Date: Sun, 29 Oct 2006 17:26:20 -0800 (PST)
From: Jason Decade <femtoka2@yahoo.com>
Subject: X-Men Legacy 15

X-Men Legacy Legend: Thoughts = <> Stray thoughts = ()


Ok, guys, All the disclaimers apply, that means all thanks goes to Marvel
for the X-Men, I'm just making the story. And I do read all the other
stories, and they're great, keep up the good work. They inspire me!



Chapter 15: Light-mare


After hours of darkness, I let go of my fear and pain and anger
and...control. I felt my

powers come forth, fiery flames of light illuminated the room. Darkness
wasn't an issue

anymore. I felt the change happen and I walked into a room that was darker
than the one

before. I felt people in the next room...familiar people...I ran across the
room, not

bothering to check if anyone was in it, and before I got there I was
knocked on my ass!


Apocalypse: Son! Bad move to just run in the dark.


He slammed me telekinetically into the wall.


I grabbed my arm, trying to feel if it was broke: Ouch! What? Is old and
scary a bit mad?

Or just an old ass?


He shot me with a beam, but I absorbed them and sent them back, but to no
avail. Then he

built up a massive wave of energy and knocked me all across the room, then
he let me fall.

He then preceded to walk to me and bent down to my ear.


He whispered: See you soon.


As I lay there bleeding in and externally, I heard footsteps.


I spoke weakly: Scott?


It wasn't Scott, it was Jace and Bobby.


I looked at them with relief: What took you so long?


I chuckled, but they stared at me, then picked me up.


I spoke up again: What's going on? Where's everyone else? Oh, yeah and did
you know that

Apocalypse is running around here?!


They nodded and stared at me again, which was because of all the blood this
time.


I smiled: You guys should play harder to get.

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Trask: X-Men, you're a magnificent bunch of freaks, but I have your most
powerful one

controlled, I put him...


He stopped at the sight of me, red eyes, hair, clothes, with blood
everywhere. I glowed

with flames and I felt the power became too much and the room filled with
light! When it

cleared, Trask was gone, but I took out all the guys.


I stood on my own: No wonder the Earth revolves around me, I'm like the
freakin sun! I

think I wanna go...home.


I blacked out and fell to the floor.

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I woke up in the most familiar place, the Med Bay. I was beginning to live
in the Med Bay,

it was like I was meant to stay hurt, but I couldn't blame this on anyone
but me. If I

wouldn't have been so quick to take on those sentinels myself, I'd be okay
right now, but I

wouldn't know about Apocalypse, so I broke even.


I ignored the pain and the fact that I should be dead: Wow, three guys at
my bed, I think

that's a new school record...only the likes of Emma could beat such a
record. Where were

you guys when I was 14...no laughs? What's going on?


Scott stared at me in disbelief through his ruby glasses: You passed
out. Jean and Kurt

explained what happened and you coulda...

I sighed, then rolled my eyes: Ok, dad! You want me to say sorry? Cuz I'm
not...Scott, I...


Bobby interrupted me: He's right! That was so reckless. Do you understand
that you

mean...it would be bad if we lost you.


I stared at them in shock, then my anger crept in, but I wasn't sure if it
was my emotions,

or theirs.


I was more pissed than I had ever been: SO I guess you all feel this way,
oh god, is this

an intervention?! Ahh! get out!


Jace: We...


I screamed: GET OUT! GET OUT! GET OUT!


They filed out, not looking at me. I thought for a minute who would
understand me, and it

hit me! I though of the place real hard and soon I had left the Med Bay and
I was on my way

to the Baxter Building.

===================================================================================

I teleported to the Baxter Building. The Fantastic Four, who were watching
the news,

scattered.


Johnny noticing all my cuts: Oh, crap! We saw what happened to you on the
news! Are you

okay?


I was silent.


Johnny: Dumb question. Sue...


Sue: I'll get some blankets and a bath.


she left and I looked after her I felt something in my mind reach for her
mind, but I

immediately stopped it! I could hurt her if I did too much. my control was
barely

there and the phoenix was waiting for me to slip up. Although she was right
about a lot of

things, I still believed that they'd understand me.


