Date: Wed, 3 Nov 1999 14:11:52 -0800 (PST)
From: Francis O'Ratigan <frnceso@yahoo.com>
Subject: Twist and Turns Chapter 14 and 15

Remember this is fiction and in no way implies the sexual orientation of
the BSB. If you are a minor you know you shouldn't be reading this.  So
scat!  Come back when you are legal.  If you are an adult enjoy.  Any
questions or ideas please e-mail me at frnceso@yahoo.com Now on with the
story!!

Chapter 14

Twist and Turns

Finally it is Sunday evening and time for the Halloween party.  Kevin and I
are upstairs getting ready.  We are both going as Count Dracula.  I thought
he looked better in the costume and vise versa.  When we finished we headed
down the hall and heard some swearing and cussing.  It was comming from
Nick's room we peeked in and busted up laughing He was trying to get into a
mummy costume and Boomer was trying to unwrap him.  I took care of Boomer
and Kevin went to help Nick.  When Nick was put together we all headed down
stairs.  The main lights were out and we had candles lit all over mansion.

"It looks great," said Kevin as we reached the bottom of the stairs.  By
the time all the rest of the guys were ready the first of the guests
arrrived.  I went out to the gathering area to meet and greet. As I was
welcoming the Mayor of Front Royal I noticed that Caroline was descending
the stairs.  I looked up at her.  I walked up the foot of the stairs and
extended my hand to her.  I felt someone tap me on the shoulder and I
looked back to see Nick.

"May I?" he asked nervously.  I nodded and stepped out of the way.  His
eyes lit up like a kid on Christmas morning.  I noticed that Caroline's
eyes lit up to.  I turned back to the door when I Heard Kevin's voice.

"Yea Babe what do you need?" I asked

"Jason babe, I would like you meet Josh," Kevin said gesturing at the young
attractive man in my door way.  My heart stopped.  I couldn't breathe.  I
vaguely remember extending my hand to him.  He shook it.  His touch sent
ice cold shocks through my body.

"We've already met," I rasped out glaring at him.  He just smiled and
nodded.  Kevin looked at me with a frown.  I immediatly went into
Politician mode.  I smiled and put my arm around his shoulder and brought
him into my home.  Shivers crawled up my spine at the thought of that
monster in my home.  But he was Kevin's friend and he must be treated
accordingly. "Come on in JC how is the rest of the gang?" I asked Cheerfuly
escorting him into the living room and closing the door and locking it
before Kevin could do any thing.  Thank God he was calm enough not to make
a scene.  Once behind the security of closed doors JC turned on me and
grabbed me and pulled me into a vicious hug and pressed his lips to mine.
I shoved him back and he tried to come back for more I slugged him in the
stomach.  He doubled over in pain.  I leaned forward and wispered in his
ear.  "You're here on my boyfriends invite and on my good grace.  You ever
look at me again or touch me again and I will fucking kill you."  I walked
over to the bar and poured him and me a brandy and handed it to him.  I put
my arm around his shoulder and we walked out of the room and into the
party.  Seeing Kevin hovering near the door I let out a loud laugh.
"Jesus, JC how many times do I have to tell you that you could never win
against Justin.  Man what were you thinking?"

"You know me Jason I'll never learn," laughed JC.

"Well if you will excuse Kevin and I we have guests to greet.  Catch you
later JC," I said slapping him on the back.  (Yes I could act when I needed
to.)  I took Kevin's hand and said, "Come on Kevin let's mingle."

The rest of the night passed uneventful.  The rest of N-sync showed up.  I
convinced them to stay.  It was good to see them again after almost of year
of not hearing from any of them.  It was late at night and I was standing
on the front porch watching the last of the guests leave when I heard
Kevin's soft voice.

"Hey Babe you comming inside?" he asked.  I shook my head no and sat in a
rocking chair.  He pulled one in front of mine and sat down to.  "Do you
want to talk about it?" he asked rubbing my shoulder.

