Date: Tue, 15 Feb 2000 17:36:43 EST
From: Kenitra Writer <kenitra_canada@hotmail.com>
Subject: set you free part 3

Legalities: Its just a story folks. It is not intended to imply anything
about any of the Backstreet Boys or anyone else.  If you're offended,
please go away. If you're curious, read on, you might like it! If you're
too young, don't get caught.

Notes: Thanks to everyone who wrote to let me know they liked this story. I
know it's a little different (at least the first part was ;-)) hopefully
you'll like the rest of it too!

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Hope you enjoy.
Kenitra


I'll Set You Free
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Part 3
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"When do you two have to leave?" Jason asked suddenly.

Nick looked across the table at him. "We're booked on a flight tonight, but
I'm the only one that *has to* leave. I have meetings with some people
about a song I'm helping to write. Brian can stay longer."

Brian nodded. "Yeah, I'm in no rush. Why?" Before Jason could answer, Brian
held up his hand.  "Can I say something else?" Jason nodded. "Nick and I
were thinking. If you decide to come with us, you're not going to want to
just sit around, and do nothing. We were thinking that you could be our new
band photographer. What do ya think?"

Jason smiled. "That's one of the things I was wondering about. Um..."
Jason paused, not sure exactly what he wanted to say. Nick and Brian waited
patiently. "I guess the first thing I should say is that I'd like to ...
spend more time with you both," he said shyly.  "Now that I'm finished
school, I just have some meetings with lawyers about the will and business
this week. After that..." Jason didn't finish the sentence. He really
didn't care where he went, he just wanted to get away.

"Okay. Nicky will go back to Orlando tonight and I'll stay here for a few
more days. I'll reserve a couple of seats for ... Saturday; that's five
days." He turned to look intently at Jason. "Then, if you still want to go,
we'll head south together. Okay?" Brian had such as direct gaze that Jason
felt like he was reading his soul. He was afraid what Brian would find
there.

They finished eating and Nick decided to go. His flight wasn't for a few
hours but he wanted to stop at a few favorite stores before leaving. While
Nick packed, Brian cleaned the kitchen. Jason went to his room and came out
with a small portfolio. He knocked on Nick's door.

"Nick?"

"Hi Jayce. Wassup?" Jason handed Nick the portfolio.

"If I'm gonna work as the photographer, I figure the other guys might wanna
see my stuff."

Nick grinned. "Good idea." He put his hand to the back of Jason's neck,
looking him in the eyes.  "But I know they'll agree. Your pictures are
awesome."

"Thanks!" Jason said, blushing at the compliment. Nick stole a kiss.

"Mmm. I like how you taste," he said sweetly as he returned to packing.
Jason just grinned.

The three of them met in the entranceway before Nick left. Nick walked up
to Jason and pulled him into a hug. "I hope I see you next week," he
whispered. "You're a remarkable person and I want to know more." He moved
back so he could see Jason's green eyes. Nick smiled that sweet, innocent
smile then kissed Jason passionately, before releasing him. Jason stood
there slightly dazed.

Nick walked over to Brian standing by the door. He grabbed Brian's face in
his large, strong hands. Their eyes locked. "He's amazing, babe. Don't let
him get away," Nick whispered.

Brian smiled angelically and stroked Nick's cheek. "Promise," he whispered
back. They kissed lightly and Nick grabbed his suitcase before heading out
the door.

"See ya!" he called back and waved.

Brian and Jason remained standing in the hall. Jason wasn't sure what to
do.

"Do you want to go for a walk, or something?" he asked hesitantly, suddenly
afraid.

Brian looked at him tenderly. "Do I make you uncomfortable, Red?" he asked,
walking over to Jason and lightly running his fingers through Jason's
auburn hair, sending a shiver through him.

Jason chewed his lower lip. "I'm just not sure how to act around you," he
admitted.

Brian continued running his fingers through the thick hair. "That's okay.
What do you want to do?  What are your instincts, what is your heart
telling you? When we're in private, just do what feels right, okay?" Brian
spoke softly.

Jason nodded and smiled. He had nothing left to lose so he leaned forward,
touching his lips to Brian's. Brian's hand continued its motion, but he let
Jason take the kiss where he wanted.

