Aiden had learned several new words.  He knew how to say Ben.  And
he sorta knew my name.  I was named JJ by him and Justin was also known as
JJ so it was really confusing at times.  I couldn't help but smile whenever
I heard him call me JJ and hold up his hands to be picked up.  He also knew
the word no and used it on a regular basis.  It was so much fun to watch JC
asked him if he wanted a cookie and he belt out "no!" and mean yes.  He was
such a cutie!

"So you want to go up stairs and see what Aiden is up to?" Ben asked.

"I would rather spend some time with you.  I have some stuff we should talk
about," I said kissing him on his neck.

"Is this bad news?" Ben asked frowning.

"Well it is good news for me," I said.  "I'm going on tour here in a little
while.  Actually about two weeks from now.  So I was wondering if umm maybe
if you wanted to umm come along?"

>From Ben's point of view

Well the whole world stopped for me right then and there.  Jesse, my lover,
just asked me to go with him on tour with him.  Part of me wanted to squeal
with happiness and go nuts on him and say yes.  But there was a problem
that we had to face.  Actually several problems.  First problem.  I was a
foster child with Josh and Don.  If I went treking off on a whirl whind
tour with Jesse how would that affect my arrangement with Josh and Don.
Second Problem.  How would it affect our relationship.  I knew with out
ever being on a tour that tours were very very busy.  We would not have
alot of time together.  Would our relationship surive?  Jesse being in
toned to me must've read my mind.

"Yes it would," Jesse replied smiling softly down at me.  "I love you baby,
and I know you love me too.  Together we can get through anything."

"But what if Josh and Don say no," I said frowning.  "I want to go with you
on your tour thingy."

"Thingy?" Jesse asked grinning.

"Ok so it is not a thingy persay but--," that was when he stopped me from
saying anything else.  His lips pressed up against mine and he proceded to
kiss me breathless.  Yea I had it so bad for him.  I loved him so much.

"Ben?" Josh's voice sounded from behind me.  I turned around and smiled at
little Aiden.  He called out my name and held out his arms.  Josh put him
in my outstretched arms and true to baby form he rubbed his nose on my
shirt.  He was such a cutie.  "You finish your homework?"

"Yea dad," I smiled.  "I finished it this morning.  I've already turned it
in.  My tutor is preparing my final excams!  Hopefully by tomorrow I will
be done with school for the summer!"

"I'm happy for you.  Do you think you could watched little Aiden for me?"
I of course nodded quickly and hugged the little guy to me who in turn
giggled with glee.  "Ok I am going to do some work in my studio and don't
want him playing with the buttons," Josh said winking.  Yea we all know
that little Aiden loved to push the buttons in the studio.  We tried really
hard to stop him but it was hard.  He was a fast little dude and when he
wanted something, well there was no stopping the little guy.

"Ummm when is Dad comming back?" I asked.  "I kinda sorta want to talk to
you and Dad about something kinda sorta really important."

"Kinda sorta really important?" Josh replied grinning.  I rolled my eyes
and crossed my arms and pouted.  "Ok he will be back later this evening
maybe tomorrow morning."

"Ummm I leave next monday," Jesse said frowning.

"Does this have anything about you going on tour with Jesse and Kevin and
Nick chaperoning the trip?" Josh asked with a twinkle in his eyes.

"How-- what-- did you?" I stammered.

Josh laughed at me.  Jesse giggled too.  Ok so now I really started to
pout. Jesse hugged me and kissed me on the forehead.  "Kevin, Don and me
already talked this over.  Since the Backstreet Boys are going on tour with
Jesse we decided that it would be ok.  But there are some conditions," Josh
explained.  After discussing the conditions I had to agree that this was
going to be a lot of fun.  Now I got to spend more time with Jesse and that
made me really really happy.  I had to call Grampy and let him know.  I
picked up the cell phone and dialed his number.

"Hello?" answered the voice that I loved so dearly.

"Grampy!" I exclaimed happily.

"Benji!" Grampy laughed out.  he knew I hated to be called that but he did
it any way because he knew he was the only one that could get away with
it..  "How is my favorite Grandson?"

"I'm great Grampy!" I exclaimed happily.  "I'm going on tour with Jesse
this summer!"

"I'm happy for you," Grampy replied.  I could almost see him smiling.  "So
when is my favorite grandson and his boyfriend going to come and visit me?"

"What are you doing tonight?" I asked.  "If you're not to busy we can stop
by to see you."

"Well not to night Ben," Grampy said softly.  "I'm feeling alittle tired
today." Right away I got all worried and started to panic.

"What's wrong? Have you been getting plenty of rest?  Have you taken your
medication?" I prattled on.  Poor Grampy couldn't get a word in.  "Are you
eating right?  Not having to much stress?"

"Benji!" Grampy said frocefully.  "Calm down.  I'm fine.  I'm just tired is
all."

"Are you sure?" I asked wiping a tear from my eye.  "I don't want to loose
you."

"Yes I am sure and you are not going to loose me yet," Grampy sighed.  "Why
don't you two come over some time this weekend. Brad will be spending the
weekend."

"Cool!" I said grinning widely.  "It will be soo good to see Brad again!"

"Good than it is all settled," Grampy replied.  "I'll call you later and
set up the time."

"I love you Grampy," I said softly.

"I love you Benji," Grampy snickered.

"Ohhh Grampy!" I whined.

