Date: Wed, 18 Feb 2015 19:13:27 +0000
From: Sam Bam <mansambambam@gmail.com>
Subject: Angsty Alexander chapter 2

Angsty Alexander part 2

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Jay

Ugh The Iceman is back, I've no idea how to deal with it one minute he's
all warm and caring and loving and the next ice. I don't know how to melt
him or how to stop him freezing again.

As we walked across campus to join our tour group I reached out for
Alexander's hand and he squeezed mine back no problem.

We soon became friendly with two guys in our tour group, Aaron and
Peter. Peter was tall and blonde much like Alexander. Aaron was much
smaller with dark brown hair and heavy stubble. Aaron and Peter seemed very
close they said they were room mates and had been high school together,
they dated for awhile but split and have both moved on.

We invited them to join us for dinner at the end of the tour.  Six of us
crammed into Felix's car. Alexander pulled me on to his lap and held me
close. I wriggled and tried to get him hot. He kissed my neck, it was sweet
and amazing.

Felix was telling us how his first room mate was a total bigot and Jamie's
was totally psycho.

"It started out not too bad, labelling things, accusing me of
stealing. Then he started hiding and jumping out on me, not straight away
but like an hour into homework, it got worse and worse. One day I came back
to my sheets and clothes shredded and a soaking bed. He got kicked out of
school and Felix jumped at the chance to move in."

"So how about you two, did you arrange to share like Peter and Aaron?"
Asked Felix.

"We just met" I replied.

"Wow so you really hit it off straight away!"

 I looked at Alexander we both laughed and I blushed.

"We were fucking before we'd even been introduced" Alexander said, his eyes
dancing.  I didn't know if my pride or embarrassment would win, I was
grinning, cringing and blushing.

"You look so sexy" whispered Alexander and I blushed some more.

"You make a really hot couple" said Peter and the others nodded.

"We're not a couple" said Alexander.

My heart plummeted, I know we just met, but the hand holding and public
kissing made me think the talk to confirm our status wasn't
necessary. Still his hand was squeezing my thigh under the table, there was
hope.

"How about you Peter, Aaron are you single" asked Felix.

"Yes, we had a thing but we're much better as friends"

"With benefits" said Aaron

"Arrrrgh I'm surrounded by gays again. I will never find a girlfriend if
all the girls think I'm gay. " exclaimed Jamie.

"Three dates and a BJ" said Alexander

"What??"

"By the end of next week I'll have found you 3 dates, with girls, you can
veto if you find them hideous and I guarantee you'll get your dick wet. If
none put out I'll suck you myself."

We all laughed in disbelief. Jamie isn't unattractive but Alexander is yet
to speak to a girl on campus.

Felix and Jamie carried on with tales of their freshman year and had us
laughing loads. I noticed Peter and Alexander whispering to each other, I
bristled. Peter is way hotter than me, much more Alexander's league than
me. Still Alexander's hand was rubbing further and further up my thigh.

Alexander

I saw Jay was hurt when I said we weren't a couple, I squeezed his leg. I
really like him, we're having an amazing time and he's by far the best
kisser I've ever kissed. But it's been less than 2 days and I want to keep
my options open at least for now.

Peter is stunning, and I'm pretty sure the admiration is mutual. Aaron
seems kind of possessive though. As Felix and Jamie carried on with their
tales I leaned in.

"You look really hot tonight"

"You too, are you 2 really not a couple? You looked close earlier, holding
hands"

"We just met yesterday. He's amazing in bed but it's too soon to be tied to
one guy. Are you and Aaron really over?"

"Yeah, we've both had boyfriends since, but it's easy to fuck each other
whilst we're single"

"If you ever fancy a change...."

Jay had noticed our whispering and was beginning to pout, I squeezed
further up his thigh. I hated the needy insecure side to him, I like the
bold feisty side, unless he was begging for cock, then the neediness is
okay, I chuckled to myself.

I pulled Jay into my lap again for the drive back, hugging him close,
nuzzling his neck, he leaned back to kiss me.

We all headed up to our room to play Xbox games, around midnight we called
it a night. I kissed everyone on the cheek and whispered to Peter to call
me.

There was one more day of orientation activities before classes began and
jet lag was kicking my ass I was dead on my feet.

