Date: Sun, 21 Jan 2001 11:11:43 +0100
From: Sophie V <wind_phoenix@hotmail.com>
Subject: Send Me An Angel: Chapter 5

Author's note: This is the fifth chapter! Thanks to everyone who read the
story and another to everyone who send me feedback! I LOOOOVE THAT! ;)

I don't know any of the BSB, 'Nsync, their manager... In short, you know the
deal... If I hope? Well, saying 'no' will be a BIG LIAR from me, hehe. Don't
read if you aren't older enough or/and if you don't like homosexual stories.

NOTE: Well, most of you know that I'm French. So, I want to say something:
Sometimes, my English sucks, I know. But not only because I made grammar
errors. You know, even if I use American English, sometimes I use European
English. Why? It's because the English teachers that I had didn't use the
same English. Several of them used American English and the others European
English. So that's explain why several of you may not understand several
words that I use and/or will use. But don't worry, I do everything I can to
write in American English.
And as for the grammar errors... well I do everything I can to avoid them.

Check these stories out, there're really good! Watch out, the list is long:
"Nick and Brian", by JC Vascardi
"Open Arms", by Carter
"Because I love you", by Lucas Thompson
"The Body Switch with Nick Carter" by Sher (Your story rocks, buddy!
Continue it!)
"The Project" by Adam
"Any Path", and all the sequels, and "Interludes" by Dara Lynn
"Star Crossed", "Sucks to Be You" and "I Need You Tonight" by Jo Beth Hill
"It's Gonna Be Me" by Jamie
"Say my Name" by Jo Beth Hill and Colleen
"Heaven in yours eyes" by Beck
"Question of Faith" by Nathaniel O'Leary
"Chances are" by Red
"Josh and Just" by AJ Shukla
"Just One Call" by Sarah
"Tearing Up My Ass" by Rick Chasez
"Kevin and Dustin" by Nick Moore
"Little White Lies" by Elly Iles
"Calming Waters" by NCfan
"Devotion" by Angel1313
"The Real Nick" by Kevin Michael
"God Must Have Spent" by AJ B.
"Secrets" and "Hands Of Time" by Mistress_n9
"Shape Of My Heart" by MJ
and "Loneliness Knows Me By Name" by Cody

You can also check out my other stories "Together Again", "Fate Will Gather
Us Together" and "Whispering Wind".

English isn't my first language... So I'm really sorry for all the errors I
may did. (you read the note...?)

Send Me An Angel
Chapter Five
By Sophie V. (wind_phoenix@hotmail.com)

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Brian opened his eyes and saw that he wasn't in the living-room anymore...
but in the bedroom.
"Nick probably took me there..." he whispered softly to himself. He then
smiled as he remembered what they had done. He wasn't surprised why he felt
asleep, after. Nick had a talent for turning him on so fast... he couldn't
resist... well, he never resisted or tried to, in fact.
He quietly giggled and turned around, expecting to see his Nicky asleep. His
smile immediately faded as he didn't see him. He sat up and looked in the
room. No Nick.
"Nick? Baby, you're there?" he called as he got up. He received no answer.
Sighing, he went in the bathroom to shower, not seeing the letter on the
small table.
"Probably out... but why without me?" he thought as he started to wash
himself.

In the room, Tyke entered and crouched next to the bed, waiting for his
master. He immediately stood as he saw something entered in the room by the
door. It looked like red powder.
"Wa! Wa!" he barked, feeling something wrong. But because of the water,
Brian didn't hear him.
Tyke walked backwards as the powder went on the table, where was the note.
It went on the note, lighted it up and two seconds after the letter stopped
shining, back to normal. As the sound of the shower stopped, the powder
exited the room by the door, following by the small dog.
The powder quickly went down the stairs and exited the house by going
through the cat flap that Nick and Brian had made for Tyke. The dog exited
the house too, but didn't see the powder anymore. There was nothing... as if
nothing had ever happened.
Tyke just whined slightly and went back in the house, wanting to go back to
his master.

