Date: Mon, 03 Jun 2002 15:49:18 +0000
From: } Priscy G { <luv_hugs_chocolate@hotmail.com>
Subject: Surrender

Disclaimer: This story was based on the song "Surrender" by the group All
Saints (out from their "Saints & Sinners" album). The music is not mine. The
lyrics aren't mine. The song is very sexy. I recommend it! :) I'm not making
money out of this. I don't know the Backstreet Boys (*sigh*). This story
deals with gay themes, if that bothers you, please just don't read this. It
also features sexual situations, if you're not legal or you're not allowed
to read this kind of stuff, then please don't. Or do. I don't care. You were
warned. :P

Rating: I'd rate it NC-17. I think.

Feedback: You don't have to send me feedback. I know it *really* sucks.

Warning: This is probably my worst piece of writing ever. Or one of them
anyway. If you want to read, go ahead, just don't hold it against me :P

Priscy G

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Surrender
By Priscy G
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...Something in the wine... That accentuates the mood... I'm like a child at
school... You're the blackboard... I concentrate on you...


We were staring into each other's eyes. Staring as in
almost-inside-each-other kinda staring. He has awesome eyes. The bluest
shade of blue ever. And the most amazing cheekbones. He was smiling. At me.
Only at me. Me. He has a smile to melt for. He was twirling his finger on
his wine cup. I doubt I had ever had a hard on that painful in my life.

Not that he knew that just by looking at me. Or maybe he did and that was
the secret reason for that mischief in his eyes. I'd say he's the only
person whose smile can look so angelic and so devilish at the same time. I
could bet that is his tactic to seduce people. It works quite well for me.

I wasn't used to being under someone's spell like this. It just wasn't like
big-bad me. Until he got me caught in his web that is. After that I was
ready and willing for anything he might want. And that scared me just as
much as it turned me on.

But I'm not that innocent. Great, now I sound like Britney. Please, tell me
I just didn't think of HER when I'm sitting right in front of HIM! He drives
me crazy... Oops! I did it again... Yeah, I'm crazy... or maybe I've never
been normal? Oh well, back on track. I was ready and willing but that
doesn't mean I *showed* that to him. He didn't need to know I'd lick the
floor he just walked over. I have my rep to keep clean! We had been teasing
each other for weeks... months... even years if I really stop to think about
it... There had always been this weird... vibe... tension... every time we
were around each other. But only a few weeks ago it really started...
working. It was like something snapped and we were suddenly noticing each
other a lot more than usual. And believe me when I say that my body started
noticing him a hell of a lot more than usual too.

About a week ago he kissed me. Caught me totally and completely off guard.
We were hanging out in his hotel room, just the two of us. The other guys'
girlfriends/wives/whatever had all come together to visit them. As the two
of us didn't really have anyone at that moment (I hadn't had anyone in
months and he had ended his last relationship about two months before) we
decided that hanging out was the best thing. And I was jumping up and down
inwardly at the prospect of spending time with him and only him. I felt like
what I think a 15 years old girl feels like right before her first date. I
was probably acting like it too 'cause Howie nearly kicked me out of his
room that day. That guy really needed to relax. Long periods without sex
will do that to ya I guess. Well, by the end of our
chilling-and-eating-junk-food session we were nearly leaning against each
other as we watched some movie. Don't ask me which movie, I wouldn't know.
But then if you asked me how many times he inhaled and exhaled I might be
able to tell you. When the movie ended he took my chin, made me face him and
kissed me. Not a full-mouthed, earth-shattering, tongues-battling kinda
kiss. Just a soft, lingering, lips-pressed kinda kiss. His lips tasted as
good as they looked. I think I fell for him then.

That night, before I went to my room he told me that I shouldn't make any
plans for our free night the next week (which would be tonight) 'cause he'd
take me out on a date. Some stuff happened and he couldn't take me out and
that was why you found us at the dinner table in his room. It was alright
with me. He was there. And the bed was closer.


...You close the curtains... I am certain this is more than fun... Your
fingers remove my clothes... As you let go... Beneath the floor one by
one...


Don't ask me how it happened, but one minute we were just kind of swaying
very slowly, barely moving, to the rhythm of some soft jazz... and the next
he was kissing me with more passion than I had ever been kissed in my whole
life. And I had been kissed more times than I could ever count.

