Date: Sat, 22 May 2004 19:10:53 +0200
From: jerichoholic #1 <beer4myhorses@hotmail.com>
Subject: Paul & Josh / chapter 6

DISCLAIMER: The following story is completely FICTIONAL
is does not imply anything concerning the private life of
Paul walker or Josh Hartnett. I don't know them and I
don't know anything about their lives. This story is only
meant as fiction and does in no way describe real
occurrences, situations or facts. All other persons
mentioned in this story are fictional. Any resemblance to
an existing person, company or business is totally
coincidental.

Authors note: Hey were back. Sorry it took so long for
the next chapter to arrive but I needed to rethink the
story a bit after I speeded it up a little last time.
Anyways here's chapter 6, I'll make sure the next chapter
won't take so long. Enjoy and let me know what you think.
Beer4myhorses@hotmail.com


Paul & Josh:  chapter 6:


The darkness of the night was still covering NY. The cold
night-air blew in through the open window of Paul's
bedroom, moving the curtains a little bit. Josh stirred
as the cold air touched his skin. He didn't wake up but
in some sort of reflex he pulled the covers back over
him. Outside the wind seemed to pick up a bit. The
curtains were blown in more roughly, causing the hooks to
ramble against the rail that was holding them.

Josh was suddenly awoken by a noise in the distance. He
slowly opened his eyes, trying to adapt to the darkness
of the room. He was a little disorientated at first but
soon enough he remembered were he was. While the last bit
of sleep faded he noticed Paul's arm around his upper
body. He smiled as he remembered last night. Due to the
neon street light that was falling through the window,
when the wind occasionally blew the curtains away, he
could see Paul was still fast asleep. Josh couldn't help
but smile a bit while he watched Paul's chest move up and
down as he breathed. His thoughts went back to what had
happened only a few hours ago. He remembered their kiss,
He remembered the sofa,...But most importantly he
remembered hearing Paul say `I love you'. None of it
seemed real, but feeling Paul's arm on his skin convinced
him it was. A day ago they were both hurting cause of
their hidden feelings and only a few hours later he had
woken up next to the guy he loved. Josh still couldn't
totally grasp what had happened. It had all happened so
fast...But it had happened and that was what mattered. He
was pulled out of his thoughts by a roar of thunder,
somewhere in the distance.

He slowly got out of the bed, not to disturb Paul in his
sleep. He shivered as he felt the cold air on his naked
body. He quickly slipped in a pair of boxers and pulled a
T-shirt over his head. He slowly left the bedroom. Again
the thunder rolled through the thin nightly air, this
time accompanied by a weak flash of lighting. The thunder
was definitely getting closer.  Josh slowly made his way
through the dark living room. When he walked past the
table he momentarily stopped and pulled a cigarette out
of the package laying there. He knew Paul wouldn't mind.
After he had made his way to the balcony he lit it. He
positioned himself against the railing and watched the
horizon. He could see the thunderstorm approaching. In
the distance the sky seemed to get darker. As he let his
eyes glide over the nightly sky he noticed the closer he
got to the horizon the less stars he saw. Then the sky
simply went black, no stars to be seen. Occasionally the
horizon would turn purple, as a lighting flash
highlighted the dark clouds rapidly approaching NY. An
uneasy feeling fell over him as he watched the storm
slowly rolling in. As the minutes passed the thunder
seemed to get louder and the lightning seemed to
intensify. There was something unsettling about watching
the storm approach. The clouds seemed to be ink-black
contrasting heavily with the neon-lit sky above NY.

Josh intensely watched the sleeping city. He wasn't sure
whether it was the thunderstorm approaching, or just his
imagination but he felt uneasy standing out there. He
couldn't put his finger on it but his intuition seemed
like it was trying to tell him something. He felt
something he hadn't felt in a long time and he didn't
like it. It was as if there was a little voice talking in
the back of his mind, but he couldn't understand what it
was saying. It must have been the sight of the dark
clouds rapidly approaching. Josh had never been the
paranoid type, but he had a strong intuition and it was
telling him something.