As soon as the door closed Jay was kissing me passionately.

I tugged at his tshirt and we were soon down to our underwear. The kissing
was so insanely good. I loved his passion, how he used his tongue, how he
made me feel.

"You are the best kisser, no one ever kissed me as much as you, I love it"

"I love kissing you"

I kissed his chest lingering on his large dark nipples. He tugged down his
boxer briefs and pulled at mine, pushing me onto the bed. His cock was
pulsing at my belly and leaving a trail as he thrust against me. He didn't
break the kiss, running his hands through my hair he moaned as I kissed his
neck, he knelt up and held our cocks together for a moment rubbing them
together gently then diving back to my lips.

He came all over my stomach as he rubbed against me, it felt amazing.

"I'm sorry" "Are you fucking kidding? That was so hot"

He moved down to suck me, I lasted no time at all and he raised his head to
let my cum join his on my body, I pulled him close spreading it between
us. He slept on my sticky sweaty chest.  I looked down at him, seriously
reconsidering my need to explore elsewhere.

We showered and headed to breakfast, we sat together and after a moment a
chubby guy with platinum hair joined us.

"Hi, I'm Gary we're on the same floor. You guys are gay too, right."  We
nodded.  "I'm so glad, I was worried about college but you two looked so
normal holding hands the other night that I told my room mate right after
the meeting and he was cool with me."

"Glad to be of help" said Jay beaming.

"You know we're so calling you Blondie, you're adorable and I'm really glad
you came over"

As we were talking a lean red head joined us, he looked toned but thin,
like he danced or did yoga.

"Hi I'm Eric, is this the official gay table?"

We laughed.

"I was so happy to see you guys in here, I don't know many people yet and I
think it'll be easier if my first friends are gay too. You are such a hot
couple"

"We're just room mates not a couple" said Jay.

I was a bit surprised to hear it from him, I thought he would want people
to think we were together. I wasn't upset, I'd said the same thing
yesterday and nothing had changed.

We talked about which talks we had and arranged to meet at dinner near
Peter and Aaron's suite.

The day passed quickly and soon it was time for dinner we met up with Peter
and Aaron and Jamie and Felix so there were eight of us filling out the
whole table they talked and talked and talked. Jay was absolutely putting
his inquisition skills to the test and he looked so relaxed and happy. It
made me hard. At one point I put his hand on my junk, he squeezed
playfully.

Jamie again moaned how he'd never find a girl, I reassured him my deal was
still in place and he better be working on his charm. The other laughed at
me. And whilst I was yet to talk to any girls I didn't spend years making
movies and not know how to charm people.

But tonight I was resisting the charms of Peter and Felix, maybe a bit too
much, I was probably brushing them off a bit. So I pretended to be Jay
feigning interest in their high school and family stories.

I kissed Aaron and Peter goodnight on the cheek. Eric looked longingly at
Aaron but didn't make a move.

"I don't know if I'll ever get used to you doing that" said Jay.  "It's not
just me, maybe it's just not a Midwest thing"

They all insisted it was just me.

The 6 of us walked back to the dorm, I held hands with Jay but chatted with
Felix a lot. I kissed them all including Jamie who actually seemed more at
ease than the straight guys.

"Finally alone"

"I think I need to explore what I felt under the table earlier.

I grinned as Jay unzipped me, got on his knees and took me in his talented
mouth.  After a few moments i pulled him up.

"I've an early class tomorrow and it's late, 69?"  Jay grinned and we
stripped and dived onto his bed. We were both good at taking a lot of cock,
I kind of missed his kisses and groans though.

I pulled a ball into my mouth enjoying the feel, enjoying his smell, moving
back to his shaft I felt myself losing control and as I began to shoot he
joined me gifting a huge load into my mouth.

I set the alarm on my phone and slept tangled up with Jay. The happiest I'd
been in 2 years.




Jay

Alexander could still run ice cold with no notice. But I was in love, by
the end of our first week I knew this was the big one for me. I could see a
future together, or rather I couldn't imagine a future without him. I was
glad we didn't have any classes together as it would have been too much of
a distraction.

