Date: Thu, 26 Oct 2006 18:16:11 +0000 From: Steve Thomas <stevethomas535@hotmail.com> Subject: Bens Fantasy, Ch. 15 This is a work of pure fiction, but based on the author's feelings, beliefs, and in some cases, experience. Come to think of it -- it might not be very pure either! There may be graphic sexual encounters at times between men, so if this offends you, you are invited to retreat. If you are too young or it is otherwise illegal for you to be reading this kind if story, shame on you for reading it - - please stop here. If not, - - ENJOY! Cast of characters: Ben Hastings -- That's me! Bill "Bubba" Hastings -- My Dad Veronica Hastings -- My Mom. Reyna -- My Best Friend Ranj Kumar-- My New friend Jared -- A football whore. Sargeant Shipley -- High School Friend Rex Majors -- Ranj's roommate. Everett Majors - Rex's younger brother >From Chapter 14: He hugged me close and pulled up the covers. We fell asleep holding each other. "Hey! Undo the chain!" We woke up as Rex said it the second time. I got up and threw on my shorts -- no briefs -- and ran to the door. "Taking a nap?" He said running past me. "Gotta go bad!" he added as he ran for the toilet. When he got out of the bathroom, Everett was sitting at the kitchen table, fully clothed, looking at some brochures that he had picked up earlier. "Oh! I didn't see you here, Ev." Said Rex. "How was your day? Did Ranj show you around okay?" Chapter 15: Everett looked startled. "Oh! Hi Bro! Yeah, he showed me the library and the student center. Very cool! I thought Cerritos was cool, but this is amazing!" I walked in. My turn to be startled, as Everett nearly flew into my arms. "Now THIS kid is what is really amazing!" he said, kissing my cheek. "Ohh!?" Exclaimed Rex, looking accusingly at me. Shaking my head, I denied, "Oh, it wasn't THAT amazing!" "It?" Rex repeated, "What wasn't that amazing?" "Me! I mean -- ME! I'm not that amazing" I stammered. "Quit badgering my boyfriend!" Said Everett to Rex, then turning to me, added, "And yes, you ARE that amazing!" he said as he affectionately put his finger on my nose. "You got THAT right!" came a familiar voice from the front door. We all turned to see Ranj closing the door. "I've yet to meet any guy who has the sense of -- timing or something -- that Ben seems to have." "Timing?" Said Rex. "Oh yeah! Well, maybe it's not timing, but it's something he does to bring out the best -- in me! No one else has it!" "Well, YOU'd be the authority, wouldn't you!" Rex spat out at Ranj. "Aw, come on, Rex," I actually heard myself coming to Ranj's defense, "he's been great since Ev's been here!" Did I just call him "Ev"? Rex looked at the three of us. "You guys are a piece of work!" "So -- you're lumping us all together now, huh?" Said Ranj. "Painting us all with the same brush! Not bad! Not bad at all. I think your brother wants us to become a threesome, Evvy!" "No!" said Rex, Everett and I all in chorus. But what I felt was quite different. Though I was mildly disgusted by the thought of "a" threesome, it stirred something deep inside me - - and that triggered something not so deep! I tried to push that thought and feeling out of my body. I couldn't help looking at Everett. My feelings -- or something like them -- were written all over HIS face. Then I looked at Rex, who was showing nothing but a sick look, and then he looked like he wanted to choke Ranj. Then it occurred to me: Everett had DONE this -- or something -- with his twin brothers! "I think this is more than I can deal with." Said Rex. "Crimanies, Ev! I just don't know! I thought I had to look out for my little brother. It looks like `little brother' has looked out for himself! I'm going out. You three degenerates do whatever it is you think you have to do. Only -- don't tell me about it. I don't EVEN want to know!" "Rexxy! We're not gonna do anything!" Said Everett. "Are you kidding me? I SAW the looks every one of you had on your faces!" "And you're gonna convict us from a look? C'mon, Rex!" Said Everett. "Look me in the eyes and tell me that you wouldn't at least think about what it might be like to have two girls at once." "Yeah, well -- but -- this is different!" "Why? Because it's all guys?" Said Everett. "Damn right! That's a perversion!" "If you really believe that," said Ranj, now offended and taking the offensive, "then no matter if it's three or two or five -- it's still a perversion -- right?" "I've told you once too many times to butt out of me and my brother's conversations!" Said Rex. Then Ranj's