Date: Sun, 10 Feb 2002 10:03:37 -0800 (PST) From: alvin <pw4340@yahoo.com> Subject: JTT and Patrick D. part 7 JTT and Patrick D. Part 7 If you're offended by homosexual or can't stand alternative lifestyles then this story is not for you. If you're a minor then leave immediately. I have no knowledge of the lifestyle of all the characters portrayed in this story. Read at your own risk. Jonathan look at the letter folded and slowly opened it. "Dear Jonathan, By the time you read this, I would have left. I love you so much but if it is pain that you want me to experience, then its best that we split up. We might still be friends. I want someone that cares about me, I want someone who is sincere and faithful to me. I know its not your fault that you aren't and I'm not blaming you and don't blame Kevin either. Don't come looking for me. I'll be fine. Take care. Bye Love, Patrick D. P.S. I saw you and Kev early this morning." Jonathan broke down after he read it. Kevin rush is clad only in his underwear to see what happened. He saw the note and read it. "Shit. Shit shit. I'm sorry Jon...I'm sorry." Kevin said getting closer to Jon. "Get out..just get out"Jonathan said. "OK but if you need me I'll be outside" Kevin said. Kevin walk back to his room got dress and sat down at the living room realizing that he had lost his best friend. At the airport Patrick sat at the departure lounge thinking of where to go. He had come out to his parents and they disowned him, so he can't go back to them. He had no where else to go. Finally he decided to back to LA and see if he can get an apartment there. He should settle down instead of hoping around his friends. He went to the counter and purchase a ticket on Air Canada to Los Angeles and was in the air by two hours. Jonathan went out to the living room to find Kevin siting down starring at nothing. "Hi....don't blame it on yourself okay. Its my fault" Jon said to Kevin. "So tell me how'd you two become as close as this?" Jonathan asked. "We met three years ago when we auditioned for the same movie but neither of part but we still hang out and became friends and then eventually became partners then I bought this house which he spent nearly half of last three years here.......but that relationship lasted only 7 months as he caught me in bed with someone else." Kevin said now crying. "Who was is that you were with?" Jon wanted to know. "It was ....it was ...just some guy I met at the bar. I was drunk at that time but Patrick wouldn't forgive me" Kevin cried. "Well I guess if he won't forgive you then he wouldn't forgive me too" Jonathan said. "Are you going to stay here any longer?" Kevin asked. "Can you uuhhm drop me at the airport? " Jonathan asked. "Yeah sure. Now?" Kevin said, Jonathan nodded. The ride to the airport was quiet then they reach the drop-off point. "I'm sorry I screw things up Jon" Kevin said. "It's OK...its my fault. Thanks. Bye. He then kissed Kevin on the cheek and leave. Kevin drove back home. In LA Patrick went to see his agent, Nancy which helped him to look for an apartment the whole afternoon but non of them suited Patrick. In the meatime she had offered to put Patrick up until he'd settle down. "So, why are you back so early, you told me you're gonna be away for three weeks?" she asked. "Got a fight with my boyfriend and we broke up" Patrick said. "Ohh....I'm sorry" Nancy felt sorry for him. "It's alright, these things happen. Don't worry about it. Right now I want to find a place which I can called my own" Patrick said. Jonathan was already back in his house "Hi mom I'm back "Jon shouted across the hall. "Hi...how's your trip?" Claudine asked. "I'll tell you later. Is Joel having dinner with us?" "Yeah, he'll be back by six." Jon proceed to his room and unpack. He took out a picture of Patrick and cried and collapsed onto the bed and sob. "I'm sorry Patrick, I'm so sorry" he said. Claudine was heading for her room passed Jon's room which is ajar and she heard Jon crying, she stood at the doorside to eaves drop. "I love you so much Patrick...I hope you know..sniff sniff" . "Oh..honey, I'm sorry but who's Patrick?" Claudine suddenly went into Jon's room. Jonathan panicked and hide Patrick's photo under his pillow and stop crying. "Well he is uuuhhhh.......he's..he's....." "Your