"Hey...Why are you up already?" He heard a voice say behind
him. He turned around to see a groggy Paul stand in the
doorway.

"Jezus, it's cold out here!" Paul, who was only wearing a
pair of dark boxers, said as he put his arms over his
chest for a little warmth. "What are you doing out her?"
He continued.

"Nothing much..." Josh answered, "I was awoken by the
thunder, just decided to get some fresh air before going
back to sleep."

"Wow, We better close the windows..." Paul said as he
noticed the approaching thunderclouds. "Let's get back
inside, it's way too cold out here."

Both guys made their way back inside. After closing the
windows they got back into bed for a few more hours of
sleep. Josh smiled as he felt Paul pulling himself closer
to him. He automatically put his arm around the boy
enjoying the warmth of Paul's body. Paul immediately
drifted off into sleep again. But Josh remained awake for
a while longer, lost in thought, trying to decipher the
uneasy feeling that was bothering him. After a while
though he too fell asleep again . Outside the storm raged
on but both boys were to fast asleep to be disturbed by
it.

...

Paul was awoken by the first rays of sunlight falling
through the window. He turned his head to look at the
alarm clock. "Only 7 o'clock" He groaned. Paul was till
half asleep so it took him a while to notice Josh's arm
around his body. He gently turned around to see the boy
laying next to him. Josh was still fast asleep. Paul's
heart skipped a beat just seeing Josh lay next to him,
looking so peaceful and so darn cute. Paul tried his best
not to move to much cause he didn't want to wake Josh.
Instead he just enjoyed Josh's warm skin touching his.
For the first time in his life he felt truly happy. After
searching for so long it seemed he had finally found what
he had been looking for...someone to love and someone that
loved him. He listened to Josh's gentle breathing while
his eyes fixed on the boys angelic face. It was one of
those moments you wish could last forever. Paul for one
was not going to do anything to disturb it though.
Instead he just kept laying against Josh, enjoying the
peace of the moment. He didn't know how long he had been
laying there but just to hear Josh's breath and feeling
the warmth of his body was all he could wish for right
now. He still didn't fully realize how lucky he was, but
he knew he was happy. He felt complete...there was no other
way he could describe it.

The peace was finally disturbed by Paul's alarm clock
going of. "Good morning NY, It's eight O'clock and it's a
beautiful day." Josh stirred at the sound of the radio.
He sat up a bit trying to shake of the last bit of sleep.

"Good morning" He said as he saw Paul was awake as well.
He pulled him closer for a long kiss. Both boys remained
in each others arms for a while.

"Well I'm going off to sleep, goodnight." Josh said
laughing.

"What are you talking about?" Paul asked confused.

"Well...I was just thinking...Whatever is going to happen
today, nothing is going to beat waking up next to you...so,
might as well call it a day" Josh said and he
demonstratively fell back and started snoring loudly.

Paul laughed at Josh's stupid compliment. "You're a fool,
you know that?" He laughed.

"Well, as long as it's cool to be a fool, I'm alright
with that" Josh laughed back, as he lent in for another
kiss.

After a few minutes both boys were up and dressed. Paul
was wearing a pair of Khaki shorts and a white T-shirt
with a tequila logo on it. Josh wore a pair of black
jeans and a tight white tank-top contrasting beautifully
with his tanned skin. Paul was busy making some coffee
while Josh was watching the morning news. Both guys
didn't usually have too much of breakfast so when the
coffee was ready the both sat down in the sofa to watch
some TV.

"Can I ask you something?" Josh suddenly spoke.

"Sure." Paul said "you don't have ask." Paul replied.

"We don't have to talk about it if you don't want to."
Josh continued.

Paul was a bit concerned with Josh's serious tone. He
looked at Josh with a questioned look on his face. He
wasn't sure what Josh wanted to talk about.

