Date: Sun, 15 Feb 2015 19:18:01 +0000
From: Sam Bam <mansambambam@gmail.com>
Subject: Angsty Alexander chapter 1

The characters in this story are all fictional and not based on anyone in
real life.

Angsty Alexander part1

Alexander

I arrived at the dorm around 2pm, it wasn't as busy as I expected. I was
excited, paid the cab driver who had unloaded my bags. I grabbed my
backpacks and suitcase and dragged them up to my third floor room
collecting my key from the desk on the way.

It was a traditional old dorm, a beautiful gothic building on the outside,
a rank prison lay within. The floor had a long corridor with rooms each
side, at one end were 2 bathrooms at the other a common room.

Opening the door I saw my room mate had picked his side and unpacked
already and there was no sign of him. I dumped my stuff, riffled through my
bag for my shower kit and headed to the bathroom.

It had been a long day travelling from Europe. I'd been working in
Bucharest all summer on a Zombie film. I'd been an actor since birth ( I
was a baby on a soap opera until I was 2), until I gave it up at 14.

My Mom had died when I was 12, she had managed my career and saying no when
she was alive wasn't an option. Dad took over where she left off, becoming
as pushy as she had been. Working us both like crazy for the next 2 years
so we wouldn't notice the gap my Mom had left.

When I was offered a network TV drama I put my foot down. The contract was
potentially 7 years, I was 14 I could be tied until I came of age. I was
tired of the business, tired of tutor after tutor, early starts and no
friends.

I let it all out in a stream of rage at my dad in the car.

" I just want to go to high school, no more acting, I hate it. I want a
real life. I want friendships that last longer than filming, I want to
study, play sports. Go to the mall. I fucking hate all of this"

"Thank fuck for that kid." I was shocked my dad never cursed. "I'd love to
try normal life, let's sell up and move to boring mcboringtown, find you a
high school, get me back to writing and forget this crazy business"

We spent the summer camping, hiking and fishing and getting to know one
another again. Sheer bliss.

We sold up the LA house (though I did pitch another fit when I found out
the house and gross expensive furnishings had all been paid for by me) and
settled near Seattle. That summer I grew and grew. By the time school
started I looked nothing like that cute kid from the movies and after a
year people forgot the connection or stopped asking me about it.

I came out the summer before junior year, dated a guy for 8 months then my
dad got sick and he couldn't handle it, Dad was gone by the start of senior
year. My business manager and Lawyer got me emancipated before dad
died. Emotionally it was hell, I felt I was rejecting my dying dad but it
meant I could live alone senior year and had access to money.

Senior year I whored it up, no end of guys wanted to just try something, I
barely turned anyone down. However I stayed on top of schoolwork got into
an amazing East Coast college and decided to nudge open the acting door. My
agent was delighted with my, anything with heavy makeup plan, made some
calls and a zombie it was.

Upon graduation I sold up the house, put what little I wanted kept in
storage and headed back to the movies.

Now in my dorm room I stand 6'3, I'm blonde, not too hairy (oh how I wished
for more hair), green eyes, swimmers body not super defined but ripples of
muscle. My cock is big 9inches, cut, not overly thick but curved.

I'd just finished unpacking and was surveying my surroundings when I heard
a key in the lock, just then a calendar on his desk caught my eye I bent
over to get a closer look, looked up at my room mate and said

"You like guys"

And wiggled my ass to show my approval. Before full mortification could set
in he was grinding against me.

"You do too".

I stood and turned into him and we kissed, it was an epic kiss, he tasted
great, his lips were soft, his stubble rubbed against my face as he moved
around. We pulled each other close so there was no space between us,
kissing, flicking our tongues, exploring, biting at each other's lips.

It was the sexiest kiss I'd even been a part of. There was no hiding our
hardness. I pushed him onto his bed and pulled at his tshirt, he pulled at
mine, we were ferociously making out, running our hands over each other,
exploring pecs, nipples, tasting.

We stood and striped off our shorts. He wore fitted boxer briefs, I had
tiny briefs on that couldn't contain my hard dick. We both had damp
patches. I wasted no time pulling mine off he followed and we were back on
the bed.

He was on his back and I was kissing down his skinny body.

He was about 5'10 dark hair, dark eyes, skinny build all limbs, hair
lightly coated his chest, more heavily his legs, he had a beautiful jet
black trail leading to trimmed pubes and a leaking 7inch cut cock sticking
straight up, his balls were big and low.

His nipples were large and dark, so exotic compared with my own small pink
ones, I licked and nibbled at them, causing him to gasp and moan. I moved
down lapping at his balls, breathing him in. We were on fire. I lifted his
legs and sent my tongue down his crack, his groans were sending me wild. I
dove in licking his ass with abandon, poking at his hole with my tongue
which was twitching and welcoming in me in.

