Date: Wed, 11 Nov 1998 21:10:38 -0800
From: jaxsper <jaxsper@email.msn.com>
Subject: Real World Hanson part 3

Continuing from Real World Hanson parts 1 and 2. Hi, my name is Jaxsper
Finn, I am 15 years old, and I am I spending the summer with the band
Hanson. It's all part of MTV's new season of The Real World, only this time
MTV has chosen slightly younger teens, like myself, to live with the band
Hanson in a Malibu beachhouse in California.  (This story is complete
fiction, but I would give anything for it to come true. If you are offended
by stories and talk of this nature, then why are you reading this?)

THE REAL WORLD HANSON - Part 3

Chapter Twelve

"Hi, honey, I'm home!  Hello?  Anybody there?"

"It's Zac," Taylor whispered to me.

We quickly rolled off the pool table, and tried desperately to retrieve our
clothes from their newfound hiding places scattered around the room.  I had
no idea where my boxers had gotten to.  I found Tay's across the room where
I'd tossed them earlier.  He grabbed them and stuffed the red boxers into
his pocket.  I have never had to dress that quickly, not even the time I
almost missed the school bus on field trip day.

I jumped into the legs of my jeans and tugged them up, just as we heard
what must have been Zac's big clunky boots on the tiled floor in the next
room.  I started to zip up but Taylor offered to do it for me.  "Can't have
you damaging anything, Jax."  He molded his body close to mine, looked me
in the eye and delicately shoved my semi hard dick into the folds of my
jeans.  There was a loud "zip" just before I saw Zac and another boy enter
the room from over Tay's shoulder.

Thinking quickly, I grabbed Taylor's shoulders and wrestled him to the
ground.  Taylor tipped his head back from under my wrestling pin and
watched Zac enter the room upside down.

"Hi, Zac.  Long time...  We were just uh, just ummmm"

"Wrestling," I finished for Taylor.  "Zac, your brother was just ummm
boasting about how he beat me in pool, and I had to take him down.
Wrestling, yeah!"

"Hey, relax guys. I'm not the principal" Zac said.

We introduced ourselves to Zac and his new friend Toby.  He seemed like a
nice guy, and Zac is just the way you would imagine him to be, wild!  He's
always doing different voices and jumping around and stuff.  Zac also told
us about Mr. Kimball.  He would act as our social worker and guardian.  "He
went to his place next door," Toby told us, "Complaining of a headache.
Said he couldn't much take any more kids, I reckon."

"Here Tay," Zac said as he pulled out a small booklet, "Picked this up for
you on the trip.  It's a book of Amish children's games.  I figured you'd
like this one."

Zac opened the small book and pointed to a game illustrated inside called
"Hot Cockles."

The picture showed one player seated while the other player was on his
knees in front of him, the kneeling player's head in the other's lap.
Other players would take turns sneaking up on the kneeling player and touch
his back.  The kneeling player would then guess who it was, without seeing
because his face would remain buried in his friend's lap.  It was all very
suggestive.

"Seems like your kind of game, huh Tay?" Zac said.

Taylor blushed, then grabbed Zac.  They wrestled for a bit. Zac and Taylor
were very close.  It made me wish that I had a brother. I remembered how
upset Taylor was last night being separated from him.  While on tour, they
slept in a different bed every night, ate from different places every day,
saw tons of different faces.  The only thing they could count on staying
the same was each other.  Both boys seemed fiercely loyal to each other,
but teased one another back and forth none the less.

I threw my head back and laughed.  Then it was my turn to blush.  When I
looked up, I saw my Marvin the Martian boxers waving at me from over our
heads on the ceiling fan.  I motioned for Taylor to grab them as I
distracted Zac by looking at the other pages in his book.  It had games in
it like "Taste the Honey Pot" and "Bore a Hole" full of completely innocent
games, but it was enough to make Zac raise his eyebrows and laugh each time
he turned the page.  Tay jumped up, snagged the swinging underpants and
stuffed them into his pocket next to his own pair.  The two boxers combined
with his half hard penis to give him an obscene bulge.