"It is just JC.  We have a history as you probably figured out.  It wasn't
pretty.  And seeing him tonight brought back alot of really painful
memories." I explained.

Kevin sat back shocked.  He frowned and got up and started pacing.  "Just
how much of a history did you guys have?" he asked sitting back down.

"We only met once a few months ago at the Nissan Pavilion in Manassas VA
when they were there in concert.  I went back to meet the guys and JC and I
had some words that is all," I lied.  God I hated doing that to him.  But I
new that if I told him the truth it would destroy there friendship.

"Did I hear someone talking about me?" asked JC scaring the hell out of me.
He sat in one of the chairs and glared at me. I glared back and caught
Kevin staring at me.

"Don't worry JC, your reputation is intact," I said sarcasticly.  "Well I
don't know about the rest of you party animals but this boy is tired.  I'm
turning in for the night.  You comming babe?" I asked.

"Yea I'll be there in just a moment," Kevin assured me.  I headed on up to
our room and got ready for bed.  I laid down and waited for my lover to
join me.  Little did I know that he was down stairs having a heart to heart
talk with JC.

"So, Kevin, how in the hell did you hook up with that trash?" JC sneered.

"He is not trash.  He is my lover and you do best to remember that!" yelled
Kevin.  "What is the history between you and him anyway?"

"I don't think that you want to hear about it," replied JC smirking.

"Oh yea, I know I want to hear about it now. Tell me what happened and tell
me now!" yelled Kevin getting in his face.

"OK but you are not going to like it.  He had sex with me Kevin, we made
mad passoinate love," JC informed Kevin.  Kevin swore and raced into the
house.  JC smiled and sipped his drink. 'With any luck I'll have Jason all
to myself,' he thought to himself.  He didn't see Justin walk up behind
him.

"JC, what the hell are you up to?" he asked frowning at him.  JC just
shrugged his shoulders and smiled.  "OH no your not.  You are not going to
destroy Kevin's relationship with Jason.  Remember, I know what happened
that night," Justin warned.  JC reached out and grabbed Justin by the shirt
and pulled him to him.

"And if you breath one word of that to anyone and you'll be sorry Justin,"
he whispered harshly and pushing Justin away and stormed into the house.
Justin shook his head and sat down in a chair and looked out over the front
lawn.  He liked Jason a lot and what JC did to him was wrong.  He had to
stop JC from breaking up Kevin and Jason.  He heard some shouting in the
upstairs, getting up he follows the voices up the stairs.

Kevin came charging into the room and yelled, "Hey Jason wake up man! We've
got to talk!"

"Yea Babe what is it?" I asked sleepily getting out of bed and going to
him.  He backed up.  I was confused but I turned and sat on the edge of the
bed.  "Alright Kevin, I'm up now what do you want to talk about?"

"You lied to me," he stated.

"Lied to you about what?" I asked confused.

"You told me that I was the first man you've made love to!" he said with
tears in his eyes.  I started shaking.  I hadn't lied to him.  He was my
first man.  I got up and walked to him and gathered him into a hug.

"Kevin, I didn't lie to you.  You are the first man I have ever made Love
to.  You've got to believe me," I pleaded.  He pushed me away and looked at
me like I was trash.

"And just what was JC huh?" he yelled at me.  I was shocked.  So JC told
him about us.  I'll give him credit he had guts. "What did that mean?" he
asked again.  By this time tears came to my eyes and I stood up and walked
away.  Kevin swore and stormed out of the room.  I collasped on the bed
sobbing my eyes out.  I felt someone sit on the bed and felt a hand on my
back.  I turned over and saw Justin.

"What do you want, Justin?" I asked.

"I am sorry, but I couldn't help hearing.  Kevin can be such a dick
sometimes," he said.  "You want to talk about it?" he asked.  I sat up in
bed and scooted beside him and hung my head.

"Kevin doesn't trust me," I sobbed.

"It's because of JC isn't it?" he asked.  I looked up shocked.  He put his
hand on my arm and said, "I know about that night.  What he did to you
wasn't love.  Hell I wouldn't even call it sex."  I looked back down
feeling dirty.

