Date: Tue, 08 Oct 2002 16:08:20 -0400
From: Steve
Subject: My Affair with Billy Gilman

Disclaimer: This story is based on fantasy as well as a little bit of truth.
Although I leave you to identify truth from fiction, i belive you will find
this story entertaining.

My affair with Billy
By Steve:

Introduction:

I have had homosexual thoughts since i was about 11.  I have for a while
now been attracted to boys ranging from 10 years old to 17 years old.  The
world today puts such a label on "gays".  Who is anyone to say that love is
supposed to be with a man and a woman?  Love is love with anyone.  Some
times its other boys that were in love with.  And one of thoes boys im in
love with is Billy Gilman, who i have recently and secretly been talking
to.

My Affair with Billy


It was about January of this year i had decided to go out and find Billy's
e-mail.  Contrary to popular belief it was relativly easy if you knew where
to go.  I e-mailed him basicly not expecting a response but two days later
much to my suprise i had an e-mail in my inbox from billy himself.  We
began to discuss normal things that us kids do... Video games, tv, and
movies.  This went on for about 2 months when i had to go in for surgery.
I was out for 2 weeks to come home to find my e-mail account had been
deleted by the ISP "By Mistake".  I was really mad, as i lost all my
important e-mails and addresses.

About Late June/Early September i decided to see if he was still there and
he was.  To make sure it was him and not a child molestor i asked some odd
questions and he answered them perfectly.  So by this time im sure it's
him.  A week later i decide to get the courage up and admit to him that i
was gay.  He wrote back saying he has nothing against gays it's just he
wasnt.  I was perfectly ok with that and still told him i liked him.  He
told me that he had met a couple boys that had made him "anxious" and thats
about it, but he is tempted sometimes by boys, only a few, and maybe i
would be that "special boy".  He asked for my picture and i gave it to him.
Now i know im not a prince charming or anything but im no Ben Stein either.
I have had girl friends in the past, and had very good looking boys like me
as well, its just they were way to young to go out with.

Anyway, one day at school i was checking my e-mail and composed a letter
asking billy when his tour schedule was going to take him to Michigan.  He
replyed with a "i dunno" answer but said "I dont know, but if i did i was
woundering if we could meet up.  I looked at your picture again, and you
definitly make me anxious!".  How could i say no?  My dream just told me
he wants to meet me! I responded with a very proper and formal response.
"That would be a great idea Mr. Gilman.  I'm excited that we will one day
meet.  I await you soon.  p.s.  My hearts racing very very fast!!"

It was December 2nd when i got the e-mail about his tour.  He was comming
into Michigan December 20th, and scheduled to leave January 3rd.  He had 3
major concerts in this time frame.  2 within a mile of me and 1 about 15
miles away.  He was very excited to see and meet me and gave me a number
where i could call him.  I decided to give it a shot since if he were a
molestor he would want my number.  I called him on December 5th around 7pm
my time and a voice came on the phone.  "Hi, this is Billy."  I froze.  I
couldnt help but get hard.  The biggest boy i had every fanasized about was
saying hello to me.  "H.h.h.i.i.i, thiiiis iiiisss stteve." I stuttered.
"Oh wow!  It's realy you.  I diddnt think you'd call" He said.  "But im
glad you did, listen.  I diddnt want to say anything since i diddnt know if
you were for real or not, but i...i....i think your really, really cute and
i cant wait till we meet."

I was in complete and total shock!  "Well i can meet you when you first
come in if you want to.  My parents will be out of town for the 2 whole
weeks, and they let me stay down with my neighbors watching me cause of my
sergery, even though it was a while ago im still recovering from the cast,
besides its boaring up their anyway."  I heard a gasp on the phone..."No
way!  my mom will be with my family, my grandma got sick, but she'll be ok
and she wanted me to keep on doing my thing.  Hey, Where ever i go i usualy
get a hotel room, if you wanna come stay thats fine with me, i'll just tell
my body guard that you were an old friend from Rohde Island.  I will even
come to your house and /suprise/ you and ask if you wanna come to make it
beliveable."  Again, how could i deny my love?  I of course agreed and
awaited that fateful day.