"So, how long have you known you're...well...gay?" Josh
asked. He hesitated a bit. He wasn't completely
comfortable asking Paul about this.

Paul on the other hand didn't feel any hesitation about
the subject so he answered, "A couple of years I guess,
Why do you ask?"

"Well..." Josh needed some time to look for the words,
"It's just...I kind of suspected I was...But I've only come
to fully realized it after meeting you...I don't know this
is all kind of new to me...I know I love you but I'm not
sure where and how to place this...If you know what I
mean."

Paul knew exactly what Josh meant. It wasn't that long
ago when he was struggling with the same feelings. He
remembered how scary and confusing it was to fall in love
with a boy for the first time. It had taken him some time
to deal with the fact his love life would be different
then he'd always imagined.

"I know what you mean...but trust me...time answers a lot."
Paul replied as he put his arm over Josh's shoulder.

"Have you told people about it?" Josh asked. He had so
many questions and doubts he kind of needed to know how
Paul had dealt with them to.

"I told my parents...other than you...They're the only ones
who know." Paul answered. "How about you? Does anyone
know?" he asked Josh.

Josh, it seemed, had to think about this for a while.
Paul noticed but didn't think anything of it. "No, you're
the only one who knows." Josh answered. "You think I
should tell my parents?" he asked.

"That's something you'll have to decide..." Paul answered,
"I don't know them so I don't know...Sorry...but you'll have
to figure that one out yourself."

"I don't know..." Josh sighed, "We'll deal with that
later."

"Hey don't worry about it" Paul said as he pulled Josh a
bit closer to him. He kissed him for a moment and then
continued "We have each-other, that's what matters."

"You're right" Josh smiled. He put his arms around Paul.
They just lay there on the couch for a while, just
enjoying each others company. They had been wanting to be
together for so long and now they finally were, they just
wanted to hold each other. If it were up to them they
would have stayed there till the end of times.
Unfortunately it wasn't up to them.

"What time did we need to be at the studio?" Josh asked.

"3pm"  Paul answered.

"ok, we got some time left then." Josh replied.

"We do...but I for one need some time to get ready...I
haven't even had a shower yet." Paul said.

Their attention was suddenly drawn to the TV. The morning
news was still running and some of the images caught
their attention. Paul reached for the remote control to
turn up the volume.

"...a down-town pizza-restaurant was struck by lightning
last night. Though the fire-brigade was quickly on the
scene the restaurant sustained substantial damage from
the fire caused by the lightning. It's not yet clear how
much damage was caused but it appears the complete first
floor has been left in ashes..."

"Hey isn't that the place we had lunch last week?" Josh
asked.

"It is." Paul answered, "What a shame, it was a nice
place." He turned off the TV after the item was over and
slowly got up.

"Where are you going?" Josh asked as he looked up to
Paul.

"Just going to take a quick shower"  Paul said as he
walked towards the bathroom. Josh got up as well and
walked after him.

"What are you doing?" Paul asked.

"hey...now that we're together and all...I'm not going to
leave your side all day...so I hope your shower is big
enough." He said with a devilish grin on his face.

"You're an idiot." Paul laughed.

Both guys walked into the bathroom. Paul couldn't take
his eyes of Josh who was already unbuttoning his shirt.
He noticed Paul's gaze and flashed his million dollar
smile. "Like what you see?" he asked.

Paul could only smile at the comment.

After they had both stripped down they entered the
shower. It was big enough for both guys. The hot water
ran over their naked bodies. Josh had caught quick
glimpses of Paul's naked body when they went to bed last
night and when they got up in the morning, but this was
the first time he had tome to enjoy the view. He thought
back to last night and how good Paul's lips had felt on
his body. He felt guilty he hadn't been able to give the
same kind of pleasure to Paul but he was to taken aback
by what had happened last night to do so. Luckily Paul
understood.