Brian exited the bathroom, dried, and walked toward one of the closet. He
opened it and took one of his gray baggy jeans, a pair of white boxers and
one of Nick's dirty white sweater. He quickly dressed and sat on the bed,
waiting for Nick.
"I hope he'll be there soon..." he said to himself. Then he saw his dog
entering in the room, barking.
"Hey, boy." he said, patting his head. "Hungry?"
He got up and was going to exit the room when he noticed a letter on the
small table near the door. He took it and recognized Nick's writing.
"He probably says where he is..." he thought as he started to read the
note...

"Come on, Justin, wake up!" said Joey as he shook Justin lightly, who was
lying on the couch, unconscious.
"Joey!" said Lance as he pulled him away "Don't be that rude! Remember what
happened?"
"Of course!" said Joey "I nearly had a heart attack!"
"You weren't the only one..." said JC as he slowly lifted Justin's chest. He
then sat on the couch and pulled Justin down on his laps.
Justin hadn't moved, he was still unconscious.
"Just don't make too much noise." JC said "He must rest."
Then Jake, one of the producers, entered in the room.
"He didn't wake up?" he said.
"No." Sighed Chris "He's still sleeping... when the doctor will be there?"
"In a hour or so." Answered Jake "He'll tell if Justin is sick or
something."
He then exited the room, leaving the guys alone.
"This is so strange..." said Lance, frowning "He was in a happy mood,
yesterday... And then... damn, this is disturbing."
"Yes, it is." Said JC "Whatever is wrong with him, we have to help him."
"You didn't notice something abnormal, lately?" asked Chris to him.
"No..." answered JC "Well... except..."
"Except what?" asked the others.
"Well... this morning, he woke up while screaming... he had a nightmare..."
"A  nightmare?" said Joey.
"Wait." Said Lance "Perhaps it made more sense."
"What do you mean?" asked Chris.
"Well... you remember earlier he said that he saw the accident in his
dream... since then, he was like... disturbed."
"Yeah, I saw that..." said Joey, shaking his head "He fucked up three times
the same song, earlier."
"Joey..." said Chris, looking at him a bit annoyed.
"Sorry." Said Joey.
"Well..." said Lance "Perhaps that he's disturbing because of that... and
that he needs some time to forget this accident."
"Perhaps..." said JC "Now that I re-think about that, he was closer to the
accident than me..."
"You think he needs to see a shrink?" asked Joey.
"I don't know." sighed Lance "But I think it will be better if he won't stay
alone."
"I'd never let him alone." Said JC "We always want to be together."
"Well..." said Lance "In two days, we have the week off... I think it will
be a good idea if you took vacations with him... Perhaps it will help him to
get better."
"Good idea." Said Chris.
"Yes, it is." Said JC, stroking Justin's curls. "It will be better... I
hope."

Brian,
Listen, it isn't gonna be easy for you to understand that, but I need to
tell you something.
I'm fed up with my game, it's not funny anymore... well it was at first and
for me, of course, but now I think that it's time for me to end that, since
we're 'supposed' to be engaged.

"What does he mean? Why 'supposed'?" wondered Brian, frowning.

So I suppose you're wondering which game, uh? Well, listen it's easy to say:
I don't love you.

"WHAT?!" screamed Brian, shocked.

That's it, I said it. But I have to give you some explanations.
Several months ago, I decided to end my loneliness... but I didn't know how.
I couldn't find someone right for me... I was fed up with all my one
night-stands. Then I felt something in you. Something strong and different
from friendship. Then the idea came in my head. Why I wasn't trying to get
you? After all, I know you were very romantic and I knew that gay sex would
be interesting. I know that, I saw a gay porno movie one day and I found it
very exciting.

"No... it can't be true..." whispered Brian as tears started to stream down
his face.