"What are you going to do with that information?" I asked.

"Whatever needs to be done to stop him.  I should warn you, JC wants you.
He told me that tonight.  And he isn't going to stop untill he gets what he
wants," warned Justin.  We sit and talk for a while and than he leaves and
I go back to sleep.  It is late that night when I awake to feel someones
lips pressed up against mine.  I thought it was Kevin so I moaned out his
name.

"Uh Uh babe it's not your precious Kevin," said JC smiling at me. I try to
push him off and he slugs me in the face.  Pain shot through me and I
tasted blood.  He had his clothes off and ripping mine off.  I stuggled and
screamed.

"NO,NO get off of me JC, I don't want this."  It did no good.  He continued
his assault on me.

"You know you want me Jason.  Why fight it?  Come on give into the
feeling," he urged.

I gathered my strength and threw him off of me and jumped out of bed
assumed a fighting stance.  He laid on the floor with the wind knocked out
of him.  He got up and came at me again.  I slugged him in the face hitting
him in the nose.  Blood flew.

"Come on Jason, why are you fighting?" he cried.  "Remember the last time
we made love?"

I lost it.  I came at him swinging and yelling.  I had him pinned to the
floor and I was punching him right and left.  He was trying to avoid the
blows.  "It wasn't love JC," I screamed punching him again.  The memory of
that night came rushing back at me full force.  I was sobbing uncontrolably
now. My breath was loud and ragged.  I gathered my strength and yelled the
words that I never had the strength to yell before.  "It was RAPE you
bastard.  You RAPED me!!" I cried.  By this time I felt two pairs of arms
grab me and pull me off of JC.  I struggled to free myself.  Than I heard
Kevin's voice.

"What the fuck did he do to you?" he asked tears comming to his eyes as he
pulled me away.  I collasped in his arms we sunk to the floor.  I buried my
face in his chest and cried over and over again.

"He raped me.  He raped me. He raped me." He carried me into the bathroom
and sat me down on the toilet.  And he leaned against the sink sobbing
quietly.

"That fucking bastard.  How could he?  He was my friend."  He sobbed
staring up at the ceiling.


Chapter 15

Justin shoved JC into his room and slammed the door.  He turned around and
looked at JC.  He was still naked and Justin grabbed a robe and threw it at
him in disgust.  "Here cover your pathetic body."  JC took the robe and put
in on and tied the string.  "God JC how could you do something like that?
I mean no means no man," he yelled at him.  JC just looked down at the
floor.  "I'm waiting for a fucking answer man!  Why did you do that too
Jason?"

"I love him and we should be together.  I was just proving that to him," he
explained crying.  Justin just looked at him and hook his head.

"You just don't get, do you?  I mean do you have any idea what Jason has
gone through the last week and a half?" He asked.

"Oh yea I bet his life is really hard right now," JC said giggling.  Justin
swore and grabbed JC by the robe and shoved him up against the wall.  JC
tried to throw a punch but Justin beat him to it and punched JC in eye.

"Let me tell you about Jason's life.  He just lost his wife and son, on top
of that he was shot three times two days later.  Kevin beats up on him in a
miss understanding and now he finds out the son he thought was aborted may
be alive and kicking, and than you come at him and tried to force yourself
on him" Justing screamed at him.  JC slumped to the floor and put his head
in his hands and started sobbing, Justin just looked down at him in
disgust.  "Fuck it man, all you're concerned about is yourself.  I'm out of
here," Justin said storming out of the room and down the hall to my room.
He knocks and Kevin opens the door to let him in. He looked in the corner
of the room where he found me curled in a fetal position on a chair.  He
looked at Kevin and asked, "Is he going to be alright Kev?"  Kevin shrugged
his shoulder and walked over to me he tried to put his arm around me and I
cringed.  I didn't want him to touch me.  Not because of him but because of
me.  I felt dirty and disgusting.  I was unworthy of his love, or his
touch.  A sob escaped his mouth as he got up and moved to the other side of
the room and leans against the wall and slides down to the floor.  Justin
just stood there not knowing what to do.  He heard the door open and saw
Brian standing in the doorway.

