Date: Tue, 21 Jan 2003 21:56:08 +0800
From: "r(y)@n" <_ryan@softhome.net>
Subject: What-I-See-26

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 THIS STORY IS WRITTEN UNDER THE NIFTY BOY BANDS AUTHORS UNION
    Author: r(y)@n
    Email: _ryan@softhome.net
    Other Stories in this directory:
	* Crossed Paths
	* Help Me
	* Reformation
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* Disclaimer *

If you are under 18 or not of legal age in your country, please do not read
on. If you couldn't accept themes of homosexuality and the like, please
don't read on. This is a story concerning gay males having intimate
relationships and is considered FOR ADULTS ONLY due to its sexual theme and
contents. BUT if you really like this stuff, please don't tell others.

Everything in this story is purely FICTIONAL. Or in simpler terms, it's not
true!!! Even if this story involves NSYNC, a real, successful American
singing group, and a fictitious character, all that happens in here is
fictional... again, it's not true. If there are instances that it is
similar to what happened in the real world, it doesn't mean that it's
really true. I don't know anything about their sexuality, as far as the I
and the world know, they're straight as an arrow so I dunno if they're gay
(but I do have my speculations) or not but I wrote this out of freedom of
speech and my love for these guys and slash fiction. I don't own or know
NSYNC personally. AGAIN, it's NOT TRUE!!! but don't we all hope that it's
true... hehehehe...


* First Words *

Hi guys. This is my 3rd work here in the boyband section of the Nifty
Archives. I dunno why I called it "What I See" but I just ran out of ideas
for a title and thought of something simple. So the title, What I See was
born *giggle*. I dunno if I can manage my 3 stories at the same time but
Crossed Paths is in its "season break" and Reformation is still there. But
I'll really try my best to update all my stories. Remember, I love
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 What I See Chapter 26
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Josh and I spent the remaining hours of the day reacquainting with each
other through talking and lovemaking on the bed -- but the bed was used
more. It was pure bliss for me when Josh's skin touched mine once
again. The quote, "absence makes the heart fonder" was so true but I hoped
that we wouldn't be apart anymore. It seemed that our energy was endless
since we just kept on groping, touching, and kissing each other. "I love
you so much." Josh squeezed me closer to him as we basked in the afterglow
of our lovemaking.

"I love you too." I told him. If I would look back, it was those kinds of
moments that were closest to my heart. It was the most intimate moments and
it affirmed the reality that the love that we share existed even in our
very own private world.

We cleaned up once we found the energy to stand up and separate from each
other for a few seconds. Once cleaned, we walked to the kitchen to prepare
dinner since it was dark already outside. "I can't believe it was night
already." Josh told me shaking his head as he chuckled.

"Why? Is that a record for you?" I asked him playfully.

"I think so." Josh answered scratching his head like he was really thinking
about it.

"Then, we should try to break that record and set a new one tomorrow." I
told him raising my eyebrow. Josh just grinned at me with his eyes
sparkling. "What do you want for dinner?" I inquired.

"I dunno. You're the one who's good in this stuff." He answered with a
shrug as he hopped on the countertop to sit.

"Fine." I rolled my eyes. "Just feed Pookie." I said walking to the fridge
to look for something to cook. I found a few pork chops and decided to just
fry them. I placed the pork chops in the microwave to thaw because it was
frozen and looked for the rice I kept in the cupboard. I heard Pookie
barking as Josh placed her bowl down. Josh patted the dog.

"Anything for me to help you with?" He asked afterwards. I looked at Pookie
and she was eating veraciously.

"Nothing really. Why don't you just watch the television and I'll just call
you when I'm done." I answered.

"That's unfair. I wanna," Josh started.

"Josh, I can handle it. If I need you, I'll call you. I want you to just
relax your sore body and regain your energy for later." I told him pushing
him out of my kitchen.

"Fine." Josh grumbled as he walked away. I returned to my work and cooked
the rice and fried the pork chops. It didn't really take too much time
since it was just frying and the rice was quick to cook anyway. I called
Josh after a few minutes and he returned to the kitchen.

"Can you set the table as I finish all of this?" I told him pointing at the
food and mess I created.

"Sure!" Josh replied happily as I transferred the pork chops and rice in
serving plates. I placed it on the table and sat beside Josh. "It smells
good." Josh complimented.