Anyway, I had a good time with you. But now, I move on. I'm actually out to
buy a ring for my current girlfriend.
I know that you must be angry, but, oh come on, it was fun, wasn't it? You
know, I can act very well so I'm not surprised that you didn't see it
before.
You're probably not believing that this is happening but I'm sorry... it's
all true. You're probably wondering what I did that to you, uh? Well, I
couldn't let you so miserable, praying that one day, I'd love you back.
I guess that everyone else will be angry against me, but they'll forgive
me... and I hope that you will too.
You're strong, Brian. I'm sure that you'll find one day someone who will
really love you.
Bye,
Nick.

The letter fell slowly on the floor, along with some tears.
"No..." sobbed Brian "Tell me it's not true..."
He fell on his knees and quickly read the letter one more time, silently
praying that he imagined everything. Through the many tears that streamed
down his face, he still read the same words. He couldn't say that it wasn't
Nick who wrote this. It was his writing. And even if Nick liked jokes, he
would never do something like that.
"NOOOOOO...." screamed Brian as he collapsed on the floor "Nick... tell me
it's not true..."
He sobbed his eyes out, his heart breaking into little pieces. It hurt so
much that he couldn't move. After a few minutes, he crawled over the bed and
plopped on it, crying really hard on the pillow that Nick had slept on last
night. He cried hard, his head buried in it. It wasn't possible for him to
stop. It was hurting too much. So much that he faint a few minutes later...

"Mmm..."
JC, Lance , Joey and Chris immediately looked down at Justin, who was
mumbling in his sleep.
"He wakes up..." whispered Lance.
"Yeah we saw that..." said Joey, rolling his eyes.
"Shhh..." said Chris, Lance and JC at the same time, mentioning to him to be
quiet.
"Sorry..." whispered Joey as they all looked at Justin.
"What did he say?" whispered Chris.
JC raised his right hand, motioning to the others to be quiet. He bent over
Justin's mouth so that he could hear him.
"Again..." was what JC heard from his boyfriend. JC frowned and waited for
the next part.
"Nick... find him..." was what Justin mumbled before he fell asleep once
again.
JC looked up, a bit confused, and was met by three questioning faces.
"So?" said Lance.
"He said: Again... then Nick, find him..." said JC. The others looked at
each other, VERY confused.
"What's that mean?" said Joey.
"I don't know." said Chris, scratching his head.
"Nick?" said Lance.
"Who is Nick?" asked Joey.
"Well... except Nick Carter, we don't know many Nick... except Nick Lashey,
but I really doubt that it's about him." Said JC.
"Why he said his name?" said Lance.
"Wet dream?" joked Joey. He was met by three angry faces.
"Come on, guys, I was just kidding!" said Joey, putting his hands in front
of him.
"Well, I don't think it's time for that." snapped Lance. "We must find out
what happen with Justin."
The others nodded and looked back at Justin who was still asleep...

Brian woke up a moment later and found himself on the bed, wondering what
happened. He got up and looked at the mirror of the room. His face was red
and covered by dried tears. He then remembered... the letter.
"Oh my god... I hope it was only a nightmare..." he said as he quickly
looked for it. He found it on the floor. He took it and read it.
Unfortunately, there was the same things written.
"No..." he moaned as he burst into tears. He sat on the bed and cried,
cried... A few minutes later, he took his phone and dialed a number. He
needed to talk to the only person he could talk to when he had a problem, if
it wasn't Nick...
"Hello?" said a voice.
"Kevin..." said Brian in a voice full of pain.
"Brian? Are you okay?" asked Kevin, starting to worry. In answer, he heard
Brian crying really hard.
"Kev... I..." was all he could say before he continued to cry.
"Oh god... give me a few minutes, I'm coming, okay?" said Kevin, panicking.
"Yes..." whispered Brian, tears streaming down his face, as he heard the
line went out. He hung up and pulled the phone on the bedside and lay on the
bed.
It was only a second later that he restarted to cry.