"I'll take care of my cousin, you take care of Jason," Brian advised as he
walked over and picked up Kevin and walked out of the room.  Justin stood
there looking at me.  His heart went out to me.  He walked over to me and
sat down beside me.  I cringed again.

"Don't worry Jason, I'm not going to touch you or hurt you in anyway.  I'll
just sit here and be here for you if you need me." he quietly assured me.
I started to shiver and he got up grabbed a blanket from the bed and
wrapped it around me.  I didn't move for the longest time.  At some point
Justin had moved to the bed and fell asleep on top of the blankets.  I got
up and wrapped the blanket around me tighter and walked out of the
room. After about an hour of wondering around the house I found myself in
the living room.  The TV was on and a video was playing.  It was Music of
my heart. I was transfixed by Justins voice.  It was so soft and so gentle.
I just stood there watching him sing.  Every once and awhile he would
glance at the camera.  God he was gorgeous.  I shook myself alert.  'God
what am I thinking, I love Kevin.  There is no other man for me,' I scolded
myself.  I heard JC voice next it startled me and I watched him on the
screen.  I found myself growing more and more angry by the moment.
Reaching down I grabbed the bronze eagle and started to hurl it at the TV.
A hand grabbed mine before I threw it.  I looked over to see Kevin's face.
I handed the eagle to him.  He put it on the table and picked up the remote
and turned off the TV.  I went to him and put my head on his shoulder.  He
reached up and stroked my hair.  I must have fallen to sleep because the
next thing I knew he had picked me up and carried me up stairs and into our
room.

Once inside he gently laid me in bed and shook Justin awake and Justin
looked over at me and smiled and than looked at Kevin and hugged him and
than left the room.  Kevin stripped down to his boxers and laid down beside
me.  He leaned over me and wispered in my ear.  "I love you Jason.  I'll
always love you.  And I will protect you forever.  JC will never get near
you again."  He lightly kissed me on the lips.  I mumbled his name and
pulled him to me and snuggled up to him.  Before long we were both sound
asleep.

Justin walked into his room and looked around for JC and found him in bed
asleep. He went to the other bed and laid down and he thought about the
nights events.  He couldn't understand what JC did.  He liked JC and wanted
JC to like him back.  But JC was preocupied with Jason, a man whose heart
belonged to someone else. He shook his head and turned over and went to
sleep.

The morning sunlight hit me in the face.  I sat up in bed and looked around
for Kevin.  I found him standing outside on the balcony.  I got up and put
on my robe and and opened the french doors and stepped outside. I walked up
to Kevin and slid my arms around him.  He moaned softly and lean back on
me.  We held eachother enjoying the sunrise.  "So how did you sleep?" he
asked me.

"Like a baby once you got to bed," I informed him.  I noticed he was
shivering. "You want to come back inside?" I asked.  He nodded and we
walked back inside.  Once inside we slid back under the covers and sarted
to kiss.  I immediatly noticed a difference.  I paused and looked in his
eyes and saw hesitation in them.  "Don't worry babe.  I wont break.  I'm
not ready for sex yet but we can hold eachother and snuggle if that is
alright," I suggested.  He smiled and snuggled up to me. Before long we
were both back to sleep.

Justin woke up and climbed out of bed and walked to JC's bed and rolled him
out of bed.  He came crashing to the floor and woke up with a shout.  "What
the fuck did you do that for Curly?" he wined.

"Get your lazy ass up.  You and I are going for a walk," Justin ordered as
he walked out of the room and padded down the stairs.  He shuffled into the
kitchen where he met Niles.  He heads right for the cubbards and starts
opening them and slamming them.  Niles coughed and Justin turned around and
asked, "What you've never seen someone rumaging around a cubbard before?"
And promptly went back to his mission.

"Can I help you find something?" Niles asked.