It was december 19th when me and my friends decided to go out and play some
hockey.  We went down to the ice pond and began our game.  I of course am
the goalie, and one hell of one.  Anyway we were playing and the puck hit
me near the troat and i went down.  My mask flew off and the puck hit me
sqaure in the eye.  I went home with a puffed up eye and soaked in a bath.
Not more than 10 minuets im in the bath theres a knock at my front door.  I
open it up and Billy's standing right there with an over night bag.  He
stepped inside and look back smiled and waved to his limosene and drove
off.  "Well," he said "I know im early but there was a problem with hotel
reservations and they were all booked up so i suggested to come stay here
with you, your not mad are you?"  Me, in my 1/2 naked appearal wearing only
a towl on my lower end with warm water glistening off my stomach.  "no, no
problem, juuuust i wanna finnish my bath" I showed him to our guest room
and he set his bags down.  I said i'll be back in a few a back to my bath.

I was in the bath for about 5 minuets when theres a knock on the bathroom
door.  "you need something?"  I asked and billy replied "yeah i need help
with something".  He proceded to open the door with just a towl.  He
stepped in and dropped it to the floor.  "i need help washing my back,
think you can help?"  I just sat their stunned once again.  I'll take that
as a yes" he said with a very wide smile on his face and stepped into the
tub.  He got in back of me took a rag and rubed it all around my neck and
down my back and up to my neck again when i feal something poke me near my
waist.  He was as hard as a rock!  "Steve, ever since you gave me your
picture, i have had alot of dreams about you, which im acting one of them
out right now, and hopefully couple more by the end of the night."  He
tilted my head back drew his hand down my cheek and onto my chest as he
began to kiss my neck.  He then licked the back of my neck around to my
head where he stuck his toung right into my mouth and began to kiss me like
i've been kissed before.  He then moved to the front of me and on his knees
took his hands and placed them on the sides of my stomach and kissed me
again as he slid his hands down to my thighs.  "Steve lets go into the
bedroom."

We procedded to the bedroom naked, both of us couldnt get any harder.  I
turned on the cristmas lights i had in there and pluged in the dance ball.
As our hot, naked bodies colided while we made out billy couldnt stand it
any more, he fliped me around and almoasted swallowed my dick.  He took his
boyish tounge and licked my shaft so sentualy that i jerked violently.  I
had never had an organsm before but it seemed he had made people do it
before.  As he sucked my cock and massaged my balls i came in his mouth,
and he still diddnt stop.  He kept going untill i pleaded with him to stop.
He the moved upto my chest and licked up and down leaving my cum.  As he
lays next to me and rests his head in my arms, i asked "how did you learn
how to do that?"  "I wantched alot of movies and learned. Did you like it?"
He asked.  What a question!  "It was incredibly satisfying" "I'm glad, now
i think we should get some sleep, we have alot to do tomarow.  With that we
fell asleep together with our warm naked boy bodies together, in the warmth
of the bed and our own body heat.

In the morning Billy awoke me with a genle massage.  I turned over and he
bent down and gave me a good morning kiss.  "Morning, i thought you'd enjoy
some breakfast in bed, i mean its the least i could do after you let me
stay here."  I looked up and smiled, "Oh, thank god it wasn't a dream.
"Nope, sure wasnt.  Hey i was thinking we could go to the movies today, i
was thinking the New Star Trek movie if you would like that."  I smiled and
said "I'd love that, so long as we have a night like last night."  Billy
just looked out the window and did a little boyish chuckle..."you know i
had always thought that /one voice/ was the voice of the human race, but
now i know i was wrong, the one voice was the gay in me comming out, but im
still wrong, there were 2 voices heard, and i will always love you.  As to
your question, it'll be better than last night."

***To be continued very shortly.  I must find time to complete this!***