Date: Sat, 21 Apr 2001 13:44:08 EDT
From: MrClean290@aol.com
Subject: The Thing With Nick 1

Hey Yall!  I've decided to try my hand at Some Nick/Howie slash.  yes, the
parts in this story will be short, but they will come out sooner than my
others stories, which i am still working on.

Disclaimer: I dont know BSB or if they are gay or not, i just like to play
around with ideas.  if u dont lke real ppl m/m stories, one why you here?
and 2, u dot hafta read...thanks for your time.

Feedback is always appreciated.

thanks!
~Elisheva

The thing with Nick
1

The thing with Nick is that he's young.

 He doesn't understand why I turn away from him every time he touches me.
He thinks I don't want him, which is the farthest thing from the truth.
But the thing with Nick is, he doesn't know.

We were on the bus.  We were bored.  But he said he loved me.  And I
believed him.  We fucked whenever we could.  We kissed fervently.  Every
time he would collapse on top of me, he would whisper 'I love you,' in my
ear.  And I believed him.

For two years I believed him.  Every word, every drop of sweat, sex and
cologne, belonged to me.  And I believed that.  He was my best friend, so
why shouldn't he become my lover.  I never suspected a thing.  He had that
player rep, but it was Alex.  And outside the flirting and dancing and the
playing, he was mine.

It shouldn't have shocked me to see him with her.  I mean, it was AJ, the
player.  But he was mine.  In my bed, in our bed.  He had brought back some
whore to the hotel.  And I was left alone in the hallway to sleep away the
pain.

He swore it was a one time thing.  He just needed to be reminded of the
other kind of sex.  I spit in his face and walked away.

That was 2 years ago.  We smile at each other when we pass in the halls.
But things were never the same.  He begged me to go back to him.  He
screamed I love you to me through the door of my hotel for six months
straight.  He lost his voice over me.  He showered me with gifts for the
next year.  I gave everything away.  He sent cards for the 3 months.  I
burned them.  The last six months were him in tears every time he saw me.
Today, he kissed me.

The thing with Nick is, he thought I kissed him back.
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2 to follow soon
~Elisheva
MrClean290@aol.com