He scrambled in the drawer and chucked lube and a condom at me. I lubed up
his hole and he welcomed in 1,2,3 fingers.

"Fuck me,arrrrgh, please, I'm so ready"

I worked my cock in slowly and he bucked up to meet me. I began my assault
with my cock, man he was loud, every cry and moan was spurring me on, I
felt I couldn't get deeper, his hole sucked me all in. I was sweating and
groaning and having the time of my life when he reached forward to stroke
himself I exploded just as he did.  We were both shooting gallons. His
chest was covered, my condom full. I withdrew and unwrapped then collapsed
forward into him, spreading his cum between us.

When we caught our breath I looked at him held out my hand and said

"Hi, I'm Alexander, your room-mate"

He blushed, he was so cute.

" I'm Jason, Jay, uh call me Jay."



Jay

When I arrived at the dorm I was kind of sad to be the first one there, my
parents helped me unload and unpack.  My other friends all knew about their
room mates, they'd befriended them online and discussed fridges, TVs and
other room stuff. I'd not even been given the name of mine.

Before coming to college I decided to just be out, no big announcements, no
drama, I put a calendar of nude male models on my desk and the dvd
collection I put on the shelves included a fair number of films with male
nudity. We finished setting up with still no sign of my room mate and then
we headed out to lunch.

At home I came out junior year, dated a footballer senior year and I'd been
pretty lucky not to be bullied too badly, it helped my boyfriend was huge
and scary. We broke up just after graduation, he was heading west on a
football scholarship and was going to a fitness camp first, there was no
need to prolong things. I made hay over the summer with a few flings,
enjoying sex without ties.

After lunch I said my goodbyes to my parents and headed back to my room.

There I had my first sight of my steaming hot room mate, bending over my
desk, I was worried he'd see my rapidly expanding wood. But then he wiggled
his fine ass, I lost my senses and was grinding into him without so much as
saying hello.

We proceeded to have an amazing fuck. I was spent , sweaty and covered in
cum. When he put out his hand to introduce himself I was in shock, in my
head I was planning my life with him and I bumped down to earth realising I
didn't even know his name.

"Now we have a problem"

I looked up at him terrified as he continued.  "The bathroom is like 5
doors away and there is no disguising that cum, it's even in your hair" he
said running his hands through my hair making it worse.

He kissed me again and I moaned into his mouth.

"Okay let's do this" I said grabbing a towel.  We ran down to the bathroom,
it wasn't busy. I wanted to suggest showering together but the forwardness
I had shown earlier deserted me.

I relived the encounter while the hot water ran over me, enjoying the rise
of my cock but not jacking off, I was hoping there would be more fun with
Alexander later.

I could not believe my luck, I had a hot gay room mate with a mighty fine
9inch cock that he knew how to use as a precision tool in my ass.  College
was awesome.

When I got back to the room Alexander was on his bed flicking through the
course catalogue. I started to ask normal get to know you questions and he
started to get annoyed. The atmosphere switched from sexy to ice cold.

"Where are you from."

"All over"

"What do your parents do?"

"Nothing of note"

I asked about his family, high school, getting snappier and snappier
answers.

"Do you know what your major will be?" I finally tried.

"Uggggh just stop with the questions. Let's go eat and maybe you'll find
someone else to interrogate ."

I had no idea why he was being so rude, he didn't even try and ask me
anything. Was I just a plaything?


Alexander

College was meant to be another fresh start, I just wanted to be me. Not
the actor kid, not the orphan kid, just Alexander. But he just won't stop
with the questions and my avoiding them is making things awkward.

I suggest we head to the dining hall and that maybe he'll find more
people. He doesn't look happy but agrees.

The food is awful, I need to go shopping for snacks and stuff for the
room. Freshmen were not allowed cars on campus so I needed to befriend some
older people.

Our table soon filled up and Jay was busy chatting to loads of people, he
was so cute when it wasn't me being given the third degree. He was openly
chatting about his football player ex and asking about everyone else's
status.

Two of the guys were sophomores and they lived on our corridor,
result. Felix was tiny, he had a tight shirt that showed definition despite
his small size. His jet black hair was spiked high and he was camp as a row
of tents. Not usually my type but somehow I found him kind of
attractive. His room mate Jamie was a beanpole, skinny like jay and oh so
straight.

"Uh, sorry to ask for a favour after like 5minutes but do either of you
have a car? I really need to go shopping soon"

"Sure, tomorrow or do you have orientation stuff booked?" Felix said.

"Not til late afternoon for me. Jay what about you?"

"Same, ive the tour late afternoon" Jay said, cheering up. I guess he'd
been a bit quiet as I'd flirted with Felix.  His big smile gave me a bit of
a stir.

