Date: Wed, 6 May 2009 22:56:30 +0530
From: Apar India <sneaky.seeker@gmail.com>
Subject: Apar & Krish - Chapter 8

Disclaimer:
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Thanks for the patience shown by my fans. Here is the next chapter for you

This is a semi-fictional story with semi-fictional characters. Names have
been changed and a bit of imagination added. This is a story about me and
what-if scenario with some of my crushes.

This story involves love and physical intimacy between two consenting adult
men. If you do not want to read this or are prohibited by law, house rules
etc, please leave.

This story is set in Indian College and I would provide needed background
where ever needed

The reader is at the liberty to stop reading if he or she does not wish to
continue.

Apar & Krish Chapter 8
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The happiness of pre-valentine's day intimacy we shared and the fulfilling
feeling that was there because of the words of love I had expressed in my
poetry had vaporized when Ravi said
"Welcome guys or should I say gays". I was shocked, it was my poetry that
was in Ravi's hands. The chocolate box was on Krish's bed and my camera was
lying close to it. Our Munnar (http://www.munnar.com/ ) college trip seemed
to me as a disaster atleast from my friendship with Ravi

Ravi's face and tone was bit inscrutable mix of anger, sarcasm and disgust.
It was clear that Jagan hadn't opened his mouth but Ravi had figured it out.

I tried to put on brave face inspite of it showing panic "What the heck are
you saying ?"

"Well let us start with visual proof." Ravi dropped the poetry on the bed
and picked up my digital SLR and started to show one photo after the other
through the LCD.

"When did you start taking pictures of people ? So far your
flickrcollections have been bees, bugs, butterflies and general
landscape. You
always whined while taking group photos. What is this sudden interest in
people photography ?"

"They are just photos Ravi. You read too much" I stretched my hands to get
the camera off Ravi.

"You always wanted peoples' opinion about the photos you took and would have
a huge story behind each shot, which bored a lot, but this one is
interesting."

"What is interesting in taking Krish's photos ? If you want I could take
yours too" I retorted.

"Well Krish is photo shy and your camera is people shy. Didn't I hear that
your camera is not for us ordinary folks ? Only for special things. Then how
come I see 500 odd shots of just Krish alone ? Over that close up of his
eyes, nose, lips and what not."

"I was just practicing portrait photography with him. Just trying to see if
I can take photos of people" I tried to save myself.

"Ha ha ha.... man you think I'm a total idiot don't you? I knew what was
happening when Jagan mentioned about the forbidden love discussion you had
with him at the temple. I was able to piece in the puzzle based on
Krish'sgushing about you after our return from vacation and your
aloofness and
trying to avoid Krish and me " Ravi came closer to me with the Camera .

"Wow genius, what puzzle have you solved now ?" I was still defensive with
my heart near my mouth, my ears hot.

Ravi came close to me and said "You love Krish and so does he. Now could we
discuss things without bullshitting ?" Ravi continued to view the pictures
in the camera as he spoke.

"oh as for the portrait practicing bullshit, why not girls ? I know quiet a
few who would loved to be photographed and also why is Krish without his
shirt, with jeans half open and water droplets generously sprinkled ?" Ravi
showed me those specific poses where Krish was having a wonderful seductive
expression on his face.

"If I hadn't know that you wouldn't lend your camera to anyone while you are
alive, I would have sworn that these photos were taking by a girl or for
playgirl magazine"  Ravi placed the camera back on the bed and picked up my
poetry

"Ok. Let us leave those photos how about this wonderful poetry that you had
written. Don't tell me you were practicing to write poetry romanticizing a
guy" Ravi smirked.

He continued "Where shall I start ....

So you love the way the wind plays with Krish's bouncy hair and you lose
your sleep everytime he uses his fingers to comb his messed up hair ?

Krish's eyes are like well light diamonds and you are like a moth attracted
to them ?

Oh my you consider his eyes to be blazing heat rays as they bring your blood
to amorous heat whenever he sees you." Ravi was simplifying the lines of my
poetry with mockery in his tone.

"Ravi please ..." Jagan tried to persuade Ravi from continuing.

"Jagan.. you should appreciate the poetic genius. Apar wanted to protect
Krish's lips by enclosing them within Apar's own lips from honeybees which
might mistake them for nectar filled flowers in full bloom. Well only one
who had tasted the lips know that they taste like nectar"

Krish's face was flushed mix of shock and shyness. He slowly sat down on his
cot.