We heard Toby's voice from outside.  "You guys must have had fun with the
pool.  Looks nice and wet."

Taylor and I looked at each other then to the slightly noticeable cum stain
on the green felt of the pool table.  We burst out laughing.  We realized
that Toby meant the swimming pool outside.  Toby said that he "fancied a
dip" Zac, Tay and I agreed to join him.  We each retreated to our rooms to
get dressed in our bathing suits.

"Do you think he suspects something?" Taylor asked me nervously.  In the
relative privacy of our shared room.

I told him that I didn't think so.  Besides, why would Zac suspect that
Taylor and I were anything more than just two friends.

"I don't know," said Taylor.  "Zac picks up on things like that.  Plus, he
has a huge blabber mouth.  Do me a favor, Jax, and keep it quiet.  You know
I love you more than anything.  I would love to shout it out at my next
concert, but I don't want Ike finding out.  He would be really
disappointed.  Not disappointed with you I mean, just disappointed in me.
I mean, oh you know what I mean right?"

I could understand completely.  I had just come to terms with my love for
another boy, and I wasn't sure just how many people I wanted to have find
out my secret.  Besides, Taylor knew that I loved him too.

"Ok, Tay, I won't give us away.  Doesn't matter anyway, he doesn't know."

"Those two are totally in love with each other," Zac told Toby in the next
room.

Chapter Thirteen

"Come on, Tay!" Zac yelled back into the house, "Don't take all day!  Just
like a woman..."

Toby and Zac had beaten us to the pool.  They'd already dived in by the
time I got out there.  Of course, being in the same room, with Taylor,
alone, and changing into swimsuits didn't help speed things along.  It
started out with a little kissing, then grabbing and before we knew it,
each of us was putting on a mini strip show for the other.  We were
startled by Zac's banging on the bedroom door....guess his banging
interrupted ours.

I decided that I'd better join them downstairs now or Taylor and I would
never leave our room.  I slipped on my navy blue surfer's swimsuit and
followed the sound of Zac and Toby's laughter to the pool.  Taylor held
back a couple of minutes, guess he needed to calm down a bit.

I stood there and watched the two of them swim around for a few minutes
while waiting for Taylor.  Zac and Toby really seemed to get along well.
They swam all around laughing and dunking each other.

"It's about time!" Zac said.

I turned to see Taylor opening the sliding glass door, dressed in just a
swimsuit, a towel slung over his shoulder.  I'm sure alot of people have
seen that phony picture of Taylor in a speedo circulating the web, but the
sight of a *real*, nearly naked Taylor was soooo much better.

His long blond hair was tied back into a ponytail, with Tay's rat-tail
wrapped around that.  He was still wearing the pendants around his neck,
the star charm on one hung lower and played along his delicious chest as he
walked.  Taylor's chest was just I remembered it, delicately contoured and
exactly proportioned.  He has pretty broad shoulders, and a smooth, flat
stomach with a hint of a six pack.  The cutest stretched belly button is
nestled between the mounds of his tummy.  He's thin but not overly skinny,
pretty good shape for someone who eats as oddly as he does.

He was dressed in a jet black swimsuit with a green Chinese dragon design
on one leg.  The dragon's claws coiled around and looked as if they were
grabbing at Tay's crotch....not that I could blame it.  The blackness
accentuated Taylor's fair skin, and the suit hung low on Tay's slim hips,
showing a hint of the even whiter skin it covered.

"Hi, hope I didn't keep you waiting too long." Taylor said as he looked
deep into my eyes and smiled that incredible smile of his.

Zac swam to the edge and hoisted himself out of the pool.  The water
trickled down his young body, pooling at his feet.  He walked over to Tay
and I.

"Why do you wear those baggy ass shorts?" Zac laughed as he walked circles
around Taylor.  Suddenly he yanked Taylor's shorts to his knees, exposing
his semi hard, throbbing pecker to the sunlight.  Taylor blushed, his
cheeks growing pinker than normal, and tried to pull them back up.  Zac,
Toby and I all laughed as he tugged his shorts back up again, surrounding
his cock.  He turned his back to us and did alot of "arranging" then turned
around slowly.  The suit was still a little baggy at the waist, but the
bulge of his dick clearly showed underneath.  It grew larger, either from
embarrassment or stimulation from the sliding fabric, almost poking out at
the top of the suit on one side.