"Then eat." I told him with a laugh. The two of us ate heartily and
exchanged a few more anecdotes and stories from our past. But I enjoyed it
more when he would tell me his experience with fans and during the
tour. Some seemed so impossible to happen and most were funny too. A person
popped in my mind. "Josh, any news about Wade? I haven't heard anything
about him for quite some time now. Paul is being hush-hush about it." I
inquired.

He just looked at him. "He's not part of the tour anymore." He answered
with no emotions and it surprised me.

"Why? Did he do something wrong?" I asked confused.

"Paul didn't tell you?" He questioned and I just shook my head. "He left
the tour a few days ago, I think. He had a fight with Justin because Wade
was having an affair with Britney." Josh told me that almost made me choke.

"What?!" I exclaimed. "Does Paul know about this?" I asked panicking
because even if Paul and I weren't in best terms, he was still my brother.

"They broke up a few days ago as well. Wade confessed to Paul and they
broke up." Josh informed me. I couldn't believe that I didn't know it.

"Oh my God!" I gasped. I couldn't believe that Wade would do such
thing. Wade and Paul seemed to be the match made in heaven. I grabbed the
kitchen phone and dialed my parent's house.

"Hello." Someone answered.

"Hey mom! Can I talk with Paul for a bit?" I asked.

"Wait a minute." She told me. "Paul! Phone!" She hollered. "He's coming
down. How are you? You feel okay now?" She asked worriedly.

"I'm better. Josh is here right now because they have a break." I answered
my mom and smiled at Josh who was still helping himself with the food.

"That's great news, dear. You should bring him here some time so your dad
and I can see the man who stole your heart." She offered.

"I'll ask first, mom." I told her. "Mom wants to meet you." I told Josh
whose eyes bulged. "It's okay. They're gonna love you." I told Josh. "How
about dinner tomorrow?" I said to my mom.

"That's gonna be perfect. Oh, here's Paul." Mom told me.

"Hello." Paul answered.

"Why didn't you tell me what happened with Wade?" I asked him.

"I guess Josh finally told you about it, huh?" Paul said weakly.

"Yeah, he did. We're gonna go there tomorrow." I informed him. "And stop
changing the topic." I told him.

"What do you want me to say? He confessed that he's seeing Britney. I just
can't believe that he cheated on me with a woman!" Paul said bitterly.

"Are you okay?" I asked him with concern.

"I'm dealing but I'm okay. Maybe it's just not meant to be." Paul told
me. "I'm not really in the mood to talk about him." Paul said.

"Fine. Josh and I will be there tomorrow, okay? I'll see you then." I told
Paul.

"I'll see you tomorrow. Bye!" Paul said and hung up. I returned the phone
on its place and noticed that Josh wasn't eating anymore.

"Anything wrong?" I asked him.

"I'm meeting your parents tomorrow." He answered with a tinge of fright.

"Don't be a wuss, Josh. It's just my parents. Trust me, they're a cool
bunch of people and they're surely gonna love you." I said trying to boost
up his confidence. "Just eat now! Deal with it tomorrow." I held his
hand. Josh just smiled and returned eating.

After dinner, the two of us cleaned our mess and just relaxed in the
den. We were watching The Osbournes. "I love this show." Josh commented. I
couldn't follow with the show but it was funny to see Ozzy Osbourne with
the family. It was wild and there were so many curses flying around. We
didn't talk that much but I liked this over talks. I had my head laid on
Josh's chest and heard his heart beat slowly. I just loved being with Josh.

I didn't know when, but I fell asleep. I didn't know that I was extremely
tired but the week was really hectic for me. Maybe I needed some major
catching up to do and the 'exercise' that Josh and I did, took so much from
me. I woke up when I felt Josh carry me. "Josh?" I asked.

"Shh! Just sleep. I love you." Josh said and kissed my nose. I smiled and
closed my eyes once again. I was fast asleep.

I woke up the next morning with half of Josh's body over me. His face was
just beside mine and I could hear a faint sound of snoring coming out of
his mouth. His arm was draped across by chest and his legs were tangled
with mine. I eased away from Josh carefully trying not to wake him up in
the process. I was successful using a pillow as a decoy. I looked at him
and he was squeezing the life out of the pillow. It made me chuckle.

I walked to the bathroom to take a piss and wash away the sleepiness. I was
still sleepy but I knew that I couldn't fall asleep even if I tried very
hard. It was some sort of body schedule of mine. I walked down to the
kitchen and opened the door to let Pookie out leaving me to make
breakfast. I fried some eggs and bacon and toasted a few pieces of bread.