"I know I know," Grampy laughed.  "You don't like to be called that.  I
have to go son."

"Ok see you in a few days," I said and clicked off the phone.  When I hung
up I looked for Jesse.  I found him in the livinig room looking at the
television set.  There some kind of special on the news regarding Proms and
how to keep kids safe.  I noticed that Jesse looked kinda sad.  I walked up
to him and wrapped my arms around his waist.  He leaned back and I kissed
his bare neck.  "What's wrong sweetie?" I asked softly.

"Nothing," Jesse mumbled.

"Oh no sweetie," I replied.  "There is something that is bothering you and
if you are bothered than so am I."

"I don't have a prom to go to," Jesse mumbled.

"Is that all?" I smiled hugging him tighter.

"I know it sounds silly but it is like a right of passage.  I'm a senior
this year.  I'm getting ready to go out on my own.  And well I not going to
have a prom to go too," Jesse sighed.  I didn't know what to say.  I just
held him and was close to him.  At some point a plan started to form in my
head.  Over the course of ten minutes I had a plan.  I tried so hard to
keep my face neutral.  If Jesse saw a hint of what I was planning my
surprise would be ruined.  Now all I had to do is get about an afternoon
off and away from my sexy lover.  I would need Josh's help on this.  Oh and
Aaron too.  I kissed him gently on the lips and trotted off to get my plan
in action.  I couldn't help just a small giggle.  Jesse looked at me like I
was nuts.  I found Josh in his study/studio.  He was banging away at his
keyboard.  He was going shirtless.  I was again strucked at how good
looking he was.  No wonder Dad had it so hot for him.  If Josh was single
and looking I might be tempted to go after him.  EWWWWWW he is like my Dad!
Ok no more thinking about him like that. Bad Ben that's a bad bad Ben!  I
waited until he was done with his music.

"Um dad?" I asked softly.  He jumped slightly. and turned around and
grinned at me.  "Umm can I talk to you about something?"

"Sure son," Josh said grinning.  "Let me shut down the computer and let's
go into the kitchen.  I have to feed little Aiden."  Phase one of my plan
was starting to come together.  Again I couldn't resist a small naughty
giggle.  "You're planning something aren't you?"  I grinned at him trying
to look innocent.  "Oh dear," Josh said while grinning.

>From Don's point of view.

"He is never going to beable to sing again!" Danny sobbed into my shoulder.

"You are getting carried away," I said as soothingly as possible.  "And you
are starting to panic too."

"Starting?" Danny yelped out.  "I've been panicking all day!"

"Ok first things first.  He is just getting them removed.  It is a simple
surgery.  The real trick is going to be is to keep him from singing or
using his vocal chords to much," I said as I wrapped my arms around him.  I
kissed him on the cheek.  "Trust me little brother, Justin Timberlake, your
very sexy boyfriend is going to be just fine."

"Daniel Smmith?" a voice asked from behind us.  We turned around and looked
back.  "Mr. Timberlake is asking for you."  Daniel nodded and turned and
headed into Justin's hospital room.  The two towering body Gaurds stood at
either side of the door.  They looked imposing but they knew who Danny was
and they knew who I was too.  They nodded as we walked into Jusitn's room.
Justin was laying in bed with the head of it inclined.  He looked so tired.
He had an iv in his right hand.

"Hey sweetie," Justin said in a rough voice.

"Doctors say no talking," Danny scolded in a worried tone of voice.

"Sorry," Justin whispered winking at me.  Danny walked up to Justin's
bedside and Justin tenderly slid over to allow him to slide in beside him.
Danny carefully laid down beside him and snuggled up to him.

"Ok Boss," I spoke up.  "I'm going to leave you two alone and I'm going to
make sure that everything is going smoothly.  What do you want me to say if
the press asks about you?"

"The doctors are taking care of the press conference for me," Justin
whispered.  "So you don't have to worry about that.  Just keep track of my
messages and correspondance and stuff."

"Ok Boss," I smiled down at them.  They did make a really cute couple.
"I'll leave you two love birds alone."  With that I quietly left them alone
and phone for the limo to take me back to the hotel.  I was in some serious
Josh time on the phone.

>From Josh's point of view.

"Oh and we have to rent a ball room.  I want Jesse's private prom to be
really really really special," Ben prattled on.  He was going non stop for
over three hours.  He had drug me to the tuxedo store so he could rent a
new tux for him and for Jesse.  He had also insisted on renting the coolest
limo too.  Oh and he had insisted on paying for everything.  And he wanted
Don and me there too.  I was already trying to figure out how we were going
to get Don home.  I'm sure that Ben had that figured out.  I heard him
squeal happily at the sight of the limo he had chosen.  It was fun to watch
him go crazy.  But it was very tiring too.  He wore me out!  And to think
that I thought that Don was the shopping monster.  Right now I really
wanted to hear my sweetie's voice.  I missed Don something awlful. "Hello!"
Ben said to me waving his hand in front of my face.  "Where were you?"  I
smiled softly at him as I realized that I was looking at a future version
of what Aiden was going to go through when he got to be Ben's age.  I was
so looking forward to helping little Aiden do all he things that Ben and
little Donny was doing.

"I was just thinking about how fast kids grow up," I said softly.  "I mean
look at little Donny now.  He is getting ready to start Kidnergarten next
fall."  I sighed heavily.  "Sometimes I just wish you could make the world
stop and time stop for just a few years so we could really enjoy our
children."  It was at that time that the phone rang.  I reached into my
pocket and looked at the caller ID and grinned happily.  Ben rolled his
eyes as he drug me to the jewlerly store so he could find something sexy
for his Jesse.

