Date: Sun, 16 Dec 2001 19:12:21 -0800 (PST)
From: Mike James <jamesbeck18@yahoo.com>
Subject: to be or not to be(Chapter 11)

To be or not to be (chapter 11)

I do not know Nsync or Backstreetboys nor Rosie,
Although I totally wished I knew Nsync at least Jc or
Justin
WHOOOHOOOOO to that one right.  Well last time I left
you with Nsync just coming onto the stage.  Let's see
what happends now..

Nsync has just taken the stage and the crowd has
clamed down.  The backstreet boys are sitting behind
them on 
the stage.  Rosie looks at Jc and Justin who are
sitting next to each other with there hands entwined
with each
other. 

"So, what do you guys think of all this happining.  I
know you guys wanted to come out to the public on your
own
and all, but now that it is all out in the open what
are you going to do." Rosie asked of the young lovers.

"Well Rosie, we are just hoping that are fans will not
judge are music on who we are, but rather on are
talent. Justin 
and I are together, yes.  But that doesn't change the
fact that we make good music and write great songs,
not to sound
concieted or anything, I just fell that we try hard
and bring forth a great product when we are finished."
Jc answered her.

"How do you feel about what the backstreet boys said
while you were back stage."

Justin and Jc both stood up and turned around. They
then began to shake there rivals hands.  When they
turned around to sit 
back down the crowd started screaming. " KISS KISS
KISS KISS"  They just looked at each other and smiled.
 Rosie looked
at them and then joined in followed by the other
members of Nsync and The members of the Backstreet
boys. " KISS KISS KISS KISS"
They all started to scream again.  Jc leaned over
taking Justins face into his hands and planted a small
gentle kiss on his lips.

The crowd went wild when they saw this.  They were
loving it.  They couldn't believe that there fans
wanted to see this.  It was great,
It was almost to much to take in, to much to believe. 
It was like no one cared, but some did as we will soon
see. Justin took Jc's hand back
and let out a small sigh. Then Rosie continued the
interview.

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After the interview with Rosie, the guys all went back
to the hotel.  Justin went into his and Jc's room
first, and to his surprise someone
else was there and it wasn't Jc.  It couldn't of been
Jc because Jc was down stairs getting something to
eat. So who was sitting on his bed.
He walked over towards the bed and sat down.

"Hey Brit, how the hell did you get in here.  You
about scared the living hell out of me." Justin joked.

"The hotel manager let me in." Brittney said, in a not
so happy tone.

"What's wrong Brit?" Justin asked of his ex
girlfriend.

"Justin, we have a problem, well, I have a problem.  I
am being harrased by every reporter out there, I had
to get away.  I really hope you don't 
mind me coming here, I I jsut didn't know where else
to go to." Brittney pleaded.

"It's okay Brit, you can stay here as long as you need
to.  What the hell are those reporters doing to you
anyway.? Justin asked another question.

"They are asking questions about us, and about you
being gay, and about you and JC.  I don't know how to
answer some of these questions yet, I don't know
what you want out and what you don't want out.  I
don't know what to say when they ask if I still love
you, because the truth is I will always love you. 
I am not in love with you anymore, but try and tell
that to a hundred or so reporters that are on your
ass.  They don't understand it." Brittney said.

Justin took Brittney into a hug and just sat there for
a while.  Jc got off the elevator and walked down the
hall. He saw that the door to is and Justin's room
was still open.  When he cam up on it he saw Justin
and Brittney sitting on there bed holding each other. 
Brittney saying that she still loved him. He didn't
stay 
to here her say she wasn't in love with Justin
anymore, she loved him as a brother.  He didn't here
her say that she was happy for Justin and Jc and that
she wished 
them all the luck in the world.  No Jc didn't stay to
here that, he was gone. He ran down to the front desk
and asked for another room. The first time in a long
time
that he didn't want to be in the same room as Justin. 
He couldn't believe what he heard.

"Justin, all you had to do is say that you wanted to
be with her.  Why did you have to wait until now. 
Untill we told the world that we were together.  That
I loved
you. You made out to be a fool" Jc cried as he shut
the door to his own room.  

He went to his bed and layed down and fell asleep to
his own tears.  Justin just got Brittney settled into
her own room and then went to Lance's room.  He
knocked on the door 
and heard Lance tell him to come in.

"Hey Lance, have you seen Jc.  He hasn't come back to
the room yet." Justin asked of his blonde friend.

" No Justin I haven't seen him since he left the
restraunt down stairs.  He said he was coming up here.
 That was a few hours ago. ' Lance said as he turned
around to see Chris 
coming out of the bathroom.

" Hey baby, have you seen Jc since down stairs." Lance
asked of his bf.

"I saw him run down the hall a few hours ago.  He
walked to your room and then ran.  I just figured he
was letting you and Britt have some time together."
Chris said.

"O my god, I bet he thinks we are back together.  Shit
maybe he got another room.  I am going down stairs to
check.  I will talk to you later." justin said

Jc was in his room alseep when he heard a knock at the
door.  He through his covers of and heard his stomach
growl.  He was so hungry. He had forgoten to grab the
food 
from the front desk when he got his room. He started
wlaking to the door wondering who the hell it was.  No
one knew the name he used when he didn't want to be
found, 
except for...

"Justin!" Jc yelled.  " What do you want.  Where is
Brit.?" He asked.

"That is what I thought.  Baby she was just upset
about all the reporters bugging her." Justin said as
he walked into the room.

"I heard her say that she still loved you and you were
holding her....." Jc started.

"She is not in love with me anymore, yeah she still
loves me, but it's the same love I have for her.  It's
nothing like the love I have for you.  You are my
world, she is like
a sister to me, my best friend.  Baby, I did not go
through with all this shit to leave you now.  No way,
you are stuck with me for life, sorry." justin said.

"Well that isn't so bad.  I don't mind being stuck
with you for the rest of my life. " JC said.  Then he
reached over and pulled Justin into him.  Ruffly
pressing his lips against
Justin's.  He wanted that man so bad, but his stomach
started to growl again, but it was drownded out by
Justin's.

"You hungry, baby" Justin asked.

"starving."

They walked back to there room to order room service,
but when they opened the door they found a note.  It
read...

Justin,
Your mom is in the hospital, she was struck by a car. 
Call Paul's cell when you get this meassage.


TBC

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