We stayed friends with the other guys too, on the Friday of the first week
of classes Alexander introduced Jamie to Abigail and he had his first of
the agreed 3 dates, apparently the BJ was achieved first try, they had gone
for a nice meal and romantic walk and she was impressed with the old
fashionedness. I was half disappointed it would have been amusing to watch
Alexander blow Jamie.

Our first weekend we all studied far too much, we had some meals together
and played games but no one seemed to have much free time, we were all
nerds organising study groups and getting ahead on reading. We'd all worked
way too hard to get in here to fail.

I had a film class with Peter, Aaron, Eric and Blondie, it was fun to have
a fun class as a group and we made a great study group agreeing to work
together for a paper and to watch the assigned films together.

I was in a routine of classes and study and enjoying Alexander in my bed
every night. He had a heavier course load than I did so was often up later
than I would like studying, I'd get very horny watching him and get
impatient for him to come to bed.

The Tuesday the second week I looked at him, my cock was so hard, I lay on
my bed nude. He looked up.

"Tease, I'll be done in about 30mins" I groaned.

"Study faster"

"You know watching you stroke turns me on"

I'd not really needed to jerk off since we got here as Alexander met my
needs but last night I'd fallen asleep waiting for him and tonight my cock
was complaining it had been too long.

"Go on, jerk off, I'm not going to be mad, I like to see you happy"
 I leaned back and got started, pulling at myself and tugging my head.
Alexander came over for a closer look.

"Oy get back to work nerd boy"

"Even nerd boys need study breaks" he leered at me and I giggled.

"If you're on a break you can join in"

"Grrr I'm nearly done, honest" he reached for the lube and gently coated my
dick before going back to his desk.

I carried on light stroking not wanting to get too close without him.

"I can't hear you, are you sure you're having fun."

I groaned and moaned a response, arching my back and gripping myself
tighter as he turned round to check.

A few minutes later he was undressing, I stopped to watch. He'd invited me
to swim or work out with him but I was reluctant, I know I turned him on
but I still didn't like exposing my body to anyone else, especially not in
places where he might compare me unfavourably to more muscular types.

He came over to the bed.

"How close are you"

"I'm having fun, but it's better now you're naked"

He kissed me.

"I love watching you pleasure that pretty cock of yours. Straddle my chest
and go to town"

He lay down and I climbed on him, rubbing my ass against his cock a little
I resumed jerking off.

"I love it when you're loud too"

I smiled, I could see the lust in his eyes, I threw my head back, he was
rubbing my legs, holding them close to him, I looked at him and felt love
and lust and oh so close.

"I'm close" "Can you touch me too?"

I reached back with my other hand, he was twitching at the touch in a few
swift rubs we were coming together. I leaned in for a kiss, he flipped me
on my back and kissed me with so much passion. I felt so comfortable, so
happy, and as he cuddled me to sleep so loved.


Alexander


I'd met lots of people through classes and was in several small study
groups but I didn't get as close to anyone as our group of guys. I was
probably to blame, I was all business with my study partners and never
contributed much to outside conversations and rarely joined them for
coffee. I was lucky I was smart and so didn't get replaced.

I had relaxed, no one had recognised me from my former career and I was
opening up more around the guys, I kept quiet about my family, it was still
too hard to talk about out loud. Although my Mom and I hadn't had a good
mother son relationship I'd long forgiven her and over the summer when I'd
been on set I'd begun to appreciate all she had done for me.

School, sex and working out left little time for anything else, taking a
heavy course load meant I didn't get to as many game nights with the guys
as Jay but I had fun when I did and I was happy Jay was happy and with a
group of guys I trusted. As a group we didnt seem to be big drinkers or
massively in to partying so movies and games suited us all for leisure.

Jamie had started to go out with Emma the second girl I'd set him up with,
they made a cute couple and we tried to have dinner or lunch once a week, a
few times Jay and I double dated with them for a movie. I know Jay loved
those nights especially, the normality of them, holding hands, sharing
popcorn, and being the same as every other couple in the theater.

Jay was always very, very loving after date, after a fun night at the
movies and pizza afterwords I could see the lust in his eyes, he went
straight to the shower after the date and I stripped in anticipation, I was
sat on his bed against our cushions watching to when he came in. Seeing him
damp in his towel had my cock at attention and he was grinning looking at
me.