face caught the back of Rex's hand -- and he went flying onto the floor. Ranj's surprised look changed to rage and he sprang back up and like a cornered tiger, he lunged at Rex. Rex grabbed him and slammed him back down on the floor. Ranj lay there with another surprised and somewhat panicky look on his face, as he tried to draw air, but none was coming. Rex took a step toward him and bent over to grab him again, and as if on cue, both Everett and I grabbed his arms. He was big enough to throw us off, but sanity returned to him and he stood there, with Everett on one arm and I on the other. Rex still looked enraged, but now in control, his arms went limp. I was about to let it go when seemingly out of nowhere, Ranj's left fist found it's mark in Rex's gut. Rex first doubled over, then went to his knees. While on his knees, Ranj was in the windup to kick his face. "NO!" Said Everett. He sprang on Ranj's back. I also grabbed him from the side. "Don't!" I said. "Just stop!" There was a knock at the door, then it opened. "Everything alright in here?" Said Jerry, the campus security. "Ooh! Rex! What happened?" "Just -- just a little wrestling match, Jer." Said Rex. "It just got a little outa hand, is all. I'm fine. You, Ranj?" "Yeah -- I'll be okay." "Okay, well, then if everything's okay, I'll - " "Who's this?" Said Everett. "Campus dick! "Dick? I like the sound of that!" Said Everett, grinning. "It's short for detective, lame-brain!" Said Rex. "Jerry, this is my brother, Everett. He's here to audit a couple classes and check out the campus." "Okay. Well, if there's nothing else, I'll get back to my - " "Jer -- can I ask you a personal question?" Said Rex. "Depends on how personal." "Have you ever been with more than one guy?" "I used to live with three other guys. One was bi and one was straight and one -- was like me! Well, yeah, we had some fun together." "I'm talking about sex -- with more than two." Rex explained. "So am I. Yeah. Poor James didn't have a chance." "James?" "He was the straight guy. He didn't want to join us, but we started doing things with him in the room and - - hee hee - - he couldn't stand it." "I may regret asking this, but -- what did you do?" "Nothing out of the ordinary." "Sorry, I don't know what ordinary is - - to you guys." Said Rex. "Well, James wouldn't fuck -- or be fucked, but he got to where he loved being sucked and even sucking! He even liked kissing me! Hee hee! But then I know I'm pretty fem! Hee hee!" "That's James. And the rest of you?" "I'm not sure you want to know that. How old is your brother?" Asked Jerry. "My `little' brother, it seems, is more experienced than I am and - - he's 18!" "Okay. Well, we had fun wrestling, kissing, tickling, rubbing all over each others' naked bodies. And of course we sucked and fucked each other blind!" He said. "Well, except for James." Both Rex and Jerry did a quick once around at the other three of us. We were all rubbing our crotches! "Um -- why do you ask?" Said Jerry. "Oh, you have no idea how I'm wondering that myself! Down in Texas we just don't do things that-a-way." Said Rex. "Or at least I didn't THINK we did. I just recently learned that my three little brothers have been -- doing stuff -- for years!" He said in a defeated tone. "Rex -- we never did anything -- anal. When we started, it was as natural as anything. I mean, I saw Mickey and Mackey do all kinds of things before I ever joined in. and then when you started to cuddle with me, it just seemed right to -- do stuff -- with Mick and Mack." "You did that, Rex?" Said Jerry. "My brother did too. And he's straight as an arrow. But that stopped when he was about 15 -- when his pubes started to grow in. When did you stop?" Rex ignored the question, quickly saying, "Well -- thanks, Jerry, I think I have enough to think about now. And it looks like everyone else is okay. Thanks for checking on us -- before the wrestling got out of hand." Jerry left us all standing there wondering what to say next. Finally, "Sorry, Rex." Said a subdued Ranj. "I guess I'm just a little touchy about being called a pervert." Then he smirked. "And of course the back of your hand didn't help my attitude any." "Yeah, me too man. I'm sorry. Are you okay?" He said looking at the cut in Ranj's lip. "I've had worse." He said, gingerly touching the cut lip and looking at the blood then sucking it off. Rex continued, "I just -- man! It was bad enough to have it confirmed that Ev was gay too. I mean, I expected as much, and even invited him here because