Date: Fri, 09 Aug 2002 00:24:41 +0000
From: Lady Misterious <lionessy@hotmail.com>
Subject: where can we go from here 7
CHAPTER 7-
It had been a hot spring day and now it happened to be a very
pleasent night.
The Backstreet Boys were back to Florida, spending some time with
family and writting songs for the incoming album. It'd probably come out by
next year, and the hard work still hadn't begun when they were just puting
down on the paper some of their ideas.
Nick was staying at this wonderful hotel in Miami. Each boy
decided to be on his own, so that they had time to do a little
thinking. Even the most affectioned family could get sick and tired of the
other members sometimes. They all loved each other, but for now they
agreed they needed to be alone, to have fun and talk to other people
besides the group. And... once he didn't have a girlfriend Nick was
"dating" his lovely Nintendo right now, and that was when he heard the ring
from the reception.
"Yes?"
"Mr. Carter, there is this gentleman downstairs, he says he is
your friend and wants to see you. Is it ok for him to come up?"
"Oh, sure."
"Ok, thanks sir."
Nick hung up and let go of the video game. He had no clue how
could it be, but probaly he was gonna see either Kevin or AJ or
Howie. Brian was out with...
"Brian?!" - Nick asked sounding a little shocked.
"Yeah. Me". - Brian was frowning. - "Can I come in?"
"Sure, whats up Frick?"
"Oh." - thats was all Brian said walking in and sitting on the
sofa.
Nick didn't need to hear it to know what had happened. He sat
beside Brian and placed his arm around his shoulders.
"Brian... What happened? Did you fight with Leighanne?" - Nick
asked softly.
Brian felt tears running down his cheeks and he leaned over to
bury his head on Nick's chest.
"Yes... Leigh and I... we... we had a fight... Nick, I think you
were right... I think she never loved me, all she wanted was my money, all
she cared about was fame..."
Nick sadened listening to that.
"Brian... are you sure? I mean, she makes you so happy! I said
that, but who knows? Maybe I'm wrong, maybe she really loves you the way
you do..." - Nick tried.
"Nick, we foght because she is always wanting to spend time at
fancy places, to buy stuff, whenever I'm with her she wants to do something
only a popstar can afford. She never wants to spend time only with me! With
Brian Littrell! She loves the Brian Backstreet Boy!" - he exclaimed still
being cuddled by Nick.
"Brian..." - he sighed. - "Give it some time, ok? Maybe you are
right, maybe she only wanted money and all... but who knows? Now that you
left her she may realize she loves you! She will see what she did and come
back to you! I mean, wouldn't you take her back?"
Brian sobbed.
"I don't know... I like her so much! I think I love her, I want
her bad, but... I don't know, I'm afraid she is gonna hurt me, I'm afraid
she doesn't love me the way I love her... Do you understand?"
Brian looked up and found Nick's loving eyes staring at him. Nick
caressed Brian's hair.
"Of course I do. All I'm saying is that you should give some time,
Brian. Maybe things will be alright again. I can't stand seeing you like
that!"
"You are right, Nick... I'll wait and see what happens..."
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Nick was trying his best to spend time with Brian, but they had
been really busy and Nick had always someone to see. Or his family or some
girl he really wanted to be with. He was feeling sort of guilty, Brian had
been miserable during these first two weeks without Leighanne. He really
wanted her, he needed her. Nick didn't know more what to do, Brian and him
hadn't done anything else besides talking for a great time now.
In the week Brian turned twenty two - Nick already with seventeen
- they went to a TV show, and when it was time to sing As Long As You Love
Me, Brian cried. Nick could see the tears shinning on his eyes. It was
their song, Brian and Leighanne's. He couldn't get over her, but at the
same time he knew she didn't love him. Brian was depressed, it was being
hard. If only Nick had more time to spend with him...
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Leighanne was going crazy. She had to get back with Brian, she
just had to! How could she have gotten so carried away with the kind of
like he was giving her? She completely forgot to play her part. She was
about to give it all up when she saw that TV show. When she saw Brian
crying singing their song. No, it wasn't over yet.
That day Leighanne realized Brian still loved her. He was
suffering, he missed her. What could be better than that? She still had a
chance to get that man! Right now things were again in her hands. She
needed to give sometime, she needed to make Brian suffer and miss her a
little more. And when he becomes totally miserable she comes back. All
sweet, apologizing, loving... Giving Brian all he ever wanted from love,
saying all he ever needed to hear. Yeah, it was perfect. Time, thats
all. She had to wait a bit before getting 'on stage' again. Besides, she
really liked Brian. Whatelse could a girl want besides a rich, famous and
loving boyfriend? Nothing, Leighanne knew that.
Brian was her key, and she knew pretty well how to use that.
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Still in Florida the boys stopped by this great nature-hotel. It
had this amazing view, this large fields with trees, a lagoon, flowers and
birds. Completely peaceful. Just what they needed before flying to another
state and going on with the tour.
Nick knew he had to spend more time with Brian. Thats why he
called him for a walk through that place in this sunny day with a blue sky
without one cloud above them.
During the walk Brian didn't even mention Leighanne. He was
thinking about her 24-7, and weird how when he was with Nick all this
didn't seem to matter. He didn't even remember about her while they were
there, walking, talking and goofing off, just like they would always do.
"Hey, let's sit a little?" - Nick asked in front of the lake.
"Definitely." - Brian said following Nick's movements and sitting
on the grass.
They sighed and only enjoyed the sound of the birds singing and
the nature surrounding them. How long they hadn't have this time to just
sit and feel the world? Amazing how they didn't know how much they missed
it untill they had it again. This time to feel you are alive, to breath the
pure air and to hear nothing but those peaceful sounds.
"Whoa... this place is beautiful!" - Nick sighed.
Brian smiled and looked at him.
The next moment he pressed his lips on Nick's neck and placed
several butterfly kisses on there. Nick smiled and shiverd from the feeling
of Brian's smooth lips on his sensitive skin. God, he missed that! He
missed only being with Brian, talking to him, touching him... What more
could he want than having this special friendship?
"Hm..." - Nick half sighed half moaned.
Brian pulled away and they looked at each other. Few seconds later
they were kissing, another thing that neither of them had realized how much
they had missed. Brian controled the kiss, sliding his tongue inside Nick's
mouth and only enjoying being this close to him, sharing this amazing care
of them. The moment they kissed everything else lost its importance. Brian
was complete. Such an wonderful feeling that everything was right, that
everything was perfect...
Nick broke the kiss and pulled Brian closer. They talked and
laughed for a whole hour, during wich several times Brian turned to softly
kiss Nick, or Nick turned to bury his head on his neck and kiss him.
After that moments spent together Brian was a new person. His
sorrows didn't seem so bad, and he knew that as long as he had Nick there
for him, nothing would be bad, nothing would make him sad.
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Sorry for short chapter and grammar mistakes. As you people know I'm
not american and I can't change my godamn spell check. Anyway, I'm in the
last year of high school and studying hard to get the test that will take
me - or not - to college. What do you care? Oh well, I haven't been having
much time to write, but I promise I'll keep on going if I have e-mails
telling me to. And next time I'll try and pass the text in the hotmail
spell check. But as I said, i don't have time now, sorry.
Please e-mail! Lionessy@hotmail.com