Josh continued to take in the sight of Paul's naked body
in front of him. He thought it looked even better then
what he had seen in `joyride'. Paul had a great physique.
His torso couldn't have been more perfect. His chest was
well defined, not overly muscular but it still looked
like a Greek statue. The rest of his body matched his
chest perfectly: well defined muscles that at the same
time didn't look unnatural or out of proportion. Josh let
his eyes slide down over Paul's body. He had seen
glimpses of Paul's manhood last night but now he could
enjoy the full picture. Seeing Paul naked was a sight
that he could only describe as: as close to perfect as
you van get.

He grabbed the shower-gel that was standing on the floor
and put some on his hands. He looked at Paul. His look
gave away immediately what his intentions were. Paul, who
had been enjoying the view as well, smiled as he felt
Josh's  hands touching his upper-chest. Josh slowly moved
his hands over Paul's upper-body. He had been dying to
touch Paul's body and he wasn't gong to let this chance
slip. He pulled Paul closer as he let his hands slide
down Paul's back. He let his fingers slowly explore
Paul's firm butt, then went over his hips and stomach
back to his chest. Paul couldn't help but moan softly as
he felt Josh's fingertips run over his skin. It sent
waves of electricity over his body. Josh Slowly lent in
and gently kissed Paul's nipples. He let his tongue slide
around them while he felt them harden between his lips.
He enjoyed knowing he was responsible for the pleasure
Paul was experiencing. For the first time he let his
hands slide down to Paul's crotch. He took the hard shaft
in one hand while he put his other hand behind Paul's
back to pull him closer. He massaged Paul's hard dick
with his fingers. Paul had closed his eyes and moaned a
bit harder while he enjoyed the magic of Josh's hands on
his body. Josh slid his hand a bit lower and cupped
Paul's balls with the palm of his hands. He let his thumb
explore their perfect form. From time to time his index-
finger would run over the shaft of Paul's uncut cock,
causing the boy to moan with pleasure. Paul felt Josh's
hard dick pressed against his stomach which was a huge
turn-on. He pressed closer to Josh's body letting his
hands run over Josh's back. Josh meanwhile slowly moved
up and down Paul's cock. He felt Paul was close. He felt
Paul's arms that were still around him tighten their
grip. Josh intensified the rhythm of his assault on
Paul's dick. Paul let out a moan as he shot his load over
Josh's stomach. The feeling of Paul's warm cum on his
body brought Josh close to the edge. When he felt Paul's
dick slide against his leg he couldn't hold back any
longer himself. He shot four shots of cum over Paul's
stomach and crotch. Both guys breathed heavily as they
looked into each-others eyes. They were still in a tight
hug. Their eyes were bright and the love laying in their
looks was obvious. They kissed each other for a long time
while the water washed away the sweat and cum on their
bodies.

About ten minutes later they both stepped out of the
shower. Paul watched Josh dry himself of. He still
couldn't help but be amazed by Josh stunning good looks
and perfectly sculpted body. His night-black pubes
contrasting with his brown skin added something
mysterious and intriguing to Josh's appearance. It
definitely made him look even more appealing to Paul.
Seeing Josh's soft manhood between his legs immediately
aroused Paul again but he ignored it this time. Josh
hadn't noticed Paul's constant look for he was too busy
enjoying the view he had.

Eventually both guys walked out of the bathroom, fully
dressed, shaved and hair gel applied.

"Looks like we got about two hours left before we have to
go." Paul said as he looked at the clock.

"Cool, no rush today then." Josh smiled.

"You mind?" Paul asked as he held up a pack of
cigarettes, signifying he wanted to step outside for a
quick smoke.

"Not at all" Josh answered.

Both guys stepped on the balcony. They stood against the
railing absorbing the excellent view over the city. Josh
put his arm around Paul and pulled him closer to him. "I
love you" He softly whispered to Paul. Paul got choked up
as he heard this. He put his hand on Josh's shoulder and
said "I love you to".