"Last one in is a rotten egg!" Zac screamed out as he rushed to the pool.

You know me, always up for competition so I took off.  I wasn't about to
let him beat me, I was fighting for the honor of Team Jax-Tay.  Taylor was
right behind me.  I came up beside Zac at the pool side.  He was just about
to jump in, but I grabbed his shoulders and pulled him upright and onto his
feet again.  Taylor took this opportunity to pull down Zac's bright orange
"baggy ass" short to his feet.  Then Taylor and I gently dive bombed into
the pool.  Sending waves of water back up at the bedraggled Zac.  We could
hear Zac yelling even underwater.

We swam for a few minutes and I knew it wasn't only me stealing glances.  I
saw Taylor's eyes drift over to me a few times.  We moved to the deep end
of the pool for some privacy.

"Don't think I missed the state of your dick, Mr. Hanson!" I said far away
from the boys, "You're horny again aren't you"

"I cannot tell a lie, yes," said Tay, "Although from the looks of things,
your staring at it doesn't seem to be helping your own boner, Mr. Finn."

He ran his hand underwater and caressed my side from just below my arm to
the edge of my suit.  His hand moved slightly towards my cloth covered
penis.

"You're hung really well," Taylor said with an evil grin.

"Thanks, so are you."

We looked to see Zac and Toby underwater and used this fleeting moment to
embrace face to face, twining our legs together and we rubbed against each
other gently.  I loved the way the water glistened on his chest, little
bumps appearing around his erect nipples, and the way the errant droplets
of water dripped from his long eyelashes.

We stayed like that for a few seconds, but then reality set in and we broke
the embrace.  Taylor and I swam around for a while longer with Toby and
Zac.  We taught Toby how to play Marco Polo and stuff.  Then, Taylor and I
excused ourselves from the two boys.  They decided to remain in the pool
while I said I wanted to go in and watch TVand Taylor claimed he was going
to take a nap.

We pulled ourselves out of the pool and toweled dry.  Taylor wrapped the
towel around his waist and headed inside, with me not far behind.

"You know, we really should wash this chlorine off," said Taylor.

I agreed, a shower sounded like it would hit the spot.

Chapter fourteen

"After all that dirty action earlier, I just can't let you get away without
a shower," said Taylor.

I smiled back, "No, you can't can you?"  He pulled me up the stairs
giggling, much like yesterday, only this time I knew exactly what he had in
mind.

He closed and locked the door to our room and led me to our private
bathroom.  I gently unwrapped the towel from his waist and tossed it aside.
Then, I pulled down his bathing suit.  He jumped in surprise as the
waistband caught on the tip of his boner.  It made me giggle.  Taylor did
the same to me, dropping my swimsuit in the corner on top of his.  He
smiled, closed his eyes and kissed me.

Taylor opened the shower door led me in, shutting it behind us.  He reached
behind me to turn the facet.  I jumped as the cold spray hit me squarely in
the back.  I fumbled to get out of the way, but Taylor's firm grip on my
shoulders held me tight.

"No way," he grinned, "Just checking to see how you handle shrinkage, I'll
be sure to warm things up in a second."

I grabbed his ass, and forced him back onto the cold tile against the wall.
We smiled at each other and I hugged him tightly as I angled my head to
kiss him again.  Our tongues coiled around each other's and explored the
other's mouth.  The water gradually became warmer.  Taylor looked over my
shoulder, letting the stream of water spray into his face.

He reached for the shower gel and lathered his hands.  Taylor brought the
right one over onto my shoulder.  He slowly ran it down over my chest,
pinching and rolling my nipples as he went.

"Let me lather you up."

He sprayed the cool gel on me and ran his hands up and down my slippery
body.  Taylor spent an extra amount of time rubbing and washing me below
the waist.  One hand squeezed my ass as the other soaped up my pubic hair.
His fingers brushed my shaft as he then massaged my balls in his soapy
hands.  Taylor's fingertips danced up and down the length of my cock.