I like -- sorry Ranj -- but because I like Ben so much." He looked at his brother. "Evvy, if you have to be gay -- And I guess you do -- then I want you with someone like Ben. NOT Ben necessarily -- you have to decide that -- but someone like him." Then Rex turned back to Ranj. "But when I not only had Ev's gayness confirmed, to find out he's been doing things with our little brothers -- that lost it for me." "Sorry Rex." Said Everett. "I should have told you in a more private time, and after you had gotten used to the idea -- well you know." "Yeah," Said Rex, "I think I'm going crazy or something but - - I DO know!" "And -- after what -- was it Jerry?" "Yeah, Jerry the Dick!" Said Ranj. "Haha! Yea. After he said what he said about his brother -- are you gonna stop cuddling with -- me?" Said Everett to Rex. Rex looked hurt, and started to say something when Ranj added, " -- and Ben?" Rex's hurt look turned to anger, but that subsided quickly. He sighed. "I dunno, Evvy. No! I don't want to stop. I have found more intimacy -- more love in your embrace -- that any girl -- ever." Then Rex looked at me. "And you! I don't know what to think about you!" I was worried what he might say next. "Ben, you have a calming effect on me -- and something else -- that I can't quite put my finger on. Maybe I am a little -- um -- bisexual -- or something. But -- I know it's not what I want." "Can I say something?" Said Ranj, almost uncharacteristically shyly. "Can I prevent it?" Said Rex, sarcastically. "Never mind." And he started for his room. "Get back in here!" Rex said. "What?" "Do you think that I WANT to be this way? Do you think it's easy? Is it easy for you, Ben?" I shook my head. "And you, Ev, would you rather be straight too?" Everett looked from his brother to me to Ranj. "I -- dunno. It feels so good to be with a guy -- I can't imagine being with a girl. So to ask if I'd like it better - ? I can't think so. But it makes sense it would be easier. I see what Mick and Mack have -- a love like I've seen nowhere else. That's what I WANT!" Rex had a faraway look on his face and was nodding involuntarily. "Yeah. Yeah, I can see that. I hope to have that with a girl -- a woman -- some day." "Rex -- why did you never want to -- erm -- cuddle with me?" Said Ranj, gingerly. Rex snapped out of his dream mode. "Huh? Cuddle -- with you?" He said to Ranj. "You were cuddling with every guy you could get into your bed. Why would I want to -- I mean - " "Yeah -- I was kind of a whore. I really fucked up! Fucked up with you, fucked up with Ben, Fu - " "Um -- could you maybe -- not keep saying that?" Said Rex. "Huh -- OH! Sorry. Got carried away. Anyway, I fu -- er -- messed up." Then he looked at me. "Ben -- I'm really sorry that -- we -- didn't work out. No, don't answer. It's not necessary. I know we're through. I can't even promise it would never happen again. I - " "Did you ever WANT to cuddle with me?" Asked Rex. "You're like a god, Rex." Said Ranj. "What queer wouldn't?" Then Rex got an uncharacteristically devilish look. "Wanna do it tonight?" "Huh?" Said all of us at once. "Evvy has to go back home day after tomorrow. Maybe he and Ben would like some privacy - - ?" We all stared like zombies. "C'mon dummies! Ranj can sleep in here, and you two can use his bed!" "Shall we play some music while we switch beds and see who ends up together?" Laughed Ranj. Again, Rex, Everett and I looked like deer in the headlights. "Now who's the dummy!" Said Ranj. "It's called musical beds! 4 guys, 3 beads. When the music stops, we find out who has to sleep with the straight guy!" "Funny!" Said Rex. No, you just come in here tonight -- and tomorrow night -- and let my brother and Ben get to know each other." "OOohhhhhh!" Said Ranj. You just want me to sleep in the other bed here!" "Yeah! Or -- whatever." Rex added, looking at the floor. "Let me take us all out to dinner first." Said Ranj. "I think Ranj likes your brother." I whispered in Everett's ear. "Who wouldn't?" Everett whispered back. Everett and I walked out of the room, leaving Ranj and Rex, both silently looking at the floor. As soon we walked outside, Everett said, "I never suspected him!" "Huh?" "My brother! I never considered that he might be -- gay -- too. He's always rejected it so -- much." "What? Rex, you mean? Oh, Ev, I don't know!" "I don't either. But did you see how both he and Ron were so intently thinking about tonight?" "Ranj. It's Ranj. It's like Ron with a `J'. I guess I noticed it. Maybe he just wants to explore