Date: Thu, 16 Nov 2006 19:04:26 EST
From: J
Subject: DOCTOR WHO, JESSE AND JEREMY 62

DOCTOR WHO, JESSE AND  JEREMY   62
I'M COMING OUT SO YOU'D  BETTER GET THIS TARDIS STARTED
A murky purple haze. Naked  figures. "They won't hurt you."   The Doctor's
voice.
"Doctor, I can't feel solid  ground beneath my feet any more,"  Jeremy said,
truly frightened.
"It's the part of the  planet we're on."    The  Doctor said, "It's soft
matter...the molecules are...uhm,  different."
"I love it!"   Jesse gasped.  "Love it."
"The Sextrions...they're made  of the same matter, aren't they?"  Jeremy
asked.
"Why Jeremy, that's very  intelligent of you,"  the Doctor  said.
"Thank you,  Doctor."

"Entirely due to my  influence, of course,"   the  Doctor noted.

"Yeah, cause you're so  smart in getting us back to Earth in the year 2007
like you promised,"   Jesse  stated.
The Doctor frowned while  Jeremy laughed.  A purple being, a  stalk of a
being, with slits for viewing...one wouldn't call them eyes because the  slits
really had no pupils beneath that they could see. Not that Jeremy or Jesse  could
see very much. The planet was a giant mist of purple fog with blue trees.
Black mountains were passed by them as they  floated....the gravity was not like
Earth's.  "I think now that we're here, it's, uhm, they are, uhm, not to be
missed."
"You've experienced them  before?"

"Not really. Just heard of  them by reputation..."
Jesse felt the stalk and he  could swear his right hand was stroking the best
set of abs he ever found. "And  they only allow nakedness...no clothes?"
"Yup."   The Doctor smiled as he said this  and they knew he smiled but
couldn't see him as his body was wrapped in purple  mist.
Jesse put both hands to the  stalks and he heard it purr and moan at the same
time. He felt what seemed to be  a belly button. "And they use their
telepathicness to have  sex...."
Jeremy pulled away from two  stalks, "I don't like it. Doctor, where are you?
"
"Here!"
"Doctor, they're following  me! They won't let me go!"
"It might mean that you DO  like it, kiddo...just go with it."   The Doctor
said.
"NOOO!"   The stalks closed in on  Jeremy.
"Doctor, whadda mean!"  Jesse yelled and moved away from is  stalk toward
Jeremy's voice. He turned to the stalks, "Leave him alone!"   He pushed himself
in front of  Jeremy.  The stalk that he moved away from came  to the other
three. Large penises unfolded from each of the stalk bodies and  dripped. "What
the hell?"   The  stalks came to the boys, surrounding them. "Doctor, get us
out of  here!"
"Cumming!"  The Doctor was already stuck to a stalk,  his own torso inside
it. Literally. "I have to go..."
The four stalks seemed to  push Jeremy and Jesse together, Jeremy's back to
Jesse's front. Jeremy turned  around so that he and Jesse were back to back. "
They mean to rape  us!"
"Calm down, maybe we can  get to them, you know psychically, telepathically
that we don't want to do  this."
"Doctor says they already  know we  do!"
Jesse looked at the two  penises that came toward his bare stomach, "Yeah,"
he smiled, "Maybe we do."  The purple penises rose to his navel and  entered
it. They passed into his skin. Jesse yelled in pain,  "NOOOOOOO!"
Jeremy wanted to turn but  the two penises on his side from the stalk beings,
melded right into the tip of  his own penis, which was large and engorged.
He was as excited as the aliens. "What  are they doing?"
The Doctor was there in a  shot, "That's enough, they don't like....like it?"
Jesse moaned as the stalk  beings sort of slithered into his body, their
fingers growing from their main  body. Melding into Jesse's skin. Jesse writhed
and shook and threw his head  back, almost hitting Jeremy who was doing the same
thing.  The stalks seemed to enter their bodies  and become one with them,
while at the same time, making the boys part of their  bodies. The Doctor
smiled, "Their very atoms are having sex with your very  atoms...it's somewhat
painful at first or so it seems but it is also quite  enjoyable in the end..."
Every pore was entered by  the stalks. This made a new sensation tingle at
every touch. Writhing, the boys  experienced multiple orgasms and inside the
stalks, their dickheads tingled cum  and vibrated inside the beings. Cum filled
the stalk beings. Jeremy's ass  tightened and his muscles fired in different
places at the same time. His  nipples grew hard and his ass split  liquid. Every
part of him twitched and his toes curled. He felt light as air and  yet his
body in various places felt heavy with sex and then light without it. As
though it came and went. Every time it came, he was thrown into a sexual frenzy,
his erogenous zones all firing at the same time, jerking him in almost
uncontrollable spasms of  unbelievable joy and pain. As he was bumped into or made
sure he was  bumping himself into, Jesse, he grabbed at him, and Jesse grabbed
at Jeremy.  Each touch tingled with extra excitement and cum like liquid. Skin
rubbed on  skin, nipples on nipples, all touching with the added stalk
fluidity.
Jesse felt the same things.  Sharing it with him in mind and body as the
stalks entered him and Jeremy,  stringing them together, the tentacles overflowing
with the boys'  man juice, dripping white and yellow.  Jesse felt his navel
intruded and it felt like being stabbed with a sword and  his penis erupted out
and in. He never felt anything like it at all. It seemed  as though his own
penis were impaling him and he was fucking himself! At the  same as fucking
others. His body shook and sweated and cam. His arms pulsated  with strength and
sex. His leg muscles fired and relaxed. His chest amplified  and shrank. Over
and over.
Their balls seemed to grow  to impossibly huge proportions. Then a release
and shrinkage but only for a  second. Then the feeling that the balls refilled
so quickly and so dramatically  that a new firing was in the making. Cum
unloaded but the stalks sucked the cum  in. As their hairless balls did this, their
dicks fired and in succession their  penises lowered and rose, grew and
shrank, the sex of it was amazing, the  oppositeness of hard and limp, over and
over, firing and emptiness, then filling  up and being filled up. Solid atoms
inside them, then wisps of mist curling  their insides and exterior bodies, just
gently brushing their skin, tantalizing,  caressing by merely touching the
smallest peach fuzz on their arms, their legs,  their bellies...then reveling in a
hard, manly grip! Jesse felt as though someone  were giving the ultimate hand
job, jerking, pulling, nearly ripping his dick  off...THEN a soft, caress...a
gentle touch, a bare fingertip  just barely stroking his hand, his  dick,  his
belly, his dick, his  hips, his chin, his dick! DICK!