"Stay there"

I watched him dry off and he started to lube his ass.

"I could do that"

"Stay there"

He approached me, kissed me and rolled a condom on me, climbed on the bed
and began to lower himself onto my cock, facing away, as I filled him up,
feeling his cheeks grind into me, I sighed.  He turned his head to kiss me
and continued to squirm around on my dick, never lifting himself too high,
just enjoying the feeling of me being deep inside him.

"I love feeling all of you, and tonight I'm in charge" "You know I love
feisty Jay" I said kissing him long and gently.

I moved my hand to his dick, he moaned appreciatively and rubbed his back
to my chest. I felt on fire, I loved being so close to him.

He began to lift and fuck himself more on my dick and I moaned and groaned
my pleasure, Jay was usually the louder of us but tonight I let loose, the
closeness, Jay taking charge it was very emotional for me as well as
physically exciting.

"I'm so close"

"I swear I feel your cock pulsing"

"He began to bring himself off, the sight of him coming had me in ecstasy
as I joined him as he ground down on my dick some more.  He lifted himself
off me and we kissed for another hour, til our lips were numb.  I was so in
love, I hoped he knew.

We'd been at college 4 or 5 weeks and I couldn't be happier, I was
considering telling Jay everything but I was holding back as he had
continued to deny we were a couple when people brought it up.

Jay came to the room after class Friday telling me to grab my booze as we
were going to Peter and Aaron's place, their suite mates had all gone home
for the weekend and they wanted a party. As much as a party 7 gay guys
could have.

My agent Blair had had his assistant Sal drop off a case of beer and half a
dozen bottles of vodka when she was visiting family locally, I'd pretended
she was my cousin. We filled our backpacks with the beers and a bottle of
vodka, we texted Blondie and Eric to bring mixers, Felix was bringing ice.

Felix did a variety of jobs, the library a couple of shifts a week, some
tutoring and a pot washing shift in one of the dining halls, he said he
couldn't do more than 1 despite needing the money but it meant he had
access to an ice machine.

2 empty coolers were waiting us in the suite living area and we filled them
with the ice and drinks. Everyone grabbed a beer and some sort of driving
game challenge began. The guys began stripping their shirts and jeans and
soon it was an underwear party.

It was fun hanging out with just enough space for us all to be comfortable
on the 2 big sofas.  We'd moved on to the vodka and we're getting a little
rowdier.  Felix picked up the empty bottle.

"In true sleepover style, it's time for spin the bottle"

We all laughed and made a makeshift circle on the floor.

Felix started and laid a sloppy kiss on Jay who kissed Peter who kissed
Blondie who kissed Aaron who kissed Eric who kissed me.

"Hmmm how did that work out so neatly! I think it needs to be BJs this
time" Felix was pushing our limits.

Eric looked boned up and terrified, Blondie had a big grin as did Peter and
Aaron.

"Is this okay?" I whispered to Jay.  "It's a party, just have fun"

I took that as an okay and started looking more closely at the other guys
as we all pulled off our underwear. Most the guys were at least half hard
already.

"Okay 45seconds of licking and sucking, if you cum you're out and your
sucker goes again"

Aaron was slurring slightly as he gave the rules.

"If you come because you're jerking off watching you are a pervert and will
have to suck everyone still in for 20seconds as an apology"

We were all laughing.

Blondie was a grower, his meat had looked thick but small when soft but was
now showing a very meaty 6inches, he had by far the fattest cock in the
room, my own twitched at the sight.

Aaron was the smallest maybe 3.5 inches and he had an enormous bush making
it look even smaller, I hoped I wouldn't have to go rooting for that one.

Eric's was 6ish not thick but he was the only one uncut so was getting a
lot of attention that he was clearly as embarrassed as he was excited, he
was red from head to toe.

Peters cock was a little shorter than mine, maybe a bit thicker but a nice
8 inches and he kept his blonde pubes trimmed, his balls were big and
delicious looking, the lowest hangers of us all.

Felix was a surprise, he's a tiny guy maybe only 5'2 or 3 but his cock was
a meaty 7 inches that looked enormous on his tiny frame, his pubes were jet
black but he only kept a small square above his dick the rest up including
his balls were smooth.