"My ass is itching..."
Nick nearly burst out laughing as he heard the thought of a man that he had
just crossed in the street. It was getting funny to him. He heard a lot of
funny things since a moment.
"I must say that to Brian..." he thought "Even if he'll think I'm insane, I
must do it."
He continued to walk quietly and a few minutes later, he arrived near the
beach. Now, he could see his and Brian's house.
"Back home..." he said, smiling, as he walked toward it. He saw that the
front gate was opened, causing him to frown in wonder. As he passed the
gate, he spot a car outside the garage. Kevin's one.
"He comes to visit us? That's kind." He thought.
"Nick!" he heard. He looked at the door and saw Brian walking toward him,
smiling.
"Hey, sexy." Said Nick as he put his arms around him. There was nobody on
the street so he could do what he wanted.
"Kevin is here too?"
"Yes, but before we see him, why you don't give me a looong kiss?" said
Brian, smiling.
"How could I say no?" said Nick, also smiling, before he pulled Brian in a
deep kiss. The kiss was getting more and more passionate... Nick was so lost
in the kiss that he didn't feel that the man he was holding was changing
form...

"No... I can't believe it! Nick can't do that! It's not him!" said AJ, angry
as he went down the stairs with Kevin and a sobbing Brian.
"You see the letter!" said Kevin also angry. "It was his writing! No doubt!
And even if this is a joke, I'm going to beat his ass so hard that he won't
be able to walk for until next week!"
"Why he did... that?..." moaned Brian before he buried his face in Kevin's
shoulder, crying really hard. Kevin immediately calmed down and hugged his
young cousin.
"Shh... Brian, calm down... it will be okay..." he said softly.
"No..." sobbed Brian "The man I love used me... god, please, I want to wake
up..."
Kevin sighed and hugged him tightly. He wished, too, that it could be a
dream. But it was too real to be a dream... well, a nightmare, actually.
AJ looked at them, feeling really sorry. He knew he couldn't do something
until Nick went back. Yet, he knew it was a good think that he decided to
visit Brian and him at this moment. Brian really needed them now.
He sighed and opened the front door, wondering if Nick was coming back. His
mouth dropped opened as he saw Nick locked in a very passionate kiss... with
a girl.
"YOU ASSHOLE!!" he screamed really hard.
Nick immediately looked up, slightly afraid by the tone of the voice, and
saw a very angry AJ staring at him. He frowned in wonder and looked at
Brian... to see, in his horror, that he was holding a girl with long brown
hair and brown eyes who was smiling at him.
He pushed her away and looked at her, very confused and shocked.
"But... it was Brian!!!" he thought.
"How could you?!" he heard a different voice saying. He looked back at the
front door and saw, with AJ, a very angry Kevin and a really sad Brian.
"Guys..." he said.
"How could you use him like that?!" screamed Kevin with anger "He loves you
and you decided to play with his feelings?!"
"What?!" said Nick, shocked "No, I never did that!"
"Don't lie!" snapped AJ "I just saw you kissing that girl!"
"No!" said Nick "I don't know her, I..."
"We know you know her!" said Kevin "The letter wasn't a sick joke! You use
Brian all this time and we all thought that you loved him!"
"But I do love Brian!" said Nick, feelings pain in his heart.
"No, you don't..." said a weak Brian. AJ took him in his arms and let him
crying on his left shoulder. Nick immediately started to walk toward him but
stopped as he saw an angry Kevin walking toward him, while looking at him
straight in the eyes. He started to tremble from fear. It wasn't a good
sign.
He was right. The next thing he knew was that he fell on the ground, feeling
a big pain on his left cheek. Kevin had just slapped him... and he never did
that before.
"Get out of here and don't come back." He said, trying to control himself.
"Kevin..." said Nick, with his left hand on his cheek and tears in his eyes.
"I SAID TO YOU TO GET OUT!" screamed Kevin. Nick stood up, a bit slowly
because of the pain, and looked at Brian, who was still crying on AJ's
shoulder.
"Brian gave you anything!" said Kevin "Love, your house, body and soul!
Everything! And you... you gave nothing!"
"Kevin... I don't understand." Said Nick "Which letter?... and... I think
that this girl was Brian..."
"Don't be much silly than you already are, Nick." Said Kevin, holding the
letter. "You said everything!"
Nick took it and read it. After reading, he looked up, tears streaming down
his face.
"But I never..." he started to say when Kevin took something from the
ground. A small white box that Nick immediately recognized. In it, was the
engagement ring he bought for Brian. It must had fallen from his pocket when
he fell on the ground.
Kevin opened the box and saw the ring. He closed the box and looked up at
Nick, anger on his face.
"So, this is the ring for your 'girlfriend'?!" he said angrily, emphasizing
on 'girlfriend'.
Before Nick could say anything, Kevin gave him back the ring. Nick took it,
very hesitantly, and said:
"Kev... it's not..."
"Just get out of here, Nick." Said Kevin in a calm voice. "Find another
place to stay... away from my cousin."
"No... I love him..." said Nick, crying.
Kevin looked at him in the eyes. Nick knew he couldn't say anything. They
caught him kissing a girl. But it was Brian at first... it was so confusing
to him, he didn't know what to do.
Nick looked at Kevin then at Brian and AJ before he walked out, crying
silently. Even if he showed what was wrote in the ring to them, it wouldn't
be a good proof. The kiss was to explain.
"But what happened?" moaned Nick "I love him..."
He cried and cried as he walked away from the house and from the man he
loved more than anything...
During the argument, neither of them had saw that the girl had left
quietly...

