Date: Fri, 21 Dec 2001 21:15:45 +0100
From: Dannii Ree <raindrops79@hotmail.com>
Subject: "the love we have" chapter 33

Notes: Not much to say now. Here's the next. Enjoy!!

Disclaimer: This story is a complete work of fiction. We don't know the
guys of *NSYNC, and we don't want to imply anything about their sexuality.


Chapter 33 by Dannii


JC was quiet for a few seconds, and Justin started to fear that he had made
a mistake by telling Lance what had happened, but then JC smiled at him and
squeezed his hand.

"And what did he say?", he wanted to know.

"Not much", Justin replied. "He is glad that everything went so well. But I
think it made him a bit sad, because you know, his parents don't know about
him being gay, and he doesn't have anybody at the moment. - What do you
say, maybe we should help him find a boyfriend?  Then we could all go out
together!" JC had to laugh at Justin's enthusiasm.

"I don't think so, babe. I think he'll find the right person soon
enough. We shouldn't interfere, really. It will just mean trouble, I know
it."

"Okay", Justin sighed disappointed. But just a second later he smiled
again.  "But we can watch out for cute boys, and when we see some, we can
point them out to him!" JC had to stop at a red light and used the time to
look at his boyfriend. <He's so adorable>, he thought and leaned in to give
him a quick kiss, not really caring about the elderly women in the car
beside his, who was giving him a disgusted look.

"I guess we can do that, babe", he answered, and Justin beamed at him and
leaned back in his seat, satisfied.

**********

The next two weeks were passing by really quick for the Timberlake/Chasez
family. Justin and JC went to college everyday and spent their free time,
including the weekends, helping Lynn and Jim with the preparations for the
wedding. They spent hours writing guest lists and putting the written
invitations in the envelops. Even the other boys helped for a few days;
Lance was there on several weekdays, and on the weekends the house was full
with the addition of Tyler, Jamie, Steven and Joey, and even Kelly was
there for two days, since she and Joey had become inseparable and wanted to
spend as much time together as possible.  Justin and JC had already told
their friends about their relationship, and they were amazed and happy to
see that they all were okay with it. They talked about it one night, and
Justin told JC that he was really relieved that everybody took it so well
so far, and that he couldn't believe that they were so lucky.

Both boys had decided to spend the nights apart from each other, because
they were still insecure about showing their affection to each other in
front of Lynn and Jim, and they didn't want one of them to find them lying
in bed together, but they managed to slip away now and then for a stolen
moment where they could kiss for a while or just hold each other
close. They were already looking forward for the two weeks after the
wedding, when Lynn and Jim would be on their honeymoon and they'd have the
house all for themselves. To be honest, that was all Justin could think
about at the moment, and everytime JC flashed his sweet smile at him, he
felt a stirring in his groin that had become oh so familiar in the last two
weeks. He really couldn't wait to spent two whole weeks with his boyfriend,
every night, and even two whole weekends.

**********

On the day of the wedding, everything was very hectic, and JC and Justin
barely saw each other, because JC spent most of the time helping his
father, and Justin had more than enough to do calming down his mother, who
was a nervous wreck and seemed to do nothing right. So one hour before the
ceremony was going to start, he rushed into his room, giving JC a quick
kiss on the way there, and hurriedly put on his suit and styled his curls
before they all rushed into the cars and drove to church. JC was driving
Lynn, Jim and Tyler, and Justin was with Joey, Steven, Jamie and Lance, who
were all invited to the wedding as well.  Kelly was going to meet them
there.

The ceremony was over much to soon, and JC didn't remember much of it,
because all he could do was stare at Justin the whole time, who was
standing beside his mother, in a dark blue suit that made him look years
older than 16. The other boys had suits on as well, but JC only had eyes
for Justin, who beamed at him every time their eyes met. His eyes held a
promise, a promise about what they would do later, when they were alone at
home, and JC felt his heart flutter in his chest everytime he thought of
it.

The party after the ceremony took place at a restaurant they had rented for
the day, and after JC and Justin had both spoken some words about their
parents and the traditional wedding games where done, everybody started to
dance to the music from they four man band that was playing. It was just a
small party with just close relatives and friends, about 50 people
together.

Justin was dancing with one of JC's female cousins when his boyfriend came
up to him and lightly tapped him in the shoulder. Justin turned around and
smiled at him.

"Hey Josh", he said warmly.

"Hey Just", JC answered. "Can I talk to you for a moment?" He flashed an
apologetic smile at his cousin, who had been hanging literally all over
Justin the whole evening, and waited for Justin's answer.

"Sure", Justin grinned and turned back to the girl. "Sorry, Kathy. I'll see
you later, okay?"  She nodded disappointed and went back to the table where
her parents were talking with Jim and Lynn, and Justin followed JC out of
the main room to the floor where they toilets were, where he opened a door
and pulled Justin inside a small, empty room. He turned on the small light
and locked the door, then he turned around and took Justin in his arms, who
sighed happily and buried his face in JC's neck.

"I've waited for this moment all day", JC whispered and held Justin as
close to his body as possible, closing his eyes and softly stroking the
younger boy's back through his suit.

"Me too", Justin replied and leaned back to be able to look into JC's eyes.
JC opened them after a quick kiss from Justin. Before he could protest that
it was too quick, Justin gave him another one, this time longer. "You look
really hot on your suit, do you know that?", he asked, and JC blushed. "But
I already can't wait to take it off of you, piece by piece, and kiss every
part of your beautiful body." JC felt his stomach flutter at this words,
and he took a deep breath to will down the erection that was starting to
form.