"My end!"  Jeremy yelled as the stalks grow  tentacles that came out and
whipped all the way around Jeremy and sort of  suckered into his asshole,
widening it without hurting him...much. Jeremy flung  his upper body back down and then
back again and he rubbed against Jesse's side,  making the tingling in both
their bodies increase. This went on for some  time.
Then stalk parts entered  Jeremy and Jesse from penis slit, belly button, and
asshole and kept moving in  and out, in and out. Their bodies were wracked
with this jerking and they were  driven back and forth, back and forth, almost
violently. Swung up and down but  held by other parts of the stalks, firmly.
Dripping, oozing.
When the stalks parted, a  loud sucking sound as they disengaged from the
boys, Jesse and Jeremy  simultaneously has the ripping-est orgasm they had ever
had and their penises  erupted with boatloads of cum. It was so much that they
thought their slits were  being ripped apart in a bloody style...but the penises
were fine. The atoms were  shifting around to make them feel the greatest
pain-pleasure shooting of cum  they ever had. Long lines of thick, almost weedy
and sandy cum shot from both  boys'  penis slits, covering the  stalks. The cum
there vanished into the aliens as they took it into themselves  and moaned
loudly. The moans sent up a soft wind and the flying creatures above  soared
higher and higher. These flying beings were white and bird-bat like. In  turn,
they went and deposited their saliva onto smaller plants buried in some  spongy
growth. Jesse and Jeremy had multiple orgasms and they hit each other's
bodies, shoulder to shoulder and this made them shoot some more. They turned to
each other, hugged each other and shot between each other, long piles of  manly
cum splashing up their stomachs,  chest and necks, slathering and soaping over
their shoulders and up their chins.  A few cum shots even got in their hair
and threatened to blind them as eyes were  hit. The stalks came over and
covered the boys in tentacles, which sucked the  cum completely off them. Jeremy
huffed down to a quietness when it was all over.  Jesse gasped, "MORE!"
"I think the Sextrions need  some time to recover from the likes of  you two,"
  The Doctor put his  arms around the two teenagers. "Come along, let's go
back to the  TARDIS."
"And maybe, just maybe you  can get me to my rendezvous?"  Jeremy looked at
him.
"Why?"  Jesse shrugged. "Why bother. With Earth.  I mean saving it is one
thing. But why bother worrying about that terrible  reality back home. I mean I
don't know why I bother. Family dinners, holidays,  even the trips there suck
now. Gigs. Dances. Movies, TV shows, and even my  albums. I don't..."
"Don't say that  stuff,"   Jeremy said, "I  know  you don't mean it. It's...
.it's  just the euphoria off the Sextrions...you love your family and your
career..."
"Well, yeah I do."  Jesse said, "I  just don't like the mundane stuff. The
day to day doldrums of it all."
"I don't either but  sometimes, taking out the garbage, kissing my pet dog,
singing a song even,  making a movie,"  Jeremy said, "That  stuff reminds me
that I'm human."
The Doctor was walking with  them, his arms around them. "We're back..."
"What?"  Jeremy asked, "Where is  it?"
The mist parted and the  TARDIS stood in front of them. The Doctor opened it.
"I think that you are both  right. You can both feel all those things at
different times, sometimes at the  same time..."  He put his hand forth  and they
both took it. His other hand ushered into the TARDIS, "Shall we  go?"
Soon enough the TARDIS was  blasting off  vertically and it had  to this
before  vanishing. The  Doctor told them it had to do with the planet's
composition.
Some time later inside THE  TARDIS....
"Holy crap! What is  that?"   Jesse said as he  walked into the Observation
Room, eating a turkey  sandwich.
Above him, the entire dome  was open to the view of outer space,
technological marvel of  a strange alien see through series of  plates not unlike plastic
and glass, only cleaner and clearer.  Beyond them, in space a giant red circle
 formed. The center was yellow and another giant red circle formed as well.
It  expanded into a brilliant light show. Jesse gasped, his mouth hung  open.
"Your...ahh...your turkey is  about to fall out..."
"Doctor, what is  that?"  Jesse repeated, unable to  take his eyes off the
spectacle.  There were now two red circles orbiting a giant red blotch, which
held  the yellow center around which was another red blob, itself outlined by a
yellow  circle! Around the red outlines were two giant white stars, all
moving and all  unmoving at the same time. Space seemed to unfold before Jesse's
eyes.
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"That, my dear boy, is the  aftermath of a giant star in a Milky Way galaxy
exploding!"
"What?"  Jesse asked, "What caused it?"
The Doctor tilted his head  sideways, "You know I've always meant to go and
have a look. I'm not...I'm not  quite sure."
Jesse sighed and ohheed and  ahhed as the lights continued, "When did it
explode?"
"1987."
"Is that the time  we're in?"
"I'm passing a few times at  once en route to Jeremy's rendezvous with today...
his today, your today,  2007...Christmas time yeah,"  the  Doctor nodded, "But
this was, a, oh, 1994, scene seen by your Earth's Hubble..."  The Doctor put
an arm around Jesse's back and shoulder, "You like it,  yeah?"
"I love it, yeah!"  Jesse gasped, biting more of his  sandwich, finishing it
off and looking up.  "Amazing."
"No one knows how the rings  formed either,"   the Doctor  said, "Not your
people or mine...when they were  alive..."
"Is that why you always  meant to go and have a look?"
"Oh, what? Oh, no. I just  am naturally curious..."  the Doctor  said and
turned as he felt another presence enter the room. "Ahh, there you are,  Jeremy...
and looking mighty spiffy at that..."
"There you two are,"  Jeremy said, dressed in a long jacket,  tanned color
jacket. "That light system is working just fine now. How do I  look?"
