Date: Tue, 17 Oct 2006 19:41:36 +0000
From: Steve Thomas <stevethomas535@hotmail.com>
Subject: Ben's Fantasy, chapter

This is a work of pure fiction, but based on the author's feelings,
beliefs, and in some cases, experience.  Come to think of it -- it might
not be very pure either! There may be graphic sexual encounters at times
between men, so if this offends you, you are invited to retreat.  If you
are too young or it is otherwise illegal for you to be reading this kind
if story, shame on you for reading it - - please stop here.  If not, - -
ENJOY!

 Cast of characters:

 Ben Hastings -- That's me!

Bill "Bubba" Hastings -- My Dad

Veronica Hastings -- My Mom.

Reyna -- My Best Friend

Ranj Kumar-- My New friend

Jared -- A football whore.

Sargeant Shipley -- High School Friend

Rex Majors -- Ranj's roommate.

Everett Majors - Rex's younger brother

From Chapter 13:

Rex grabbed Everett and started to tickle him.

"Ah!  Hahahahaha~!   No, don't, I mean -- hee hee -- haha -- No,
please, Rex, STOP!"

Just as he said that his boner came flying out of his shorts.  It was
even bigger than his brother's!  I swallowed hard, and looked the other
way.  Everett again ran for the bathroom.  "Sorry, Ben!"

"It's okay!"  I said.  "The view was great!"  I laughed.  Everett
didn't.  Then I heard him peeing.  He must have had a 1/4" inch
urethra.  He sounded like a horse.  Seeing all that tickle play and then
his nice piece, I was already hard as a rock!  Just listening to him pee
made me harder!

He came back to the room and gave me an embarrassed smile.  I gave him an
understanding smirk, and again lowered my eyes.

Omigod!  I was soooo flirting with him!  I could tell this was going to
be an interesting weekend!



Chapter 14:

Everett started back toward his brothers bed and saw his still
threateningly devious look and changed course and sat on the end of my
bed.  His hand landed on my ankle.  He quickly removed it.  "Sorry."

"Yeah," I quipped, "don't touch me!"

"I said, `sorry'!"

"I was kidding!"  I said, smiling.  "Actually it felt good."

"Does your leg hurt?"  He asked, concerned.

"I didn't notice until you -- um -- touched it."

"Oh!  I'm so sorry!"

"No!  I mean -- your touch felt good.  Both my legs cramped up while I
was sleeping last night.  "they - "

Everett again put his hand on my leg -- through the covers -- and
squeezed gently.  "Does that hurt?"

"A little -- but it feels good more than it hurts."

He moved up to my calf.  He squeezed.  "Oh!"  I said, and I grimaced.

"Turn over."  I did as told.  He gently pressed on the back of the same
calf.  I jumped a little.  "That's the one that cramped, isn't it?"
 He said.

"They both did."

He pushed on both at the same time, but gentler.  "Mmmph!"  I said.

"That okay?"

"Oh yeaaaah!"  I said as he kept massaging my calves.

"Umm -- can I take the covers off?"  He said.  I started to move.  "No
-- I'll do it!"  He put his hand on my butt to keep me in place.

"You're in for a treat, Ben!"  Rex said.  "My brother is a real pro
at this!"  Then he added, "Course -- I'm now jealous!"

"You had your chance earlier, Rexxy!  You chased me away!"

I was of course on my stomach, looking the other way.  I smiled to
myself.  My smile disappeared as Everett's hands both started to knead
my calves again.  I groaned, but it was obvious to him by now that this
was my approval groan.

With me on my tummy, he massaged everything on my back side without
touching any of my erogenous zones -- unless you count my glutes.  When I
turned over, I closed my eyes, so our eyes would not meet when he saw my
obvious boner under my tighty-whiteys.

Again, he started at the ankles and worked all the way up to my temples,
never touching anything inappropriate.  When he was all done, he said,
"Maybe later we can do something about this."  And he ran his finger
lightly up the length of the hard curved form he saw under my fly.

"Evvy!"  Said Rex.

I opened my eyes just enough to see him look back at his brother.  "It
wouldn't be my first, Rexxy."

"EVVY!"  Repeated Rex.

"It would be my second, though."  Everett added.

"Evvy -- who - - ?  Never mind, I don't think I want to know!"

"Actually it was my third."  He said, and let that much sink in.
"Rex, they begged me!"

"WHAT!??"  Rex exclaimed.  "WHO begged you?"  It was more of an
accusation than a question. "Not - "

"Rex!  Settle down!"  Said Everett.  "We only did it once."  Everett
turned to me.  Mick and Mack are my brothers -- OUR brothers.  They're
15.  At the mention of their names, Rex sprung out of bed and stormed the
few steps to my bed, and stopped short of hitting his brother.