"Wanna play with it?" I asked.

"I'd love to," he said, "It's my favorite toy to play with!"

I looked over at Taylor.  Streams of water from the shower were running
down his chest, and dripped from the little ringlets of his pubic hair.  He
smiled like a kid at Christmas.

"We gotta be quick, Ike could be home any time now and we can't get
caught."

My dick was now gigantic.  Tay's right hand encircled the huge shaft and
began jerking me off quickly and harshly, sliding easily in the soapy
substance.  His hands were soft and mechanical, as if he knew every exact
spot to touch and rub.  How had I become so lucky?

"I want to taste you again," he said as he dropped to his knees.  He
directed the flow from the showerhead onto my crotch, washing away the soap
bubbles.  Then, he licked his lips and started to swallow my rod.  It
didn't take long before he was bobbing back and forth on me.  I was amazed
at how much he could take.  On the downstroke, his nose was just above my
pubic hair, his lips only about an inch or so from covering my entire
penis.

The water trickled down my body, and onto the top of Taylor's head.  The
damp locks of his hair mashed against the sides of his face and onto my
thighs.  It didn't take long, I'm embarrassed to say.  Almost as soon as it
started, I heard my own voice yelling "yes, yes" as I filled my lover's
mouth with my own cum.  He looked up at me, panting and smacking his lips.

He was still rubbing the back of my legs and suddenly I felt his slick
fingers running up and down my ass crack and tickling just outside of my
puckered hole.  He had toyed with me earlier like this, when we were on the
pool table.  It was still sort of new to me.  I had never really thought
about how good something like that could feel.

Taylor stood up and turned me around so my back was to him.  My limp cock
sprung back to life when I heard him whisper into my ear, "Lean up against
the wall and spread your legs.  I want to try fucking your ass."

I was shocked.  He kept running his hands all up and down my body from
behind making my cock throb.  I think he could tell that I was a bit
freaked by his offer.  He told me it was ok, that doing something like that
was a big step and he didn't want me to do anything I wasn't comfortable
with.  We could talk about it later, he said.

He joked, "What's the matter?  Don't have the balls?"  He reached between
my legs and started playing with them, squeezing the sack above my balls
and pulling it back between my legs.  With his other hand, he ran a finger
up and down my ass crack.  It felt so good.  I pushed my butt out toward
his caressing finger and spread my legs father.  His finger went around and
around my hole like a whirlpool.  I strained back against him and he
slipped in.  My ass gobbled up his finger.

It was really turning me on.  My dick was back to it's fighting strength.
Taylor lowered his head so that it rested on my shoulder and continued to
slide his finger slowly in and out of me.  It felt really, really good.  I
actually felt empty when he pulled his finger away.

"We can take it slow, Jax.  It's ok.  Let's consider this a rehearsal."

Taylor molded his body against mine and laid his soapy cock against my
crack but did not attempt to penetrate me.  He moved his pelvis around in
circles against my ass cheeks, massaging my ass as he went.  I closed my
eyes and forgot everything, about the shower, about my slight fear of being
fucked, about how Isaac might be home any minute, about everything.

He'd got a good rhythmic motion going, sliding his soapy cock against my
crack.  I could feel the soap lather building between my ass cheeks as he
slapped against me with his soapy balls, and as I looked down I could see
the suds sliding down the insides of my thighs and down my legs, forming a
puddle around my toes.

"Ahhh," he gasped and I felt his knees buckle.  He came, squirting up my
back, and leaning his full weight against me.  His left arm hugging me
close, rubbing his cream between our bodies.  I followed a half second
later, squirting a second time.  Most of it landed against the tiled wall
but some dribbled down to Tay's right hand, which encircled my cock.  He
raised that hand up to my mouth and I licked the sticky substance from
between his fingers.

I sank down to my knees, weak and sweating, and we both sat side by side,
our backs against the cool tile.  He licked some of the remaining cream off
of his fingers and said, "Mmmmbop"

I retrieved the shower gel from the floor and sprayed it on both of us.  We
rolled around on the floor of the shower, cleaning each other with our own
bodies as the water rained down upon us.  Then it was all over.

