Date: Tue, 24 Jul 2001 01:07:49 -0400
From: Susan Rogers <chocolate_cow_angel@hotmail.com>
Subject: wooing my beloved/chapter 16

Disclaimer:

yadda yadda yadda

you all know the drill, no reading stories unless you can stomach it, no
underage reading etc.

This is fiction, and a story of my mind only.. I don't know the ppl in the
story either.. yadda yadda

enjoy

***

I saw everyone's eyes glued to the opening door. I saw my boyfriend coming
threw the open doorway. His eyes were not on the band mates before him, but
on me. I drew comfort from those eyes. Ah, but he was beautiful.

	In that instant of our eyes meeting, I was drawn to a trip down
memory lane.

	My love and I first met officially, at the MTV awards. But I had
been watching him for what seemed like forever. He was so dangerous
looking, and absolutely beautiful.

	I knew the minute; I heard he would be attending the MTV awards
that I had to meet him. I just HAD to. So I made sure I was in the right
place at the right time.

	"MTV awards in the past*

	I "accidentally" bumped into him as he walked by me in the hall.

	"Watch where yer goin" He grumbled in his deep sexy voice.

	"I'm... sorry I didn't mean to," I said playing the shy, cute card.

	"Hey... It's ok. No sweat, don't look so down. I don't bruise easy
ya know."  He said trying to get me to smile.

	I just nodded. I was stunned that before me stood my one true
thing. The first time my eyes met with his blue eyes, I knew this was it.

	"So..." he said looking at me, I was obviously blocking his way.

	"Oh, sorry!" I said and blushed openly. I hadn't meant for it to go
like this. I don't know what I expect but this.... This wasn't it.

	"Where are you going to?" I blurted out hurriedly.

	"I was just going to get a drink but I can't seem to find the drink
table, duh me!" he said with a silly smile.

	"I just came from there," I said holding up my bottle of water. I
know, I should have had like wine or something, but yuck!

	"Oh.. So I see." He said smiling at me.

	"Want some?" I asked stupidly.

	"Uhh... Sure..." he said continuing to look at me funny.

	"I'm a really big fan of yours!" I blurted out in all my
nervousness as he sipped from the open bottle of water.
	He almost choked on what he was swallowing and I went red. I didn't
mean to be so stupid.

	"Well, I hate to say this, but I am not exactly a fan of yours" He
said with a sheepish grin.

	"That's ok... damn you must think I am a freak... and we better get
back to our seats." I said and turned around in attempt to flee.

	"Wait!" He said grabbing my shoulder.

	I spun around and looked at him puzzled.

	He grabbed my hand and quickly wrote something on it. "That's my
hotel number, if you're after what I think you're after... call." He said
and rushed off down the hall.

	I stood there and watched his retreating back; I was stunned.  ***

*Later on... After the MTV awards*

	When we returned to the hotel room, my mind was abuzz with
questions. What did he mean? He couldn't possibly know I wanted his body.

	I laughed at the thought, and took a deep breath.

	I decided I could find out by simply calling the number written so
boldly on my hand.  I had refused to wash it all night, in case any
important evidence was lost.

	I sat down on the bed and picked up the phone.

	I dialled the number and waited.

	"Hello?" asked a husky voice, I recognized immediately.

	"Um, hi... It's Justin." I said softly... not knowing what to
expect.

	"I didn't think you were going to call." He repeated, his voice
going soft.

	"Well curiosity killed the cat." I said trying to joke, he didn't
laugh.

	"So you want to know what I meant?" He asked me softly, almost
eagerly.

	"Yes... it's all I could think about all night." I said closing my
eyes and trying to picture him. Where ever he was.

	"it's not about what you think, I am a old fashioned guy." He said
with a chuckle.

	"But, what am I supposed to think?" I asked, trying to sound as coy
as possible.

	"You are supposed to think, that while we are together in the same
town, on your next free day... I want to take you on a date mister
popstar." He said softly... almost nervously. I was floored.

	"A date... With me? But... how did you know..." I said at loss for
words.

	"Common boy, you were drooling worse then a love sick puppy. How
could I not know?"

	"Oh... I didn't know I was so obvious." I said blushing red.

	"That's ok... Meet me in the lobby of your hotel, tomorrow at
noon. It IS your next day off right?" I he asked.

	"um.. yes how did you know?" I asked puzzled.

	"I followed you home, and from the stagger in one of your fellow
bandmate's walk, I figured you'd have a day off... To recover." He said
jokingly.

	"What time tomorrow?" I asked softly.

	"noon," he answered.

	"perfect." I responded.

	"Nite justybear." I blushed

	"Goodnight." And click, it was over.

...I was already madly in love...

                                      ****

	In the now...

	After everyone had calmed, Joey with his big mouth. Just had to
sputter.

	"You're boyfriend is Fred Durst?"

	Chris' voice cut in. "Common Justin, this is your worse prank to
date.  Where is your REAL boyfriend." Chris piped rudely.

	J.C, with his calm eyes, just shook my loves hand, and said,
"Welcome to the group."

	And I teared up. "Yes Chris, Fred, is my boyfriend." I said as Fred
wrapped me in a tight embrace.

	"Buh, buh... he's..." Chris said gaping, as Lance slapped him
gently on the back of the head.

	"My lover, my life, my heart" I said smiling.

	That comment brought on gagging noises from the peanut gallery.

	"So," Lance said, his green eyes twinkling, "When can you Fred,
Chris and I go on a double date?"

***

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