Date: Mon, 12 Nov 2001 01:10:42 +0000
From: "})({ Priscy G })({" <luv_hugs_chocolate@hotmail.com>
Subject: Thank you for loving me - part 5

Hey!

Thanks to Nick and Vi for helping me with grammar and spelling. Thanks to
them and Andy (my three musketeers :D) for existing. Thanks to my nifty bro
too :D I love you all *mwah* Thanks to all my other friends and to all the
people who have been sending me feedback :)

Disclaimer: I'm not any of them, I don't know them, I don't know anyone
related to them, I don't know what side their doors swing. If you shouldn't
be reading this, then you shouldn't be reading this and you know it so it's
not my responsibility if you're caught. If you're not comfortable with two
men in a relationship, get the hell out of here.

Hope you enjoy this one too :)
Luv!
Priscy G

~*~Kevin~*~

"I gotta go now," I started "Don't!" I held up my finger in front of Keera's
face "I know what you're gonna say and it's not that so just drop it, k?" I
said slowly, trying to make my point "Bye." I kissed her forehead.

"Have fun, bro!" Keith said and patted my shoulder as I walked past him in
the direction of the front door.

"Thanks," I replied as I opened the door and waved to them both before going
down the driveway to my car.

"YOU BETTER KISS HIM!" Keera yelled and I turned around to glare at her
"Sorry, couldn't resist!" She shrugged with a sheepish grin on her face and
I rolled my eyes at her before getting in the car. Whoever said younger
siblings were a pain in the ass...

I drove to the address Joshua had given me for his hotel and when I got
there I noticed the usual mob of people outside the hotel where a celebrity
was staying. I had seen it many times. I went through the crowd until I got
to the door and after some trouble from the security people I finally got in
the lobby to see a smiling Joshua looking at me "And you find that all so
funny, huh?" I mock-glared at him and he laughed.

"Hey! It's not everyday I see a gorgeous blonde fighting a mob to see me!"

"I could bet my life that stuff like that happens all the time." I replied,
trying to dismiss the gorgeous part, and he laughed.

"Just a few times a day," he replied and I rolled my eyes at him.

"Such an ego!" I said and he grinned "Sooooo... what you wanna do?"

"What would you do if I weren't here and you were to spend the day by
yourself?"

"Hmmm... I'd be reading somewhere... probably a park or something... I'm a
very simple and boring person..." I laughed and he shook his head grinning.

"Simple I could agree with. But I bet you're far from boring."

"Oh! You'd be surprised," I replied and he chuckled "We could go to lunch
and then decide from there?"

"Sounds like a plan." he agreed and we turned for the door.

"You think your ego can pass through the door AND the mob without getting
hurt?"

"I think I can manage."

"Good. That is such an impressive feature on you." I replied and he laughed
just before the door was opened and we stepped outside.


~*~JC~*~

To say that the day had been a dreamy one would be such an understatement.
Kevin wasn't only gorgeous and had a body to die for. He was funny, sexy,
smart, sensitive, hyper and you couldn't help but laugh when around him. OK,
so, I may be a little biased but I was sure I wasn't the only one who
thought like that. He probably had a boyfriend already. Reason why he had
told Jacob that he didn't date that night at the bar. Yes, that's it. He's
way too perfect to be single. And if he does happen to be single, he won't
want me. Why would he want me anyway? I mean, I'm not trash or anything but
I'm sure he could find someone better. Or that had more time for him. A guy
this amazing couldn't be real. That was another alternative: I was just
dreaming. Someone will probably pinch me awake really soon. I'll kill Lance
if he is the one who does it...

"Josh!"

"Oh! Huh?"

"You were a hundred miles away." Kevin smiled at me from his chair that was
almost across from mine. We had been walking to a park when we spotted a
cafe and decided to go for a cappuccino, so we got a sort of hidden table
and had been talking since. Or Kevin had been talking apparently.

"I'm sorry. I didn't mean to. What was it you were saying?"

"I asked what Lance had said about his party." he smiled patiently. God! I
want him! I promise I'll be a good good boy.

"He was floating when we got back to the hotel." I said and he chuckled.

"I'm glad he liked it that much. You guys don't seem to get the time to see
your family much, right? He seemed very surprised and very very happy to see
his."

"Yeah. Touring doesn't give us much time to go back home and actually spend
time with family. We are always moving and we just haven't got on the road
already because Lance had some promoting for his movie and we had some stuff
to shoot for a video."

"I wouldn't be able to live like that. I swear. I mean, my parents live a
few blocks from our house and I already miss them like crazy most of the
time. And your life changes way too much. I like my life very scheduled." he
said and I laughed.

"That doesn't sound like a bartender talking at all!" I said and it was his
time to laugh.

"I'm not a very usual bartender." he chuckled and I agreed with him. Hell,
he was anything but usual in most things. He looked over at me and it was
then that I noticed just how amazing his eyes were. They were green but sort
of blueish or grayish. I couldn't really point it out. He looked like an
angel. And had a body that made him a walking sin "You seem to be thinking
and spacing out a lot today... told you I was that boring..." he grinned and
I grinned back.

"No way... just looking..."

"At?"

"You."

"Why?" he asked and he sounded very defensive with that one word.

"You're just beautiful, that's why."

"Oh! C'mon..." he started but I silenced him when I put my lips over his. He
seemed to resist a little but then I felt him give in and sort of press back
against me. Oh wow...

Just when I was starting to enjoy myself, I felt him pull away rather
quickly and opened my eyes "Kevin..."

"Why?" he gasped as he struggled to get to his feet "Why did you do that? I
mean..." he babbled and then his hand went to his mouth and I couldn't say
anything. He looked so frightened and confused.

"Look, I..."

"Don't. Just don't say anything." he said before he breathed in and then he
kind of seemed a bit more in control of his actions "I'll take you back to
your hotel." he said and turned his back to me, starting to go for the door.

"You don't have to. I can grab a cab." I replied to his back and then he
turned to look at me.

"OK. Bye."

"But, Kevin..." I called but it was way too late. He had already left the
place. Way to go there, Joshua!

TBC...

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