We dried each other off slowly and lovingly, rubbing dry each and every
inch.

Chapter Fifteen

"Those two just don't know how to have fun!" said Zac as he splashed around
in the pool with his friend.  "They had to go in the house already?  They
just can't take it."

"I don't know. Your bother seems awfully nice. Jaxsper too," Toby replied.

Zac dived underwater and swam over to Toby.  On the way, he gulped took a
mouthful of water and then came up swishing it.  He smiled a mischievous
smile then squirted a blast at Toby.  Zac howled with laughter and swam
away.

Toby chased after his friend, grabbed him and dunked Zac underwater.  The
two wrestled for awhile, pulling and dragging each other under, and
laughing hard during their brief moments on the surface.  Finally,
exhausted, the boys clung to the side of the pool to regain their breath.

"So they know how to have fun, huh?  What do you call this?"  said Zac.

"Well, it certainly was fun when they pantsed you.  The look on your face
when they yanked down your trunks was priceless!"

"Yeah, right!  I just love having my dick exposed to everybody," Zac said
sarcastically.  "Maybe I'll be like you and wear a speedo.  How can you
walk around like that?  I mean, like everyone can see what's doin' in your
pants, dude!"

"Everyone wears speedos back in Australia, either that or we just go
starkers," Toby told him.  "Zac, have you ever ummmm, skinny dipped?

"Don't start that again!" said Zac, "That's the same tone you used last
night.  But, then again, what we did before was kinda fun.  No, I have
never skinny dipped.  When you're around your parents and your brothers
24/7 you just don't get the time for some things."

The two boys talked for awhile and decided that it really was the perfect
pool for trying something like that.  There was no neighbor to one
direction, the Pacific Ocean to the other, and the ten foot fence
separating them and Mr. Kimball's house next door should keep his prying
eyes out.  Besides, Tay and Jax were probably glued to the TV by now, and
wouldn't bug them.

"My mates and I used to go for a skinny dip every morning at camp," Toby
told him.  "Best way to wake you up."

"I'll go if you go," Zac said after a few moments.

"Fine.  But you have to promise me one thing." Toby replied as he grasped
the waistband of his electric blue speedo.

"Let me guess, don't look right?"

"No, quite the opposite actually.  Would you mind if I took a look at your
wanker?  It's still odd to see one that's circumcised."

Zac agreed, since he wanted to have another look at Toby's uncircumcised
dick anyway.  He untied the drawstring to his bathing suit and tugged it
off.  He felt the cool water rush to naked flesh.  Toby grabbed the bathing
suit from Zac's hand and tossed it across the backyard.  Zac yelled, "Hey!"

"That's so you don't change your mind," he told Zac.

Zac chased after his friend, threatening to throw his speedo clear over the
far wall.  They swam around and around the pool.  The water rushed and
pressed against Zac's flopping dick, swirling it and spinning it in its
wake.  The feeling was very exciting to the boy, and his cock grew half
stiff.

Zac paused against one side of the pool, near the water intake for the
filter.  Something about the hole intrigued him, and he smiled his
mischievous smile again.  He called Toby over and, after promising on the
life of his whole family and dog not to grab Toby's speedo, his friend
joined him.

"Look at this," Zac said as he pointed to the hole, "Feel it sucking the
water in?  The water then goes through the pool filter and shoots back out
the other side.  Looks like it's the right size and position, huh?

Toby looked quizzically at his friend.  Zac simplified it for him, "If I
put my dick in there it will suck it, " he said with a wink.

Zac grasped the cement of the pool edge with each hand and pushed his body
away.  Then, lined up his ever growing dick with the water intake hole.  He
could feel the powerful sucking, pulling his body closer.  Slowly, he let
it suck his penis towards the hole and slid it in.

"Whoa! It feels amazing!" he said as he began to fuck the hole.

"Are you.... are you getting, ummm, you know," asked a fascinated Toby.

"Am I gettin' popped off? Yeah, kinda..." Zac replied.