"Give it here" I tried to pull the poetry out of Ravi's hand but was
unsuccessful. Ravi was taller and agile than I.

"I knew that Krish had broad shoulders, but only you would equate them to "
he looked back to the poetry and said " smooth boulders of granite over
which each river would love to cascade down. So you had seen him taking bath
too. Wonderful"

"Stop it would you , could you please stop this Ravi ?" I screamed at him.

Ravi moved closer to Krish now abandoning the poetry "You were my room mate
and now I don't know what to make of you. You disgust me"

Krish blurted out " I know you would be so mean and you wouldn't understand
any of this. Hence we did not want anyone to know about us"

"Oh so Jagan is a saint here and you were all open to tell him about your
love do you ? Because Jagan is all cool about this ?" Ravi asked.

"We didn't tell him. He found out by accident" I replied.

"Oh both of you disgust me" Ravi turned away from us and stood with is back
hold the table.

"If we disgust you then no problem. I can shift my room with Apar's. You
wouldn't get a chance to see me again" there were signs of tears in Krish'sface.

"You idiot" Ravi turned with angry face.

"Shut up Ravi. You have no right talking to us like this. We are not here to
be judged by you" I interceded.

"Oh you too are an idiot. You thought I was disgusted because you love Krish
? Well that is the limit you knew of me. I was disgusted because you guys
never bothered to tell me. You threw me out of one of the best things to
happen in life. One is my room mate and another is one whom I thought was my
best friend"

I was bit taken aback "What ?"

"Yes I give a damn about whom you love, but you excluded me. I never had
close friends with my parents frequently moving around the country and very
few even tolerated my sarcastic personality. I thought I found best friends
in college with you guys and you wanted to keep me out of this ?"

"Ravi, we were confused. Didn't know what to do or whom to trust" Krish was
faster than me to recover.

"Well let me hazard a guess from when this has been going on. Let us say
from the time we came back from our semester vacation ?" Ravi calmed down.

"huh... how do you know ?" I was surprised.

"Well I had my doubts with all this weirdness of you trying to avoid Krish
after the vacation and he all gaga about you and how you invited him in to
your family. Then sudden heroics of catching a running auto and then all of
a sudden everything is hunky dory again." Ravi smirked.

"Yeah but how did you ?" Ravi was indeed a genius.

"Simple Apar, though I seem all superficial and sarcastic I do given
attention to people who are close to me. I care about people in my own way.
I saw the way your eyes seems to brighten up everytime Krish came in to the
room. I noticed how excited Krish became when he knew that Apar would be
joining us for snack in canteen. I also did observe how Jagan was very
uncomfortable everytime you two guys where busy talking or having laugh lost
in your own world."

"So you are not freaked out by this ?" altast Jagan opened his mouth.

"Ah now he speaks. So how you got to know ? May we have the pleasure of
hearing it in your own words ?" Ravi probed Jagan. Jagan was looking at me.
I didn't know what point it would serve holding Jagan back. I just sighed
back at Jagan.

"I ran in to them that night when we all went for the movie." Jagan was
polished.

"Andddddddd" Ravi had a glee in his face seeing Jagan squirm "He ran in to
us when we were kissing" Krish blurted out.

I was stunned to hear Krish speak. I turned around to see Krish recovered
from the initial shock.

"Just that ? And you were squirming for just that ? I have no trouble with
you guys kissing, by the way may I get to see one now ?" Ravi smirked

"This is really weird Ravi. I have known Apar for so long and now I revisit
every events and reevaluating them" was Jagan reply.

"Don't worry, he is not going to rape you when you are asleep" Ravi smiled
at Jagan.

"Would you shut up Ravi. Jagan is that your reason for feeling weird" I
asked Jagan.

"No Apar, no..... I just feel weird that is it" Jagan looked at me.

"I'm fine with this. To tell you the truth you should thank my cousin for
this." Ravi looked at Krish "I had told you about a cousin of mine living in
Bay Area right, well he is gay and when he told this to his parents they
basically disowned him. Thank god he had a job, so he was able to manage. He
called me the night his parents threw him out of the house and told me about
he bringing his boyfriend to my uncle's house to talk to them. " Ravi fell
silent.

"Oh I didn't know about this" Krish said as Jagan and myself looked at the
curious expression in Ravi's face.

"We used to play together as kids and he was like a big brother to me. I was
shocked at first, but then he is the same person he had been before too.
Just that I didn't know one part of his life for pretty long. He shared with
me the pains he had to endure in college faking a straight life and people
generally considering him a weirdo. And over that the family excommunicating
him as pervert is the worst part. As of now I'm his only link to the
family." Ravi's tone was much lower now.

