Date: Tue, 30 May 2000 15:12:53 CDT
From: Steven is Cool <kholdnavyguy@hotmail.com>
Subject: S_B12

Hey guys, I know it's been a long while, but I'm back!  I finally got the
time to type up another chapter and get it into you guys.  (Don't you feel
special...well you should!)  OK, anyway, I'll shut up and let you get to the
story.  E-MAIL IS A GOOD THING!!!

As usual, if you are under 18 or whatever, find a way to look 18 fast!  Not
saying anybody in here is gay, bi, whatever, or that I know any of them.
C'mon, you guys know this stuff...on to the story!

Steven and Brian Chapter 12
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Brian went into the bathroom down the hall, and I walked into my room to
mine.  So far, today had been the perfect day.  I warmed the water in the
shower and stepped in.  Tonight was going to be perfect.  I just hoped that
Brian had enjoyed the day as much as I had.  I quickly washed myselft from
top to bottom and stepped out of the shower.  I put on my black pants and
shoes, grey shirt, and gelled my hair.  I have been told in the past that
this outfit makes me look a little like Ricky Martin.  I hope Brian likes
Ricky Martin.  I took one last look in the mirror and announced myself ready
to go.  I stepped out into the hall and had to laugh.  Brian was wearing the
exact same thing except Brian's shirt was blue.

"You ready to go hot stuff?"

"I think so, but not knowing where we are going has some impact on whether I
am or not."

"You look great.  Let's go."  We walked out the front door and stepped into
my waiting limo.  I had already instructed Greg where we were going, just in
case Brian had eaten there before.

"Steven, I want to thank you for today.  I didn't deserve it."

"You deserved every bit of it and more.  But fear not, the night is not
over."

"You've given me so much already."

"Yet I plan to give you more.  I love you Brian, that is why this day was
just for us.  Ever since we met, our lives have been chaos.  We needed time
with only each other."

"I love you so much Steven."

"I love you too you big goof."  Brian smiled for a second, but his smile
slowly faded and he shook his head.  "What is it Brian?"

"Nothing.  You would just think it was stupid and get mad at me."

"Have I ever been mad at you?  Other than when we were on our way to the
cabin, have I ever been mad at you?"

"No."

"I love you Brian.  I want to know what is troubling you."  Brian looked at
me a second, and then cast his head toward the ground.  I put my arm around
him and brought him closer to me.  "What is it baby?"

"Steven..."  he paused and took several deep breaths.  "...will you still
make love to me someday?"

"Of course Brian.  Why do you ask?"

"Why would you want something that is already used?  I mean, he toom my
virginity.  From me and you."  Brian started to cry, his whole body
convulsing with his cries.  "And I wanted you to be my first."  I took the
sobbing man into my arms and held him tightly.

"Brian, no unhappy thoughts tonight ok?  I love you with all my being, and
nothing will change that.  I promise.  Sometime, when we are both ready, we
will show each other the world of physical pleasure.  I love you so much.
Nothing in that act was willing, so I think you are still a virgin."

"You do?"

"Yes."

"So you don't care that he did that?"

"Of course I care.  He hurt someone that I love.  But it doesn't change the
way I think or feel about you."

"I love you."

"I love you too.  Now dry your eyes.  We're here."  Brian wiped his eyes and
we waited for a couple of minutes for a normal color to return to his face,
then walked inside."

"Can I help you Sir?"

"Yes, I have a reservation for two."

"What is the name?"

"Steven Wright."

"Yes Sir, right this way.  My manager has informed me of your agreement, and
everything has been set up."  With that, the young lady showed us to the
table.  Within a few seconds, two glasses were set on the table with out
apetizers.

"So, what's the big occasion?"

"The first date with my boyfriend.  The man I love and the man who makes me
feel loved."

"I'm melting over here."

"You don't know what hot is yet."

"You are making me think things I shouldn't be thinking in a retraunt."

"I'm not making you do anything."

"Alright, so I'm horny, and it's because this absolout stud is sitting right
across from me.  He looks beautiful, bu this candlelight makes him look even
better.  I love him and he loves me.  He spent the entire day with me, and
put my mind at ease.  Not to mention, he has reduced me to a puddle an
uncountable number of times today."

"Now I am melting."

"It's your turn."

"I just speak from my heart."

"So do I."

"I wish I could kiss you right now.  I mean REALLY kiss you."

"So why don't you?"

"Because you are who you are, and that has the possibility of ending your
career, and I refuse to be responsible for that."

"Why do you always have to be right?"

"I guess it is all just part of being good enough to be your boyfriend."

"I don't deserve you."

"But I know I am right this time."

"Why are we arguing over this?"

"I don't know."

"I love you."

"I love you too."

We sat in silence just looking at each other.  Dinner came and went, and
soon enough we were back in the limo heading home.  We both sat quietly
holding hands.  No communication was needed, we both knew what the other
felt, because it was the same thing we felt.  The car pulled up to the front
door, I punched in the code and let us in, leading Brian to our bedroom.
When we entered, Brian gasped.  All over the room there were candles and
blue rose petals spread all over the room.

"You did this for me?"

"Yes I did, and tonight I am your personal massues."

"Really?"

"Really."  I led him over to the bed and began to undress him.

"You sure you didn't have anything else in mind?"

"Positive."  I pulled his pants down and he stepped out of them.  "Lay on
your stomach."  He looked a little disappointed that I had left his boxers
on, but I ignored that.  I stripped down to my boxers and sat on his butt.
I reached over and grabbed the bottle of oil on the nightstand and poured
some into my hand, warming it.  I spread the oil all over his back, rubbing
it in, and got to work on his muscles.  He moaned appreciatively as my hands
worked over his entire back several times.  I turned around and did the same
to his legs.  I looked over at the clock and saw that I had been doing this
for a little over an hour.  My hands were tired, so I took a soft cloth and
wiped the excess oil off of his body.

"How did that feel?"

"Wonderful, I'm almost asleep.  Do I have to move?"

"Only if you want me to sleep with you."  In a quick flash of movement,
Brian was under the convers, with his eyes closed again.

"There, now can you come cuddle?"  I got up and blew out the candles around
the room and crawled into bed.  I pulled him close to me and he rested his
head on my chest  "Thank you.  This has been the most wonderful day.  I love
you."

"I love you too."

"I want to fall asleep like this everynight."

"So do I baby, so do I.  Goodnight."

"Goodnight."

I leaned down and kissed the top of his head, then lay my head back on my
pillow, and quickly fell asleep.

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Steven