It startled me a bit when a pair of arms snaked around my waist. "I woke up
without you." Josh said as he placed his head on my shoulder. Without
looking, I knew that he was pouting.

"I had to let Pookie out and cook breakfast." I said as I spun around and
faced him. I placed my arms over his shoulder and kissed his pouting
lips. "Good morning." I said as I broke the kiss.

"It's better now for me." Josh answered with a grin as he kissed me.

"Just make the table and I'll bring breakfast." I instructed him. It was
nice to be able to do this with Josh. It was like we were married already
and acting all domestic. I turned off the stove and brought breakfast on
the table. Josh was just finishing as well.

"Milk for you?" He asked as he walked to the fridge. I nodded. When he sat
down beside me, he was carrying cartons of milk and orange juice.

"Josh?" I asked as we started to eat. "Do you wanna have a family someday?"
I asked him. I knew that it came out of nowhere but being domesticated just
made me think.

"Yeah, I'll love that. After all of this, I wanna settle down and have my
family of my own. Hopefully, with kids." He told me. "You?" He asked back.

"I want that too." I answered him and he nodded with that. I turned my
attention to my breakfast and edged it out of my mind.

"What brought that?" Josh asked me. I looked at him.

"It just made me think when we were acting domesticated and everything like
a married couple. Nothing biggie." I informed him.

"Well, we are a couple and being married, even if it's not legal for gay
people, is just a reaffirmation of that partnership. So, sure we seem to
act like a married couple because that how it should go." Josh told
me. "Wanna get married already?" He inquired with a raised eyebrow.

"Are you proposing?" I asked.

"What if I am?" He shot back.

"Then I would say 'yes'." I told him truthfully. Josh just kept quiet and
stared at me.

"You're serious?" Josh asked and then drank his orange juice.

"Of course." I replied. "Josh, I know in my heart that I love you. There's
no doubt about it. I know we have our differences and we haven't been
together for a really long time. Maybe it's hasty for me to say 'yes' but
that's what I'm feeling now and it feels right for me." I explained to
Josh.

"Next time, I'll ask you again in a more traditional fashion but it's nice
to hear the answer beforehand." Josh told me. "And for the record, I want
to be your husband as well." Josh smiled.

We continued to eat our breakfast with a comfortable silence around
us. Once done, we cleaned up our mess and decided to take a bath
together. I knew that it would lead to something else but I wasn't
complaining. Josh went ahead though since I have to feed Pookie first.

When I walked inside my room, I could already hear the sound of the
shower. I stripped down and stepped inside the bathroom. Josh's silhouette
was obvious behind the shower door. I couldn't see clearly because of the
fog that formed inside. He must be having one hot shower. I opened the door
quietly and snuck inside.

The shower area was very spacious and around 2 to 3 people could fit in
it. Josh was massaging his scalp with shampoo with his eyes closed so he
really didn't notice when I was already behind him. I couldn't help not to
see how truly beautiful Josh was. I wrapped my arms around his waist
similar to what he did earlier. And the effect was the same, he was
startled. "Jesus!" He exclaimed that made me giggle. "You scared the shit
out of me." Josh told me.

When Josh turned around I captured his lips with mine initiating a
passionate kiss. I let my hands roam around his body enjoying the feeling
of the warm water cascading down my body and the feeling of Josh's skin
touching with mine. Josh's hands were roaming as well and settled on the
cheeks of my butt squeezing and kneading it. "I miss this so much." I
groaned as I sucked on his neck knowing that a hickie would form there
eventually. "And I miss this more." I said grabbing his dick and giving it
a squeeze.

Josh just moaned. Slowly, I went down on him until I was face-to-face with
his big throbbing penis. Wasting no time, I placed the head in my mouth and
sucked it like a lollipop. Like a lollipop as well, it was sweet and
luscious. Josh was not shying away because he was moaning so loud I thought
my neighbors could hear him moan. "I love your mouth!" Josh
groaned. Slowly, I tried to place the length of Josh's cock in my mouth
letting my tongue work on his penis as well.

Josh just kept on stroking my head letting his hands tangle with my wet
hair. I looked at his face and it made me feel tingly. His eyes were closed
with a look of bliss in his eyes as I sucked harder on his cock. Time
seemed to fly away as I just concentrated on Josh's cock. "I'm close,
baby." Josh told me. It encouraged me to suck harder and bob faster. Josh
then was meeting with my motion like he was fucking with my mouth. It was
hot. "I'm cumming!" Josh exclaimed as his body tensed and I felt his cum
shot off in my mouth.