"As I said mighty  spiffy..."
Jesse nodded his head and  looked up at the light show. It formed a giant
kaleidoscope of colors now.
"And looking  most unlike my murderous character Alex  Meeks...."   Jeremy put
his head  down.
The Doctor picked up  Jeremy's head and kissed his chin, "We've been all
through that stuff. It wasn't  your fault. If anything I should have known I had
not one not one not one but  TWO, count em--- two ---cursed movie props on
board my TARDIS ! Imagine! It was  really my fault..."
"Too right," Jesse  swallowed the last of  his  sandwich.  The light shows
ended and  another image took over, a giant blue series of stars fire working
in the sky of  outer space. "What the...ohhhhh, lookatthat!"
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"The Fireworks Nebula.  Another exploding, well stellar something or other.
Nebula. A very compact star  called a white dwarf blasted away gas that
accumulated on the  surface..."
K9 floated in,  "Master..."
"Not now, K9..."  the Doctor waved. "And... an expanding  shell of gas is all
that will soon remain to be  seen..."
"Master..."
"Oh, K9!"  The Doctor gasped, "This is still so  unknown and the subject of
much discussion on Earth and other planets...I should  check that, too. It would
require us going back to oh, what year,  K9?"
"1901,"  K9 said.
"1901,"  Jeremy  said.
"1901!"  Jesse said, "Let's go..."  He looked at Jeremy's crestfallen face,
"I mean, 1901? Doctor! We're supposed to be on the way to 2007. We were at
1987  and 1994 just a few seconds ago and now..."
"Are you sure,  K9?"
"Yes,  Master..."
The Doctor ran out,  "Console room!"
"Oh. My. God."  Jeremy  said.
They heard the Doctor yell,  "Pronto..."    K9 followed  the Doctor out of the
room, flying.
Jesse put an arm around  Jesse and drew him to his shoulder and then faced
him and hugged him, "Listen.  He'll get you there."
"Things have never taken  this long before..."
"Oh no? Remember trying to  reach Luke Ward and save him from being a tree?
Poor guy had to  wait..."
"To him it was just a few  minutes I think..."
"He'll do it, let's  go,"  Jesse kissed Jeremy's mouth,  then a mischievous
glaze came over his eyes, and he looked at Jeremy,  smirked and said,    "Axe
Killer...."  He broke away and  laughed.
"Stop teasing me about  it!"  Jeremy said, waving a hand to  slap Jesse's
shoulder and missing on purpose.
"I loved it,"  Jesse smiled as he entered the corridor.  They left the
exploding stars...which lit up the observation  room.
Jeremy told him, "But I  almost...killed..."
"Oh,"  Jesse shrugged, "Forget about it...a new  day, a new trip, a new
adventure...this time one on  Earth..."
"IF we get there."   Jeremy dallied as he walked,  sluggishly, disappointed.
K9 returned to them,  floating, "Christmas time, December 27th  2007...arrived
..."
"Wow,"  Jeremy gasped and perked up. He ran  ahead, came back, and pulled
Jesse's arm, "Well  c'mon!"
Now it was Jesse who was  downcast. What would telling Anna mean? Telling her
that Jeremy is gay? Mean for  him, the Doctor and Jeremy?   He didn't have
time to think on this as Jeremy pulled him, practically  off his feet, toward
the console room, actually getting ahead of the directional  lights that lead
them the correct way toward it.
In the same store, Jeremy  looked at the glass loin he will buy...no, he shook
his head, he did buy for Anna  in the future. Time travel still gave him a
headache if he thought about it too  much. He longed for the time he just sat
back and enjoyed it. Being in the past,  the present and the future, sometimes
all in one day. Or rather the span of 24  hours. Earth. He shook his head. It
was so complicated sometimes. He swallowed.  He suspected the loin would sit
there for years, waiting for him to pick it up  just as he had done a few days
ago and would many, many years from now. He  smiled and his reflected smile shot
back at him via the lion. He turned to go  outside. The street signs were
different but the buildings  didn't look that much different from the  other trip...
which would take them into the future... a bit more worn. And just like  the
future he was in, there was snow on the ground. A mere sprinkling. And for
December in New York  City, it was warm outside. He opened his jacket and  walked
toward the theatre. He felt good. He had bought a new gift for her. A  large
rose made of glass. He hoped he wouldn't break it before she opened it.
He went to the theatre and  there was Anna standing there. This time he saw
her face clearly. "He finally  did it. He got me here."  He noticed  it was
his Anna. The Anna of December 2007.
"Hey, I thought you'd never  make it,"  she turned to see him. He  moved to
her and hugged her. "Cor, it's freezing, mind we  just..."
He stood there, blankly,  hugging her.
"Oh my, that's quite a  greeting."   She began to  wonder, "Are you all
right, Jeremy?"
Jeremy smiled and broke the  hug, "Oh, me, I''m fine."  He handed  her the
gift and awkwardly, kissed her. She kissed him  back.
"For me?  Birthday?"
"Sure, what else?"  He laughed.  "Open it in the  restaurant."
This time they picked a  high class restaurant. They usually changed it up,
one year the health  challenged food of McDonalds sufficed, the next, a ritzy
expensive place. They  always enjoyed more privacy in the more expensive
places. One year they even saw  Madonna dining and Anna had enough balls, more than
Jeremy, to approach her.  They both found her to be very welcoming and fun and
friendly, however, both  couldn't help but wonder if the caught her on a
great day instead of a cranky  one. She had been with some very hot guy who was
younger than she was but older  than Jeremy and who had some trimmed stubble.
While looking through the  menu, Jeremy wondered how he would bring this up.
One couldn't just say, "Welp,  I'm ready to order, gaily"  or  "Are you
ready to order and I'm  gay."    He shut his menu  and put it down. Anna already
did that, for she was ready far before he was. The  very hot waiter with tied
back hair came to take their orders. Jeremy stared  deeply into his eyes. He
hoped Anna would notice him doing this as a precursor  to telling her that he
was gay. The waiter seemed to return Jeremy's favor.  Jeremy's eyes focused on
the waiter's hot lips, which were being licked by a hot  and long tongue. He
had to snap himself out of it in order to  order.