Jason let his lips wander over Brian's, along his strong, angular jaw. He
gently took an earlobe in his mouth and sucked, eliciting a soft moan from
Brian. Brian clenched his hand at his side, not wanting to rush
Jason. Jason returned his lips to Brian's mouth, gently forcing his lips
apart.  Jason's tongue delved into Brian's mouth like an explorer
traversing through a newly discovered cavern. Every part of Brian's mouth
was investigated, was tasted by Jason.

Brian could feel his resolve weakening and reluctantly pulled back. He and
Jason were the same height so he could look directly at the younger man.

Jason knew why Brian had moved away. He smiled a sweet, completely open
smile that made Brian catch his breath. Jason pulled Brian back to him and
this time Brian allowed himself to respond. His strong, muscular arms went
around Jason, clasping him tightly.  Their kisses became more intense, more
urgent. Without breaking contact, Brian began walking towards the stairs.

When Brian took the first step up, they separated, both panting. Jason knew
that this was the deciding moment. He looked at the beautiful face staring
at him, openly displaying desire, lust and even love. More than anything
Jason craved that love. Jason brushed past Brian, running up the stairs to
his bedroom.

Brian quickly followed Jason up the stairs and into Jason's room. It was
still daylight out and the sun lit the room brightly, casting a glow over
Jason who was standing at the foot of the bed in his boxers and t-shirt,
watching Brian.

Brian stopped in the middle of the room. He pulled his t-shirt over his
head exposing his smooth, toned chest. He could feel his heart pounding in
excitement and anticipation. He watched Jason subconsciously lick his
lips. Brian never took his eyes from Jason as he unzipped his jeans,
letting them fall to the floor. He'd already kicked off his shoes in the
hall. Jason's gaze dropped to the very obvious tent in Brian's
boxers. Brian continued his strip. Bending down, he pulled off his socks;
all that was left was his boxers. He grabbed the waistband and pulled,
lowering them over his hips and fully erect tool. When the material hit the
floor, Brian took a step forward. Brian knew he had a good body and he
allowed Jason to drink it in.

Slowly Jason walked forward. He walked behind Brian, his eyes devouring the
incredible male specimen standing before him. Jason ran his hand lightly
across the back of Brian's neck; thrilled at the tremor he felt course
through Brian. Slowly, he let his hand drift down Brian's shoulder blades,
along his spine, down to the small of his back. The ass staring at him was
perfect; two solid, smooth mounds of flesh.

Jason stepped closer, inhaling Brian's scent before kissing his neck and
cupping those firm globes in his hands. Brian's body spasmed slightly at
the unexpected touch, but he remained motionless, letting Jason study his
body. Jason ground his hips and throbbing tool against Brian's ass. Brian
could feel the hardness through the thin material and groaned loudly. "God
Jason!"  Jason stopped.

Jason ran his hands all over Brian. Down his shoulders, biceps and triceps;
down his waist and hips and down his muscular legs and calfs, right to his
feet. Brian wasn't sure how much more he could take but still he didn't
move; it was the most erotic sensation he'd ever had.

Jason slowly moved around to Brian's front. His hands traced the contours
of Brian's head, face and neck. They brushed over his collarbone and down
his chest, across the sensitive nipples to his abdomen. Jason's firm hands
stroked Brian's muscled thighs and the blond hair covering them. The hands
ran down Brian's knees, ankles and feet, right to his toes.

Just the simple sensations created by Jason's touch on his body had set
Brian on fire. He felt his cock twitch and knew that he was about to cum
without a hand ever having touched it. Before he could warn Jason, Jason
knelt down in front of Brian and licked the steady stream of precum oozing
from his head, before he gently took Brian's tool in his mouth and
swallowed load after load of Brian's hot juices. Brian used Jason's
shoulders to keep himself from falling over; the orgasm was so intense.

Brian was panting, completely out of breath. "My god," he whispered,
overwhelmed. Jason looked up at him and smiled his incredible, sweet
smile. He stood up and led Brian to the bed, sitting down on the end.

"I wanted to know you, every part of you," he said simply, smiling at
Brian.

Brian touched his cheek. "I've never felt anything like that before," he
said intently. He noticed the wet spot on Jason's boxers and looked back at
Jason. "Would you make love to me?" Brian asked huskily, wanting to feel
this incredible man inside of him.