I tried my best to swallow his sweet essence not wanting to waste any part
of Josh. It was precious to me. I continued milking his penis until he was
done cumming. I slowly eased from my crouching position and stood
up. "Good?" I asked him shyly.

"The best." Josh said kissing me.

"Let's continue with our shower. The hot water won't last forever." I told
him.

"But you haven't," Josh started to complain.

"Later." I silenced him as I grabbed the bottle of shampoo and placing a
generous amount in my hand. I lathered it in his thick wavy hair and
massaged it sensually as I just stared at his eyes getting lost in them.

"I love you so much." Josh professed as he stared at me. "I don't know what
I'll do if we ever part again." Josh placed his head on my shoulder
embracing me. I returned his embrace and felt him tremble. Josh was crying.

"Josh, please don't cry." I told him. "We won't be separated again." I
tried to comfort him.

"We will be. I'm going away again in a few days." Josh said as he looked at
me and even with the water on his face, I could still see the tears from
his eyes.

"I guess this is a good time to tell you. I want it to be a surprise but I
think you need it now." I started. "I already talked with Matt and if you
want, I can come with you until the end of the tour." I informed him.

Josh's reaction was a magnificent sight. It was like giving a kid during
Christmas the thing he wanted the most in the world. "Oh my God!" Josh
exclaimed. "You're gonna be with me on the tour. We're gonna spend the
whole time. I love you so much!" Josh again embraced me.

"Can we continue our shower now?" I asked him. He just smiled and nodded. I
rinsed his hair thoroughly under the spray of the shower. Grabbing the soap
and washcloth, I lathered it on his chest, massaging his chest. I cleaned
him thoroughly like a mother would do to her infant.

Once I was done, Josh returned the favor. He was so gentle and I felt more
loved than ever. He even sucked me even if I told him not to. He just told
me that it was just right and he loved doing it. Once I came, we just
basked under the spray of the water until we felt that the water was
colder. We closed the shower and stepped out of the shower room. I handed
him a towel and got another for myself to dry ourselves.

I was about to wrap myself with the towel when I felt Josh embrace me from
behind covering me with the towel I gave him. He started to dry me until
every part of me was absent of water. I just looked at him lovingly as he
serviced me. Again, a surge of feeling loved passed through me. He stood up
until we are face-to-face once he was done; I gave him a peck and pushed
away the hair that covered his beautiful face. I returned the favor and
cautiously dabbed the towel on his skin until it was dried. His skin was
like precious porcelain that could be shattered so I was gentle and
careful. I took my time drying him wanting every inch of his bare skin and
hair was dry.

I took the towel from his hand and with the one I used, I dropped them to
the hamper. We walked out of the bathroom to my room hand-in-hand. I walked
to my closet to pick a comfortable set of clothes for myself. I just
settled with a pair of sweats and a loose shirt. I spun around and Josh was
just sitting on my bed. "You're not gonna get dressed?" I asked him.

"I'm just admiring the view here." Josh answered that made me blush. I was
not really comfortable with my body. Only Ken -- and now Josh -- has seen
me nude with the exception of my family of course. It made me a little
insecure especially seeing the taut and amazing body that Josh possessed.

"Go dress now!" I said shaking my head. He stood up and walked out of my
room. His bag was still downstairs so probably went down and picked it
up. After a few seconds, Josh returned with his bag. He unpacked his bag
placing his clothes -- which was neatly folded -- on the bed. "You can
place your clothes here." I chimed in showing Josh the empty space I
allotted for him.

"You don't have to do that Kyle. We'll be leaving on Sunday." Josh told me.

"I know but I want you to have your own space here. I want you to treat
this house as ours. I want to share all that I have with you." I said to
him. Josh just smiled. I walked to him and helped him putting his clothes
in the closet.

"Thank you Kyle." Josh told me.

"No need to thank me." I smiled at him.

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End of Chapter

Chapter 26 y'all! See, everything seems to be perfect in their lil world
right now! I'm enjoying it myself. It's fun to see the two happy. :-D
Anyway, the next chapter/s will prolly deal with the pending dinner with
Kyle's family. I'm still thinking about that so suggestions are always
welcome! :-D

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