Pane: Thank you.


Reed rushed off to the lab: I'd better inform Professor Xavier.


 Without looking behind me, I could see Johnny signaling them out. I was
shocked when Ben

just left without saying a word


I looked at Johnny: So, you're still trying to get into my pants, huh?


Johnny helped me to the couch: No! I promise, I just thought you might be
comfortable with

just me


The Phoenix <He's telling the truth...>


I smiled <I know.>


It was weird. He wasn't who he was supposed to be; A manwhore, but I wasn't
sensing that in

him. All I could feel was him wanting me to be comfortable. He honestly
wanted to be with

me. I spent hours there, talking to him, then I noticed other mutant
signatures.


I freaked out: They're here...and angry. I'm in trouble...I'm gonna bin
detention for...


But my freak out was cut short by Johnny's tongue. I enjoyed his tongue,
and his hands

crept up my let, but it was stopped by my phone.


I picked up the phone: Hello?


Marty: Who is this?


I frowned: Who is this?


Marty: Marty...why do you have my friend's phone.


It was my friend Marty from back home.


I sighed: It's me Mart, what's up?

Marty sighed: Everybody saw what happened to you on the news and we're
worried.


I chuckled: Don't be, I'm fine


Reed over the loudspeaker: Pane and Johnny, please come to the lab.


I hung up with Marty and turned back to Johnny, kissing him again. We both
smiled, then got

up and walked to the lab. On the way, I noticed that the lights flickered
and someone...or

thing was watching us...following us and I stopped. Then I heard a whisper
that said, "

He's coming..." and I felt a hand on my shoulder and I turned to see
Johnny. He told me to

hurry and we mad our way to the lab. Once we got there, I stopped at the
door and felt the

anger inside. I entered to see Scott standing there with his arms folded,
staring at me.

Jace and Bobby stared me down and the Professor seemed less mad, and more
relieved.


Professor: Pane, good to see that you are alright.


I shrugged: Good? Shouldn't you yell or something.


Professor: I never yell, not for something like this. You know you were
wrong for coming

here.


I smirked: Actually no. Why was it so bad?


Professor: You came without permission.


I smirked again: That's not what you said. You said it was wrong to come
here...you didn't

say anything about permission.


Scott: That's what he meant. It was wrong for you to leave the Mansion
without saying a

word!


Ororo grabbed his shoulder: Scott, now is not the time.


I stepped forward: I think this is just the time for this. What is the
problem? Me coming

here or me leaving without telling you!


Scott: A little of both! I mean, first you go and be reckless, then this!
What, do you have

a death wish?


The Phoenix <we could kill him...that would solve everything. Kill them
all...>


Professor: Scott has informed us why Jean is no longer suffering the
effects of the

Phoenix...


The Phoenix < Just kill him. Who is he to judge anything we do?! We are
power!>


I put my head down < I know...it would be so easy, but I'm gonna take the
hard road. That's

why they fear you. You want to kill what you don't understand, you're no
more civilized as

they are. We are not given power to rule, but to help.>


Professor < Wise insight, even in the face of the Phoenix. We could
separate you two.>


I smiled at him < That's thoughtful, but no you couldn't. We are the
Phoenix.>


Johnny spoke up: Am I missing something?


The Fantastic Four were shocked. I didn't tell them that I had become the
host of the

Phoenix because it was more than that. Professor offered to separate us
with psychic

barriers, but that wouldn't work...because we've done more than
merge....we've become the

same being.


Jean, warily: Time to go, Professor.


I said goodbye and thanks to Sue and Reed and hugged Johnny, as Ben had
left hours ago.


I hugged Johnny extra long: Thanks. I'm sorry I didn't tell you about the
Phoenix.


Johnny: It's okay, you've always been hot anyways. (whispers) Anytime you
need me, I'm

here.


I turned and walked side by side with Professor Xavier. Scott tried to put
his arm around

me, but I pushed him away.


I looked to Jean: Jean, can I sleep in one of the other rooms tonight?


Jean looked between me and Scott: Sure.


I smiled: Thanks.


I sat back and looked out the window, ignoring Jace and Bobby as well, and
I drifted off

into a brilliant dream.