Everett looked at his brother, looming over him, his naked frame inches
from him and Rex's dick, completely deflated, hanging in front of
Everett's nose.  "Rex -- they begged me.  Remember how YOU used to
snuggle up to me?"

Rex backed off a step.  "Remember how we used to cuddle, Rex?"

Inching further away, Rex, by now his face drained of the angered redness
and then looking at me, flushing anew with embarrassment.  "That's
different!"

"I know it is big brother.  But do you think that it didn't excite
me?"

Rex looked at me.  He knew with me and Everett as his jury, he was busted
big time.  We had both felt Rex's own hard meat pressing up between our
legs.

"But they're only 15!"  Said Rex.

"And I was only 17.  And - - I was 15 when YOU started to - - and you
were 22 -- weren't you?"

Rex backed up and his bed tripped him into sitting down.  His eyes filled
with tears.  "If I had anything to do with you being -- I mean -- I had
no idea -- I mean -- Evvy -- I'm so sorry."

Everett got up and stood on the floor.  There was not any boners in the
room by this time.  "Rex -- if you're implying what I think you are --
you're just being stupid and -- and -- paranoid like all those idiots
who think that we have choice in this thing.  Well, sure, I choose to be
gay, because I am attracted to guys and more importantly -- I have NO
attraction to girls!  Don't effing think that YOU had anything to do
with it!  It just is!"

"But -- Evvy -- you just met Ben!"

"Yeah, that's true.  And if I remember well enough, it was YOU that set
us up.  `You're gonna LOVE this guy' I think is what you told me."

"Ev!"  Said Rex, looking at me.

"I don't love him -- yet!  But -- I sure do like him -- HELLA much!"
He turned around and gave me a nervous smile.

Well, Everett was certainly not the polite, shy, gentle guy his brother
was.  Maybe he had to develop some fire to combat such a much bigger
older brother.  I don't know what it is, but I pulled the sheet up and
over my obvious reaction.  This guy excited me in more ways than I wanted
to admit.

One problem that was plaguing me was his age.  Well, not so much his
age.  Actually his age kind of excited me -- which surprised me!  I
thought I only liked older guys!  But -- GEEZ!  Everett's still in high
school!  But he doesn't seem like a -- OH!  That's it.

Something I didn't notice before.  He has a very dark, full shadow of
yesterdays beard coming in, and -- he has enough hair for three of me!
Oh my god!  How could I have missed that? Hair growing on his shoulders?

Everett noticed me checking him out.  My cheeks started to burn.  He
smiled.  I blushed deeper.  "Yeah, big bro,"  Everett said, "I
definitely think I'm gonna like this place!  Can I be first in the
shower?"

Not waiting for an answer he dropped his boxers on the floor where he
stood, and his larger-than-average sized dick bounced up and down.  It
was at full mast and he seemed to be making sure that I saw it, as he
turned and walked to the bathroom.  He turned and asked, "Is there a
towel I can use?"

"Yeah.  In the cupboard next to the shower."  said Rex.  "Mine are the
blue ones."

"Thanks.  There are four of us to get showers this morning.  Anyone want
to save some water - "  He said, then looked straight into my eyes, "by
showering with me?"

I was struck dumb for about two seconds.
Then as if there were a cattle prod in my bed, I sprang out, almost
ripped off my briefs, and ran to the bathroom.

Once inside, Everett closed and lacked the door.  "Can't have any big
brothers bothering us, can we?"  He said, and then he pulled me into a
close embrace, kissing me deep.!  "God, I wanted to do that ever since I
saw you!  And to think, I thought that other guy was - - well, I'm glad
it's you!  I hope you like to kiss!  Haha!"

My boner thumped him hard in answer to that question.  We both giggled
and stepped into the shower.

"I think I saw wash cloths in that cabinet too."  I said.

"T's okay, I'll just use my hands.  You'd rather have my hands on you
than a wash cloth -- right?"  His grin was infectious -- and evil!  I
felt out of my league!

He turned on the water and let it get really hot.  He pulled me into it
with him, and it felt like it was gonna burn, but he again pulled me into
an embrace and rubbed where the shower hit my skin until I was used to
it.

We kissed again, this time fully wet.  He put his hands on my butt and
pulled me closer, and I went to do the same.  Hair!  All I felt was
hair!  I rubbed it and it was soft almost like a fluffy dog -- but not as
much as a dog, of course.  I never would have thought that a hairy butt
would excite me this much!