Toby couldn't keep his eyes off the show going on in front of him.  Zac's
chin, small and delicate, yet showing a hint of pride and defiance pointed
skyward.  His hands tightly gripped the edge of the pool, his eyes closed,
and his lower body moved back and forth pulling his cock slightly out of
the hole then letting it get sucked back in.  Zac's young tight butt grew
more taught, showing the muscles underneath with each thrust, and his
small, fine patch of pubic hair swirled around in the water.

"Um-hmm.... it's getting me there really fast..." Zac said as his hips were
beginning to flex, and the throbbing boner grew thicker. "Oh! Oh, wow, I'm
going to..."  Zac let go of the side of the pool and slammed his body flush
with the side.  His eyes rolled back in his head and his full lips formed
into an "O" in a moment of long, drawn out, intense sexual pleasure.
Nothing could have prepared him for the exquisite flood of wonderful
feelings.

"Ooohhhhh..... ooohhhhh..." he moaned.

The filter intake hole milked his cock for a few intense seconds, draining
him of every drop.  Finally he pulled out and just dangled in the water,
wiping the sweat from his brow with a wet hand.

"How was it?" Toby asked.

"It was great."

Toby let Zac regain his composure.  Zac lowered his head to his hands as he
clung to the side of the pool.  The boys not saying a word for a few
minutes, just staring at each other.

Zac gulped hard and asked, "Ummm, T-T-Toby... would it be alright if I, I
mean if I....  'cause you said you wanted to see mine, but ummm, would it
be ok if I just... "

"It's alright, Zac, you're still a bit hyper. It's ok... just ask me"

"Would you like it if I maybe rubbed you a little, d-d-down there..?" Zac
stammered, "Only if you want to.  It's like you said, I want to see what
*your* dick is like.  I've never really seen an uncircumcised one
before."

"I never really thought about being different.  Back home, everyone is like
me," Toby told him, "But, since I've been in the States, I have become a
bit self conscious about my foreskin, and being the only uncircumcised boy
in my entire school."

"That's why I want to see it.  Okay, Toby?"

Both boy's hearts pounded as Zac's hand slid down the front of Toby's
speedo to the prominent lump.  His erection filled the every spare space of
the tight, elastic, blue fabrc.  Rubbing the bulge Zac said, "I hear
uncircumcised penises are real nice and sensitive and sometimes they have
lots of extra skin.  Does the skin even cover your head when you pop a
boner?"

Toby panted, "Yes.  Oh Zac, keep going.  It's really long, covers the whole
head, even when it's erect.  It's snug, but slips up and down easily.  It
makes me feel so good, I love my foreskin and play with it constantly."

Zac dived underwater and helped Toby lower his ever tightening suit down.
He opened his eyes underwater and got a very, very close look at the
foreign dick Finally, he ran out of air and popped to the surface.

Zac pinched and rolled the skin back and forth across Toby's shaft,
studying the way it pulled tight around him, then rolled back, exposing the
sensitive head.  "It must feel really good, Toby.  It's so tight."

"God, Zac! It feels so good.  Unhuh! Unhuh! Unhuh! You're makin' my wank so
hard, so hard.... go faster, go faster...!"

Zac obeyed Toby's request and pulled the tight skin back and forth faster.
Toby closed his eyes, arched his back and, just as his pleasure peaked
said, "Oh! Unhuh!  Unhuh!  Unhuh! Zac!" OhZacKeepGoingI'mGonna......!"

Toby's dick throbbed in Zac's hand and emptied buckets of cum into the
pool.  The slivery blobs floated and bobbed in the water, dividing then
dispersing into the pool.

Toby leaned forward, spent completely, and rested his head on Zac's
shoulder.  Zac's arm encircled his friend, supporting the boy's limp body.
He held the other boy's wet, naked body close to his.  After holding each
other for several minutes, Zac looked at his waterproof watch.  The numbers
stared back at him, 6:34.  Ike will be home any minute!

"Do you want to keep doing this together?" Toby asked.

"I sure do," Zac said.  "I have never had a better time, but now I have to
get out of this pool `cause Ike will be back soon.  And you, Toby," Zac
said as he grabbed his friend's swimsuit, "have to go fetch!"

