Date: Sat, 22 Dec 2001 00:11:50 +0100
From: Dannii Ree <raindrops79@hotmail.com>
Subject: "the love we have" chapter 34

Notes: Only one chapter more to come - enjoy this!!!

Disclaimer: This story is a complete work of fiction. We don't know the
guys of *NSYNC, and we don't want to imply anything about their sexuality.


Chapter 34 by Megan

The next morning, JC woke up with Justin still wrapped around him.  He
looked over at the clock and realized how late it was.  <Two o'clock?> he
thought to himself, <wow, we slept really late.>

JC looked down at Justin, who had his head on JC's chest, and smiled to
himself.  He really loved Justin with all his heart.  He'd do anything for
the boy.  He unconsciously ran his hands through Justin's curly hair,
sighing to himself.  He was so happy.  He didn't think he'd even been this
happy in his life.

And he wanted Justin so bad.  That thought just wouldn't leave his mind.
He'd thought that last night would be `their' night, but then Justin had
gotten drunk.  He didn't want their first time together to occur when
either of them was drunk.  JC had been kind of disappointed when he
realized that it wasn't going to happen that night, but he knew he could
wait.  He could wait forever if Justin asked him to.

He was lost in his thoughts and didn't realize that Justin had woken up
until he felt cool lips making their way up his neck.  He closed he eyes
and focused on the feeling of Justin's lips on his skin.  JC smiled as
Justin made his way up his neck and to his mouth.
  Justin placed a sweet kiss there before pulling back to smile at JC.

"Good morning," he said pleasantly.

"Good afternoon," JC replied, pointing to the clock that now read 2:10.

"Woah," Justin exclaimed, "we slept really late."

"Yeah," JC sighed, closing his eyes again.

"You aren't still tired, are you?" Justin asked.

"Kinda," JC responded, pulling Justin closer to his body and using him as
his pillow.

"Don't fall asleep on me, Josh, I gotta pee," Justin informed JC, pushing
him lightly so he could get up.  He rushed into the bathroom and JC watch
him go with a smile.
  Once Justin returned, he saw that JC was still lying in the bed.  "Come
*on* Josh, let's get up and *do* something!" he exclaimed.

"Like what?  Why can't we just sleep today?" JC questioned, keeping his
eyes closed.

"Well, before we do anything else, we've both got to shower.  And I figured
that instead of wasting water, we could..." Justin trailed off, waiting for
JC's reaction.

"Oh, I like the way you think," JC responded, hopping up from his place on
the bed and strolling over to where Justin was standing.

"Really?" Justin asked nervously.  He hadn't thought that JC was going to
say yes.

"Of course, who would pass up the opportunity to shower with their
boyfriend?" JC teased, his eyes sparkling.

"I love you, Josh," Justin replied, smiling shyly.

"I love you too, babe.  Now get your butt in the bathroom," JC demanded,
pointing in the direction of the bathroom.

"Yes sir," Justin joked, laughing as he entered the bathroom with JC on his
heels.  He turned on the water, knowing it would take a minute to warm
up. He began to take his shirt off, but JC stopped him.

"Here, let me," JC offered, stepping closer to remove Justin's shirt for
him.

"Thanks baby," Justin responded, reaching down to help JC remove his own
shirt.  He ran his hands down JC's chest and then reached for JC's pajama
pants, pulling them down quickly.  He couldn't help but admire his
boyfriends beautiful body before pulling down his own pants and stepping
into the shower after JC.

JC stepped under the spray first, leaning his head back so the warm water
ran over his face.  He rubbed his hair a little, making sure it was all wet
before handing Justin the shampoo bottle.

"What did you want me to do with this?" Justin teased, giving JC a confused
look.

"Wash my hair please?" JC asked nicely, smiling as Justin reached for the
bottle.

"The things I do for you," Justin mumbled, but he smiled back at JC to show
that he was just joking.

"Yeah, yeah," JC replied, leaning forward so Justin could put the shampoo
in his hair.  As Justin stepped closer to JC and started putting the
shampoo in his hair, JC noticed a certain body part of Justin's that was
right in front of him. "Nice view," JC muttered, thinking Justin couldn't
hear him.