"Hello sexy," I purred into the phone.  "I miss you so much."

"I miss you too love," Don purred back.  "Wanted to let you know that
Justin is out of surgery and doing well.  Danny is staying with Justin
right now and I'm back at the hotel giving them some space.  So what have
you been up too?"

"Donny has been naughty," I said frowning sadly.  "Turns out there is this
kid that is calling him names at Pre school."

"What kind of names?" Don asked in a worried tone of voice.

"Well since he has two daddies this kid Matthew thinks Donny is a Fag boy,"
I replied.  I winced as I heard Don sniffle.  "I'm sorry that the little
guy has to be exposed to that kind of hate at such an early age," I
muttered as my eyes got wet with unshed tears as well.  I was surprised to
feel Ben's hand on my shoulder.  "I'm going to go to Donny's school and
have a little talk with Matthew's mom or dad."

"Please be careful," Don urged me.


"Don't worry love, I will," I purred at him.  "Oh I need you to come home
tonight if it is possible."

"Why?" Don asked as his tone of voice took on a worried tone.

"Ben is planning a private prom for Jesee and he wants you there too," I
explained.

"Awwww that is soo cute!" Don cooed.  I rolled my eyes again.  "Well it
is!' Don scolded me.  He could always tell when I was rolling my
eyes. "Listen Josh.  I'm done here and I can borrow Justin's jet and be
home in about an hour." I was very happy now.

 It was at this point that I realized that Ben was panicking. "Don sweetie,
Ben is having some kind of fit.  I have to go."  Don giggled as he told me
he loved me and hung up.

"Dad!" Ben whined as he hopped from one foot to another.  I rolled my eyes
as I came to his rescue.  "I can't decide what to get Jesse."

"Well what does he like?" I asked.

"I don't know!" Ben yelped out.  "You're supposed to know this stuff!  That
is what foster dads are for!"  Oh yea Ben was in rare form today.

"Ok let's take a look at what you have," I said calmly.  After a few
minutes we picked out two very nice rings.  They were matching and ver
simple.  Obviously they were mens rings.  Ben wanted to do something
special for Jesse.  He wanted to let Jesse know how much he loved him.  So
I suggested promise rings to him and he of course jumped on it.  Now that
Ben was done paying for them he was now gently pulling on my arm to get me
follow him.  He had decided that it was time to get home and get ready and
than get Jesse to get ready too for a night on the town but little did poor
Jesse know, he was going to be kinda sorta kidnapped and taken to his own
personal prom.  Teenagers, I sighed to myself.  They certainly were a
handful and cute too.  Two more hours later when we finally pulled into the
drive I was relieved to see a limo sitting there.  That would be Don.  He
had made it in time.  I rushed inside and could hear Donny babbling to his
daddy.  I could tell that Donny was so happy for his Daddy to be home.  He
was such a sweet little boy.  I smiled when I heard little Aiden squealing
with happines.  I peaked around the corner and smiled at the sight.  Don
was holding Aiden up in the air and Aiden was wiggling with glee and
giggling his happy little giggle.

"Hey," I said softly leaning against the wall trying real hard to look
casual.  Like that would work.  What I really wanted to do is pounce on Don
and rip his clothes off and have my way with him.  Don looked at me and
grinned his happy grin.  He quickly put little Aiden down in his play pen
and walked into my open arms.  I shivered and let out a soft whimper as his
body touched mine.  Once again Don, my husband was home.  And I was so
happy to have him home.  My hungry lips sought his and finally he allowed
my lips to come in contact with his.  I was happy again and so was Don if
the hardness of his crotch was any indication.  I reluctantly pulled away.
"Later sweetie.  Right now we have a teen age foster son who is going nuts
right now getting him and Jesse ready for Jesse's private prom."  And
speaking of the devil I felt a tapping on the shoulder.  I looked behind me
and saw Ben litterly bursting with hyper teenage energy.  "Yes Ben?" I
asked looking all innocent.

"Come on Dad!" Ben urged me as he pulled on my elbow.  "I have to get
ready!"  I laughed as I allowed myself to be pulled along by the hyper
teen.  He was a cutie.

"Ummm what do I do?" Don asked looking helpless.  He turned to see Aiden
and Donny being swept away by Orlando.  he had agreed to babysit for us.

"Go to Jesse's room and make sure he is getting ready," I hollered back.
Oh yea this was going to be a very interesting.

>From Don's point of view.

Home coming was always an adventure around here.  Why?  well you never
quite knew what to expect.  Today as you well know Ben had decided to get
the whole house involved with Jesse's private prom.  It was cute to watch
Ben in action.  Ben new percisely what he wanted and usually got his way
about such things.  And it helped that he had his trust fund to tap into
when he went nuts like this.  I stopped at Jesse's door and lightly knocked
on it.  "Come in," a frazzled Jesse's sounded from the other side.  I
opened the door to find Jesse standing there in his boxers and staring at
the tux.

"Hey," I said softly.  He jerked his head around.  "He can be a little over
whelming can't he?"

"This has got to be the biggest thing he has done yet," Jesse said with a
small smile.  "Any idea where he is taking me?"