Then he pulled me out of the water, stopped it at the shower head, took
the soap and ran it all over most of my body.  After he put it back in
it's tray, he commenced to wash me, as he had promised, all over with
his hands.  Whereas he avoided my erogenous zones on the bed, he took
special care to wash my butt crack carefully and gently.

Then he Rubbed kind of hard on my inner thighs, and between them and my
ball sack, stretching it each time he went past.  He kissed me deeply,
and though I felt intimidated, not knowing him very well, I kissed him
back!  He grabbed my dick, which made my eyes pop open and he was looking
directly into them as he started to stroke very slowly, the soap making
it very slippery and -- wonderful.

I started to panic slightly, as I was mostly excited before he started.
I let out a very quiet shriek.  "Shh!"  he said, gently, stopping what
he was doing.  He turned the shower back on and rinsed me off, then three
more strokes was all it took.  He kissed me as I nailed him with my
ejection, his hand slowly stroking it while his other was rubbing gently
at my butt crack.

Yeah, this kid was experienced.  "Omigosh!"  I whispered.  Where'd you
learn all this?"

"My brother's have been doing it for years.  I think they started in my
mom's womb!  Haha!  They taught me all I know!"

"They taught you well!  Have you - "  I hesitated, then said, "Never
mind.  That's none of my business.

"I didn't do anything like that with my brothers -- or anyone else.
I'm still a virgin."

"I'm not."  I said.

"It's okay.  I didn't expect it."

"I'm not that experienced either.  Only Ranj."

"Ranj?  What?  You mean the guy that - "

"The same.  I followed him here.  I shouldn't have.  I found him
topping and bottoming every guy he could get into his bed."

"I'm glad you came."  He said, both of us laughing at the pun at the
same time.

"I believe it's your turn!"  I said, wrapping my hand around his ample
meat.  He immediately grimaced.  I let go quickly.  "Sorry!  Did I hurt
you?"

"It's always like that."

"Like what?"

"It always huts when someone else touches it."  He said, gently
squeezing it himself, so the head turned redder and shiny, as he
grimaced.

"What do you want me to do?"

"Just pretend its normal.  I still like it.  It just -- I can stand it!
Maybe you can wash the rest of me first -- like I did for you."

I did as told and when I got to his genitals, his butt hole and balls, he
closed his eyes, seeming to be readying himself for the last item.  When
I touched it, he blew out some air, and struggled to say, "Don't stop!
Just do it -- please?"

I reached for the hair conditioner and put a big gob in my hand,
squishing it a few times then wrapped my slippery hand around his mighty
pole.  He shivered.  "Cold!"  He giggled.  I stroked ever so slowly and
barely touching him.  He again closed his eyes and looked up, then
putting his hand over mine, forcing me to grab him more firmly.  He
grimaced as he guided my hand up and down.

He opened his eyes and looked into my own in a pained, almost fearful
look, but kept up the heavy stroking, his hand on top of mine.  He
started going faster and clenched his teeth on his tongue, as tears
started to appear, then roll down his cheeks.

I tried to stop, but he said, "NO!"  and kept it up until his crème
started to pump up and out, covering our hands.  When he finally stopped,
he almost collapsed in my arms.

He was crying.  "I'm sorry to put you through that!"  He said.
"There's no way I could have prepared you for that.  I have to do it.
I'm driven to do it.  But - - it hurts.  And -- it's good!  Ben that
was the best orgasm I've ever had!"

"Glad I could be of service."

"But you're not quite sure you want to ever do it again, huh?"  He
said, looking away.

"I didn't say that!  I didn't mean that!"  I protested.  "You're
here for the weekend only.  We are going to find a better way!"

We cleaned up from the fun, and got out and dried off.

"You guys were sure quiet in there!"  Said Rex, as we came back into
the bedroom.

"We had to be with you listening at the door!"  Quipped Everett.  "You
were probably jealous!"

"NUH-UH!"  Said Rex.  "You see how he just asks for trouble, Benny?  A
lotta crap from a little turd!"  Everett flipped his brother off.
"C'mon, Turd, you don't have to be vulgar!"

Everett grinned at his brother then looked at me.  I wasn't smiling.  He
lost his smile.  "Sorry."  He said.

"You just might be a good influence in Evvy's life!"  Said Rex.

It was Friday morning, and so Ranj was up early and making breakfast
again, before he and Rex had to head out to classes.  As usual he was
clad only in his boxer shorts.  He looks so sexy!  I think I saw Everett
drooling!  I couldn't blame him.  I was too!  Maybe it was the smell of
the food!

