Date: Tue, 1 Feb 2000 00:04:02 -0800 (PST)
From: Dennis Urban <denn0113@yahoo.com>
Subject: Love-of-an-angel, Pt. Three

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The following story contains adult material. The material is of consenual
male on male sex. If the material would offend you, please do not read on
further. If you are under 21, 18 or whatever the legal age is in your
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further and are caught it's your own fault and not my problem

This story is entirely fictional in nature. Much as I or any of you would
wish that it were otherwise. This story is not meant to state or imply
anything about the show Buffy, the Vampire Slayer, the character of Angel
or the actor David Boreanaz. I repeat this work is entirely a work of
fiction. It's a figment and much desired fantasy of mine and I am sure of
others.

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I apologize for the long delay in this installment. I ended up moving back
home and not being able to get access to a computer from which I could work
on the material until the present time. Also I have been running into some
writers block. I would love some feedback on where you my readers would
love to see the story go to. As it is I left it off where it could go any
number of ways.

One additional note for you folks, the poem "Desolate" in the story is
copyrighted to me as the author, I give permission to distribute it
unaltered, as long as I am credited as the author. If you would like to
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When last we left our two star struck lovers, they were laying back in bed
in bliss and basking in the presence of eachother. They each where thinking
their own thoughts, and wondering what the future held. For Dennis it was
the question of where would this lead, how could he and David be together
if they had to keep secret the truth about them, about their love and how
to make sure that things would work out. David's thoughts however ran down
a much different path than his new found lovers. For David this was to
proved to be a very enlightening morning.

Rolling over on his side, Dennis looked at David, I was your first wasn't
I? he asked him softly.  Hmmm, David replied absent mindedly as he lulled
in blissful pleasure by his lover's side.  David, look at me, Dennis said
in a gentle voice, look me in the eyes and listen to what I am asking
you. Was I your first my angel?

Slowly David, nodded his head and closed his eyes as he leaned back into
Dennis's arms and relaxed in that sweet embrace. I didn't want to tell you
David spoke very softly, I was afraid of what your reaction would be and
that you wouldn't want me.

Slowly I stroked Davids cheek with fingers softly and kissed the top of his
head as I held back unshed tears. How could I damned person that I am, have
found such a sweet and loving angel to be with. I spoke in the barest of
whispers, David, my love, my angel. How could you ever doubt how I felt
about you. Even though we have only now met, I feel as If I have known you
forever. your a part of my heart and my soul that I can't live with
out. pulling David closer I simply held him in my arms and let him hold me
as well.


Next Chapter...


After a little while I heard the soft sobs and felt the tears that David
was trying to hold back. I didn't know where they were from, but I could
guess. David, love what's wrong?

I, he started It's nothing, really it's nothing important at all. But it is
to me I replied, tell me what's bothering you please, you mean so much to
me and I know so little about you while Jeff, has told you all about me. I
doubt I have any secrets left. I chuckled at the last.

It's just being here in your arms, being with a guy for the first time, I
... It just feels so right and I can't help but think about how it's all
wrong from what I was taught. How do I resolve such conflicting emotions
and what am I to do. no one but you know's that I am gay, I know Jeff
suspects it but no one else even has a clue about it.

Slowly I leaned down and cut off the torrent of words and worries that my
sweet love was going on about.

mmm mmmmmmmm he responded as we kissed that's certainly an intresting way
to end a conversation he replied as we broke off the kiss. It is isn't it I
replied with an evil grin upon my face as I looked down at David in my
arms. Listen to what I am about to say to you, just listen and think about
it for a little before you say anything.


I took a deep breath and looked into the distance as I slowly spoke.

Desolate

How desolate is the
heart of one who
stands alone.

None can know the
pain and suffering
that's felt.

Save for another
who the same
path walks.

The Heart-ache and
soul-sorrow
felt.

When two such meet,
what can happen
none knows.

Yet on such rare chance
can true happiness
grow.

Then two become as
one. True love
wins out.

Over All

I slowly took in a breath after I finished speaking and looked at David
expectantly. He had gone deathly still and quiet as I was reciting the poem
from heart. David, I nudged him, what do you think love?

He slowly looked up at me with tears in his eyes and spoke only three
simple words, but the most important words in the world to me "I Love You"
and he slowly drew me down for another kiss. I knew that in that instance
he had glimpsed a part of me that I hadn't expected him to ever see. Let
alone understand and love.


Next Chapter

Breaking off the kiss at last, I said to David, well what would you like to
do with the rest of the day? I am sure we can whip up some sort of disguise
for you and make it so that no one recognizes you and we can go out
wherever if you want or we could do something else. I chuckled at the
sudden thought that popped into my head, we had better get dressed though,
knowing Jeff, he should be over any moment to pester us both and see what
happened, I doubt the brief phone conversation satisfied him.

Or David, replied slowly running his hands lower and lower, we could stay
in and pretend not to be here at all. With this said, he started stroking
and touching me all over the place and covering me with kisses. I slowly
started to moan as he hit all the right spots.

Damn I cried hearing the doorbell going off suddenly and shrilly, it's got
to be Jeff.

Ignore it David replied pulling me down for another kiss mmphh mmm nlkno I
struggeled to reply as he kissed me expertly. He's got a key David I
replied as we broke off for breath and he would probably walk in on us if
we keep going. I said with a regretful look in my eyes. not that I wouldn't
like to keep going I replied darting in for a quick kiss on the lips before
hopping off the bed.

But I replied pulling on my slacks, I doubt you want to give him that big
of a show. Or do you I asked raising one eyebrow.

Not this time, David replied, leering at me, but another time who
knows. chuckling he grabbed for me as I danced out of his reach. Grabbing a
shirt, I buttoned it up quickly and threw him a outfit to put on. Here get
dressed while I go down and entertain our unexpected guest.

As I slipped into a pair of slippers, I walked down the stairs expecting to
see Jeff at the door, instead I was suprised and shocked to see who it was.

To be continued in the near future. Who is the person at the door? What do
they want and what's going to happen to David and Dennis, all this and more
to be answered shortly...

Please feel free to write me at Denn0113@yahoo.com, I have an ICQ# of
61902044 and an AIM SN of Saphireflame and Conundrum1977 let me know what
you think and perhaps I may get a site up with photos, story out line, and
some other works in progress up soon. If the fans want it I will try to
deliver it. all mail will be responded to, flames will be laughed at,
shared if they are really good and then deleted. One final though, children
behave. ;-)

Meaning, if I wouldn't do you shouldn't either lol

One final note, I am hopefully by the time this story is published going to
have a website, with both the entire story, pictures and additional
projects posted.  The url for it is http://www.geocities.com/Denn0113

If it's not up keep an eye out as It should be within a day or two. Enjoy
and as always please do write me, like all over authors, hear I do
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