"Yea, you can point me to the Fruit loops," Justin stated.

"Fruit loops?" Niles asked as if the word was a dirty one.

"Yea Fruit Loops, You know round stuff looks likes cheerios except sweet
and different colors and taste like fruit you know you pour them in a bowl
and you put milk over them and than you eat them with a spoon" Justin
explained.  Niles rolled his eyes and pointed to a cubbard and Justin
opened it and said "Yess, just what a growing boy needs." In about two
minutes he had a huge bowl of fuit loops and and a Coke in front of him and
started chowing down.  Niles sat a glass of orange juice in front of him
and removed the coke.  Justin glared at him and went back to eating.

JC finished getting dressed and he crept out of the room and ran right into
Brian.  "Morning Brian," he mumbled.

"Don't talk to me Rapist," Brian retorted.

"What did you call me?" JC asked getting angry.  Brian walked up to him and
shoved him against the wall.

"I called you a Rapist.  That is what you are? Isn't it?" asked Brian
shaking in anger and disgust.  JC pushed him back and stormed down the
stairs.  "I'm not through with you JC.  No one hurts my friends and gets
away with it!" Brian shouted.  AJ stuck his head out of the door.

"Hey, Brian keep it down.  People are trying to sleep you know," he wined.

"Hey AJ get up we have to talk about JC," Brian ordered.  AJ stepped out of
the room with a sweat suit on.

"I'm up now what's up?" he asked.  He followed Brian down stairs and they
headed into the living room and closed the doors.  Brian sat down by the
fireplace and looked down.  "OK I'm not liking this already.  What happened
to JC?" he asked.

"JC tried to rape Jason last night," Brian stated.  AJ sat back in his
chair with a shocked look on his face.  "He stopped him before he could do
anything to him.  Scared him real bad though.  It wasn't pretty.  I saw him
shortly after it happened.  Apparently it happened before only he was
successful.  Kevin was really upset too.  It took me an hour to calm him
down."  The door opened and in walked JC before Brian could stop him AJ was
on top of him punching him.  Justin came running in and with the help of
Brian was able to separate AJ and JC.  JC now had two black eyes and bloody
lip.  Justin took JC out of the room and outside.  Brian sat back down
beside AJ.

"Man how could he do that to Jason.  I mean Jason has got to be the nicest
guy around.  I mean rape is a terrible thing to do to someone.  Why isn't
he in jail?" he demanded

"He is not in jail because I am not pressing charges," I stated calmly
walking into the living room with Kevin.  AJ got up and hugged me I
stiffened up at once.  He looked at me with a hurt expression on his face.
"Don't worry buddy, it's not you it's me," I assured him hugging him back.
"Come on I'm starving lets go get some breakfast," I said cheerfully.  As
we passed the kitchen I heard Boomer barking and growling.  I peeked in to
see Boomer standing by his dish snarling at a smaller dog.  "Boomer! Shame
on you.  You share!" I scolded he looked at me and back at the smaller dog
and growled again.  By this time Chris came charging into the room.

"Where is he?  He's gone!" he yelled frantically.  I pointed in the kitchen
and Chris ran in and scooped up the smaller dog.  "There you are Busta.  I
told you not to wonder off.  Shame on you." He scolded.  Boomer had dug
into his dinner gulping it down like there was no tomorrow.  Chris and I
busted up laughin and Busta growled at Boomer.  "Don't worry boy.  We'll
get you some food," assured Chris as he looked at me for help.

"The Food is in the pantry.  You had better feed him in there so Boomer
wont get any," I laughed as I headed out of the kitchen and into the
dinning room.  I picked up a plate and piled some ham eggs and hashbrowns
and two biscits on my plate grabbed the pitcher of OJ and sat down.  Kevin
looked at me and laughed.

"Are you planning on eating that all?" he asked pointing to my plate.

"Yes I plan on eating it all, Why?" I asked.