"Jeremy, will you please  order already?"
Okay, maybe not snap  himself out of it. Anna did that. The waiter took the
menus from Jeremy's hand.  He made sure he touched Jeremy's hand with his
fingers as he did. "Back in a  jiffy..."
"I have a friend that  always says that..."
"I bet you do," the waiter  smiled and left.
Dead silence. Awkward  silence. Anna took a sip from her large glass of
water. "So, I hear that  Sasquash Dumpling Gang is going to finally be released on
dvd."
"Yeah,"  Jeremy said, "It's a great movie and not  cause, hey,"  he
shrugged, "I'm in  it but because it's just good. Seems like I made that movie so
long  ago..."
"Well, it's about  time..."
"You have no  idea..."
"What?"
"Nothing. It deserves to be  on dvd. Everyone worked so hard on it. I mean
there's nothing wrong with showing  it at the Waterfront Film Festival in
Saugatuck, Michigan but...I want the world to be able to  see it."
"Still Jeremy, composed  about one's self..."  She laughed. She  noticed his
sadness just then, "Hey, I was only  kidding."
"Hey,"  he looked at the seat where he had put  his winter coat and her
gift. "Open it."  He handed it across the table to her. She opened  it.
"Oh it's lovely,"  she said, "A glass wolf...how beautiful. I  love wolves..."
"I know you love lions more  and I saw this lion one, too..."
"Oh, this is lovely  anyway,"  she said.  "The lion one can  wait..."
"I know. I got it for you  in the future..."
"What? What's that supposed  to mean?"
"I meant...uh, oh, I'll get  it for you in the future. It'll still be there..."

More  silence.
Jeremy wanted to blurt out  to Anna that he was gay. Instead, he waited until
the very hot, hair tied back  waiter brought their food. Jeremy kept
purposely staring at him. He thought Anna  didn't notice but she did. She just wasn't
sure why he was staring at the  waiter. "Gosh, he's built,"  Jeremy  told
her.
Anna ate and looked at him,  "Are you? Are you trying to tell me something?"

Jeremy wanted to say, "Like  I'm time traveling through outer  space and
inner time or inner space and outer time with a Time Lord from  the planet
Gallifrey who had two hearts, a super respiratory  bypass system, oh, and Jesse
McCartney,  hot super singer  from NYC and  California and  I'm in complete love
with both them, like that? Naw, that's not what I want to  tell you...and about
the TARDIS..."
He didn't realize he zoned  out. And his mind was in other worlds, other
times, other places. Zantrex,  Castor, Mars, Kastria. He shook his head. "Jeremy?
Really, you're worrying me  now..."
"Oh, no, don't be worried,  Anna, dear."  Jeremy smiled, "You  look great,
by the way..."
"Oh thanks but don't change  the subject,"  she shot back. "What  the hell
is wrong?"
"Oh, curses,"  Jeremy chided, "Aren't you above that  sorta thing?"
"Shut up,"  she threw a bit of  her turkey at  him.
"Anna, I'm  gay."
Anna was completely thrown  by this. She didn't say anything for an awkward
35 seconds. He stared at her.
"Anna, did you hear  me?"  He winced and moved his head  closer to her's
across the table, for effect.
"Yes, yeah, yes,"  Anna blinked. She looked out the glass  window that lined
the left side of the large area they were seated at.  "Yes, I did. I guess I
always..."
"Are you not okay with  it?"
"Oh, honey,"  she put her hand on his and motioned  with her other hand for
his. He gave it to her, "oh dear Jeremy, I'm very okay  with it. It...it's
just I always thought that someday you and I  would..."
"I know. I thought the same  thing,"  he avoided eye contact with  her at
this point. He looked at the table cloth and down at his own lap at  varying
times, "I guess it just sorta dawned on me. I mean I tried for years to  really
like girls, you know?"
"Yes,"  Anna nodded, "And you're  sure...?"
"Uh huh,"  Jeremy nodded.
She held his hand harder,  "Good for you. Some people are never sure, even as
late as, even in their  forties."
"They probably just don't  want to be,"  he  surmised.
"Really? I guess cause it's  just too difficult a life,"  Anna  said, "Do
you find it that way?"
Jeremy tried to look solemn  but a smile broke his reserve, "No, no. No, I don
't. I'm having a grand old  time."
Anna blushed and smiled,  too. "Sex?"
Jeremy looked from side to  side, "Well, yeah, finally and it seems lately
that I even know what I'm  doing..."   He laughed and Anna  didn't. Then when he
dropped his laugh, she laughed at him.
"I'm so glad. I'm  guessing...there is,"  her voice sounded excited for him.
"There's someone else, isn't there?"
"I..."
Anna laughed, "There  is!"  She gripped his hands harder,  "Jeremy, you have
to tell me all about him? Do your parents know? Have they met  him?"
"No, you're the first  person I've told. It...it's complicated. There's a
whole lot more."  He took his hands back. "I feel so much  better now that I've
told someone..."
"Are you telling me I'm the  first person you've told?"
"I...yes,"  Jeremy said, "The first person from my  own time zone I've told,
that knows, I mean."
"Time zone?"  Anna said, "But hon, you and I live in  two different time
zones..."
"More than just two for  me,"  Jeremy  murmured.
"I'm not sure I  understand."
"Me either."   Jeremy stated, "Anna, that might  be enough for today..."
"Tell me everything, Sir  Jeremy,"  she teased. He had teased  her often
enough, about her mother having been a churchwarden of Saint Bride's  church of
London and her grandfather  used to be a High Court judge, being called Sir.
She sometimes called Jeremy  that because he acted like royalty around his
parents, who doted on him. They  didn't much any more but they used to.
"It might be overload and  some of it..."
"I don't care, I promise  not to get..."
"Some of it,"  he repeated, "you might not believe me  about..."
That shut her up. She  wondered when she ever doubted a word he said. Only
when he was teasing her.  Which he used to do often. "You seem so serious  today
..."
"Well, there're a lot of  issues...more than  a magazine  factory..."  he
joked.