The girl, who was with them earlier, looked from behind a tree, not far from
the house, everything that happened. She then walked away and as she walked
in a small desert street, she changed form and became... a man with a red
cape.

Justin's eyes abruptly went opened causing his band mates and boyfriend to
jump a little in surprise, not expecting that. He sat up and breathed
slowly.
"Justin! You're okay?" asked JC as he massaged his shoulders.
"What happened?" asked Lance.
"You had a dream?" asked Chris
"Or a nightmare?" said Joey.
"Jee... calm down, guys." Said Justin, frowning, his right hand on his head
"My head hurts..."
"Lay down." Said JC softly as Justin lay back on his laps. He closed his
eyes and opened them, looking at JC.
"What happened?" he asked.
"You don't remember?" said Chris. Justin shook his head 'no'.
"You screamed when JC put his hand on your shoulder and then you faint...
you were speaking during your sleep and then you wake up." Said Lance as the
others nodded.
"Ah... yes." Said Justin "I'm sorry..."
"Can you just tell us what happen to you?" asked JC. Justin closed his eyes
and opened them, staring at the ceiling of the room.
"Guys... this is so hard to explain..." he said.
"Try." Insisted Joey.
Then, Jake entered in the room with a man following him, holding a suitcase.
"Justin, I'm glad you're up." He said "This is the doctor Huston. He's going
to see if you're in good health."
"But I'm not sick." Said Justin.
"No, but you seemed to have fever earlier, so it would be better if a doctor
examined you."
"Oh, okay." Sighed Justin. He looked at the doctor, shyly, and asked:
"Can one of my friends stay here?"
"Yes, if you want." Said the doctor, smiling.
"Josh..." said Justin, looking at him.
"I stay, don't worry." Said JC.
"Well... we'll see you later." Said Lance as he and the others exited the
room.
"You'll explain everything later, okay?" said JC softly as he helped Justin
to sat up.
"Okay..." said Justin.

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That's all for now!
Thanks for reading, guys!:)
All your comments, bad or good, suggestions and questions are welcome!
Sophie V: wind_phoenix@hotmail.com (write SMAA or the entire title, as you
wish.)