Date: Sat, 24 Jun 2000 02:43:17 EDT
From: WrItErScRaMp99@aol.com
Subject: The Truth 2000-7

    Hey guys it has been the longest time since i wrote in this story.  I am
so sorry about this.  After a couple more chapters, i think i either will go
on a leave of absence or continue writing more.  I really don't know right
now.  I would like to thank a lot of people for writing me and encouraging
me.  I love ya peeps for doing dat...i hear ya bratha... anways here is the
latest on my story.

    If you are under the rightful age please exit..if you are not...please go
on and read the story.

The Truth 2000-7
By: Toby


Last Time:

    " NOOOOOOO! JUSTIN!!!" BRian cried out in pain.

    " Bri...an...? I ...lo.ve... you... nothi.g will ...chnage... that... I
am..going...t o die...happy..knowin..g i ..was..held by
...you...agaiiiiin........." Justin managed to get out.

    " No WHAT ARE YOU TALKING ANOUT??? I LOVE YOU!! I AM NOT GOING TO LET YOU
DIE!!! IWON"T!!! I PROMISE YOU!!!"

    " Don't..... ma......ke pr...om...ises. ...yo...u c.a.n't ...k...eep.....
good...by..e"

    " NOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!"

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Now:


    " NOOOO!!! I WILL NOT LET YOU DIE..NOT RIGHT NOW AND NOT LIKE THIS!"
Brian sceamed at the top of his lungs.

    In the distance he can hear the ambulance coming toward him.  the sound
was hell for Brian.  He just kneeled there holding a dying Justin in his arms
crying and hugging Justin.  Brian didn't know what to do.  The ambulance came
and took Justin timberlake to a near by hospital.
    The rest of the guys were notify immediately. JC, AJ, Kevin, and Chris
rused to St. Peterson's Medical Hospital only to find that Brian was in the
emergency room.  The guys entered to see Brian staring off to space.  He just
starred in the air.  He just starred not knowing what to do or anything.  The
guys stood there looking at Brian.  They could see the pain in Brian
eyes.They could hear the hurtful cries.  They could just picture what was in
Brian's head.  Poor Brian didn't even see them come in.  The guys didn't want
to disturbe him so they just sat down by themselves.  The slience was there
for half an hour.  The silence was broken when a nurse came in.

    " I am one of the nurses in the surgery room operating on Mr. Timberlake,
he isn't doing all that well... " the nurse said in a sorry voice.

    " What is going on tell us..please" Brian interupted her.

    " Mr. Timberlake has some brain damage, a broken neck, arm, leg, and he
also has a nerve problem.  He wasn't on his usual weight so the impact was
pretty tough on him.  We are doing all we can on him right now.. all you guys
can do is pray for the best and prepare for the wrost," with that the nurse
turned back into the surgery room.

    " GOD DAMN IT!!! This is all my fault! if i hadn't left him, let him go,
none of this would happen. DAMN!" Brian knocked his head on the wall so hard
it made a dent on the wall.

    " HEY! We don't need you and Justin in the surgery room. Grab a hold of
yourself.  This isn't your fault.  Just relax and calm down.  HE is going to
be fine!" JC said.

    " I am scared man...I am so scared.  I need him...I can't live without
him. I NEED HIM DAMNIT I NEED HIM SO BAD!" Brian cried on JC's shoulders and
hugged him very hard.

    " I know, I know" JC soothed the grown man.

    Everyone was silent.  Everyone was scared for Justin. What to do?  There
were cups and cups of coffee stacked in front of the five guys but all was
asleep besdies Brian.  It has been over 6 hours since Justin was operated on.
 The doctor finally came in.

    " GUYS WAKE UP! THE DOCTOR IS HERE!" Brian shouted and the guys jumped up.

    " Hi, my name is Dr. Ross.  I have been operating on Mr. Timberlake for
the past hours.  HE is in ICU right now.  Only family can see him.  He isn't
doing too good but we grab his life back from the devil.  So if you want you
can see him.  In ICU room, 3.  Thanks"

    " I am going," Brian said.

    " I will go with you," JC said.

    The two guys walked intot he room together.  Upon this entrance it was to
find Just wrapped up!  Justin was wrapped up everywhere and seen only to show
his angelic face which was still that sweet.  Brian and JC had tears coming
down their faces.  Justin just laid there so peacfully.  The machine was
beeping.  BEEP BEEP and the IV machine dropped IV.  Justin was a mess.  The
oxygen masked cover his nose for him to breathe.

    " Ummm... JC..*sniff* can i please have a minute or two alone with
Justin? PLease?"

    " Yea..sure..no problem.."

    " Thanks" Brian said and JC walked out.

