Date: Wed, 16 May 2001 02:23:07 -0700 (PDT)
From: Cody Phalpher <eternaleyes2000@yahoo.com>
Subject: Time

Time - Chapter 1

Heya! For those of you who thought that I'm that dead...I guess you're
wrong.  For those of you who don't, allow me to introduce myself, I'm Cody
Phalpher, 21 y/o this year and author of "Loneliness Knows Me by
name"...I'm actually struggling whether I should stop it and focus more on
this or not?  E-mail me if you have suggestions on the above!

Disclaimer : If you are not at least 18 or of legal age to view sexual
content please leave now and if you're offended by homosexual experiences
or acts , this story is not for you.This story is pure fiction.I don't know
anyone from the Backstreet Boys as a friend or whether they are gay or bi.
All the characters except the celebrities are fiction...non-existing.

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*In David's room*

David:

This is the first time I've decided to listen to a pop song...as I put the
cd to play, the anonymous band started singing this song...so I just sat
back and listen:

I know that I, I can't believe
Just what the path has brought me
To the man I wanna be
I know that we have had some times
That we can't forget the struggle
Cause we have so far to go

I know we've changed but
Change can be so good
So let's not forget why
It's understood that

Time, (Time) look where we are and what we've been
through,
Time, sharing our dreams (sharin' every 'lil bit of
lifetime with you),
Time, (Goes on and on) goes on and on everyday (baby),
Time is what it is ,
Come what may (Come what may),

I remember when, mom used to say
That things are getting better
And you'll soon be on your way
Remember those days
When we would sing at the drop of a dime
Way back when nothing else mattered

I know we've changed, but
Change can be so good
So lets no forget
Why it's understood that

Time, (Time) look where we are and what we've been
through,
Time, sharing our dreams (sharin' every 'lil bit of
lifetime with you),
Time, (Goes on and on) goes on and on everyday
(everyday),
Time is what it is ,
Come what may (Come what may),

So here we are (here we are)
And we'll always stay together
And through it all you know we owe it all to you,
 Time goes on and on

Time, (Time) look where we are and what we've been
through (baby),
Time, sharing our dreams (sharin' every 'lil bit of
lifetime with you),
Time, (Goes on and on) goes on and on everyday
(everyday),
Time is what it is (Time is what it is),

Time, (Time) look where we are and what we've been
through (baby),
Time, sharing our dreams (sharin' every 'lil bit of
lifetime with you),
Time, (Goes on and on) goes on and on everyday
(everyday),
Time is what it is (Time is what it is),
Come what may (Come what may),

Time, goes on and on every day,
Time is what it is
Come what may
come what may

As the song ended... I let a tear slide down my cheeks. Time, that is
something I don't have. For those of you who're wondering who I am, my name
David Jayson McRyan...I'm 20 this year and I just lost the love of my life,
Kelvin in a plane accident... they said that they couldn't find his body so
I sold our apartment and lived with my best friend, Jeniffer in Denver,
Colorado.

*knock,knock* I looked up and Jeniffer walked in. "You still miss him don't
you? Move on Dave, I hate to see you hurting like this and I bet that
Kelvin does too!" she said. When I heard Kelvin's name, i started crying
hard. "I'm so sorry Dave, I shouldn't have mentioned his name."  she
apologize." It's okay, it's... just that... I...I miss him" I said between
sobs.

"Tell you what, why don't I take you too a concert to cheer you up, okay?"
she said. This caught my attention for i have not been to a concert even
though I'm 20. "Who's concert?" I asked. "My, my... I so happen to have
front row seats to the 'Backstreet Boy's concert, care to join?" she
chirped. "O..okay," I whispered softly and took a nap. When I woke up, it
was already 9 a.m and saw Jen watching me sleep just now and said "How're
you doing now after that nap... you just looked so peaceful as if the world
is a safe place to be," she said.

"Why don't we have breakfast at the cafe nearby," I suggested softly.
"Sure,". She drove us to the famous cafe although I don't know it's
name... I think it is called 'Cherry Blossom' or something.

*At the cafe*

David:

As we entered, we were greeted by the waiter, took us to our seat and took
our orders." Excuse me, Jen but I have to use the restroom" I said.
"Sure," she answered. As I entered the restroom, I heard screams from
outside so I ran out because I thought it was a holdup and see if Jen was
alright but was knocked by someone and both of us fell to the ground.

"Uff," I puffed. I felt dizzy and don't have the strength to get up. The
person that knocked me down was in a hurry I guess because he was nowhere
to be seen. "What happened?  Why are you on the floor Dave?" Jen's voice
filled my ears. "Got knocked down by someone, ...went to the men's
restroom," I said as I pointed towards the door. This did it and I saw rage
in her eyes. "Wait 'till I get my hands on that bastard!!!!!" She
practically screamed as she busted the door ( Jen is very protective over
her friends especially me and when she is mad, she is really mad and things
like 'No women in men's restroom' policy can stop her.

"Ohhhhhhh Myyyyyyyyy Goddddddd!!!!!!!!!!" I heard her scream. I quickly ran
towards the restroom to see her frozen, not moving but luckily still
breathing. "What's the matter?"  I asked her as I walked closer and in the
stall to where she was standing and staring at was a cute blond guy with
the most deep ocean blue eyes I've ever seen who looked horrified and was
about too pee in his pants. He then said, "You're gal ?" and I answered,
"Nope, just a friend," "You're...you're
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suggest . Just mail it to eternaleyes2000@yahoo.com !
The next installment will be on Monday