"You can come to class with me this morning.  I told the professor I'd
have an auditor today."  Said Rex to Everett.  I was not exactly
shocked, but -- more disappointed.  I was hoping to have him all to
myself while they were at classes.  After they all left, I turned on the
TV and fell asleep.  I don't know what was playing, but I had strange
dreams.

I dreamt that I was at an amusement park and there were two roller
coasters.  Each of them looked scary and fun, but one was darker and more
sinister looking.  Each of them had carnie types loading people onto
them.  As I got closer the carnies turned into Ranj and Everett.  Each of
them was beckoning to me to ride theirs first.  I made a step toward
Everett, and suddenly I was in a grass carpeted field.

The grass grew to at least 4 feet high when I stepped into the field.  As
I walked through it, it dawned on me -- I was naked.  The grass seemed to
be growing and about the time it was taller than I, both Everett and Ranj
were standing about 6 feet from me.  I could only see their eyes through
the tall grass.

Standing at least two feet higher than the grass and about 25 yards away,
Rex seemed to be running toward us, but getting further away as he ran.
Intrigued by this, I was surprised when I looked back to the other two
guys and they were kissing.

I was suddenly drawn to them, without walking, and as soon as I got
close, I was on my knees.  I looked up and they were still kissing, and
then right in front of my nose their dicks were twisted around each other
and THEY were also kissing -- tongues and all.

These anomalous penises then  untwisted and looked at me, and alluringly
thrust tongues out their pee holes at me.  I started for the biggest one
when I heard a creaking sound.

I woke up and Everett was coming through the door, laughing, followed
close behind with Ranj, playing grab-ass with him.  I was embarrassed,
first because of my dream and second, because my hand was inside my pants
rubbing my crotch.

But they didn't seem to notice.  Ranj pushed Everett in and Everett's
eyes were glued to Ranj's.  "Hey, Cutie Pie!"  Said Ranj!  "What the
fu - - you been sleeping all this time?"

"Almost."  I said.  "What time is it?"

"11:20. I just came back to -- to -- I guess bring Ev back.  It can get
confusing out there.  All the buildings look the same to a newbie.  He
went to class with Rex, and I showed him around campus a bit.  But I
gotta go back to my poly-sci class now.  You guys don't get in too much
trouble!  One thing's good!  You can rock out.  Everyone's gone to
classes.

"See yah, Cutie Pie!  See yah, Ev!"  And Ranj was on his way.  Everett
walked to the door and locked the chain lock.

"I am sooo horny!"  He declared.

"Yeah, being with Ranj can get you that way!"

"Huh?  Oh!  Maybe.  Yeah, we had some fun on the way back here.  He
likes to play like a little boy.  I love that!  Do you?"

"Yeah - - I do.  Ranj and I used to -- AHEM!  Anyway, I'm glad he got
you so worked up -- I guess."

"Oh, it wasn't only that.  I couldn't stop thinking about what we did
this morning!  Um -- were you jacking off when we came in?"

"Not purposely.  I was rubbing it though.  I had a very strange and --
very erotic dream."

"Oh!  Wow!  Was I in it?"  he grinned.

"Yes -- you were!"

"Tell me about it!  Was I the only one?"

"I was there!"

"Besides us!  Were there others?"

"No."  I said.

(HEY!  I didn't lie!  There WEREN'T others!  There was one other!)

"Tell me, tell me!"

"Well, I can't lie -- to you or anyone else."  I told him every
detail.

"Ew!  I don't think I'd want to kiss him.  It'd be like I was kissing
-- how many others guys?"  When I got the part about the very talented
penises, we were both rubbing our crotches!  "Sheesh!  If I was horny
when I got home, I'm about to burst now!  I GOTTA get off!"

He dropped his pants and flopped onto the sofa, and started to jack off
right there in front of me.  He stopped.  "Aren't you gonna join me?"

"Well, first of all -- I was hoping you'd let me do that for you and
also -- how come it doesn't hurt now?"

"It doesn't hurt unless someone else is doing it.  And -- okay!  Have
at it, `Cutie Pie'!  Haha!"

I didn't smile.  "He called you that, didn't he?  I mean all the
time?"

"No, but -- it's okay."  I said suddenly feeling a stab of melancholy
-- a yearning for you-know-who.

"But first let's do something."  It went to the state-of-the-art CD
player that Ranj brought from home and started the CD that was in it.  It
was heavy metal.  I turned it up loud.