Ravi then looked up and said "It doesn't matter which hole you put your
stiffy in as long as the both are enjoying it" Ravi told as matter of fact.

"What ?" that was Krish and me.

"Ok that was a bit in to the uncharted territory I guess" smiled Ravi
raising his hands to calm us and continued "What I meant is that as long as
you have love and lust for each other it is fine".

"I never thought you would be so understanding Ravi." Krish added.

"Oh you thought I'm a heartless jerk then ?" Ravi asked Krish.

"No, just that you were a bit insensitive" I spoke.

"Nope I'm not sensitive, see where being sensitive landed you in" Ravi said
looking at me.

"Sensitiveness and this has nothing to do with each other" Krish retorted.

"Ok ok I was just kidding. Man looks like I need label most of my comments
with 'Just kidding' " Ravi sighed.

Jagan seemed still troubled. I told him, "Jagan, give this some time. If you
still felt weird I can move to a different room. But wish we will be
friends" I walked to Jagan and sat next to him.

"Hey Apar, you are still my friend else we wouldn't be having this
discussion. But it will take some time for me" Jagan replied.

"Idiot Jagan, you ruined Apar's plan of making Krish his room mate " Ravi
winked at me.

"He can have Krish next year, but he had to suffer my presence in the room
till this year ends" smiled Jagan.

"Thanks Jagan" I walked up and hugged Jagan as I was relieved at him slowly
accepting me for who I am.

"So one advice guys. Try to play it down when you are back in college would
you. As you know we have the morning to ourselves. We can just hangout here
or we can leave you two love birds alone" Ravi made a motion to get up.

"Just shut up and stay put here" Krish brimmed with joy.

"We will if you promise to atleast French kiss Apar now" Ravi folded his arm
and looked at us.

"Are you serious ?" Krish looked at Ravi.

I got up from my place, turned Krish's face towards mine and gave him a
French kiss.

Ravi howled "Wow I didn't expect that"

Krish's face was beetroot red. I give Krish a quick hug and sat next to him
leaning by back on his chest.

"I really feel much relieved guys. Things are back to normal and there is no
more sneaking or hiding" I gave a relieved smile. Krish put his arm around
my shoulders and held me close.

"So what is with Vidhya yesterday ? We saw you were lost in serious
conversation with her" Krish looked at Ravi.

"Well if you are trying to accuse me of hiding my love, then you are wrong
Mister. You had already seen my list and she is among the top 3. I'm still
getting to know her and so is she. So we need to wait and see" Ravi was
suddenly a gentleman not resorting some sarcastic comments.

"So is she going to be your Valentine ?" I asked Ravi.

"May be... wait and watch. Leaving my story alone have you guys gone beyond
French kissing ?" Ravi's eye had a twinkle in it now.

"Do you really want to know ? Jagan seem a bit squirmish now " Krish
replied.

"Fuck Jagan, I want details. Oops in your guys' case you could literally
fuck him" Ravi roared with laughter as he was hit by Jagan with a rolled up
paper.

"Ok then I'm taking off" Jagan got up with a serious face.

"Hey hey, slow down man. Let us talk about what Sumitra and you plan to do
tonight at camp fire ?" Ravi turned his attention to Jagan.

"See you guys. I'm off" Jagan walked to the door.

"Ok ok I swear I would be decent for the next 1 hr. So let us go out and
give girls some company" Ravi too got up.

"And you two are not to be left smooching around. You are in Munnar so
bloody well venture out and see places" Ravi turned to us as he left the
room leaving the door wide open.

"Want to go out ?" I asked Krish as he gently kissed my temple.

"I haven't had time to read your poetry. How about you read it out to me ?"
Krish replied.

I picked up the poetry left on the bed (by Ravi) and sat cross legged on
Krish's bed. Krish immediately laid down on my lap his eyes looking up in to
mine.

In the poem I was expressing how enamored I was with Krish's physical,
intellectual and behavioral attributes.

I exclaim in the poem that Full Moon is jealous of Krish because his face
rivals its beauty but has none of the blemishes (dark spots) of the moon.

The breeze which happens to be a playful girl tries to mess his hair and
fails everytime as she and others (particularly me) get transfixed by the
elegance with which he combs his hair with his palm to fix it .

Krish's eyes twinkle in such a way that stars from the heaven descend down
and beg him to lend them some of his twinkle from his eyes.