"Oh no, it is not that simple," I laughed softly as I started to help him
get ready.  This was the first time I had been this close to Jesse with him
being almost naked.  He was a hot!  I mean really hot for his age.  I could
see why our little Ben was so taken with him.  But I also knew that Jesse
could be a little rough around the edges.  I had read the rumors.  "You and
I should have a very serious talk."  Jesse looked a little afraid.  "Don't
worry sweetie, we're just going to have a little talk is all."  I patted
the bed beside me.  Jesse sat down still looking alittle worried.  "So you
love Ben?"

"Of course I love him," Jesse replied shocked that I would even ask
something like that.  "Why do you ask something like that?"

"I've heard some stuff about you," I said softly.  "When you were in dream
street and when you started on Summerland."

"What kind of stuff," Jesse asked squirming.

"Well you were pretty wild," I said cringing.  "Justin found some stuff and
he wanted me to talk to you about your very active sexual life style before
you met Ben."

"Yes it was true that I led a very active sex life," Jesse said almost
deffensively. "But I'm a good looking guy and I get approached alout."

"Have you ever cheated on Ben?" I askes sternly.

"No!" Jesse exclaimed.  "I love him.  I would never hurt him like that."  I
could see that Jesse was getting really upset.  "I would never hurt
him. You gotta believe me!"  By now tears were flowing down his face.  I
couldn't help it.  I gathered him in my arms and comforted him.

"Ok," I said soothingly.  "I believe you Jesee."  I looked into the young
teen's eyes and saw the complete honesty in them.  He was incredibly good
looking.  Ben had fallen for him completely.  "Ok let's get you ready."

"Where are we going anyway?" Jesse asked.  I laughed softly.  "What?" Jesse
asked looking all innocent.

"You are not going to get the information out of me," I snickered.

"He is up to something isn't he?" Jesse asked me trying really hard to look
stern.  I had to laugh at him.  Jesse wsa such a sweetie and he could never
do stern even if he tried.  "I'll find out."

"Ok well in the mean time get your white but in the bathroom and make
yourself all pretty for Ben," I ordered him.

"Hey!" Jesse complained looking at his ass in the mirror.  "I have a tan!"

"Yea yea whatever," I giggled as I started to lay out the tuxedo that Ben
had picked out.  Tonight was going to be a fun one.

>From Josh's point of view.

Just about the time we were ready to take pictures at Ben's orders I heard
a frantic knock at the door.  I sighed and walked over to the door and
opened and saw an unusual sight.  I saw Joey in tears and he had Bri in his
arms.  I quickly opened the door.  "God Joey," I gasped out taking the
crying child.  I could tell that Bri was really scared.  She had never seen
her daddy like this.  I cradled her to me and ushered Joey into the room.
Once inside he stood there looking completely lost.  "Joey?" I asked
softly.  That seemed to startled him out of his trance.  "Dude what is
wrong?"

"She left me," Joey said softly looking down.  "She said she couldn't take
it anymore.  She doesn't want to be a mother anymore or a wife anymore."
He looked at me with so much pain in his eyes that it tore me into two.
"God Josh, what am I going to do?"

"First thing we are going to do is get you and Bri in side," I said with
forced cheerfullness.  "Hey Bri," I said smiling at her.  "Are you hungry?"
She hid her face in my chest playing shy.  "Well let's you get something to
eat."

Five minutes later Ben and Jesse was safely on their way to Jesse's private
Party.  We were getting ready to head over to the ball room too.  We had
finally gotten Joey settled and little Bri was sleeping soundly in the
guest bedroom.  This was obviously going to be a very hard time for them.
And as Joey's brother I was going to make sure that he got through this.

"So how in the world did you and Ben pull this off?" Don asked me as he
snuggled up to me.

"Well when you have a hyper teen who is hell bent on pleasing his young
lover and you kidnap your foster dad to help the sky is the limit," I
replied.  "And as his foster dad I have to say he is a sweetie to do this
for Jesse."

"Well than a special foster daddy is going to get something really special
tonight," Don cooed in my ear.  He ran his hand along my crotch and I
moaned softly.  "Now let's go."

>From Jesse's point of view.

"Ok Ben out with it," I said in my most stern voice.  "Where are we going
all dressed up like this."

"Sorry, that is a secret," Ben giggled as he kissed me on the cheek.  I
decided to get naughty myself.  I reached for his pants and opened them and
quickly pulled out his cock.  He moaned softly as my hand begin to gently
stroke it.  In a matter of seconds it was rock hard and dripping with
precome.

"So you going to tell me?" I asked licking my lips.  His cock was so hot
that I wanted to slip his rock hard dripping cock into my mouth.  So that
is what is what I did.  In no time at all Ben's sexy cock was buried down
my throat and I was bobbing up and down fast and hard.  It wasn't long
before I had him right where I wanted him.  If his moans and whimpers were
any indication of my cock sucking abilities I would have the information I
wanted in a matter of minutes.  Just before he was ready to blow his sweet
tasting load in my mouth I pulled off.  The frustrated growl was cute.
"What?" I asked all innocent.  He growled again.  "Oh you want me to
continue?" I asked.  His whimper was so cute that I almost gave up and
continued but oh no I was on a mission.  "Nope," I giggled.

"But Jesse," Ben whined.  "I'm all hard and exited and stuff."

"Tell me where we are going?" I bargained with him.  I could see that Ben
was starting to come around.

