Date: Tue, 14 Oct 2003 21:02:15 -0400 From: JT Poole <jtpoole9@cybersouth.com> Subject: Boybands - X-Sync Tales - 9 - Psion's Heart Warnings and Disclaimers: 1) If reading this is in any way illegal in your town, state or zip code because of your age, religion, or other government rules you shouldn't read this. 2) If you don't want to read about male/male gay sexual relationships, go away. You shouldn't waste your time with this story. 3) I don't know any of the members of 'N Sync or any other celebrities that may be mentioned in this story. This story in no way is meant to imply anything about 'N Sync and any other celebrities sexualities, personalities, or anything else. This is a work of pure fiction. Questions or suggestions can be sent to "jtpoole9@cybersouth.com". I want to hear from everyone out there that is reading this story, tell me what you think whether it is bad or good. X-Men are copyrighted by Marvel Comics and Stan Lee. X-Sync, Psychic Warrior, Channel, Blaze, Pull, Echo, Planetoid, Wildcat, Tattoo, WolfShadow, Catastrophe, Spirit, Incognito, Katalyst, Hellion, Setterwynd, SuperNova, Cell, Shade, Aqua, Tigersbane, Hellfire, and Psion are the ownership and copyrighted by John Poole All other characters used that are not part of Marvel Comics, are the sole ownership of John Poole ============================== X-Sync Tales -- Catastrophe's Heart by JT Poole // Orlando, FL -- The spot where JT's house once stood. // "What am I to do?" JT spoke aloud. "They all hate me because of Hellion. I knew I was in over my head, I should have just stood out of their lives." ""Why do you say that?" JT heard a woman's voice as he turned around. "Cassandra what are you doing here?" JT asked. "I came to talk to you." StarChilde spoke. "Why me, haven't you dealt with me enough over the past few weeks?" JT asked. "Oh shut up J, out of all the people I know, you are one of the few that I call friend and I worry about you." StarChilde spoke, "Well I am glad you still consider me a friend." JT stated, dropping his head back down. "My house use to be right here." "I know." StarChilde. "Just to think it all started right here." "What?" JT asked. "If it wouldn't have been for Michael getting on your nerves, you wouldn't be Psion right now." StarChilde stated. "You have a point." JT stated. "You also wouldn't have fallen in love with Justin Timberlake." StarChilde stated. "Cassandra just drop it." JT stated. "Why should I drop it?" StarChilde asked. "My friend is down and he feels like he has no place to go to." "I don't have a place to go to." JT stated. "Yes you do. Go home." StarChilde stated. "I don't have a home, if you remember correctly, the Sentinels blew it up, and going to mother isn't an option." JT stated. "Not that home, X-Sync Headquarters." StarChilde stated. "That isn't my home." JT stated. "Yes it is." StarChilde stated. "You have three people there that love you very much." "Three people?" JT asked. "Who?" "Well Justin loves you and you know he does." StarChilde stated. "No he doesn't. He's scared of me. Just like the others are." JT stated. "Actually he's not, he's the one that has been standing up for you." StarChilde spoke. "As we speak, he's looking for you know. He's been crying for hours since you left." "You make a good detective. You tell everyone's business." JT stated. "I am only trying to get you to go back home." StarChilde stated. "I am not going back there." JT stated. "I wish I could just overload my body with energy and just let myself die for real this time, it would make everyone happy." "Everyone except me and Justin." StarChilde stated. "Whether you believe it or not, Justin really loves you. He loves you so much that he was willing to fight Joey and Chris for talking bad about you." "Hmmmm. I don't know." JT stated. "They didn't have much to say to me after they found out what was really going on, and I picked up on Nick and Brian's thoughts about me." "Don't worry about that stuff, they were not sure what was going on, but now that they do, they feel very bad about the way they acted." "I still don't know." JT stated as there was a flash of light and Justin appeared in front of him. "Know this then. I, Justin Randall Timberlake loves you and I love you very much." Justin stated as he got down on one knee, holding JT's hand. "I know I and the others said some very hurtful things, but we didn't know what was going on at the time baby, can you please forgive all of us?" "No I can't." JT spoke, snatching his hand away from Justin and walking away. "Why not baby?" Justin asked. "For you guys to be so quick in judging me, you all must have had doubts in your mind already." JT stated. "If you all liked me, you would have figured out something was wrong instead of just thinking I had turned bad." "JT I am sorry, honest I am. I am speaking for all of us when I say that we didn't know what was going on with you." Justin stated. "After the first time we encountered Lou, you started acting strange, then we thought you had defeated him, only to find out now that he was actually in your head all that time. With the vast powers you possess, we didn't know what to think. >From some of the stuff we heard about you turning into Dark Phoenix, we thought that was happening again." "How did you know about that?" JT asked. "Jean and Scott told us." Justin stated. "Well that still doesn't give you the right to pass judgment like that." JT stated. "Baby we didn't know." Justin stated. "When we saw that big bird of fire surround your body, it was like all the things Scott and Jean had told us about you when you changed into Dark Phoenix. You were acting the same way, you clothes even looked the same." "Well..." JT stated. "Well nothing baby, none of us knew what to think or do. Remember this is all new to us, we are not pros like you and the other X-Men are." Justin stated. "All of this was fairly new and hell I still don't know what to think about it all, but I know one thing, I love you." "See he loves you, now go back home with him." StarChilde spoke. "I can't, not right now, I need some space." JT stated. "No you don't, you need Justin, Bobby and AJ in your life right now." StarChilde stated. "What do those two have to do with anything?" Justin asked. "Never you mind that." StarChilde spoke, winking at JT. "Hmm okay I guess." Justin stated. "Baby come back with me." "No, I just said I needed space." JT stated. "I told you he wouldn't come Cassandra." Justin stated, turning away from JT. "I love him but I can't make him come back. Send me back Cassandra." "I love you too Justin, but right now, my place isn't there with you or them. Right now none of you trust me, hell some of you don't even like me." JT stated. "I will come back when I feel you guys need and want me back." "I want and need you JT." Justin stated, as tears started to fall from eyes. "I love you baby, I came here and hopes of taking you back so that we can be happy, and possibly you would accept me as your lover." "I love you Justin, honest I do, but right now I don't feel like I belong there." JT stated. "Fine, then take me with you." Justin stated. "I can't do that." JT stated. "Why can't you?" Justin asked. "Because you have a career to get back to or have you forgotten about that?" JT asked. "Fuck my career, the only thing I care about right now is you." Justin stated. "Please, don't create a wall between us." "I didn't create the wall, but one is there." JT stated, eyes glowing as he started to fade away. "I love you Justin and always will." "He's gone, he's gone!" Justin screamed out. "Take me back Cassandra, just take me back!" "I'm sorry Justin. I honestly thought he would go back after seeing you." StarChilde spoke. "Well that didn't work at all. I don't think he really loves me at all." Justin stated. As Justin and StarChilde started to fade away, a small pocket of space that neither Justin nor StarChilde noticed closed as they had completely faded away. The small pocket, a dimensional opening that JT was using to eavesdrop on his lover and his friend spoke volumes as he continued on his journey. A journey without the man he loved. A journey to find peace within his soul. ============================== Comments or Suggestions Contact Information E-Mail: jtpoole9@cybersouth.com <mailto:jtpoole9@cybersouth.com> Website: http://home.cybersouth.com/jtpoole9/hosted.html Yahoo: johntpoole AIM: SeekinWhtGuy4ltr@aol.com ICQ #: 146925768