Date: Fri, 21 Apr 2000 05:46:50 -0700 (PDT)
From: Stephen Daniels <tamtaylor_2000@yahoo.com>
Subject: Tell me that I'm Dreamin Part 7

Disclaimer:  You know the drill.  This is a work of fiction, there are not
claims about the sexual orientation of any member of NSYNC especially Lance
Bass. Thanks to David at Nifty for putting up with me Permission is granted
to post this anywhere as long as it is free.  Copyrighted March 2000 by
tamtaylor_2000.  Thanks to Rachel and Michael, I appreciate your help and
the support.  Thanks also to Clive he gave me some great words of
encouragement.  I appreciate it very much. Some stories I like are Escape,
Choices, Rob and Lance, Ryan and Lance, Destiny and What Happened. One
other series I like is not in the Celebs section, it is in the relationship
section.  It is called Nick and Jon by Stonewolf.  He is a great writer and
I learned alot from him. (Thanks Jon)

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As Lance and I settled down for a nap the other guys of NSYNC were sitting
in my living room discussing the events of today.

"Well guys, what do you think of this guy Lance has the hots over"? Chris
asked.

"Well, I got to know him at the rehab center and he seems like he is a nice
guy.  The main thing we need to remember is that Lance went after Tam and
not the other way around.  After there first kiss I heard Tam talking to
his best friend about it and he was afraid that Lance was going to have him
arrested."  JC replied.

"You have got to be kidding" Justin asked, "he really thought Scoop would
have him arrested"

"Yea, he was really shook up about it, it seems that Lance is Tam's first
relationship with another guy."  JC told them.

"Well, I have one question, and I guess we all need to deal with it, how do
we feel about Lance having a new boyfriend" Joey Said.

"Well, for one, I am happy with it.  I have seen them together and Lance
really seems to love him and I believe Tam loves him too.  I think Tam
biggest problem is Lance's fame and Tam has no sense of self-esteem.  I
really like Tam and Tam makes Lance happier than I ever did."  JC stated.

"I guess I agree with JC, although, Scoop and I have not had a chance to
work out our problems and I hope we can.  I still have some guilt about the
way everything has turned out, I mean, If Lance had not been trying to get
away from me he would not have fell over that light and fell off the stage
and broke his leg." Justin Replied.

"I think we need to give this a chance, I realize that I am not normally
the most supportive person, but there is something about this guy that I
just feel the need to help him out.  I like him and I don't even know him"
replied Joey.

"I think you guys know how I feel, Lance is my brother and I will support
him, but if this guy breaks his heart, I will break his neck" Chris replied
quite firmly.

They all looked at each other and laughed at what Chris had said.  It
always seemed to be Chris to state what they all felt, but were afraid to
say.
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Meanwhile up in my room: Lance woke up with a start, it took him a minute
to realize where he was and then he settled down.  He looked over at me
sleeping next to him.  "God I love this guy, and that is so strange.  I
mean I fell so fast for him.  I hope I never lose him.  I hope the guys can
deal with this, especially JC and Justin.  I really need to fix things with
them."  with that Lance decided to get up and go talk to the guys and find
out where he stood.  He removed himself gently from me, carefully not to
wake me, but that did not work and he is walking to the door.

"Lance, where you going" I asked sleepily.

"I'm going down to talk to the guys" Lance replied "Go back to sleep, and
when we get ready for dinner I'll come get you up"

"OK, I love you Lance" I said

"I love you too Tam" Lance replied and left the bedroom.  I turned over and
went back to sleep.
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When Lance walked down the hall, Justin saw him coming and decided to take
the bull by the horns, he got up and met Lance in the hall and pulled him
into a bear hug and started crying.

"Just, what is wrong" Lance asked?

"Lance, I am so sorry for all I have done to you, I never meant to hurt
you.  The last thing I wanted when JC and I got together was to hurt you.
You are my brother and I love you, can you ever forgive me." Justin sobbed
out.

"Curly, you did nothing wrong, I am the one who owes you and JC and apology
for the way I acted when you got together.  I guess I never expected you to
be the one to replace me.  I guess eventhough we knew that we were better
friends that lovers, seeing you and JC together shook me up.  I am sorry
Curly, I love you and JC and I did not mean to hurt you.  I hope we can put
this behind us and become friends again." Lance replied crying hard
himself.

"Lance, we never quit loving you, no matter what you thought, we are all
still best friends and that's how it must stay" JC replied as he walked
over and took Lance and Justin into a big hug.

Joey walked over to Chris and put his arm around his shoulders and said
"Well old man, it looks like things are fixed in that little 3 way, I just
hope Tam does not get jealous"

When Lance heard Tam's name mentioned he broke the hug and said" Guys we
need to talk about this, me and Tam"

"Yea, we do Lance, but hear me out first" Joey said " We talked while you
two were upstairs and we support you and Tam and will stand behind both of
you.  You are happy again and we want it to stay that way, so what ever you
need, we will try and help, besides, there is something about this guy that
I just can't help be feel sorry for"

"Thanks guys, I really appreciate this, It means a lot to me and I am sure
as he get adjusted to being with us Tam will be fine, I know he is getting
better because he did not pass out when I introduced you to him, you see
when we first met he passed out when he realized who I was."  Lance Told
them.

"You mean he knows who we are" Chris asked not really believing what Lance
was not saying.

"Yea, he does" Lance replied.

"How old is he" Chris asked?

"I am 32 years old, is that a problem Chris? I asked.

They all turned around and looked at me with shock in their eyes, evidently
they had not heard me coming down the hall.

"No its not, I am just alittle suprised a person of your age would know
about us." Chris replied.

"You did not tell them" I asked Lance?

"No, I figured that we could all sit down and discuss you and your life
when you were with me." Lance replied.

"OK, how about we go somewhere for dinner and talk" I stated.

"How about this, we order in and that way if you have a hard time telling
us we are here at your house and not out in public, after all you probably
will need to be close to Lance to get it all out" JC said.

That's part 7.  I am having writers block again.  I kinda know where this
story will end.  Part 8 will be out soon.  Emails to
tamtaylor_2000@yahoo.com.  See ya soon