"Nope," he said as he gently kissed my lips and stuffed himself back into
his pants.  "That is a surprise and I'm not telling and besides we're here
any way."  I looked out the limo window and saw that we had pulled up to a
fance hotel.  Ok now I was really confused.  The driver got out and opened
the our door.  Ben was first out and handed him a wad of cash.  I shook my
head.  Ben was always generous with his cash.  The driver opened his mouth
to argue and I stopped.

"Dude," I smiled patting him on the shoulder.  "You're fighting a lossing
battle here."

"But I've already been paid with tip included," the Driver explained still
trying to give it back.

"Sorry," I laughed as I was pulled towards the door by a very hyper and
excited Ben.  When we got in the manager was there to meet us.

"Good evening Ben," the manager said.  "Mr. McCartney," he said knodding to
me.  I knodded back.  "The ball room is ready and the staff is at your
disposal."  Ok Ben was really going all out wit whatever he was doing.  Ben
thanked the manager and shoved more cash into his hand.  The manager looked
at his hand and sighed and placed it in his pocket.  It had seemed that
this manager had had this fight with Ben before and had probaly lost.
Again I was being pulled by Ben and I didn't dare stop.  I let him pull me
along and laughed all the way to the double doors.  He stopped and stuffed
his hands in his pocket and looked down.  Oh dear Ben had decided to get
all shy.  He was sooo cute!

"Ummm I kinda did something for you," he stammered.  "Well I wanted to do
this for you.  I mean I wanted you to be as normal as possible you know
with you turning eighteen and all."

"Ben what did you do?" I asked starting to get a little worried.

"Well I kinda went a little crazy and all," Ben said still looking down.
He pushed the doors open and soft music flowed out of a very nicely
decorated ball room.  Ben smiled that really sweet smile that he only
reserves for me.  He pulled me in and leaned down and kissed me gently on
the lips.  Than he leaned into my ear and whispered.  "Welcome to your
private Prom."  Tears welled up in my eyes.  I never expected this from
anyone.  Ben gently wiped the tears from my cheek.  "I love you Jesse
McCartney."

"So this what you and Ben have been up to," Don's voice sounded from behind
us.  I turned and saw that Josh and Don were dressed up in tuxs too.

"This is ummm well umm-- wow," I stammered.

"Ben loves you Jesse," Josh said sternly.  "And we are kinda found of you
too.  But I have to give you this warning.  Don't hurt our Ben."

"You know I won't," I replied.  "I love him very much.

"Good, than let's go in and enjoy your prom," Don said lightly punching
Josh in the shoulder.

Ben smiled like a kid on Christmas Morning when the streams of a song
started to play.  I had to dance with him.  Everyone stopped dancing to
watch us.  It was really kinda embarrassing but very cute and sweet in a
Ben sorta way.

It seems like yesterday when I said I do And after all this time my heart
still burns for you If you don't know by now that you're my only one And
take a look inside me and watch my heart strings come undone I know I
promised you forever Is there no stronger word I can use?  To reassure you
when the storm is raging outside You're my safest place to hide Can you see
me? Here I am I need you like I needed you then When I feel like giving up
I climb inside your heart and still find You're my safest place to hide You
see colors no one else can see In every breath you hear a symphony You
understand me like nobody can I feel my soul unfolding like a flower
blooming When this whole world gets too crazy And there's nowhere left to
run I know you give me sanctuary You're the only truth I know You're the
road back home Can you see me? Here I am Standing here, where I've always
been And when words are not enough I climb inside your heart and still find
You're my safest place to hide My safest place to hide I know I promised
you forever There's no stronger word I can use To reassure you when the
storm is raging outside You're my safest place to hide Can you see me? Here
I am Standing here, where I've always been When I feel like giving up I
climb inside your heart and still find You're my safest place to hide Oh,
yeah You're my safest place to hide

When the song was over Ben gave me a simple kiss on the lips.  "That was a
gift from Kevin and the rest of the guys.  Kevin decided that it was high
time that we had a song."

"So he picked this one for us?" I asked.  "I thought we were supposed to
pick out own song?" I asked grinning.

"Kevin said we were taking to long," Ben explained.  "And he said we had
enough time to choose so he picked one for us."

"He has good taste," I said licking my lips.  I bent down to kiss his lips
again and that was when my stomach started to growl.  Ben giggled softly.

"See?" I said with a pout.  "You should've let me finish in the limo.  Now
I'm hungry."  Instant blush!  I laughed fully out as Ben lightly punched me
on the shoulder.  We walked off the dance floor and over to the tables
laden with food.  After grabbing a plate for each of us we went off to our
little private corner and ate in some what peace and quiet.  After eating
dinner Ben grabbed my hand and led me into the bathroom.  We hurried into a
stall and he quickly undid my pants and freed my cock.  Ben was on a
mission.  In no time at all he was on his knees with my cock down his
swallowing throat.  It happened so fast that I almost blew my load right
than and there.  But he slowed down to make the sweet pleasure last for as
long as possible.  I stood in the usual blow job position, legs spread
apart, hips and crotch thrust forward and chest and abs flexed.  Me staring
down at him and looking into his innocent eyes as he did what he enjoyed
doing so much.  I knew that Ben loved seeing me in that position.  It made
him so horny.  And horny is what I wanted him to be for as long as
possible.  He looked up at me with his very cute and adorable eyes as if
checking to see if I approved.  I reached down with my hand and gently ran
my hand and fingers through his hair and I was rewarded with a cute whimper
from him as he continued to bob up and down on my erect cock.  I could see
the grin in his eyes as he continued to suck my cock.  I was so close and I
wanted to cum so bad but you see Ben was being naughty now.  He pulled off
and leisurely licked the length of my cock stopping at the tip.  "Come on
baby," I whined softly.