When I read the line where I say that I feel an urge to protect his wet rosy
lips from honey bees which mistake them for nectar filled flowers Krish
smiled and insisted "Now protect my lips from bees" and we shared a
passionate long kiss as I enclosed his lips with mine.

With more and more emotional and intellectual attributes I elaborated in my
poem Krish seem to become moved. As I neared the end of the poem, I saw a
trickle of tear in his eyes he extended his arm and pulled me in to him.
"Hey what happened ?" I asked Krish and I felt him sob a bit.

"Do you really love me so much ? It was an incredible recitation and I could
sense your love and emotion poured in to it. Never knew someone could love
and care for me like this other than my parents" he held me tight I
soothingly patted him on his back and literally kissed away the tears that
were rolling down his cheeks.

I held him close and laid down on the bed with Krish still holding me, we
entwined our legs and slowly drifted off to snooze.

When I opened my eyes I saw Krish up and awake but just holding me and
looking at me with a smile. "Hey when did you get up ?" I asked him.
"10 minutes ago" he was still looking at me with warmth and love.

"What are you gazing at ?" I got up.

"You look angelic when you are so deep in your sleep" he smiled

"So when I'm awake I'm devilish ?" I joked.

"Well even if you are devilish, which I'm not saying you are,  you would be
still my lovable devil" he hugged me.

I smiled and said "Hey it is time up for our afternoon trip. Let us finish
lunch"

We had our lunch with rest of the students from our batch and boarded the
bus for trip to Echo point, Aanai Irangal and a tea estate.

As we walked in the tea estate Krish protested "No more pictures of me, in
that case I'm not coming with you"

"Well, just like me, my camera had fallen in love with you too. So I'll try
not to take your photos, but if my camera sneaks a few peeks at you don't
blame me" I told with a serious tone.

Krish gave a smile and we were off locking the room after us. We generally
roamed around the picturesque tea plantation with workers busily plucking
fresh tea leaves. Krish was dressed in light blue Polo shirt with black
Jeans while I had Khakis on with whole lot of pockets, big and small
toaccommodate all my camera accessories for easy access.

I took pictures of the undulating green carpet of the tea plantation (
http://wikitravel.org/en/Munnar) , the occasional birds that were not afraid
of my camera, snails crawling in the wet undergrowth and few leeches that
were sucking blood off my feet ("Yucks" was Krish's expression). Ofcourse my
camera had its own mind and did manage to sneak in few (well quite a few)
shots of Krish.

At Echo point (http://wikitravel.org/en/Image:Munnar_Echo_Point.jpg) people
were screaming either their own names or their loved one or some
obscenities. Just to ensure people don't get ideas Krish screamed my name
loud at the same time as I screamed his. The echo was fun and people
wouldn't be able to hear who said whose name. Ofcourse nothing now escaped
Ravi's ears, he looked at us and gave an all knowing smile.

At Aanai Irangal (which means a place where elephants get down from the
hills to drink water) there was a swinging bridge made of rickety wood and
coconut fiber based rope over the reservoir of water, linking its shores .
We marched in harmony in that to make it swing madly and Krish was either
afraid or just wanted to hug me in public. Krish just held me tight as if
holding on to dear life. Ravi who was holding Vidhya's hand a bit behind us
screamed "Hey Krish don't squeeze the life off Apar and believe me
Aparwouldn't let you die as long he as has life in him"

Krish let go off me but I inturn held his arms tight, just to reassure him
or to tell him that what Ravi screamed was true. Ofcourse there were cat
calls from guys and giggles from girls but that seemed not to matter to me.

By the time were done with our excursion, the sun had set and it was time
for supper. After the supper all students settled down around the bonfire
made for us. Students grouped together, in some cases "couples" sat together
but most were segregated on gender basis with girls forming a gang and boys
another gang. I sat next to Krish closer the boys gang so that we don't seem
out of place. There were some fun games, singing game called "Anthakshari"
(The idea of the game is to start singing the first two lines of a Hindi
film song, but it could also be any regional language film songs.
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Antakshari) and some dumb charades.

It was late and the embers of the bonfire began to slowly die in the calm
chill night. The students bade good night and were off to their respective
rooms. Ravi said his good byes to Vidhya and came over to Krish & myself
with a smile in his face.

"So, today is the last night we are going to be in Munnar and it also
happens to be the Valentine's night. Are you guys planning to move beyond
French kiss. Man I envy you guys, you express your love intellectually,
emotionally and physically. I was just able to get Vidhya's attention on
intellectual level. Now need to work on other planes" Ravi said as he
squeezed in between Krish and me and put his hands around our shoulders.