"Okay, cor blimey, now  you're scaring me..."
"You know cor blimey used  to be considered  a real  curse..."
"Tell me what's  up..."
"Okay, I'll start from when  I met the Doctor..."
"Doctor? You're not sick  are you?"
"Sick in  love...."
"Your boyfriend's a Doctor?  How old is he?"
"If you keep interrupting  me, we're never gonna get this done...I'll be here
 forever..."
Anna smiled, "Then I should  keep interrupting. I don't ever want you to
leave  me..."
"Anna..."
Anna had her turn to look  down now. "I  know, I know, I'm just  kidding. I
meant as a friend. I really enjoy our time together and even though  we just
saw each other..."
"We  did?"
"Yeah, remember, over the  summer and then again at Halloween?"
"Oh yeah, right."  Jeremy had forgotten. To his almost  ageless self---as he
traveled in TARDIS, that seemed ages ago, in fact, he  probably lived out
five years in that time, traveling, while aging less than a  month...or so."  Even
a few days ago  in his own time seemed such a long time ago.   He said so. "
Oh that seems such a  long, long time ago. I'll tell you why..."
When he was done, and the  waiter was looking to bring the check and heard
snatches of this, Jeremy looked  at Anna. "Anna? Anna, are you all right?"
"Huh?"  She blinked, "Oh yes. It...it's a lot to  take in. And you can't
tell me the name of the other  two?"
"Well, the Doctor's just  the Doctor. I think there's a few web sites you
can find out more about him on.  But J...the other guy, I promised he  would not
be outted..."
"I won't tell anyone about  you or him,"  she said, "But I do  think you
should tell."
"Who?"
"Your parents. You...I think  you should tell everyone."
"What? Really?  When?"
"No time like the  present."
"Well, that's not exactly  true, there are. But..."  Now it was  his turn to
be bemused. He tilted his head, "I never thought about that. I mean  this was
a big step. You want me to tell...what? The  world?"
"Why not? Last year,  November, I think, that guy from Doogie Hauser..."
"Neil Patrick  Harris?"
"...yeah, that's the one,  that's him,  and he's on  that new show How I Met
Your Mother I  think it's called, he came out. That other bloke, Richard
Chamberlain, came out.  It's not as bad as it used to be."
"I know. Then I go and read  some old article or interview with Sylvester
Stallone and he told this other  actor from RIPTIDE...Perry King..."
"Wow, you do time travel,  don't you? Those are old references..."
"And old actors."  He laughed. "He told him not to...never to  play a gay
character."
Anna laughed, "Sly  Stallone? What do you expect from a man that made Stop or
My Momma Will  Shoot?"
"He..."   Jeremy stopped to laugh at that,  "He's Rocky and...and Rambo..."
Anna looked and pulled a  face.
Jeremy shrugged, "Rambo...I  mean Rambo...Rocky...met the real Rambo once..."
"Wait. There's a real  Rambo?"
"Mmmm, muhm, from another  universe. A parallel universe."
"Wait. I thought travel  between parallel universes was impossible."
Jeremy shrugged, and looked  concerned, "I don't know who's been passing out
that information but it's  completely erroneous."
"I heard it  someplace..."   Anna shook her  head.
"He saved my neck and the  neck of the Doctor and Jes...the other one. Plus he'
s  hot."
Anna smiled and almost  laughed.  It was odd to her hearing  Jeremy say
things like that.   "Point is that that was then. He...he was probably right for
that time. If  you...I mean you ARE a time traveler, you must know that. Times don'
t stay the  same. I mean look at the world, forget the world, New York City,
will it be like this in 200  years time?"
Jeremy smiled, and gave a  short laugh, "Uh, no...it'll be worse..."
"Worse?"
"At least for awhile...then,  things settle down before the end."
"The end?"
"Of  Earth..."
Anna blinked,  "oh."
More quiet. Anna stared out  the window. "I think you should call Mark and
set it all  up."
"What  today?"
"Well, there's no time  like...you get the idea. I mean why not? People are
feeling good mostly. Holidays  and all that. And as for your fans, if you, as
you say, don't care if your  career is destroyed by this..."
"I don't...I really  don't."  Jeremy said, "I'll probably  be living with
the Doctor in the TARDIS for the rest of my life anyway...not much  need for a
career there...still, I would like to keep doing what I  do..."
"Aside from saving the  Earth, the universe, oh, and any other parallel
universes to  boot..."
"And just surviving some of  the weirdest things and places I've ever seen..."

"I think you should do it.  And in the next day or so."
"That  soon?"
"We know other actors that  will stand behind you. Danny Glover, Jason
Isaacs, the guys in Frailty, William  Mosley..."
"Christ, he's  hot..."
Anna laughed and put her  head down.
"I am so sorry about the  Lord's name thing...I met him, too, you know..."
"You...met...Him?"
"Yeah,"  Jeremy smiled, "He's fantastic...such  love...Jesus I'm talking about
..."
"I know who you're talking  about...I...I don't know what to say..."
"He loves me too, even  though I'm gay..."
"Then....then, I think....I  think you should do it....do it, before...before..."
"I chicken out?"
"I didn't say that and I  don't think  you will. You are NO  chicken..."
"Chicken hawk maybe. I'll  call Mark now,"  Jeremy took out his  cell phone,
"Hope this works on down home Earth..."   It rang. Jeremy talked to his  agent
Mark Roberts. He didn't like to tell him this over the phone but he had to
get Mark to understand how important it was that he meet him face to face about
 this. When that was over, Jeremy looked, "I've got to find my parents and
tell  them...gosh, what the hell are they going to think?"
"I'll be there with you if  you like."
"That'd be good,"  he said, "They just love you.  Probably..."  he shrugged,
"...looking  forward to you being their daughter in law."
"So what,"  Anna said, "They'll adjust. If you're  happy and I must say
when you talk about this Doctor and the other one, your two  lovers, you are ...
glowing. You are happy."
"They make me happy,"  he said, "I've never been one to be down  anyway...but...
this life I have I just love it. All of it. But the missing  bits...keeping
everyone in my present day life  unaware..."