it." "I hope he is and - - I hope he isn't." Said Everett. "It would really kill my parents. He's their hope." "And you?" I said. "What?" "You are sure -- you're gay?" "As sure as I want to be. I could maybe live a lie -- I know I can fuck a girl! I just don't want to -- again!" "Oh!" "Yeah. It was last year. I've never told anyone about it. But it's doubtful you'll ever get down to our little Texas town." "How did it happen?" "Well, by last year everyone pretty much figured I was gay -- in school -- especially when my brothers started to the same school. But the family didn't know it yet. Anyway, I think this girl had a bet going with her friends. And also -- this I know -- she thought she could `save' me. She told me that." "Save you?" I said. "You know -- from being gay -- a fate worse than death - - ?" "Oh. Yeah." "So -- How's Ron -- er -- Ranj -- in bed? Will he be a good first time for my brother?" "Um -- he's sweet and tender -- very sweet!" "Rex'll like that. But apparently not so sweet when you're out and about, huh?" "He definitely has some issues." I said. "I assure you -- he won't hurt my brother!" "I got that idea. Or -- at least Rex will be able to hold his own -- and then some -- with him. You saw him come back on Rex in there." "Well -- yeah -- with the two of us holding him!" Said Everett kind of defensively. "Yeah, two puny little boys! But Rex got control of himself." "Yeah. That scared me. I've never seen him let loose on anyone like that." He said, excitedly. "You don't seem scared now!" I said. "I'm not. Ben -- you have to understand something. I love my big brother something fierce. So the part of me that wants him to be gay is all excited at the moment. I want him to feel what I feel. Can you see that?" "Of course." "I'm excited about - - tonight too." "Oh!" I said. "I wasn't lying to Rex about my little brothers being my only male sexual partners. That girl thing -- I knew exactly what she was doing -- and let it happen. I wanted to see -- that's all. I want you to -- um -- teach me every thing you can in the next two nights." "It won't take that long to teach you everything I know!" I laughed. "I haven't done that much." "Have you fucked?" That question took me back a bit. "Um -- I can say with all honesty -- no." "Oh." Everett said, obviously disappointed. "Ev, today's Sunday. When are you leaving -- Tuesday afternoon?" "Yeah." "We do have the two nights, but we also have all day Monday to get to know each other -- and Tuesday morning." "And - - ?" "Ev, I have not ever fucked anyone. But -- Ranj and I have made love. We have had intercourse -- anal intercourse." "But -- huh?" "Fucking suggests something vulgar -- something dirty -- to me. What we did was beautiful, and -- it grew out of a mutual love. It was the effect -- the outcome of the love -- not the other way around." "Oke -- Kaaaay" "So -- whether you and I have sex in that way -- for me at least -- will depend on how I feel emotionally toward you. Can you accept that? I mean -- it may not happen -- this trip." "Oh. I -- uh -- guess. Like -- what -- I mean -- I guess you lead the way. You're older anyway -- are you as old as Rex?" "No way! I'm barely 20!" "Cool!" Said Everett, grinning. He looked all around. It was dusk and no one was outside. He hugged me warmly. "I'm gonna like cuddling with you!" He said, resting his head on my upper chest. We went back in. his stuff and mine was all outside the closed bedroom door. "You guys back?" Said Rex. He and Ranj were behind us in the kitchen. "Yeah. I'm getting hungry!" Said Everett. "Good. Ranj is gonna take us to his favorite Indian restaurant. Get dressed. I mean -- something better." We grabbed our stuff from the floor, looking at each other and grinning, and went to Ranj's bedroom. "Everything I have is wrinkled!" Said Everett. "Your jeans are fine. They just want a collared shirt. You can wear one of mine." "Cool!" We both threw on a shirt and came back out. After dinner we all came back to the dorm apartment. It really worked out better with us in the smaller room, because both Rex and Ranj had studying to do. That left us with our own study project. We watched TV for awhile, both of us pretty shy, considering what we had done earlier that day. Finally we went to bed. Rex's door was closed and there was no noise. We stripped down. "I like to sleep nude." Said Everett. "I like to wear sleep pants. But -- I think I can deal with having them off." We didn't do much before sleeping. His dick was extra tender tonight, and