His hands were tangled in my hair as his tongue teased me, licking over my
lips... first one... then the other... then both... barely slipping
inside... escaping my attempts of sucking it inside my mouth as I clutched
at the bottom of his sweater. I needed something to hold on to so why not
use him, right? His fingers went very slowly down the front of my shirt,
getting each button undone slowly, causing his skin to barely rub against
mine, driving me wild with lust. His hands pushed the shirt off my
shoulders, and it fell to the floor. He kicked it aside and I tossed my head
from side to side, sighing his name as his mouth ran up and down my neck,
through the hollow of my throat, sucking and nipping. My hands climbed his
back, up to his firmly rounded shoulders before going back down and inside
his sweater, caressing his back, getting a moan from him. It was good to
know I wasn't the only one losing it here. He grabbed the bottom of his
sweater and pulled it over his head before his lips were back on mine. His
kisses were slow, almost lazy, his lips were warm. His hands felt so hot as
he slid them over my chest before resting on my hips and bringing our bodies
closer. We swallowed each other's moans as we ground our hips together, my
hands ending up tangling in his curls, his soft curls, which felt like what
I imagined clouds would feel like slipping through my fingers. He pulled
away slowly, kinda nipping at my lips, before looking deep into my eyes and
asking me if I trusted him. I would have said "yes" a hundred times if each
time it resulted in such a beautiful smile adorning his gorgeous face. I
could see in his eyes that he knew all of the meanings behind that yes. He
knew I didn't trust easily. He knew about the thick and tall walls I had
built around myself. And he knew, after that yes, that he had broken each
and every one of those walls. I had bared myself to him, heart, body and
soul. And for the first time in my life I felt safe as I took his
outstretched hand and followed him to the bedroom. He walked backwards and
his eyes were glued to mine all the way, that same soft, lazy, sideways
smile on his lips, that same welcoming warmth in his blue sparkling eyes. A
sudden rush went through my body and I walked up to him, crashing his lips
with mine, putting my arms around him, stroking the back of his neck with my
fingertips. We moved slowly until the edge of the bed was right behind my
knees and I slowly laid down on the mattress, bringing him with me, his body
pressing down on mine. He then started to go down my body, his lips kissing
my chest softly, his hands sliding down my leg, stroking over my thighs,
squeezing my calves, before he untied one of my shoes and let it drop to the
floor, then doing the same with my other shoe. I looked down at him just in
time to see him smile mischievously before he kissed each of my toes, one by
one... oh wow...


...I feel so sweet... As you kiss my feet... And you undress me as I... I
feel so sweet... As you kiss my feet... And you undress me as I surrender
my... Surrender my body to you...


"Alex, I want you so bad." He whispered, staring up at me as I looked down
into his eyes. I raised myself up a little, resting on my elbows.

"I'm yours, Bri." I replied, letting my legs fall open a little wider as he
stood between them before crawling up on top of me. He practically collapsed
onto me, his lips seeking mine as his hands, strong and firm, crawled
everywhere at once.


... Surrender... Surrender... Surrender... Surrender... Surrender...
Surrender... Surrender... Surrender my...


He stood up and undressed totally before slowly undressing me, his eyes
leaving mine to look over my body. We had seen each other naked countless
times and it had never been a big deal. Until now.

Have you ever looked into someone's eyes and seen love, lust, desire,
friendliness, passion... all these feelings mixed in one warm look directed
to you? It's the most amazing and fulfilling sensation in the world!

His fingers softly and slowly ran over my cheeks, my forehead, my nose, my
lips and then I saw him smile softly before his fingertips ran over my
eyelids, closing my eyes. He kept the slow caresses, running his fingertips
all over my chest, my arms, tracing the tattoos on my arms until he took my
hands in his, bringing them up and kissing each knuckle. It felt like I was
flying, like my body was so light that it didn't quite touch the bed sheets.
I felt him moving and then he placed my hands right above my head, running
his fingers down my arms to my chest. His hands trailed down my abs,
fluttering over them, brushing past my navel, and then he wrapped both of
them around my hard cock. I groaned, my mouth open, my eyes rolling back in
my head in pleasure, as I felt his lips on my throat. He continued slowly
stroking my cock, rolling a hand over the head as he slid the other up and
down my shaft, building slow pressure, my back arching involuntarily as my
hips tried to thrust toward him. His tongue ran a line down the center of my
chest, kissing my skin every now and then, as his mouth crawled down my abs.
His tongue flicked over the head of my cock and I almost came right then. He
began to kiss up and down my cock, sliding his lips over the head every few
seconds. My fingers twisted the sheets and I had to hang onto every last bit
of self control, trying not to cum as he took half of my cock inside his
mouth. He swirled his warm tongue around the head, running the tip of it
around the ridge, causing me to let out a sort of whimpering moan as I
thrust forward. He moaned contentedly, his mouth and throat vibrating around
me. He began to move slowly up and down my shaft, sucking gently, as I slid
in and out of him. His hands were roaming all over me again. I felt them
brushing over my thighs, bristling over the hairs there, raising little
goose bumps and causing me to shiver from head to toe.