We all swapped numbers then headed back to our room.

We had a hall meeting shortly, Jay was so keen, he had a notebook and
wanted to get there early. I asked him to save me a seat. Early is not my
thing.

The common room was packed. None of the guys were as cute as Jay, I was a
little disappointed at the high level of meh guys. Jay had saved me a space
on a table at the back. He was chatting away with others, but squeezed my
leg when I'd sat down. I grabbed his hand as the talk began, there was
definite movement in his shorts.

Given his calendar and his talk at dinner about his ex I figured he
wouldn't mind being this open and I really didn't care about anyone else's
reaction.

On the way back we knocked on Felix door and arranged to meet at 11am to go
shopping. I kissed his cheek, brushing my hand over his stomach as I
thanked him again. Jay stomped ahead to our room.

He was laid on his bed with an adorable scowl on his face.

"Scoot over" I said climbing on beside him, I leaned in and whispered "Kiss
me hot stuff".




Jay

Dinner was fun until Alexander started flirting with Felix, I was surprised
he wanted me included in the shopping trip, I thought I'd lost him already.

Then he held my hand through the dorm meeting like it was a normal everyday
thing, I've no idea what was said in that meeting, I was starring at my
hand in his and practically planning the wedding. In a few hours I felt
closer to him than I had to my ex in 6 months.

Then he was back flirting with Felix like I wasn't there. Arrrrgh at his
hot cold nature.  I headed to the room and flopped down on my bed.

I was trying to work out what his deal was, if I wanted to pursue this
despite the mood swings, wondering if he'd give an explanation, was he just
toying with me until he got Felix? Though I'm pretty sure he could have
Felix right now in the corridor.

I Ignored him when he came in, he was stripping off and I averted my eyes,
my cock clearly didn't know I was giving him the cold shoulder as the sound
of him undressing had me at full attention.

"Scoot over" he said climbing on beside me, he whispers in my ear

"Kiss me hot stuff"

The weak willed horndog in me pulled him into a ferocious kiss, he was
pulling at my clothes, I quickly wriggled out of them and resumed making
out skin on hot skin.

He was kissing my chest and stroking my cock both movements so gentle, I
was moaning loud which was making him smile, he made me feel electric. He
moved back up to kiss me again, long slow kisses, exploring each other,
dancing with our tongues. It was the opposite of our earlier fuck. It made
me feel like I was his first choice.

He was stroking me lightly, looking down at my leaky cock when we stopped
kissing for air. He took my hand and placed it on my cock, his own
twitching as I took myself in hand.

It was my turn to discover his body with my mouth, I kissed his pecs,
rolled my tongue round his nipples and down the ripples of his lightly
muscled abs, he put my hand back on my cock so I kept stroking as I
continued down, running my mouth over his trimmed pubes and smelling his
manliness, I lapped at his balls then took his cock into my mouth,
savouring the taste and bobbed up and down as his groans urged me on. I
took his full load, swallowed and then kissed him, he moved down to finish
me in his mouth, I was so, so, so close I lasted only moments before
shooting 4, 5, 6 shots into his mouth.

"Al, Al, oh god Alllllll" I screamed as my orgasm took over.

My, cock slipped from his mouth and rather than kiss me he stood, eyes of
ice, wiping cum from his lips"

"I'm Alexander, not Al, not Alex, not Sasha, not Xander. AL-EX-ANDER"

He turned from me and climbed into his own bed pulling his covers over his
head.

My eyes filled with tears, how could he be so angry about a moment of
passion. I pulled on my shorts and headed to shower. Under the hot water I
let the tears fall.  I was a bundle of confusion. I was scared how fast I
was falling for a clearly unsuitable guy. How could I live with him for the
rest of the year and how could I resist his next advance?  Would I want to?



Alexander

I woke feeling better, I felt a small niggle of remorse for my anger at
Jays sex cries but he won't call me Al again, well unless he wants it
really rough.

Jay was still sleeping, his covers half off exposing that beautiful skinny
body that turned me on so much. I enjoyed the view for a moment.

It was 10.30 so I hurriedly dressed and leaned over to kiss Jay awake.

"Come on sleepy we need to go shopping" I smoothed his beautiful dark hair
from his confused eyes.

He dressed as I brushed my teeth at the room sink, he bumbled over to join
me.

We called on Felix and he and Jamie led us to the car. On the drive I
suggested we bought them dinner off campus later to say thanks.  The car
ride was fun, a lot of innuendo from Felix about what Jay and I had been up
to and he and Jamie gave us lots of tips about school.

We split into pairs and agreed meet up in the electronics department when
done as they'd be heading there to try out some games.