he couldn't scream out anyway, so we kissed and cuddled, and he tried to go down on me. I stopped him. "Wait until tomorrow, Ev." I said. "Then we can explore a few things without -- them being over there." We fell asleep in each other's embrace. I think he still looked up to me as almost a big brother image, but I felt no such thing. I loved feeling his warmth and his hard wood against me every time I woke up. Once I woke up because Everett was stroking my face, and mumbling something about Daddy. We just stayed out of the way when we heard them get up. They were laughing in the shower, so we both assumed they were in there together. We kissed and moaned a little at that time. After they were gone, Everett started to kiss me deeply and passionately. Don't think I wasn't kissing him back as passionately. But he started it. "Okay -- is something wrong?" He asked. "No. But we have all day. I'd like to at least wash my mouth out -- maybe brush my teeth." "Oh god! It's MY teeth isn't it -- my breath! Oh Jeez!" He said and ran for the bathroom. I don't know whether he purposely let his generous bone flop out on the way, but -- it definitely got a rise out of me! I jumped out of bed and flew into the bathroom, stopping just short of the door so maybe he wouldn't know I was quite so eager, after my slow start. He was carefully brushing his teeth. In the mirror I could see his boner -- which he had covered up as much as possible in his boxers -- making a huge tent. I came up behind him and though he saw me in the mirror, I guess he didn't expect me to touch him. He smiled as I wrapped my arms around his chest and then let one hand drop to his wood. I squeezed it gently. He let out a scream and blew his toothpasty spit all over the mirror, and when we found his tooth brush we had to throw it away. "What the fuck are you doing!??" he said angrily. Then he turned 180 -- emotionally and physically -- and said, "Oh, I'm sorry! I guess you surprised me." He looked into my eyes with a very hurt expression. "Ev -- who has hurt you so badly?" "NO ONE! WHAT would make you ask THAT?" He said savagely. "I mean," he again calmed down. "I mean -- no one. Please don't -- don't -- don't ask me that again." I pulled him close and hugged him. He straightened out his boner between us. It reached to my navel, even though he was 2 inches shorter than I. He settled in to my embrace and let a deep gasp escape, then a moan, as I caressed his hair. "I'm sorry. Just take it slow -- okay?" He begged. "Okay." I crooned. "It's okay, Dude. No hurry." Deep down, I want to find whoever hurt this boy and strangle him! Everett smiled apologetically up at me. "Are you going to be going here next semester?" He asked. "Right now -- after you leave -- I just want to get a job. I came back here to see Ranj. But that fell apart. I was gonna get a job. And then maybe think of going to a community college until I attain resident status. Out-of-state fees -- for white men who are citizens -- are horrific. How do you manage -- OH! That's right~! You both have scholarships!" "You can't get any kind of scholarship?" He asked. "Not unless I can prove I am something I'm not. If I was an Egyptian named Mohammed, was non-white, or even a girl -- I could." "Hee hee! Too bad being gay doesn't get you anything!" "Yeah." I said, mirthlessly. "Well, for my part -- I hope you stay. I like you -- a lot!" He said, touching my arm. I took his hand said, "Let me brush my teeth and then we can maybe -- um -- do some exploring." I turned and grabbed my tooth brush and cleaned out my mouth. All the while he did what I was trying to do to him. He played with my boner from behind me, his being firmly pressed between us. I turned and we kissed each other for real. He doesn't kiss as good as Ranj, but I can't either. We can both learn -- maybe with each other. We approached the bed and he slipped his hand under the elastic band of my sleep pants, and slid them down. I stepped out of them. Our eyes never broke contact. I did the same for his boxers. We stood for a moment, lost in each other's eyes. His deep blues were mesmerizing. He touched my naked shoulder with his finger and ran it down to my nipple. I shivered. It was a little cold. He pinched my nipple gently. I let out a little, high pitched sound. He grinned and did the other nipple, with pretty much the same response. He giggled. "It's cold." I said. "Lets get under the covers." We did. The sheets felt like ice cubes at first, so we did a lot of back rubbing and cuddling