    Brian got down on his knees again and just held Justin's hand.  He held
his hand so tightly.  Brian placed Justin's hand on to his face to feel it
was cold as ice.  HE rubbed them together with his own hand.  Brian laid his
head next to Justin's body.  What he felt was bones.

    " Justin...I love you so much. I want you to know I always loved you no
matter what.  I was such an idoit to let you go.  I Hate myself for doing so.
* SNIFF SNIFF*
In this world, i would give up everything just to be with you.  If you love
me, you will not leave me on this earth all alone. IF you love me you will
hold on and we will die together.  I will not let you die...no matter what.
* SNIFF SNIFF* Please come back to me.  Please!"  Brian's word flew out
naturally.

    These words flew right into Justin's ears.  These words flew right into
Justin's heart.  These words touched Justin deep inside.  Justin's eyes
started to have tears.  He cried.  The tears flew out of his eyes but he
still couldn't move.

    " BEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEPPPPPPPP"

    " SHIT! DR. ROSS! DR. ROSS! GET IN HERE SOME ONE! PLEASE!" Brian shouted.

    The nurse and the doctor ran in and started checking on him.

    " PLease save him ! please save him!"

    " Get him out of here!" a male nurse said.

     A lady took out Brian from the room.

    " Ok, we are going to start Code 1.  CLEAR!" the doctor said and shocked
Justin.  " No pulse.  CLEAR! Still No Pulse! CLEAR!"

    " Ok i got a weak pulse!" a nurse said.

    " Ok... check all vital signs and get him on antibiotics right now!
Tracy, try to get one of his family membvers in here." the doctor ordered
around things to be done.

    " Yes doctor," Tracy went out to get Brian. " Mister, can you please
follow me?"

    Brian followed her into the halls again.  Everyone was done and now
Justin was on more wires than he was before.

    " You can stay in here if you want," the nurse told Brian. Brian didn't
answer, he went back to his deep stare.

    Brian just stared at Justin.  The angel was there lying there not moving.
 What is going on?  Why does Justin have to go through all these pain and by
himself? Brian grabbed a chair and sat next to Justin until daylight was
seen.  The other guys just waited in the waiting room.

    " Mister...Mister..."  the nurse said to Brian.

    " Wha... ohh how is he doing?" Brian's voice was filled with concern.

    " Mister?"

    " Just call me Brian,"

    " Ok, Brian, what is your relationship with Mr. Timberlake?" the nurse
asked

    " I am his...i am hoping i am his..i was his...i was his fiancee'" Brian
didn't look up at the nurse.

    " Oh ok, Mr. Timberlake's heart beating is a little bit below normal but
he should be fine.  We are still running test and X-Rays though."  the nurse
really didn't care he and him was gay.

    " Oh ok thanks!" Brian was happy to hear that Jsutin was doing ok.  HE
went out and told the other guys.  " hey guys! Justin is doing fine!"

    " Alright!" the guys all said in unison.

    " Ummm..if you guys want you can go back to the hotel and hang and I will
keep you updated.  You guys must be tired." Brian said in a kind voice.

    " Umm are you sure?  I mean I can stay if you want," Chris said.

    " No i want him to see me first when he wakes up,"

    " Ok then... I will see you later.  Call us every hour." KEvin told
Brian.  " We are going to be at JC's.  Bye!"

    The guys left brian at the hospital.  Brian went back to sit with Justin.
 It has been 5 hours and Justin hasn't waken up yet.  He called the guys
every hour. BRian is beginning to get worried.

    " Dr. Ross, why hasn't Justin waken up yet?"

    " Brian, he hasn't yet? I thought by now he should be fine," the doctor
and Brian talked over the phone.

    " He is still sleeping"

    " I will be right there"

Later on:

    " Hey doctor. HE hasn't been up.  The nurse said it is normal."

    " It was normal but his color isn't good.  I don't know...i have to run
one more test." the doctor stepped out of the room.

    " Come on Jus, come on you can do it," Brian praed to himself.

    " Ummm...Brian, he is fine, just calm down.  He is doing very good from
the surgery." said the doctor.

    " Thanks!"

    Three days has past!  Justin is still asleep!

    " Dr. Ross, why isn't he awake?"  Chris wanted to know.

    " Ummm guys...Justin has slipped into a coma.  Comas are either a long or
a short period of time.  It all depeneds.  He could be very well when he
wakes up or even worst.  PLease i am really sorry about this.  But pray for
the very Best..prepare for the very worst.  It has been one week. Brian sits
next to Justin all day and night.  Finally one afternoon... Brian hears
rustly sheets.  He looks over to Justin...he sees movement!

TO BE CONTINUE....

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