"You don't have to tell  anyone---it's none of their business anyway and if
you don't want to, you don't  have to."
"I  know. I thought about all  that."
The waiter came with the  check and put his hand on the shoulder of Jeremy.
He stared at him, serious.  Jeremy nodded and the waiter nodded back, giving
his approval. The waiter left.
"Damn."
Anna smiled, "So what  now?"
"I already told Mark. I'm  going to tell my parents. You know it's funny.
Hets...heteros...dn't have to go  around telling everyone that they like to fu...
like to have se...like to have  relations with the opposite sex. But homos like  me
..."
"Don't say it that  way..."
"Like me...have to. I feel at  this point, I have to. My parents when I'm
home, ask about girls, ask if I'm  happy and I tell them I am happy. I won't lie
to them and I won't lie to my fans  any more. I haven't really lied but I
guess in a way I have by just avoiding the  issue....I mean I have had girl friends...
but...that's just it, they are girl friends.  Friends who are girls...like you."

Anna laughed, "Then I say  do it. It will change things for awhile..."
"Some for better and some  for worse for a time,"  Jeremy said,  "From my
mid West background, I'm not sure which of my family will like it or  not."
He smiled and stood up  and stretched, "God, I love Christmas. How was  this
one?"
"You didn't experience  it?"
"Not yet. I'm, like maybe,  a few weeks into my future..."
"Then go back, with this  Doctor and tell them then..."
"At Christmas  Time?"
"Yeah, what better gift for  them than the truth..."
"Oh...kay...and then we'll be  back here. I just long for a sole day of golf..."
Jeremy told the Doctor and  Jesse his plan.
The Doctor took Jeremy to  his family's home in California.
"Don't go disappearing on  us,"  Jesse  warned.
"Have I ever?"  The Doctor  asked.
"No,"  Jeremy  answered.
"That we know of,"  Jesse  quipped.
"Well, sometimes I get...no,  I'll wait. I can do a bit of  easy,  lite
reading..."   The Doctor moved out of the  control room, "I've got over 88 thousand
books in my  library..."
"A bit of lite reading to  him is like War And Peace,"  Jeremy  laughed.
"Or that other thing, the  Infinite Reasons That Life Existing Between Sub
Atomic Particles Is Impossible  and Why It's Not...that he's always going on about
..."  Jesse said, "Life in atoms and  molecules..."
Jeremy kissed his lover's  lips, "See you soon, have a great Christmas..."
"I'd like it better if we  shared it..."   Jesse  said.
Jeremy nodded, "We can do  it over if  you want, after all  this..."  he
turned to go out to his  family's home .
Jesse grabbed his arm,  "Jeremy, Jeremy, Jeremy, are...wait a sec. Are you
sure about all  this?"
"Yeah,"  he said, "It's not the easy road but  yeah, I'm sure."
"Okay,"  Jesse nodded, "I'm behind you one  hundred percent."
"Yeah,"  Jeremy said, "I like it when you're  behind me with your one
hundred percent...but don't forget I'm a bottom and a  top..."
"Go on, before I beat your  ears,"  Jesse smiled and gave him a  shot in the
arm. Jeremy laughed and kissed him again and started to go  out.
Christmas with the family  went well. Jeremy was brought back there by the
Doctor. The Doctor stayed in the  TARDIS, Jesse spent Christmas with his family...
and a girl...that he broke up with.  "I don't understand,"  the girl told
him.
"I'm just busy,"  Jesse said, "It's not really fair to you  to keep you
hanging like this."
"Was it the  sex?"
"We didn't have  any."
"That's what I  mean."
"No, no. I'm sure it would  have been...great...really great,"  Jesse put an
arm around her in his California apartment, a crackling fireplace  nearby. "
Really."
"What a time to break up  with someone,"  the girl stood up.  She went to
get her jacket.
"You don't have to  go."
"No, no. I really do. I  have to. No point in staying..."
"But it's so  late..."
"It's okay, Jesse,"  the girl said and found her jacket and  put it on. She
straightened up her collar. "Really  okay."
Jesse moved to stand up.  "I'll walk you to the  taxi.."
"No, that's okay,"   She smiled. He hesitated to get up  but then did. He
went to the door with her.  She looked at his face and smiled. "You  have one
beautiful face, Jesse McCartney. I'm so sorry it went this way, that  you feel
this way..."   she  looked at his bemused face and put her lips to them. She
kissed him  gently.
Jesse shut his eyes. He  loved this girl. But he felt like he was kissing a
dead fish. He shivered  horribly. The girl let go of the kiss and looked at him
again as he opened his  eyes. "Goodbye...I'm sorry..."
"There is someone  else,"  the girl said, "I can just  feel it. And..."  she
started to say  as he started to protest...  "I'm  allright with that. You're
pop rock  star. Why shouldn't you have all the perks that go along with that
while you're  young. And really, really, really pretty..."
"Stop. You're going to make  my head explode,"  Jesse  smiled.
"You mean it hasn't  already?"  She laughed. Jesse  dropped his smile and
then laughed along with her. "I just hope they can make  you as happy..."
"He...they...she...can..."
The girl looked at him.  "That wasn't just a pronoun problem was it?"
"I'm stuttering. An  accident..."  he  gasped.
"I'm still in love with  you, Jesse..."
"I  know."
"Goodbye."
"Yeah,"  he said as she left. He closed the door  and puffed his lips out,
unaware the Fourth Doctor had done the same thing when  Sarah Jane Smith left
him.
Jesse looked at the  crackling fire. He stared. Tears came down his eyes. He
was beginning to like  being off on far flung outer space adventures with the
Doctor and Jeremy over  being back home on Earth in his own time. He even
preferred some of the more  horrid past times, the further back the better... "
Future? Future here? Jeremy, I  wonder who you're coming out is coming...and I miss
you."   He wanted to call him on his cell  phone but this time it could be
risky. He might give away something to someone  else, Jeremy's family, brother
and two sisters...