Then I felt his lips leave my skin, just like his hands and my eyes popped
open. He chuckled and put a finger to my lips before replacing it with his
warm lips for another one of his lazy, sloppy kisses. When his lips once
more went to my neck I felt the urge to throw him down and ravage him but I
held myself and just groaned as his thigh brushed my cock softly.

"Bri?" I asked in a whiny voice that wasn't really mine.

"Shhh..." he shushed me before pecking my lips again "I'll take care of you,
Bone..."


...Like a flower you unfold... Leading a dance all on your own... And like a
dead man I don't move...


He once more ran his fingertips over my eyes and I smiled before closing
them. He was such a romancer. I felt him leaning over me, his chest touching
mine for a bit and then he was back to his position, straddling my thighs. I
could hear some rummaging and then his lips were on mine again. My hands
went to his head, my fingers running through his curls before running down
his arms and settling on his thighs, softly stroking them up and down. I
gasped into our kiss as I felt his hands on my cock again, this time rolling
a condom down the length. I opened my eyes to see his blue ones right in
front of me.

"Bri?" I asked, as he began to lube up my latex covered cock.

"I want you inside me..."


...Surrender... Surrender... Surrender... Surrender... Surrender...
Surrender... Surrender... Surrender my...


I felt his firm, strong thighs slide down on either side of mine, and then
he grabbed my cock again, pressing it against him. I tried not to move, just
running my hands up and down his thighs, and after a moment of gentle
pressure, I gasped as I felt the head slide inside. Above me, Brian bit his
lower lip, his body trembling a little as he strained to slowly lower
himself onto me. I ran my hands up and down his sides, stroking lightly over
his skin, as he stared down at me. Wincing slightly, he lowered himself all
the way down, and I felt myself resting warmly inside him. Slowly he began
to move, lifting himself up a little, and then slowly sliding back down. I
pulled myself to a sitting position and he shifted a little, but continued
his slow thrusts as he straddled me. I began to lick and suck at his chest,
and he moaned and sighed above me, throwing his head back and tangling his
hands in my hair, pulling me against him. I licked up his neck and he got my
hint as his hands pulled my head closer and his lips rested softly on mine.
I felt his heart beating through the skin as I ran one hand over his chest
while the other rested on his hip, and could feel the vibration of his
groans and whimpers of pleasure through my lips as he moaned into our kiss.
I felt his cock throbbing between us and then I slowly let myself drop back
down onto the mattress. He looked down at me through half-closed eyes, and I
smiled up at him before wrapping my hand around his cock and slowly stroking
him, causing him to gasp and squeeze me. I began to thrust up against him
and he began to sigh and whimper louder now, his breathing coming out
faster. I felt myself getting close too, and I began to stroke his cock
faster. He panted, staring down at me, his eyes wide and his mouth hanging
open as his jaw moved but no words came out, only little whimpering noises.
I was so damn close. With a sudden thrust he began to shoot, his cock
jerking in my hand as he tossed his head back, his eyes closed, his hands
grabbing my sides. As his orgasm washed over him, his ass clamped tight
around my cock, and I couldn't hold back any longer, throwing my own head
back into the pillows. He collapsed on top of me in a tangle of wet, sweaty
limbs and straining muscles, as little stars danced in front of my eyes. We
both rested for a while, slowly getting our breathing to something
resembling normal, before I carefully sliding out of him.


...Surrender... Surrender... Surrender... Surrender... Surrender...
Surrender... Surrender... Surrender my...


He slowly lifted his head, resting on his elbows and smiling that cute lazy
smile down at me, before kissing me as I stroked up and down his back "I
love you, Brian..." I said softly while staring into his blue eyes.

"I love you too..." he smiled a big smile and I realized, looking into his
deep blue eyes, that I hadn't been the only one surrendering that night...


...To you... ooh... To you... ooh...