"Please what sweetie?" he asked me so innocently.

"Let me cum?" I begged as I jerked my cock a couple of times bouncing it
off of his tongue.  He giggled as he gently kissed the tip and than went on
to kiss and tongue my abs.  This time I growled softly.  I knew what he was
doing.  He was paying me back for what I did in the limo.  I tried to shove
my cock down his throat but he just giggled and leaned back.  He seemed to
enjoy watching my cock in sweet torture.  A huge drop of precome slid down
my shaft and he eagerly licked it up.

"MMm yummy," he cooed at me.  "Wonder what else tastes good?" he asked
grabbing my cock and started to lick it like a lollipop.

"Continuing with what you are doing and you are about to find out," I
smirked.  "You like that?"  He whimpered softly as he started to bob up and
down on my shaft.  Some thing you should know about Ben.  He knew how to
deep throat.  He could take Aaron's cock all the way to his balls and Aaron
was hung like a horse.  I loved feeling his throat muscles swallowing
around my shaft sending waves after waves of pleasure through me.  I was
about to shoot and I wanted to watch my cum shoot out of my cock and land
on his tongue.  I pulled out so that only the head was resting on his
tongue.  He jerked my cock hard and fast and I let out a moan and started
to shoot my cum.  I watched in amazement as it landed on his tongue.  Than
Ben quickly worked his tongue and lips as he quickly swallowed every drop
of my cum.  After he was done he gently licked me clean and gently tucked
me back inside.

"Now when this prom is over I am yours," Ben said with those incredible
eyes of his.  "I'm ready to do what you've wanted to do for a long time."

"Are you sure baby?" I asked.  My heart was pounding in my chest.  For the
longest time I always wondered what it would be like to double team Ben
with Aaron.  Both of our cocks up his ass at the same time.  Ben was afraid
to do it.  Aaron was raring to do it and so was I but I would wait for as
long as Ben wanted to.  And tonight just may be that night.

Later from Josh's point of view.

I looked over my shoulder to see if I could see Don.  I spotted him talking
to Ben's Grandfather.  Speaking of Ben I looked around for him and Jesse.
If I knew them they were hold up somewhere having a quickie.  The door
opened and Ben and Jesse walked back in.  Jesse looked really confortable.
Ben looked really happy with himself.  I walked over to the couple.  "So
you enjoying your prom?" I asked Jesse.  For some reason Jesse blushed and
looked down.  Oh yea I knew what was going on.  "Well I'm umm going to
snatch Don away from your grandfather."

"Grampy is here?" Ben asked grinning widely looking around with his wide
expressive eyes.  Even Jesse had to grin foundly at Ben's eagerness.  I
guided the hyper teen towards his grandfather.  "Grampy!" Ben exclaimed as
he launched himself into his grandfather's arms.  I had to smile at Ben's
happiness.  It was Don's idea to invite Ben's Grandfather here.  After all
Everyone should experience Ben's antics.  I felt some one tap me on the
shoulder.  I turned and smiled softly.

"Hey," I said softly allowing Don to lay his head on my chest.  "So what do
you think of Ben's craziness?"

"He is a cutie," Don replied.  "But right now I want to know how my sweetie
is doing."

"And who is your sweetie?" I asked grinning.  By now his hand had found
it's way under my shirt and was gently rubbing my nipple.  I was getting
aroused really fast.

"You are," Don said with that usual innocent grin on his face.  The one
that drove me nuts and wanted me to lay him down and make love all night
long.  Well I had a right too.  Don was a bad boy and had been gone for so
long.  And he knew he was driving me nuts with his seducing arts.  "Some on
love," Don said with his usual naughty grin.  I knew what was comming.  In
no time at all I was going to be in his bed and inside him making love to
him.

Back at JC's and Don's home.

>From Joey's point of view.

"I need you to watch Bri for me," I asked Orlando.  "I'm sorry, I know you
have your hands full with Little Donny and Aiden but I have to take care of
something."

"Well since little Aiden is asleep and Donny is sleeping too I don't have
much else to do," Orlando said holding out his arms.  Bri eagerly walked
into his arms and soon they were both laughing and giggling.  Once I knew
that Bri was safe I headed out.  I climbed into my suv and headed out for a
night on the town.  I needed to get drunk really bad.

>From Don's point of view.

"Oh Don!" Josh groaned out.  "I love you!"  Josh was pounding into me fast
and hard.  I loved the way his body acted when he was making love to me.
His body was tight as hell and every muscle showed in his hot sexy body.
His body was wet and slick with sweat and his hair was plastered down on
his forehead.  His quivering lips came crashing down on mine and his tongue
dove in past my opened lips and he proceded to kiss me rough and hard some
times biting my tender lips causing me to whimper.  His considerably longer
cock kept pinging my prostate gland sending waves of pleasure through me.
I had missed this so much.  Being on the road with Justin and Danny all
that time and having Josh all the way home taking care of the kids and
working on his cd made me very lonely.  Josh continued to make love to me
fast and hard.  By now I too was covered in a shean of sweat and the room
was full of my moans and Josh's pants and grunts.  I had to say it sounded
so hot.