"No reason, it is just good to see you eat is all," he replied.  The door
opened and in walked Justin and JC.  Nick dropped his glass of OJ.  Brian
stopped his fork midway to his mouth.  Kevin started to stand up but I put
my hand on his and shook my head no.

"Justin, JC join us for breakfast will you?" I asked gesturing at the
table.  The two picked up plates and got some food and sat down.  Brian
swore and stood up.  "Brian please sit down," I pleaded.  "JC is my guest
and I invited him for breakfast."

"So do you usually invite rapists to your table?" he sneered.

JC just glared at Brian and started eating.  The rest of the meal was
carried out in silence.  Once finished I stood up and nodded at Kevin who
also stood up.  "Justin and JC will you join Kevin and me in my study
please?" I asked.  Justin stood up but JC remained seated.  Just grabbed
him by the arm and pulled him out of the chair.  Reluctantly JC followed us
up the stairs.  Once inside my study Kevin turned on JC shoving him into
couch and planted his foot on JC's chest.

"You hurt my lover!  I'll never forgive you for that and I'll never forget
it," he yelled in JC's face.  JC's face had lost all color.  I tapped Kevin
on the shoulder and guided him to another chair on the other side of the
room.  He slumped down in the chair and glared daggers at JC.  I walked
around the study and sat down behind my desk.

"Justin tells me that you love me.  Is that true JC?" I asked.  He looked
down and tears started to roll down his cheeks.  No one moved in to comfort
him.  He nodded silently.  "Well you have a strange way of showing it," I
commented.

"I'm sorry I did that to you last night.  I had no right to try and have
sex with you," he sobbed.  "I just love you so much!"

"JC I don't think you know the meaning of the word.  If you did than you
would know that someone already loves you very much but your to stupid to
see it," I retorted.  I heard Justin gasp. 'Yess! I knew I was right.' I
thought to myself.  JC heard it too and glanced over at Justin.

"Is that right Justin?  Do you love me?" he asked hopefully.

Justin looked down at the floor and started crying.  JC got up and went to
him and tried to hug him.  But Justin turned on him.  "Don't touch me JC!"
he yelled.  "Just don't fucking touch me!" Running out of the room.  JC got
up to follow but I stopped him.

"UH UH you stay here you and I are not finished.  Not by along shot,"
turning to Kevin I asked him to go and retrieve Justin.

"Now back to last night and the other time.  You do know that you raped me
don't you?" I asked.  He nodded looking down at his feet.  "And you do know
that I can have you arrested right?" I asked again.  He looked up at me as
pale as a ghost.  "But don't worry, I wont do that to you or the band.  I
told you last night that your reputation is safe.  But I do want you out of
my house today.  I can't stand the sight of you right now."  After saying
that I got up and left to go look for Kevin and Justin. I didn't have far
to look they were standing right outside the door.  I went to Kevin and
pulled him into a hug.  Justin stood there with his hands in his pockets.

"Well is he still alive?" Kevin asked with a smile.  I nodded.

"I told him to leave, I never want to see him again," I said and saw Justin
cringe.  "Don't worry Justin I still like you it's just him I can't stand
right now.  The rest of the guys can stay as long as you want to," I
quickly assured him.  The door opened and JC stepped out and walked to his
room to pack Justin followed him.  Finally it was just Kevin and I standing
in our home together.  I looked at him, his loving face looked at me and
once again his eyes called out to me.  I found myself in his arms our lips
locked in a kiss to end all kisses.  At least for now all was right with my
world.


Well that is it for these two chapters.  Sorry it was so intense.  Not much
sex in this episode.  But don't worry it will pick up.  Do you think the
rape plot helped the story or not.  Let me know.  E-mail me at
frnceso@yahoo.com good or bad comments welcome.

Next time on Twist and Turns.

"We interrupt our program to bring the latest news.  At 7:00 pm eastern
time we got the report that South Fork the Home of well known writer Jason
Gibson is currently ablaze.  We still have no idea how the blaze started
and it is reported that Jason Gibson may be in the 150 year old Mansion at
this time.  We will bring you more information as it becomes available.---