Aaron span first and got Eric, Eric looked terrified and then looked like
he was concentrating so hard on not coming that he couldn't relax. He was
adorable and it was obviously his first time.

Eric span Felix, he looked kind of terrified some more faced with such a
meaty cock, Felix told him to relax and take it slowly, after about
20seconds that's what he did and when he'd finished I was sure he'd enjoyed
his first taste of cock.

Felix span Blondie and went to town trying to take the thick meat in his
small mouth, it was clear his efforts were appreciated. Blondie span Peter
and looked as nervous as Eric had but was soon slurping with gusto, Peter
had been leaking the most already and it looked like he tasted good.

Peter span Jay, I kissed him quickly, marking my territory? Peter clearly
did a great job and Jays moans brought my cock back to full size.

Jay span Felix who pushed him down and gave up his load, I was surprised he
hadn't lasted, but know too well how good Jay is down there.

Jay span Aaron and had to go hunting in the bush.  Aaron span Jay straight
back but didn't get the reaction Peter had.

Jay span me and was gentle, kissing more than sucking, giving me a chance
to stay in the game.

I span Eric who shot his load about 10seconds in, clearly with Felix out
the pressure was off.

I span Blondie who tasted delicious, I was very turned on my his thick
meat, as the timer went he pulled me back and pushed me down, shooting his
huge load in my mouth and down my front.

The others roared, I was flattered. I span Jay and teased him as he did to
me.  He span Peter who fucked his face and came hard pulling out to show
off his thick jets, it was very sexy.

Jay span Aaron again and I was kind of turned off, maybe just jealous but I
was soft, as Aaron started to cum Jay joined him, bringing himself off. It
was hot but I was obviously disappointed.

All the guys offered to help me finish but I declined as i was now soft and
not really in the mood.

Eric and Aaron were making out on the sofa, it was cute. We carried on
talking into the night and finished up the beer. Jay had his arm round me
as we sat and whispered

"We were the only ones to make anyone cum"

 My mood lightened as I listened to everyone's stories and I snuggled
closer to Jay.

Eric and Aaron had moved to the bedroom and well I think we heard Eric
losing his cherry that night. As they got louder Felix suggested we head to
a diner for breakfast as it was already 6am.

We dressed looking a right mess we headed to the 24hour place not too far
from school it was freezing on the walk and it woke us all up a bit.  Jay
sat with Felix and I was between Peter and Blondie on the other side.

We talked about it being Eric's first blowjob and how cute it was.

"He wasn't the only one who had his first time"

We all starred at Blondie.

"Did you mind it being so public?"

"Nah I love all you guys, you have all made coming out so easy for me. I
was so scared college would be like high school which was hell as the fat
smart kid, I could never have come out and have them add fag to the
insults.  Here it's been easy, no one cares. It helps having our prom king
couple on the floor, no one would mess with you guys, you're so together"

I laughed "Prom kings?"

"You know the popular couple, the hottest guys on the floor, the ones we
look up to. I'd have voted for you"

"It's nice of you to say, but we're really not a couple. I'm glad we helped
you with coming out. I'm not sure how given you were so upfront when you
met us" said Jay.

I tried to laugh with the others but my heart was ice, I was feeling doubly
rejected.

The waitress came by I ordered a coffee suddenly not hungry, the others
ordered pancakes and bacon or omelets.


Jay

As usual he said nothing when I denied we were a couple. I'm so tired of
his iceman shit. I started flirting with Peter and Felix, showing Alexander
I had options.

We showered separately after getting back to the dorm, I was asleep before
Alexander got back into the room I was so tired.

When I woke I realized he was already gone, and his bed had been slept in
for the first time.

My cock was hard, I reached down reliving some of the previous nights
fun. I'd loved looking at all our friends cocks and tasting so many. My
head was sore though from the drinking, I got up to get some pills then
headed to the bathroom.

Only one shower was running, above its noise I was sure I heard Alexander
moan. Maybe he was reliving last night too.

I walked by the shower stall and casually looked through the crack in the
curtain.  Alexander was moaning because Blondie was sucking him off and
jerking his fat cock.

I was rooted to the spot, he caught my eye through the gap, I saw his look
of panic and just ran.


Thanks for reading part 2, Id love any feedback mansambambam@gmail.com