>From Josh's point of view.

Don was stretched out below me and his legs wrapped around me holding me
tight in him.  I loved him like this.  Trapped like a butterfly in a
collectors clutches.  I shoved in and out of him fast and hard.  This was
the way he really loved it.  I growled softly as I attatched my lips to his
quivering neck and started to suck on it hard and fast.  My teeth nipping
at his tanned and tender skin causing my lover to whimper softly.  I loved
making him make those noises.  It was so sexy to see him under me as I made
love to him.  Yes this was how I loved Don the best.  Laying on the bed
with his legs spread and my cock driving in and out of him giving him the
pleasure he craved from me.  My pleasure took a back seat to his.  My needs
didn't matter.  Only Don's pleasure mattered.  Don let out a soft squeak
and I relished the way his tight body convulsed under me.  I felt the warm
pulsing of his cum shooting out of his cock inbetween our bodies.  The fact
that I made him cum like that took me over the edge as well.  I yelled out
his name and blasted my seed deep into him as well.  Soon both of us were
convulsing and quivering as we allowed our orgasms to overtake us.

"Baby?" Don's tired voice drifted through my post orgasmic haze.  "You
still with me?"  I looked up and smiled softly at his crooked grin.  "There
you are," he giggled softly kissing me softly on the lips.

"Where do you think I would go?" I asked snuggling up to him.  I noticed
how yummy his nipple looked so I slipped one into my lips.  I gently sucked
on it until he was all hard again. "Oh my," I cooed down at his very hard
and very attractive cock.  "Look who is all exited and ready for more
action."

"I'm tired," Don whined softly.  But I noticed that he wasn't too
convincing.

"Well I'll just have wake you up," I giggled as I slid down so that I was
eye level with his erection.  I slid his hard cock into my mouth and moaned
softly as I allowed his erection to fill my mouth and throat.  I loved the
feeling of his pubic hair against my nose and the feeling of his heavy
balls resting on my chin.  I had him under my control.  When Don was like
this I could get anything I wanted.  But right now the only thing that
mattered was my sweetie.  And right now giving the amount of noise he was
making he was definately feeling very very good.

In the other suite From Jesse's point of view.

"God you are so beautiful," I breathed out as I looked down at Ben.  His
body was tight and his pecs and nipples begged to be kissed and sucked.
His hint of a six pack demanded that I cover them with hickies and kisses.
"What did I do to deserve you?" I asked as I laid down beside him.  Aaron
was laying beside him too all naked too.  Ben had convinced us both that he
wanted to do this.  Aaron had been wanting to try us both up Ben at the
same time.  I was exited about it too but there was no way I was going to
do anything that would hurt Ben.  I leaned down and pressed my lips to his.
Ben whimpered softly as Aaron's lips caresses his bare shoulder.  Aaron's
eyes locked onto mine and I shivered at the lust in them.  Aaron's hand
found my cock as he stroked me until I was almost ready to cum.  He let
loose smirking.  He was ready and I was ready too.  But was Ben ready?

"I want this," Ben's soft timid voice drifted up towards me.  I smiled
softly down at him and kissed him again.  I reached for the condoms and he
shook his head no.

"But," I started.

"No," Ben said softly.  "I want this.  You and Aaron are both clean.  I'm
clean.  If we are going to do this than let's do it like mother nature
attended.  With nothing between us but are bare skin."

"But both us shooting in you at the same time?" I asked softly kissing him
on his cheek.  "Baby it is going to get messy."

"Than you and Aaron get to spend the rest of the night spoiling me and
taking care of me," Ben smirked.

"Well in that case let's get started," Aaron said with a smirk.  He slid in
behind Ben and slid his cock up into him.  Ben moaned softly as Aaron's
cock filled him.  He begin to thrust in and out of Ben and Ben was really
started to enjoy it.  Ben looked up at me with pleading eyes. I pressed my
body up against his and than slid my cock up his ass along side Aaron's
erect cock.  It was hot and slick with Ben's juices and felt so good
sliding against mine.  I moaned loudly.

"God, can feel your cock against mine," Aaron groaned out.

"I feel so full," Ben grunted out.  "This is so fucking hot!"

"Ok Jesse let loose!" Aaron commanded as he begin to power punch his cock
in and out of Ben's ass.  I begin to slide in and out of Ben too.  Ben was
going nuts with lust and desire as Aaron and I both used him to get off.
He wanted this.  He loved letting us use his body to get off.  So tonight I
decided to let him have his way.  Right now this was all about Aaron and
me.  Aaron and I continued to litterly fuck the shit out of Ben.  Over
thirty minutes later after three orgasms from Ben Aaron and I were still
going strong.  It was like Aaron and I were feeding off of Ben's lust.
Finally I had pity on poor Ben.  He wanted me to shoot my load up in him
and I had been holding off for as long as I could.  I bent down and pressed
my lips to his and released my load into him.  He whimpered loudly.  The
reaction from Aaron was almost immediate.  I felt the underside of his cock
pulse. As he too shot into me deep and hard.  I could feel his hot cum
flooding around my cock too.  I could feel his cum leaking out around my
still shooting cock.  It was by far the most intense orgasm I had ever had.
Ben was going nuts too.  He was moaning as he was shooting for the last
time.  Finally all three of our orgasms subsided and Aaron was the first to
pull out.  He slid up and offered Ben his cock to lick clean.  I couldn't
resist.  I began to lick Aaron's cock clean too.  Than it was my turn and
Aaron and Ben licked mine clean too.