Zac lobbed the speedo high into the air and over the wall.


Chapter Sixteen

Slam!

Zac and Toby's door slammed shut just as Tay and I were leaving our room.
I couldn't be sure, but I thought I caught a glimpse of Toby's naked ass as
he jumped in the room. Must have been that speedo he was wearing.  I could
hear the boys laughing and yelling at each other.

Isaac would be home soon, and Taylor and I decided to be super ambitious
and make dinner tonight.  We busied ourselves in the kitchen, and soon had
a nice spaghetti dinner all ready for them.  The kitchen looked a little
worse for wear when we were done though.  Isaac seemed impressed by
Taylor's efforts, even though he sort of scolded him for making such a
mess.  He can be such a "dad" sometimes.  I guess he feels he has to, being
the oldest and all.

Ike seemed very excited about how the prep work was coming along for the
video shoot in two days.  Lynn's storyboards had come in handy, and the
crew had almost all the sets built.  Brittany told me about how they had
tested the effects, and how gallons of water would soon be dropped down on
Taylor as they filmed the video.  It didn't seem to make Tay very happy.
Tomorrow was a pre-light and sound check day. It would probably be a long
one.  Taylor asked if I could come.  Ike looked at me and said it was going
to be a very tough day, and maybe it should just be the band and Lynn.
He's not really mean, but I think he just wants to "keep Tay on the
straight and narrow."

As Taylor and I served dinner, Ike made a point of having Britt sit between
the Tay and I.  He kept trying to include her into our conversation.

"Britt," Ike asked, "You're a great cook.  What do you think of my
brother's cooking?"

Brittany took a bite and responded, "It's very good, Taylor.  The ummm
pasta's still a little tough.  Perhaps you could have boiled it more.  But,
it's ok, sort of 'al dente' I suppose."

Taylor laughed, "Hey, that was Jax's job.  I was busy with the sauce.  Jax,
I told you, stir it and keep stirring it."

We both laughed.

Ike redirected the conversation again.  "Britt, maybe you could give Taylor
some tips in the kitchen or something.  Who knows what you two could cook
up.  Tay, you could learn alot from her, I think."

"Yeah," chimed in Zac, "Maybe you could be a four star cook, Tay.  If you
practice, you will make someone a great little wife someday."  Zac lowered
his voice to imitate a husband.  "Oh honey, you make me so happy!  This is
the way I like you, barefoot, pregnant and in the kitchen makin' my
spaghetti.  Kiss me, darling."

Zac stood up and grabbed Taylor's face and mock kissed the air in front of
him.  It made Taylor blush, and we all laughed.  Zac's a cute kid.  He
doesn't really mean any harm.  Deep down I think Taylor likes it when Zac
seems to know exactly what he's thinking but can't admit.

"Zac, knock it off and go back to your seat," Isaac told him.

The rest of the dinner went pretty well.  Ike decided that he and his
brothers should get an early start tomorrow, and told us that they would be
home pretty late.

Taylor and I cleaned the dishes from the table and started putting the
kitchen back to order.  We even found a way to get the spaghetti sauce off
the ceiling without too much difficulty.  We left the pots to soak in the
sink (hopefully that will release some of that burnt on pasta) Taylor
wandered outside and I followed.

"Jax, I'm glad we're alone for a minute.  From what Ike says, we won't have
much time tomorrow.  I just wanted to say that I love you and I love being
with you.  I'm sorry if I scared you when I said I wanted to....ummm do
more with you in the shower than what we've done already.  You know, when I
said I wanted to have sex with you.  I wasn't trying to pressure you or
anything.  I just wanted to be closer to you than ever."

I assured him that I wasn't scared or offended by his request, it's just
that the last few days have all been so incredible.  It was hard to think
straight.

"Isn't it beautiful out here?" he asked as he looked out to the sea.  "The
wide open spaces, the sea below.  I love it.  Jax, are you cold?"

The warm summer days had chilled slightly.  Taylor asked me to come over
and sit beside him.  He looked behind us to make sure no one could see from
inside of the house, and he took my hand in his.  He was very quiet for
awhile.  He just sat there staring out at the ocean and holding my hand.