======================================================================================


When I woke up the next day, I went to Scott's room to get my clothes and
stuff. When I had

put on my clothes, I noticed Scott leaning on the doorway.


Scott spoke calmly: So is this how you're going to be? When we get mad or
fight, you run

away?


I was silent as I tried to pass him, but he grabbed my arm.


Scott: Look, I'm sorry for the way we ganged up on you, but I'm...I don't
want to lose you

again.


I yanked my arm back and walked on. I went to get Jubilee and Amara and we
headed to

breakfast. I walked past an apparently angry Scott and the rest of the
X-Men, then headed

over to the group, which now included Bobby, Kitty, and Jace. Jubilee and
Amara grabbed the

good seats, leaving me the seat by Jace and Bobby.


I frowned <Jubes, I hate you!>


I sat beside Jace and across from Bobby. While I sat down, I brushed up
against Jace and

felt his dick and I immediately sat down, not looking at him. Also, Bobby's
foot kept

"accidently" hitting mine, so I moved it and all of this while Ray was
talking about

something not relevant to life.


Ray: So, we all heard about last night...and...umm, why'd you do it?


Jubilee looked at him strangely.


Pane: You make it sound like it was a bad thing, I just needed space. I
felt stupid and

hurt and I needed to not feel that way.


Jubilee: Well, I know that we all don't think you're stupid....I also know
that I love the

new Jessica Simpson song.


Jaime: You're kidding, right?


Jubilee: What's wrong with Jessica Simpson?


Sira: She had the perfect guy and just...trashy bimbo...smart, but trashy,
hick, podunk...


I was shocked to hear Sira badmouth someone, looks like she was finally
coming out of her

shell. I smiled at her sudden lack of restraint as she discussed the matter
further with

them. Sam and Kitty had also joined the conversation, though some of us
just stared and

laughed at funny things they said.


Bobby < Can you hear my thoughts?>


I frowned <What do you want?>


Bobby <To say I'm sorry. I just don...


I frowned even more <...To lose me? Very original.>


Jace <The way we did it was wrong, but the message was genuine.>


I scoffed < You don't get it. I don't like the message...I saved us...you
and Bobby and the

X-Men and the whole frickin world! SO I think I can control my powers...


I looked down, then left the table.

==================================================================================


As I walked into the main hall, I saw something that scared me! The
Brotherhood stood

facing the X-Men, but they seemed to be discussing something. Magneto,
Pietro, Lance,

Mystique, Wanda, Mastermind, Blob, John, Toad, and Sabretooth were standing
in the middle

of the X-Mansion! I began conjuring the biggest storm I could think of.


I panicked: What the...!


Professor X <Stop! They're here to help us!>


I stopped conjuring and followed Professor to his office, with Pietro,
Wanda, and Magneto.

There they were, father, aunt, and grandfather. They all eyed me, then
began talking.


Pietro seemed overwhelmed: Well, you've grown...It's been a while.


Pane: How did you look like my father...or the illusion of who I thought
was him? That's

not your power.


Pietro: Smart boy.


Pane: Not a boy, and I've been studying the protocols.


Pietro: Not too closely, I hope.


Pane: Answer my question, please.


Pietro showed me his disguising device: This is how. It distorts images.


I pointed at Wanda: Yeah, Kurt has one, What about you? Why are you here?


Wanda stared for a minute, then spoke: I never met you and...


I slammed a chair telekinetically against the wall: Enough! Why are you
actually here!


Magneto stood: Stop it! We are here to help, Foolish boy!


I wheeled around: Smart enough to know that you're not here to help! You're
here to

help...ha! That's a first and I don't need your help.


I slammed the door telekinetically behind me and threw myself against the
wall outside,

sliding to the floor, tears streaming from my eyes.


Pane < Can we kill them?>


The Phoenix < We could, but could you do it?>


Pane < No, I guess not.>


The Phoenix < That's what makes us so...>


Pane < Compatible. You know what's in my future, don't you?>


The Phoenix < Your future is right in front of you.>


I felt a hand on my shoulder. I looked up to see Logan and he picked me up
and we headed

away from the office.