"Wow," Ben breathed as he basked in the after affects of our hot sex.

"Ditto," Aaron breathed out too.  All of our bodies were covered with a
slick sheen of sweat.  Ben looked so hot with his body covered in my and
Aaron's sweat.  His face was flushed from the exertion of the sex.  His
neck and back shoulders were covered with hickies and red marks from
Aaron's lips and teeth.  His lips were bruised and swollen from my hard
kisses.  Yea he looked hot.  I just laid back and concentrated on breathing
and getting my senses back.  Finally I was aware of Ben's lips on my chest.
I had to smile at his way.  After everytime we made love he would spend a
few minutes covering my chest and neck and abs with feather kisses.  It was
his way of worshiping my body.  I loved it when he did that.  It was at
this point tha I realized that there was another pair of lips on me as
well.  I looked up to see Aaron was busy working my limp cock.  I started
to resist but decided to let him have his way.  After a few minutes I shot
another load and Aaron and Ben shared the load equally.  Finally I managed
to get Ben and Aaron up and into the shower.  There Aaron and I cleaned Ben
up.  I was shocked and surprised to see Aaron licking out Ben ass.  Ben was
in heaven and I just held him and kissed him and carressed him unitil Aaron
had worked him up into a body shuddering orgasm.  I eagerly caught his
precious seed in my hand and brought it up to my lips and licked it clean.
By now I was hard too.  Ben gave me those incredible puppy dog eyes as he
knelt down on his knees and took my cock and slid it into his mouth.
Aaron's mouth was right there too but I stopped him with a look.  This was
what Ben wanted to do so I let him.  Needless to say by the time we were
done poor Ben was so tired.  Hell we were all tired.  I all fellinto the
bed and I shivered with delight as Ben wrapped his arms and legs around me.
In a few minutes Ben was sleeping soundly.  I could Tell that Aaron was
sleeping in the other bed.  I stayed awake as long as I could just enjoying
the feeling of Ben's body so close to mine.  In a week we would be on tour
and we would be sleeping together every night.  I was so looking forward to
this.  As I fell asleep I had no idea just how much Ben would need me in
the coming weeks.  So much that it would prove to me beyound anything that
I was the right person to love Ben as he deserved.

Later that night I woke to a knocking at the door.  I got up and slid on my
boxers.  I walked to the door and opened it.  Josh and Don were there.  By
the looks on their faces they were not happy.  "Hey," I said softly as I
showed them in.  "What's wrong?"

"Is Ben awake?" Don asked softly.

"No he is still sleeping," I replied.  "What's wrong?"  I asked again.

"It is his Grandfather," Josh said softly.

"What's wrong with Grampy?" a sleepy voice asked.  I looked up and saw a
very sleepy Ben standing there in his boxers.

"I'm sorry baby," Don said softly walking up to him and wrapping his foster
son in his arms.  "Your Grandfather passed away in his sleep."  I watched
as Ben's face broke into a million pieces.  I watched as tears flowed down
his angelic face.  I wanted to hold him so bad.  Don nodded to me and I was
holding him so fast.  His little tight body was racking with sobs.  I was
helpless.  I didn't know what to do.  "Just hold him.  Let him know you
love him and you're not going anywhere," JC said softly as his arms joined
us.

"We were going to spend the weekend with him," Ben said softly in a gruff
voice.  He had pretty much cried himself out.  "I was going to get to see
Brad too."

"You still will get to see him," I said soothingly.

"No I won't," Ben whimpered.  "My parents won't let me be anywhere near
him.  Because I might hurt him."

"Do you know when the funeral is going to be?" I asked softly.  It was at
this time that Ben smiled a softly little wicked grin.  "Oh dear," I said
softly.

"Well Grampy didn't want them to mess up his funeral.  He had it put in his
will that I get to plan his funeral," Ben explained.  "That way they can't
stop me from going to his funeral."

"Won't it be hard for you?" I asked softly.  "I mean seeing your father
again and your mother."

>From Ben's point of view.

"They actually called," I replied. "They want to meet with me."

"More likey they want to get access to your new found money," Jesse
sneered.  "Are you going to meet with them?"

"I'm not sure," I replied honestly.  The door bell rang.  I winced at the
sound.  Jesse's lips graced my lips gently.

"You going to be ok?" Jesse asked me looking down at me with those
incredible eyes of his.

"Yea I'll be fine," I replied.  I opened the door and looked at my father.
I looked at my mother.  And I looked around for my twin brother.

"He is not here," my father said.  "We have a long way to go before we get
back to where we were before."

"What do you want?" I asked.

"We need to talk about your future and your Grandfather's estate," Dad said
bluntly.  He was hostile and arrogant.  "And we'll talk to you alone."  He
said glaring at poor Jesse.  Jesse swallowed hard.

"He stays!" I commanded.  "And this conversation is over!"  I moved to slam
the door in his face only my mother's voice stopped me.

"You look well," Mom said softly.  "Please Ben, it's been so long.  Can't
we just talk?"

What was I going to do?  My Parents are at my door and wanting to talk to
me.  I knew what my father wanted.  He wanted the money.  And Mom?  Well
we'll see.

TBC