Jeremy had a hard time. His  mother and father accepted it but didn't like
it. His sisters were both fine  with it. His brother was uneasy but if it made
Jeremy happy, it made the brother  happy. The older brother, Travis, even asked
Jeremy if he had the hots for him,  which Jeremy told him he decidedly had
not. Jeremy grand parents were totally  okay with it. It was just like he was
the same Jeremy he always was to them. His  mother hugged him that night before
bed and his father came to his room and told  him, "You're my son and no
matter what, I love you. I will always love you. I  don't care if  you are  gay."
"Thanks, dad,"  Jeremy said. His parents had gotten back  together and he
wondered how long it would last. It was the first time they had  parted for such
a long time after the divorce. Now they were together and  it seemed that
they would be for a long  time.
After experiencing  Christmas of 2007, the boys returned to the Doctor, or
rather he picked them up  and nipped them back to December 27th.
Once again, Jesse asked  Jeremy if he was sure about this. Jeremy told him he
was. Jesse was annoyed that  Jeremy wasn't pressuring him to do the same.
"Why aren't you?"  he asked  him.
"I thought it would  annoy  you. Seems that no matter  which, I'll annoy you
with this somehow."
"It's not that, boy."  Jesse pulled Jeremy to him and hugged  him closer to
his body. "I know what you're doing is right. I guess deep down I  should
tell everyone, too. I mean, my career means nothing to me if it's always  gonna
based on hiding some of this...and you and the  Doctor..."
"Where is  he?"
"Reading. Something about  Hitchhiker's and the Galaxy..."
"Oh, that thing,"  Jeremy nodded. "I loved  that..."
"Okay, listen, buddy,"  Jeremy kissed his chin. "I love you but  I gotta do
this. For me. And maybe for all gay guys, even you...I know, I know  you're not
gay..."
Jesse snickered. "Of...of  course I am. I am. Took you to make me see it...and
accept  it..."
"Have you?"
"Yeah."
Jeremy said, "I'm with  you."
"Yeah,"   Jesse said, "And I'm with you...out  there, in spirit. I wish I
could be in person..."
"Don't sweat it. When and  if  you're ready, that's fine. If  you never do,
 I don't care--I don't  want to make you feel this has to be your route. I
want you to be happy,  too."
"I know. Good  luck."
Before he left, Jeremy  turned to him, "You know it's almost like these
dates and times aren't really  just times any more, almost like they're places."
"Yeah,"  Jesse nodded, "It's strange. I'm gonna  be watching the news thing
on the scanner..."
Jeremy nodded his thanks.  He walked out. The Doctor came in carrying K9.
Jeremy met Mark Roberts and they  planned a strategy for the press conference. It
was going to be a small affair.  It would be in Hollywood and Vine, at the
famed intersection  where the Walk of Fame is. Jeremy wanted it there because
the area had many  homeless people hanging about and it would bring them some
bit of help.
It was windy but sunny day  there. Jeremy explained, "I didn't want to...I didn
't know what to do until some  people made me realize my full potential."
"What people made you  realize this?"
"That's not important. What  is, is that I can remain truthful and honest to
myself and to my fans. I hope  they will stick with me because of my work and
my acting and soon, my  directing..."   The crowd was  definitely made up of
fans but also news and media  people.
A few fans called out  positive things. "We love you, Jeremy."
"You go,  Jeremy!"
"Jeremy, we love you no  matter what."
Jeremy smiled,  "Thanks."
Mark was behind Jeremy. "We  will have some questions."
A fat man raised his hand,  "My daughter likes you...I don't care if you're
gay, I don't mind you fuck, just  as long as you don't bleed on me."
"Dad!"  The girl with him, a young girl, about  16, yelled at him, "I love
you, Jeremy, sorry about  that."
Jeremy nodded, "As we can  see, there will be some prejudice..."
On the TARDIS scanner,  Jeremy and the press conference were being watched by
Jesse. The Doctor was  fixing K9, who was on his back on a white table. Jesse
gasped, "I can't  watch him..."
"Then don't. Do what I am.  Find something useful to do...work on or read..."
"...I have to find out..."  Jesse turned and ran into the back  rooms. He
wandered through some white rooms. He found the big rounded machine  called the
Time Space Visualizer. He turned it on. He looked through some  numbers on the
dials and the read outs. He thought about something. The girl he  was with on
Christmas appeared. She was with her husband and her children.  "2019..."   He
watched as the  children, three of them, two girls and a boy, opened Christmas
gifts. The girl  hugged her husband. "Well, someone aught to have a normal life
..."   He smiled, "I'm glad."  He had tears in his  eyes.
Outside, a newsman, not a  young one, unrolled a large poster. On it was an
enlarged photograph. It was  from someone's portable camera and not an
inexpensive one. The color print was a  good and clear image. "Is this the guy you're
in love  with?"
The Doctor picked his head  up from repairing K9. He looked at the scanner
and his eyes  went wide. "Jesse! You'd better get back  in here, now!"
On the scanner the image of  the enlarged photograph was seen. It was Jesse
and Jeremy, sitting side by side  on a roller coaster. The smarmy newsman
smiled, adjusted his glasses with one  hand and held the poster up with the other. "
Remember this? It was taken in the  summer of 2006...Great Adventure in New
Jersey...some kind of costume party...he's  sitting awfully close to you...isn't that
..."
Jesse was out of the time  space visualizer room and staring in horror at the
screen. He turned to run  outside, "I've got to get out there...to him..."   He
ran into the Doctor... who blocked  his path. "Doctor..."   The  Doctor gripped
his lover. "He can't lie and he won't give me  up...but..."
The Doctor stared at him,  "He can handle it..."
Jesse looked into his eyes,  "Get outta my way...I've got to get out there and
 now..."
The Doctor was so close to  Jesse and he held his arms tightly and put his
head on Jesse's chest, "I  can't..."
"Doctor, what are you  doing? Let me go!"  Jesse yelled.  "Have you lost
your mind...take me to him or get outta of my  way!"
"I can't...I have  to...tell...allright, allright,"  the  Doctor picked his head
up. "I'll take you to that building that's behind  him..."
"What's wrong with you? We  have to help him and then we'll be on our way..."
 Jesse said as the Doctor quietly lured  the TARDIS there using the console...