I grabbed a cart, Jay was being quiet still. I didn't want to apologise but
did need him back on side so right in the homeware section I stopped and
pulled him into a hug, kissed his nose. He giggled.

"We're in public" "So, you have a cute nose, I'm sure everyone is jealous"
"You have cute lips"

He kissed me. I grinned, he giggled. It was cute, ice melted.

I found a microwave and a rug, our tile floor was freezing this morning.

"Hey should we get beanbag chairs or just some cushions?"

Jay shrugged, he'd gone quiet again since I'd started loading up the cart.
"Shit man you bought the Tv, fridge, Xbox, and a kick ass did collection,
today it's all is on me, you've more than covered your share"

His shoulders visibly relaxed and he squeezed my arm.

Jay

Whoooooop kissing in the store was so amazing, it did feel like we were a
normal couple out shopping for our home together. It was amazing picking
things out together. I suddenly snapped out of dreamland when I started to
price up what he was picking out.

My family are not well off, I'm very lucky I got great financial aid and I
have outside scholarships but I don't have much money for extras. I know
study will be hard from the start so hope I don't need to get a job during
the semester. I worked all summer at a country club and hoped to again
during breaks.

When he assured me today was his contribution I was able to relax and go
back into daydream mode. I was still a little wary of being heartbroken but
decided to enjoy the good times to the max for now.  After picking up
cushions, pillows, some plastic plates and bowls.

" I think we're going to mess up a lot of sheets and I couldn't bring any
extras, I flew straight in from my summer job in Europe. That's why I
wasn't in touch about the room, I just got all the mail from college 2 days
before coming home, I had a PO box in Bucharest but mail forwarding took
forever"

"Why couldn't your parents just open it and read it over the phone?"

"Hey do you like the cotton or flannel better?"

I couldn't believe it, he opens up a smidge then clams right up when I ask
an easy question.  We move onto the food department, we pick up milk,
water, fruit, cereal, microwave popcorn and protein bars. Then he adds a
heap of instant noodles.

" I know they're shit but the dining hall is not looking promising,
anything else you need?"

"Uh, maybe we'll need more condoms"

He kisses me.  "Yup and a tonne of lube"



Alexander

On the way back to school we ate at a drive-through.  With the 4 of us it
took 2 trips to get all our shopping upstairs, Jay and I spent some time
arranging everything, we had about 2 hours before our scheduled tour.

I started to strip off sweaty after all the mornings activities. Jay did
the same and I stood back and admired his body. He caught me looking and
blushed, though he was clearly checking me out too.

We walked down to the shower I stopped to shave at the sinks. As I was
walking to a stall Jay pulled me into his, I liked that feisty Jay had
reappeared.

We were washing each other and making out. Both stiff and enjoying the feel
of hands and mouths.

"Do you want to finish this here or in bed"

"Bed, I want to feel you inside me again and we've no condoms here"

We rinsed off and ran back to the room.

Once inside the door we dropped our towels and resumed making out. No one
kissed like Jay, I loved the feel of his lips, his tongue, his teeth as
they nibbled at me.

I lay him on the bed and headed straight for his ass with my mouth.

"Maybe we shouldn't have showered" "I think you'll have me sweaty again
soon"

I licked at his crack then sent my tongue in to probe at his hole,
spreading his cheeks with my hands. He again chucked condoms and lube at my
head. His hole was responding to my probing tongue and he was moaning
loudly.

"Come on I need your dick in me. Please. Please fuck me. Noooooow"

I giggled and continued teasing, opening him with my fingers and delighting
at how welcome they were, I rolled on a condom and lubed up.

I slid in with one push, he squealed. As I rested a moment he began to move
his hips.  "Mmmmmm love your big dick"

He started stroking himself for me, I leaned in for a kiss then started
gently pushing my cock in and out in long lengths, he was pushing up to
meet me and moaning in complete pleasure, his cock was dripping onto his
belly. I picked up the pace and he smiled and groaned, begging for me to go
deeper and harder.

Picking it up another level I started to slam myself into him giving as
much force as I could face to face. I enjoyed watching him too much to turn
him over and i was getting close, he arched his back and shot, his hot hole
closed tightly around my dick and with 2 more strokes I joined his orgasm.

Panting I fell onto his chest and he kissed all over my face.

I lifted up to lick up some of his cum, then used my towel to clean us both
off.

He cracked the window, our room smelt of manly, manly sex.

Then the questioning started up again and I had to grit my teeth, why
wasn't what we had so far enough for him?

"Jay, please, we've just had a great time in bed. Don't spoil it with
another inquisition, we'll be rooming all year. I'm not big on sharing
minor shit for no reason. Come on we have to get to the tour"

We dressed in a hurry and headed out for our tour.


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