Jason nodded. "Yes!" he said, it was exactly what he wanted, what he
needed, to lose himself in the tight channel of this sexy man. Jason stood
and Brian quickly yanked down his boxers. Jason kicked them away.

Brian crawled up on the bed, propping himself on pillows and raising his
legs, letting Jason see his twitching hole. Jason slowly moved up the bed,
precum dripping from his long, throbbing tool.  He knelt between Brian's
legs and used his own precum to lube his shaft. He moved to lube Brian's
channel, but Brian grabbed his hand, shaking his head. Jason leaned
forward, positioning the wide pulsing head of his cock at Brian's
entrance. Brian couldn't wait and raised his legs over Jason's shoulders,
pulling Jason into him.

They both gasped; Brian at the momentary pain and immense pleasure from
feeling a throbbing cock all the way up his ass, and Jason at the
suddenness of feeling his cock cloaked in living flesh, sucking him up
further into the warm channel.

Jason leaned forward to taste Brian's lips, slightly damp from sweat. He
could feel Brian's cock twitching and growing against his stomach. Jason
moved his hips, moving his hard tool inside of Brian. Brian began to
pant. "Oh yeah, Red, you feel so good. I want you to fuck me, fuck me hard,
please. As hard as you can." Brian began to move his ass, encouraging
Jason.

Jason pulled his cock out of Brian's channel until just the head remained.
He tormented Brian, holding himself there, making Brian beg. In one quick
thrust of his hips, Jason slammed back into Brian until his balls slapped
Brian's ass. Brian wanted more and Jason was willing to comply. He needed
better leverage. He pulled completely out, leaving Brian gasping at the
sudden loss.  Jason grabbed Brian's ankles and pulled him down the bed
until his ass was at the edge. Jason shoved a pillow under Brian's ass, and
raised his legs straight up. Jason stood on the floor, planting his feet
and placing the head of his cock just outside Brian's hole.

"Ya ready, babe?" he asked, completely consumed by passion. Brian looked
down through half- closed eyes and nodded. In one powerful movement, Jason
slammed his throbbing tool deep into Brian's ass. Brian yelled and Jason
gasped. Standing gave him all the leverage he needed as he began to roughly
pull out of Brian, then in one giant thrust, ram all the way in, slapping
his filled balls against that firm ass.

Brian was twisting on the bed in ecstasy at the pummeling his ass was
taking. Jason reached down between Brian's legs and ran his fingers up
Brian's balls. He wanted to make Brian cum again. Jason began to increase
his pace, slamming harder into Brian as he felt his orgasm approach. All
Brian could do was hold onto the sheets and gasp as each thrust took his
breath away. He felt his cock growing and knew he was going to cum again,
soon.

Jason slammed into him one last time. "Here it comes, B. Can ya feel it? Oh
yeah!" Jason's body convulsed as the orgasm hit and his cock exploded deep
within Brian, firing volley after volley of warm juices, filling Brian's
ass. The orgasm went forever, or so it felt to Jason, as load after load
burst from his twitching tool. The cum began to run out around his cock.
Before his orgasm ended, he felt Brian's body tense and his cock compressed
as Brian's own orgasm hit. Cut shot over both of them like a hose spraying
water. Their entire bodies were soaked in sweat and Brian's warm juices.

Jason pulled his limp tool out of Brian, lowering Brian's legs and leaning
forward to kiss his trembling mouth. He pulled Brian up until he was
standing. Jason couldn't believe the expression in Brian's eyes; absolute
certainty and contentment. It frightened him, but also thrilled him. He
took Brian's hand and they went to the bathroom. They showered together,
washing off the sweat and cum. Jason followed Brian out of the shower,
quickly wrapping his robe around himself. They returned to Jason's room to
get dressed.

"Brian, why don't you wear something of mine? I know you didn't bring
enough clothes to last more than a day or so," Jason offered, opening his
closet.

Brian grinned and went through the closet, settling on a pair of black
cargo pants and a blue t- shirt. Jason watched Brian from a chair.

"Blue," he said suddenly, making Brian turn.

"What?" Brian asked in confusion.

Jason grinned and walked over to get some clothes for himself. He dressed
facing Brian and explained, "You call me Red for this," he patted his damp
red hair, "so I'm gonna call you Blue.  Not just because you like blue so
much, but because I've never seen blue eyes to the color of yours before."