"You want to join us for a threesome then ?" I asked Ravi.

"You wish. I wanted to make you guys a bit embarrassed, looks like I'm on
the receiving side" Ravi suddenly paused and said "Oops I would never be on
your receiving side" and let out a huge laughter.

"What do you mean ?" Krish looked at Ravi confused.

"Well I hope Apar knows what I'm talking about. Have fun and be safe" he
winked at us with pat on both our back and walked back to his room.

"What did he mean ?" Krish looked at me.

"Forget Ravi and his crazy comments." I smiled as we walked to our room.

Once inside the room we locked the door and crashed on my bed my head
resting in Krish's shoulder. "You know I'm so lucky to have you in my life."
Krish said to me ruffling my hair unconsciously and looking up at the
ceiling.

"I feel the same here Krish" I kissed him on his cheek "By the way, you
didn't eat the chocolates I bought you, after today's morning incident with
Ravi" I got up from my bed and fetched the chocolate box.

"How about you picking the chocolate and feeding me ? " Krish was giving the
puppy dog look.

I thought of better idea I picked a chocolate held it in between by lips and
brought it close to Krish's lips.  It was a heady kiss with chocolate freely
moving between my mouth and his as our tongues and lips waltzed around in
each others mouth.

That was all we needed to undress ourselves quickly to our birthday suits.
Now that I had started the play with chocolate, Krish was taking it a bit
further. He placed two chocolates each on my nipples and started to slowly
lick them at times gently biting my pecs. He dragged the mushy chocolate
mixed with his saliva to my navel and he kissed and sucked which pumped
blood to the right areas which sought his attention immediately. He held it
firmly and started to jack it off. As soon as it started oozing precum he
stopped to spread it around the head and make it nice and wet. He then just
kissed the base of the stiffy.

I was in such a hurry to show him my gratitude that I tackled him on his
back and kissed him deeply. Then I slowly kissed my way down his chin, neck,
pecs, navel and then ignoring the raised pole went to kiss and smell his
inside thighs.  I could hear Krish moan and he was squeezing my head in
between his thighs. I remembered from my old reading of human anatomy books
that the big toe is closest to the sensory section of genitals in humans as
per the concept of "Sensory Homunculus"(
http://www.karger.com/gazette/67/Field/art_4.htm,
http://www.harmonicresolution.com/Sensory%20Homunculus.htm), to try out my
theory, I slowly moved down his legs kissing the inside of his knees, calf
and atlast read the toe. With a bit of hesitation I started to kiss and suck
on his toes to which I got "Oh god, Apar that feels amazing". I redoubled my
effort with his encouragement and reached one of my major stops, which was
gorged with blood and tented up seeking attention.

It was hot and smelled too erotic for me to resist. I went ahead and
showered it with kisses as Krish wrapped his legs around me pushing me in to
him. I stopped and just got up, Krish immediately moved to return the favour
by kissing my nether region "I'm not done with you yet" I smiled and picked
up a chocolate which had started melting because of our body heat. I rubbed
it on Krish stiffy and plunged on it with my mouth. It was first for me and
sure it was the same for Krish too. Krish immediately arched up and started
to moan messing up my hair. I quickened my pace as I sense Krish tensing up.
As he started spurting I took it off my mouth and quickly jerked it off.

"Wow that was.... just..." Krish was breathing very heavily pulled me up and
hugged me tight "I dunno if I could get to that level yet Apar" he said as
he kissed my lips. "Hey I was the one thrilled to make you happy." I told
him as I kissed him again. I laid on top of him and slowly started humping
in between his thighs where were wet from the goo. In minutes with Krish
kissing me and squeezing me with his arms and legs I came.

We laid like that for what seems eternity inhaling the mix of chocolate, our
own sweat and jizz. "We need to get cleaned up if we plan to keep our sheets
from soaking our essence in" Krish suggested. "I'm game for it, let us get a
quicky shower" I got up and pulled him along as we stood under the shower
together as we cleaned each other with great love and care. Once we dried
ourselves up both of us slept naked under the sheets squeezed in a single
cot.

I felt like we had reached a milestone in our wonderful relationship but we
don't know the destination yet. We were just exploring each other in all
planes and there are still mysteries to uncover. I was also wondering when
Jagan would fully accept us as lovers or would we see more of Ravi's
sensitive and magnanimous side.