I walked back to the sofa and knelt beside Everett.  I kissed him.  "Ev
-- can I call you that?"  He nodded.  "Ev, I want to teach you
something."

"Okay."  He said seriously.

"Ev, when it hurts, moan.  Make lots of noise.  When it gets
excruciating - "

"You could tell?"  He said, looking disappointed.

"Of course.  It was obvious that you were in terrible pain.  But you
seem to want it - "

"Crave it!"

" -- so when you feel the pain, express it, Ev.  Scream it out if
that's what it feels like."

He was looking intently into my eyes.  He nodded.

As I unbuttoned his Levis, and exposed what was inside his boxers, I
further explained, "When you cum, that's when I want you to scream the
loudest!  If you feel like crying do that!  Just go with your feelings."

"You've -- you've done this before?"

"Never with anyone who was in pain.  All I know is that you have
feelings - - you don't stifle them.  Stifling makes it worse if it's
pain, and makes it stop if it's pleasure."

"Oh."

"Ready?"  He nodded.

I kissed him again.  I was on the floor on my knees.  I removed the rest
of his clothes, and then my own.  "Lets go in to my bed."

I offered my hand and pulled him up, grabbed all our clothes and led him
into the bedroom.  He drew back the covers and sheet and lay down.  I lay
on top of him.  We kissed passionately -- not too long, and then he
started to lunge from below.  I wasn't really thinking as I turned my
attention to his dick.  I squeezed it a little.  He sharply took in a
breath.

"Did it hurt?"  I said.

"Yeah."

"Then cry out."  I said, and I squeezed a little harder.

"Ouch!"  he said.

"That was only worth an `ouch'?"

He looked embarrassed.  "I mean it, Dude!  Let it go!"  I squeezed a
little harder.  This time he shouted out in anguish.  "That's it!  Even
more!"  I encouraged, and started to stroke him.  He moaned and hollered
-- a little.

 "MORE!"  I said, and with that, I covered it with my mouth.  He
screamed.  I stopped.

"No -- Don't stop!  This is my first time.  Make it good!"

(His first time!!??)

"But you scream if it hurts!"  I said.  If it hurts too much, pull me
off."

"I will.  Don't bite!"

"I won't!"  I started to stroke him with my mouth.  He started
immediately to moan and yell.  His hands were on my neck and head,
pushing as I stroked.  When the head hit my throat, he screamed like a
little kid, but kept pushing.  His hips were gyrating wildly as he went
in and out of my throat.  I tried to grab a breath here and there, as I
could.

I could tell he was near, because the yelling turned to screams and the
gentle humping turned to savage thrusting.  Finally, he came with a
monster load in my mouth and throat.  He hugged my head when he was
finished so long, I was afraid I'd lose consciousness.  I pulled back
far enough to just be able to breathe, have his soft, spent penis still
in my mouth.  Everett was whimpering and breathing deeply for several
minutes.  Then he seemed to hold his breath and hugged my head so I could
not move it.

"O my god!  Because that's what you are.  You're my god!"  He said to
me.  He started to cry like a baby.  "I'm sorry, but -- you said to
show what I feel.  I can't help it.  I'm not sad.  It's just I've
never felt anything like -- well -- that intense -- before."

I pushed it out with my tongue and squeezed it gently with my hand.  He
didn't react.  I moved up to his face, where I kissed him and he tasted
for the first time his own juice, second hand.  "Ev, let me tell you
something.  I'm not your or anyone's god.  But you somehow have
associated pain -- and maybe guilt -- with sex with another.

" It doesn't hurt when you do it.  Only when you let someone else do
it.  I think that you can either work this out, or maybe talk to a shrink
and he can help you.

"I don't want it to change if the sensation is gonna go away.  Its not
worth it.  I'll take the pain!"

I don't think you have to.  You can have the pleasure without the pain
-- I think.  It's worth a try."

He hugged me close and pulled up the covers.  We fell asleep holding each
other.

"Hey!  Undo the chain!"  We woke up as Rex said it the second time.  I
got up and threw on my shorts -- no briefs -- and ran to the door.
"Taking a nap?" He said running past me.  "Gotta go bad!"  he added
as he ran for the toilet.

When he got out of the bathroom, Everett was sitting at the kitchen
table, fully clothed, looking at some brochures that he had picked up
earlier.  "Oh!  I didn't see you here, Ev."  Said Rex.  "How was your
day?  Did Ranj show you around okay?"

Notes:  Little brother proved to be a little wilder than the author
imagined - - at first.  Well, that was good for our hero -- right?
Comments are welcome, to Steve at stevethomas535@hotmail.com.  Thanks and
love, Steve