"I was sitting right here the day that you came into my life.  Looking out
at the sea and wondering if there could ever be someone for me."

"Taylor, I know exactly what you mean.  When I realized it was you that
day, I thought that maybe if I played my cards right I could get your
autograph.  Now, I think I've found the love of my life.  I thank God that
I've found you Taylor."

He pointed to the sky and said, "When we were on tour, I would always take
a few moments to stare up at the stars alone.  I would just look out and
drift.  Not a part of the stars above, not a part of the Earth below.  Not
really knowing where I fit in.  I was just all alone until I met you.
Jaxsper, I love you.  And if you don't want to do some things, I'll wait
for you or I'll just forget it.  I'll wait as long as you need."

"Taylor, I want you to know that I love you too, and that you don't have to
feel alone anymore."

Voices from the house broke our moment.

"Ewww Zac," Isaac said, "Don't pick your nose!  Don't forget that we're
being taped.  You don't want something like that ending up on TV for all
the world to see do you?"

Taylor's face dropped in shock.  "What?!  On TV for all the world to
see!!?!!!?"

We ran in the house and asked Ike more about it.  I think we both tried to
arouse as little suspicion as possible.  Taylor and I found out that the
cameras film the house all day long, then uplink it via satellite in the
early morning hours.  From there, it will be viewed by producers and
edited.

"So, they haven't really seen any of the tapes yet?" Taylor asked.

Isaac said they probably haven't There's no cameras in the bathrooms or
anything like that, and the ones in the bedrooms shut off when the lights
are out.  That way, his brothers and the rest of us would be "safe" from
having anyone, you know, spying on us.

"Yeah right," I thought.

Taylor got very nervous.  He didn't want the tape of he and I getting out.
It would be bigger than the Pamela Anderson and Tommy Lee tape!  Not that I
wanted the whole world seeing me do the nasty with another guy, either.  We
started looking for the receptor room, where the digital tapes would be
stored, but couldn't find it.  Strangely, when Toby and Zac saw us poking
around, they were glad to help us look for the room.  Toby hit on the
bright idea of checking outside to see where a satellite uplink dish was
set up.

We found the room and "accidentally" recorded over certain scenes, after
kicking Toby and Zac out.  Hope the producers don't mind shots of "I Love
Lucy" suddenly popping in the middle of our pool game.  It took some
convincing but I got Taylor to leave the pantsing Zac gave him out by the
pool on the tape.  It'll give the girls something to dream over.  Besides,
the camera only caught a part of him from the back anyway.  Tay and I were
able to figure out what parts of the house had the least camera coverage
and decided to use those for our "stolen moments" Anyway, we would always
had until that night to do some creative editing.

We passed Zac and Toby going in as we were on our way out.  I guess Zac
wanted to erase his little nose picking embarrassment.  Cute.

Taylor and I decided to play it safe and cool it tonight.  I joined him in
bed after we turned off the lights (and the camera).  He fell asleep in my
arms.

I awoke to find him gone.  Off to rehearsal with his brothers.  A note was
left on my pillow.  It said: "Jaxsper, you said that your first wish when
you saw me, was to get my autograph.  You have my heart, but I thought you
would like this anyway.  It's the song I was singing the day we met."  He
had written out the words for me and signed it.

Dear Jaxsper,

I can't live without you.  I love everything about you.  I can't help it if
I feel this way.  I'm so glad I found you.  I want my arms around you.  I
love to hear you call my name.  Please, tell me that you feel the same.
Jaxsper, I love you.  I love only you.

Taylor

I talked to my Mom on the videophone soon after that.  She said that my
trip must be agreeing with me, and she asked what made it so that I smiled
all the time.  I told her how I met the band Hanson.  It took me a couple
of minutes to explain to her that it was the same band that I am constantly
singing along with when I wear my walkman.

Toby and Britt called me downstairs.  I re-read my note from Taylor before
putting it away.  It was then that I decided I wanted to do that thing with
Taylor that we talked about earlier.  I just had one more thing I wanted
him to do for me first.  I hoped he wouldn't be too surprised by my
request.

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