"You tease", he said huskily, and Justin smiled sweetly at him.

"I love you, Josh", he said softly, becoming serious, and JC lifted one of
his hands and caressed Justin's cheek with it.

"I love you too, Justin. I love you so much." He leaned in and their lips
met in a sweet kiss, that soon became more passionate. Justin felt JC bite
softly at his lower lip, and he opened his mouth and welcomed JC's tongue
in his mouth, where it met his own. They kissed like this for several
minutes, until they had to stop because they had to come up for air. Justin
panted slightly as he looked at JC, and suddenly something dawned on him,
and he became serious.

"What's up, baby?", JC asked, sensing immediately that something wasn't
right.

"I just realized something", Justin said quietly. "Your dad and my mom
married each other today, Josh. That means that we're brothers now." He
swallowed, and JC could see the troubled look in his eyes.

"I know, honey", JC said and tightened his grip on Justin's waist in order
to comfort him.  "But we talked about it, do you remember? It isn't illegal
what we're doing, and nobody can harm us." Justin looked at him unhappily.

"I know, Josh. But... it feels weird! I'm afraid of what people will say
when they find out that we're a couple, and that we're brothers! I have to
get used to this situation." He looked down for a second, and when he
looked up again, he saw a look of fear in JC's eyes.

"Oh, Josh", he said quickly and gave the brunette boy a gentle kiss, "don't
worry, I won't break up with you. I could never do that, you mean too much
to me, and I wouldn't know what to do without you. I'm just worried, that's
all. But I know we can go through everything together, and as long as you
love me, I'll be fine." He was relieved when he saw JC smile again.

"I'll always love you, Justin, so you'll always be fine. And we'll go
through everything together. But I really don't want to talk about this
now. I want to enjoy this moment", JC said and unwrapped his arms from
Justins waist. He took a step back and made a small bow in front of Justin,
before he held his hand out for him. "May I have this dance, Sir?" Justin
smiled at him happily, took his hand and let JC draw him close to his body.
They wrapped their arms around each other and began to slowly sway to the
music that could be heard through the closed door of the small room.

**********

It was three o'clock in the morning when Justin and JC finally arrived back
at their home.  Lynn and Jim had left the party at midnight to catch their
flight that left early the morning, and after that the other guests had
left one after the other. JC and Justin had been the last ones left,
together with Lance, Jamie and one of JC's uncles, the one who had rented
the restaurant.

Justin slipped when he tried to climb up the stairs to the house and fell
into JC's arms, giggling. JC himself couldn't suppress an amused
smile. After Lynn and Jim had left the party, Justin had drunken a few
beers, and since he didn't drink alcohol normally and couldn't hold it very
well, he was quite tipsy now. But not so much that JC had to fear that the
younger boy was going to vomit all over the place, so it was okay. In fact,
Justin looked really cute when he was drunken, because he was smiling all
the time, and JC thought that Justin's smile was the most beautiful one
he'd ever seen. So now he just wrapped his arms around his boyfriend's
waist and helped him up the stairs and into the house. Together they
climbed up the stairs, Justin clinging tightly to JC, and finally arrived
in JC's room, where Justin fell back on the bed and looked up at JC with
hooded eyes.

"Come here", he whispered hoarsely, and JC immediately did as he was asked
and laid down on the bed beside his boyfriend. He turned onto his side, so
that he could look down at Justin, and placed one arm over his stomach,
gently starting to caress it through the tight, baby blue shirt Justin had
changed into after the ceremony.

"Hey", he said, and Justin giggled again.

"Hey, baby", he replied and scooted closer to JC, so that their bodies were
touching fully.  "I'm tired", he stated, and as if to prove it, he closed
his eyes and yawned. "T'was a long day."

"It was. So maybe we should head to bed now, what do you think?" JC
suggested. Justin opened his eyes again and blinked.

"Can I stay here, with you?" he asked, pouting a bit, and JC couldn't
resist giving him a quick kiss on the lips.

"Of course you can, babe. I'd be mad if you didn't." Justin smiled,
satisfied, but started to pout again the next moment.

"But you have to help me undress", he said. "I don't think I'll be able to
do it alone."

"There's nothing I'd like to do more, sweetheart", JC grinned and sat up on
the bed. Knowing that they wouldn't do anything that night besides holding
each other, he quickly changed into his pajama bottoms and a t-shirt and
then started to help Justin out of his clothes. When he'd stripped him down
to his boxer-briefs, he went to Justin's room and grabbed a simple white t-
shirt. He helped Justin into it and made him lay down on the bed again.
Quickly he turned off the light in his room and climbed into the bed beside
his boyfriend, finally feeling exhaustion washing over him.

JC laid down on his back, and Justin cuddled up to him, laying his head on
JC's chest and wrapping his arms around the older boy's waist.

"It was a nice night"-+, he mumbled and sleepily kissed JC's chest through
his t-shirt. JC let his hand slip under Justin's t-shirt and began to
stroke his bare back.

"It was", he agreed. "Lynn looked beautiful."

"Your dad didn't look bad either", Justin said, and JC smiled.

"I guess you're right", he answered. When Justin let out a big yawn, he
looked down at him.

"Let's sleep a bit, babe. Luckily enough tomorrow is sunday, so we can
sleep in." Justin nodded and cuddled even tighter to JC, who reached to his
side and turned off the bedside lamp. Justin leaned in for a goodnight
kiss, and then both boys closed their eyes.

"Goodnight, Josh. I love you."

"Goodnight. I love you too, Just."

One minute later both were asleep.

TBC...
**********
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