to warm them up. As soon as we were warm -- and we had learned how to kiss each other better -- he dove under the covers and started to lick my scrotum. I let out a low moan and he took that as an approval, as he worked his way up, sucking and pulling on my pubes with his teeth, and tickling the bottom of my scrotum. Yup, he has done this a few times! When he took me into his mouth I shrieked. His hands found my nips again and he fondled my chest and nips while he bobbed slowly on my bone. I grabbed his hand and started to suck two of his fingers as I felt myself slowly rising to a gradual fever pitch. He seemed to be liking my sucking his fingers, but his other hand found its way to my dick and he stroked it as he sucked hard, pressing eagerly at the top with his tongue. I felt my self starting to tingle and that wonderfully familiar gathering of -- it seemed -- all of my nerve endings into my pelvic area. I felt myself pushing back and he was taking all of me with no problem. I started to moan, then call out. "Oh! Yeah! Good! Gah! Ahh!" Then I felt the stream rising up my shaft and I screamed like I was being murdered, but he could tell it was a good scream, so he kept sucking until I was out of breath and nearly only vibrating - on the sheet below him. He came up and kissed me. My familiar taste was in his mouth. I don't think he missed a drop. He then collapsed on top of me. I was still breathing too heavily to notice what was going on with him. As I started to catch my breath, and breathing came easier, I then felt him shaking. He was weeping on my chest. "Ohhh -- nooo baby! That was soooo good! Why are you crying?" Everett smiled up at me through his tears. "I'm okay. I don't know why I reacted that way. I'm not sure anyone ever let me have full control like you just did. That was awesome." He grinned through eyes heavily laden with tears. "Um -- did you want - ?" "Not quite yet. Just relax." He kissed me again and then dove back under the covers and sucked on my completely spent softy, as he kneaded my butt cheeks. I couldn't see it, but I knew he was squeezing his own wood, as he himself moaned. "Can't I do that for you?" I asked. I was too spent to really do it right, but I was willing to try. "Not yet." He mumbled, never stopping his sucking and chewing on my tender meat. He took it and both my balls in his mouth. I felt him intensify his own fondling. He moaned and I was sure I heard him say, "Not yet Daddy -- not yet -- please?" I filed that in my memory banks. The wanking stopped. He then settled his head on my tummy and sucked the tip of my revived wood like a lollypop. It seemed to have a mind of its own, because I was deep in thought. He kissed his way up to my neck and then kissed my lips. "Please -- don't think anything about what just happened." He said. Too late! "I'm really hungry! Can we eat something now?" He asked. We put our sleeping clothes back on -- his boxers and my sleep shorts -- and went to the kitchen. I found some cereal and some eggs and bacon. I honored his plea -- at least in not mentioning anything that happened. After we cleaned up out breakfast mess, we turned on the TV and vegged out a bit, neither of us brave enough to say anything. Then he came over the chair I was sitting on and laid his head in my lap. "I really think I like you -- a lot." He said. He played with my soft dick with his chin, very quickly working it up to full mast. He started to kiss it. "Ev -- when do I get to -- play with you?" He looked up at me and seemed to ignore what I said, as he worked it out and my elastic band down to the bottom of my balls. He stopped and hugged my lower torso. "I know you want to. I want you to, too. But -- I'm -- afraid." I ran my fingers through his hair. "What are you afraid of, Baby?" I cooed. "I'll be as gentle as I need to be. Didn't you like it yesterday?" "Yes." He said. "Then what are you worried about." "I'm -- um -- okay -- I want to do this! Just -- please don't -- um -- make anything of - - things - - I might say." "Ev -- you don't have to tell me anything -- if you don't want to. But if we are going to be close -- some day -- you'll have to -- do you know that? Just -- maybe -- tell me: Are you still being abused?" "Please don't ask me to answer that. Please?" "Okay, Ev. It's okay, Baby." I said, reassuring him by stroking his head. Who am I calling baby? I'm practically a baby myself! He moved up to my face and kissed me. He gently took my hand and put it on his hard-as-a-rock pole. He winced. "Yell!" I