"What was that?" Justin asked, finishing with the shampoo and lifting JC
head up so he was standing straight again. "See something you like?"

JC just licked his lips before smiling at Justin. "Ya think?" he joked,
gesturing to his hardening cock.

It was Justin's turn to lick his lips. "Baby," he whispered, "you're so
beautiful, you know that, right?"

"I was going to say the same thing about you," JC responded, running his
hands over Justin's chest and tweaking his nipples along the way.

"Mmmm," was Justin's only response.

JC finally stepped back under the spray to rinse his hair out.  He closed
his eyes as not to get soap in them.  He felt Justin's hands in his hair,
washing all the shampoo out.  He stepped out of the spray seconds later and
moved so Justin could take his place.

While Justin was wetting his hair, JC put some conditioner in his own.  He
grabbed the shampoo and spread it around in Justin's curly hair, loving the
feel of Justin's curls, even when they were wet.  He moved Justin's head
under the spray when he was done, rinsing the shampoo from his curls.  He
then rinsed the conditioner out of his hair quickly.

When JC stepped out of the spray, Justin pulled him close and closed his
lips over JC's.  JC leaned into Justin and let out a sigh as Justin's
tongue entered his mouth.  Justin stepped forward, forcing JC to step back
so that the spray of water was hitting both of them.

JC's hands roamed Justin's body, ending up on his hips, while Justin's
hands gripped at his hair, pulling him even closer.  Their wet, naked
bodies came in contact and Justin sighed into the kiss as JC's erection
brushed against his thigh.  He let one hand leave JC's hair and move down
JC's chest and hover over his cock.  JC thrust his hips forward a little so
his cock made contact with Justin's hand.  JC reached his hands down to
squeeze Justin's ass as Justin's hand was doing wonders to his cock.

Justin pulled away from JC's mouth, breathing hard, but continued to give
JC the best hand job he'd ever received.  JC tried to concentrate on
getting his breathing back to normal, but it wasn't working too well.

"Baby," JC murmured, burying his head in Justin's neck and kissing the skin
he found there.

"Yeah?" Justin asked, bring JC's head away from his neck and leaning in to
kiss him again.

"I want you, J", JC told him, his voice a little stronger.

"I want you too," Justin replied.

"Not here," JC said, "on the bed."

"Ok," Justin agreed, reluctantly taking his hand away from JC's cock and
grabbing JC's hand as he stepped out of the shower.  He grabbed two towels
from the counter and handed one to JC.  They dried off quickly, both eager
to get dry so they could continue what they had started in the shower.

Justin sat down on the bed, the towel still wrapped around his waist and
watched JC.  JC was wandering around the room, picking up random items and
closing the blinds.

"What're you doing baby?" Justin asked, wondering what could be more
important to JC than him at that moment.  His cock was throbbing painfully
under the soft towel.

"You'll see," JC replied, setting the items in their places.  "Close your
eyes."

"Ok," Justin agreed, wondering what the hell JC was doing and why he had to
close his eyes.

He heard JC shuffling around the room a little more and then he felt JC lay
down beside him on the bed. "Ok, you can open them now," JC told him.

Justin opened his eyes and looked around the room in awe.  The blinds were
closed and there were candles spread around, their light illuminating the
dark room.

"Baby," he gasped as he turned around to face JC and noticed that JC had
taken off the towel and he was holding a red rose.  Justin felt tears come
to his eyes, and turned away, embarrassed that he was being such a baby.

"Justin?  What's wrong?" JC asked, concerned.  He crawled over to Justin
and lifted his head so their were eye to eye.  He noticed the tears and
frowned.

"You did all this just for me?" Justin sniffled, his eyes scanning the room
again before he looked back at JC.

"Yes, baby, I wanted our first time to be really special," JC admitted,
"did I do something wrong?"

"No," Justin assured him, "it's perfect.  It's just that, well, no one's
ever done anything this sweet for me before."