Brian grinned and gave Jason a hug. "So does that make Nick, Whitey?"

Jason laughed. "I guess so, but I'm not gonna be the one to tell him."

It seemed so natural for Brian to take Jason's hand as they went
downstairs.  It was early evening but still light out. They decided to take
that walk Jason had mentioned earlier. Jason gave Brian a tour of the
neighborhood, showing him where he played as a child, his hangouts, and his
elementary school.

Brian talked about his family in Kentucky and the eight years he'd been
with the group. The streetlights lit their way back to the house.

Jason pulled out the leftover pizza while Brian found a movie to watch.
Jason sat between Brian's legs on the couch as they ate and watched TV.

"Do you have your own lawyer?" Brian asked suddenly.

Jason turned his head, wondering where that question had come from. "No,
why would I?"

Brian kissed his nose and hugged him. "Its just, you said your meetings
with were your Dad's lawyers. I'm not saying they aren't going to be
honest, but they worked for your Dad and had his interests, and their own
interests, at heart. You should have someone looking out for you only.  We
learned that the hard way."

Jason knew Brian was talking about the 1998 management fiasco and lawsuit
the band had been through. "I don't know any lawyers," he said softly. "Do
you?"

Brian reached behind him and picked up the phone. "What time is the meeting
tomorrow and where?" he asked. Jason told him and Brian dialed. He told the
person on the other end what was going on, when and where the meeting was,
then thanked him and hung up. "He can't actually practice as a lawyer here,
but he can go with you and advise you if everything is the way it should
be, okay?"

Jason snuggled back against Brian. "Thank you Blue," he said quietly and
Brian giggled softly.

The next few days went by quickly. Brian's friend helped Jason settle
issues about the will. Jason was adamant about selling the business, he
wanted nothing to do with it. It sold quickly for an impressive profit,
leaving Jason a remarkably wealthy man. After that first afternoon of love
making, Jason never initiated anything more than holding and kissing. Brian
wasn't sure why, but didn't push the issue.

Arrangements were made for the housekeeper to continue looking after the
house while he was away. A security company would ensure the safety of the
house.

Saturday arrived and Jason was busy packing his clothes and camera
equipment when he felt a sudden panic attack and began to cry. He crumpled
to the floor weeping and Brian found him there a minute later. Brian sank
to the carpet and pulled Jason to his chest, holding him tightly and
stroking his hair.

"Shhh, babe," Brian soothed him. "What's wrong?" Jason clung to him; afraid
he would lose this lifeline. Gradually his sobbing subsided. "Is this going
too fast Jason?"  Brian asked gently.

Jason shook his head. "No. Its just, I've been so happy that I feel like
I've forgotten about Cory.  What would have happened if you and Nick came
to get the pictures and Cory was still here, still alive?"

"You can't live with the `what ifs', Red, only the way it is. You'll never
forget Cory or your family, but you don't have to live constantly in the
past. The memories will always be there." `That's what I'm afraid of,'
Jason thought. "We've got time, why don't you go to the cemetery? You
haven't been since I found you there," Brian suggested.

Jason wiped his face. "You don't mind?" he asked.

Brian looked surprised. "Of course not!" He stood up pulling Jason with
him.  "The flight isn't till five so go, do what you have to do." He kissed
Jason lightly. "Do you want me to finish packing your clothes?"

Jason smiled a brilliant smile. "Thanks, Bri." He took off out the door.

He reached Cory's headstone and didn't even look the few rows over to where
his parents were.  "Cory, what am I doing? I've kept it from Brian, but I
won't be able to keep it from both of them. I know I want to be with them,
but will they still want me?" Jason listened as he imagined Cory's voice in
his head. `You told me and I still wanted you,' and then `It will eat you
up inside until you tell the truth.' Jason sighed, "I think everything is
gone from inside already Cory."

`If that were true, you wouldn't worry about telling them.' "You're right,
as usual. I'm still so angry with you for doing this, for leaving me alone,
but I'll always love you too." Jason touched the headstone, resolved to
telling Brian and Nick the truth.

Jason got back to the house and finished packing his cameras. Brian gave
him space and didn't ask questions. Brian had ordered a limo to take them
to the airport.

TBC.

P.S. Anyone figured out what Jason is hiding????? :-)