Outside, Jeremy stared at  the poster. It showed him and Jesse sitting on the
roller coaster with a strange  menagerie of monsters, aliens, far out
villains and heroes, and ...the Doctor...all  on the roller coaster.  Mark began  to
close the press conference. Jeremy didn't know what to say but just stood  there.
He thought he had heard the TARDIS coming to his rescue but shook it off.  "I
don't think that's a good idea..."   he told Mark. "I'll tell you. He  and I
are good friends..."
Mark looked ahead, "We have  lunch and dinner for anyone who would like to
eat. "Right there,"   he pointed, "...at Hollywood and Vine  restaurant just
down the block..."
"Is he your lover?"  Someone shouted. Jeremy began to feel  the questions as
they became more and more personal and private. He wished his  family had
chosen to come. He sighed when he saw them among the crowd, pushing  their way
through.  Then he wondered  if he wanted them here, hearing the sort of
questions that began among the crowd  ...
"Did he give you a blow job  on the coaster?"   An older  man, a news
reporter.
Mark took the mike stand,  "Hey, those are the kind of questions that are
uncalled for and if those  continue, I shall cancel the press conference right now
..."
"But what's he  hiding...?"   A  guy.
Jeremy took the mike, "I  would have to say that I'm here to tell you about
me. I'm not here to tell you  about other people and just because at that
costume party, some people were with  me, doesn't mean they are or aren't gay also
..."
"But is he?"  Someone asked. A girl.
"C'mon we just wanna know  if Jesse McCartney is gay, too."
"Is he in love with  you?"
Behind Jeremy and Mark and  a few large bodyguards, the building stood. It
was dark and closed this early in  the day. The TARDIS had appeared. Jesse
stepped out quietly. The Doctor watched,  just as quietly, from the console,
leaving the door open. Jesse looked outside,  peering from the darkness of  the
building lobby. He wondered just what kind of building it was he was inside. He
could hear the press conference and Jeremy stuttering. "He would protect  me,"
  Jesse murmured and smiled. He  reached for the closed glass door's handle.
He then realized it was the Pantages  Theatre. He was passing the ticket
booths. He didn't care but he held a look of  love on his face and as he opened the
door to get outside, he didn't realize the  Doctor had been slowly and
methodically following him.
"Yes,"  Jesse came forward to take Jeremy's  hand, "He is."    Jesse  took
the mike, standing right next to Jeremy and he put one arm around Jeremy  and
the other hand he used to hold the mike, "...and he  is."
Jeremy was shocked. He  turned to see Jesse.  Jesse kissed  him on the cheek
and turned to the crowd, "I want to make it official, too. I  love my singing
career and all that, but I have to say, I'm totally  gay."
The crowd grew less  restless but there was chatter among them and a slight
uproar. Jeremy was  staring at Jesse who turned to look at him and shrug.
Jeremy had tears in his  eyes. Mark put a hand on Jeremy's shoulder. Between the
hands that hung as one,  the hands of his lovers, zoom in on the Doctor's face.
It registered pride in  his companions, then happiness and glee, but
ultimately sadness. He knew they  had arrived. They had made it. They had conquered
their fears and come out. They  no longer needed him. Or so he thought. He grew
melancholy and his head hung  down.   He turned his back on  them and began to
walk back toward the alcove of doorways that lined the front  of the theatre.
The hands vanished  as Jesse raised them, Jeremy startled that Jesse was
raising them. Jeremy helped  him by putting more energy into it. The hands
continued upward as the Doctor  walked away under the tent shape that their arms
formed. The crowed took a  positive tolerant turn as the two celebrities smiled at
them and laughed. It  seemed like a dark cloud lifted and as if they were
making a moment of history.  They both knew it was just a little piece but a
piece of it, it was. The Doctor  left the door open that he shuffled through,
almost hunched. He hung his head  down as he moved to the TARDIS...
Jeremy looked around,  "Okay,"  he grabbed the mike, "Get  your seats at the
restaurant and you'll find some free gifts on the  tables..."  he whispered to
Mark,  "Anyone that is homeless gets one of these..."
Mark nodded, "Okay..."  and took the bag Jeremy handed him. Anna  was behind
Jeremy, with his family. "We'll all meet you  there..."
Jeremy turned, his  bodyguard keeping the crowd back. Jesse turned with him,
knowing he was looking  for the Doctor. They didn't have to speak at this
point. They both knew what was  happening. Jesse nodded his head toward the open
door. Jeremy nodded. They both  took off for the door.
Inside the building, the  Doctor moved through the TARDIS doors. He shut
them. "I"ll miss you, both,  boys."  He  leaned on the  doors.
"Master..."
"Always alone. Cept for  that I have a dog with no real nose. Ahh, well I've
been alone in the past...huh,  and the future ...alone again, K9, but for you."
The Doctor turned to wave his arms  uselessly, "Ahhh, K9. I suppose like your
predecessors some day, you too, yes,  even you, will leave me."
"Negative,"  K9 said, "This unit is loyal to you  first and foremost. I
shall never leave you.  Doctor..."
"You're  a good dog, K9,''  the Doctor turned him over onto his  normal
stance. On the table.
"Doctor...this unit is built  with a telepathic sensor...I've just had a recall
..."
Jeremy ran into the lobby.  Jesse followed him. Jesse pointed. They both
heard the familiar sound. Usually  they were inside it when it issued forth from
the TARDIS. This time, they were  outside. They were just in time to see the
last vestiges of the TARDIS's image  vanishing into thin air. They both called
out his name.
"Doctor....!"
"Doctor?"
"Doctor? Come  back!"
"Come  back!"
Jesse kicked up the red  carpet on the floor, "Fuck! Fuck shit! He did it to
me..., I'm sorry, to us  again!"
Jeremy looked at the empty  space that once held the TARDIS....he was
speechless.
"Look,"  Jesse said, "He...he must have had a  reason..."
"He does. He thinks we  don't need him any more. That we're...together and
complete...."
The TARDIS traveled through  the multi colored vortex of time and space...
inside, the Doctor sat on the chair  and cried, his hands over his face or rather
his face buried into his hands. He  wept...

To be continued...