"Well there's a first time for everything, right?" JC asked, his eyes
sparkling.

"Yeah," Justin agreed. "Man, I really ruined the mood we had going there."

"Nah," JC replied with a smile. "But are you sure you're ok?  Are you ready
for this because I really don't want to push you?"

"Yes," Justin confirmed, "I'm good.  No, I'm great.  And I'm ready.  I love
you so much, Josh."

"I love you too, baby," JC replied, moving over on the bed, "come're."

Justin obliged, moving to lie down next to JC.  He shed his towel quickly
and sighed happily as JC leaned in to kiss him softly.  Again, and again,
and again.  Justin buried his hands in JC's hair, pulling him as close as
possible.

JC pulled away slightly, kissing a path down Justin's neck and shoulders.
He tweaked on nipple with his finger as his tongue attacked the other. He
slithered down further, worshiping every part of Justin's body.  He dipped
his tongue in Justin's bellybutton and smiled against Justin's skin as he
felt the younger man sigh happily.

He placed small kisses on Justin's hips and inside his thighs, not touching
Justin's throbbing erection yet.  He continued down even further and
swirled his tongue around Justin's knees.  Justin shuddered.  No one had
ever sucked on his knees before.  It was such a strange feeling, but then
again, it was turning him on even more.  Justin giggled as JC kissed his
ticklish toes.

Finally, JC moved back up Justin's body to kiss Justin a little harder as
he reached down to stroke Justin's cock slowly.  Justin's hips bucked and
he moaned into JC's mouth as JC started to stroke harder and faster.  He
released Justin's lips only to cover Justin's cock with his warm mouth.
His head bobbed as they found a rhythm together.

JC reached under Justin's ass slowly, teasing Justin's hole with his
finger.
  He slowly slid one inside, not wanting to hurt Justin.  Justin let out a
long, loud moan that was clearly from pleasure as JC began to move his
finger in the same pattern as his mouth.

Justin whimpered as JC suddenly removed his mouth and fingers, not touching
Justin anymore.

"Shhh, baby," JC whispered, grabbing a condom and tube from the table
beside his bed.

With Justin's help, he got the condom on, and spread some lube over it. He
moved to ready himself when Justin whimpered again.

"What's wrong, baby?" JC asked, concerned.

"Just go slow, ok?" Justin pleaded.

"Of course, J, just tell me when he hurts and I'll stop," JC assured him.

"Ok," Justin whispered, lifting his head a little to kiss JC.  JC returned
the kiss passionately, his hands positioning his cock at Justin's hold and
moving Justin's legs so they were up over his shoulders.

Justin hissed as JC slid in one finger, and then two.  JC moved his fingers
around, wanting to get Justin ready so it wouldn't hurt him too badly.
When JC could get a third finger in, he figured Justin was ready.

"You ok, baby?" he asked, just to make sure.

"Yes," Justin breathed, "please, Josh, I want you now."

That was all JC needed.  He carefully pushed inside of Justin, pausing when
Justin's face contorted in pain.  But soon, the pain left him, and he
nodded for JC to continue.  JC had to stop a few more times before he was
all the way inside of Justin.  He leaned down to kiss Justin sweetly as he
moved slowly in and out.

He lifted his head, wanting to look at Justin as they made love for the
first time.  He smiled down at Justin before saying, "still ok?"

"Yes," Justin told him, breathing hard.  "More, Josh, please, I need-"

"Shhh, J," JC replied, shushing Justin with a kiss.  He started to move
faster as Justin had requested, hoping he wasn't hurting him.  But the look
in Justin's eyes showed everything but hurt.

"I-I love you Josh," Justin whispered as Josh felt his body tightening
around his cock.

"I love you too, Justin," JC whispered back, as Justin came all over
himself and JC.  JC came seconds later, collapsing on top of Justin.  After
just lying there for a few minutes, he got the strength to pull out of
Justin and reach for the towel Justin had discarded earlier.  He cleaned
them both off before sliding beneath the covers with Justin and falling
into a deep sleep.

TBC...
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