boyfriend?" Claudine said it for him. "Please don't hate me mom....please don't hate me." Jon said kneeling down. "I don't hate you son, in fact I always had a thought that you're different." Claudine said. "I love you Jonathan " Claudine confirmed. "Thank you mom, you don't know how much that means to me." Jonathan said crying. "I can guest that you went to spent time with you boyfriend but it turn sour. Wanna tell me what happened?" Claudine asked her son. "Well we were enjoying ourselves and then last night he caught me cheating on him". "Served you right. You should be faithful with him, you know! Anyway, do you plan to let your brother know?" "Yeah I'll tell him over dinner" Jonathan said. Just as Claudine leave the room, "Mom, could you check who's Patrick's agent and asked if they knew where he is?". Claudine is also Jonathan's agent and had many contacts, so she knew a lot of agents and their clients. "Yeah, I'll do that. If I'm not mistaken it's Nancy. I'll call her tomorrow" "Thanks mom" he hugged his mother. Jonathan returned to stare at Patrick's photo and start to cry again. "when will I see you again?" Jonathan said to himself. Patrick was holding a picture of Jonathan and staring into it. "So, that's your boyfriend huh. " Nancy asked. "Yeah.. he cheated on me.. ..Nancy do you think I should forgive him?" Patrick asked "If he's really sorry and you still love him...why not" "Well I dunno "Patrick said "you and your ego. You've got to be humble and forgive" his agent said. "Yeah I'll forgive him.......if he asked again." Patrick said. "After dinner with his mom and brother, Joel went back to his room to study. Jon went up follow Joel's tail. "Hey Jo, I uuhhm...I want to tell you something" Jon said. "What is it.." Joel said. "Can you stop and listened please " Jon said seriously. "What wrong...why so serious all of the sudden" "Jo. I'm gay" Jon said quickly. "What...?" Joel thought he heard wrong. "You know what I said. I'm gay. GAY" Jon said clearly. "Oohh, ........so ....you're not in love with me are you?" Joel asked "Eeeeewww, yuck I can't imagine sucking your cock." Jon said then they both laugh. Claudine heard the laughter and relief that it had turn out good. Next morning Claudine rang Nancy. "Hey Nan, it Claudine" "Hi morning, what can I do for ya?" "Aren't you the agent for Patrick David?" "Yeah he's here. What's up?" "Well I've got someone who wants to see him" "You know my address. Patrick's staying at my place". "Who's that?" Patrick said. "A friend of mind. She's an agent and she want's to see you. Who know maybe she got a part for you. Her name is Claudine. She'll be here around 11. I'll leave now OK. If you need anything call me" Nancy said. "Jon....Jon wake up" Claudine knock at Jonathan's door. "Jonathan answered the door. "What is it mum?" "I've called my friend and I know where Patrick is." "Really.....where is he?" After they got dress Claudine proceed to bring Jonathan over to Nancy's house. "Ding Dong" the door bell rang. "Hi.... You must be Patrick. I'm Claudine" Claudine said extending her hand. "Hi mam, I'm Patrick nice to meet you." Patrick said. "Come in...." Patrick invite. "Actually I'm not coming in....my son is" with that Jonathan appear form the corner and walk toward the door beside his mother. "Well I'll leave you too alone. Call me ok Jon" Claudine said as she walk towards the car. "Thanks mom" Jon said as he wave her mom off. "Can I come in." Jon asked. "No " . Patrick said. "Please Patrick.....I love you please forgive me.....pleaseeee" Jonathan said kneeling down on the doorway now. "That's what you always say, You hurt me so much, Jon. Even worst than what Kevin did to me. You hurt me emotionally and physically." Patrick said. "I'm sorry, Patrick. Why can't you forgive me?" Jon asked. "You give me a good reason why I should forgive you?" Patrick said. "Because....because I love you and...and you still love me. If you don't love me anymore you can just say it now" Jonathan said. Luckily the house is the last on the row and the front is enclosed. Patrick slam the door shut leaving Jonathan on the door way. In his mind he still love Jonathan very much. But he has a huge ego. End part 7 Any comments/critics/suggestions/feedbacks please mail Alvin; me at pw4340@yahoo.com