said. "I can't. I'm supposed to be quiet." "I don't want you to be quiet. Did you hear me yell? Did you think I was dying?" "No. I knew you were getting it big time." "Like you did last night." I reminded him. "You can do it again, Ev." He squeezed my hand onto his wood -- and winced again. "Scream, Dammit"" and I squeezed it again. He looked at me horrified and opened his mouth. I let go. "No! Please! Keep doing it! I promise -- I'll do it -- I'll scream!" I started to squeeze, over and over. He held his breath at first then started to breath very hard, and then started to choke a little. No -- stop -- PLEASE stop!" I did as he asked. "No -- I mean don't stop -- even if I tell you to!" he said looking at me through terrified eyes. "How will I know if you really want me to - " "I'll pull you off -- push you off -- you'll know!" He again put my hand on it and started the squeezing for me. When he let go, I kept squeezing. He again started to choke and cough, and begged me to stop. I did as he instructed and kept doing it. "Please, Daddy -- don't -- do -- it -- again. Oh no, Daddy! It hurts!" he started to whisper over and over. "Yell out, Dammit!" I finally screamed. "No!" He cried. "I can't do it!" he yelled. I started to stroke as I was squeezing. I kept yelling at him, "Scream! Yell! Let me know how it hurts!" I could almost feel him change. His hand came over mine. I thought he was gonna drag my hand off. But he almost broke my hand, squeezing it so hard, and began to wildly and erratically wanking himself with my hand. His eyes grew very wide and he did start to scream. Over and over he called out in pain, but kept forcing me to wank him. "It's coming -- it's coming IT'S COMING, DADDY -- Please don't let it make a mess! Please don't!" But he kept wanking with my hand under his. Finally he started to cry out like he was in outrageous pain as he shot ribbons of cum all over me and the chair. When he was finished, he groveled at my feet, in a fetal position. "Please don't hurt me -- PLEASE! I didn't mean it! Please, I couldn't help it! I'll clean it all up. No one will know what I did! Please don't hit me! I know it's my fault, I shouldn't have made the mess!" He shook and cried for five minutes. I got down on the floor with him and held him, as he cried and cried. When he was able to talk, he said, "Please don't -- don't ask me - - anything." I just cuddled with him and rubbed his back and shoulders and stroked his head, wondering if I wanted to get mixed up in this. I decided that I needed to have a talk with Rex. Monday is both Rex's and Ranj's longest day. We had time to repeat a similar scenario, each time initiated by Everett, 3 more times. Each time he got more and more vociferous and it got easier for him to let go. I talked him into once just wanking ourselves as we kissed each other. This he liked immensely -- so did ! After Rex and Ranj got home, and we finished dinner, Everett helped me to clean up the kitchen, so the others could study in their room. When the kitchen was all clean, we watched reruns of "That 70's Show." I laughed every time Red called someone a dumb ass or threatened to put his foot up their ass. I noticed that Everett didn't laugh at those lines. About halfway through the 3rd program, we heard loud scuffling in Rex's bedroom. It sounded like a fight, and I sprang from the couch we were lying on. "Wait!" Said Everett. I stopped. "Listen." I listened. The noises ebbed and then stopped. "Sorry, Ev. I have to go make sure everyone's okay." I opened their door. Rex's back was to me. Everything okay in here?" I asked. "Everythings fine!" said Rex, gruffly. "Yeah," agreed Ranj, but he was grinning ear to ear. "Everythings just fine!" "Uh -- Can I talk to Rex -- alone -- for a minute?" Ranj left the room, winking at me as he passed. "What's up?" Asked Rex, as loving as a big brother can possibly be. "I need to ask you something." "Sit down." He motioned to the bed next to him. "Now, what can I do for you?" He said smiling broadly. "Sounded like you and Ranj were having quite a row." I quipped. "You'll just have to leave that to me and Ranj, huh?" He said, half smirking, half serious. "I doubt that's what you wanted to talk to me about." "No." I said, apologetically. "Rex, I think someone has hurt your brother -- bad!" Rex's whole demeanor changed. He had a slight Texas accent normally, but all of a sudden he sounded like a deep south senator in some movie. "I reckon you better not be putting your nose in places it don't belong, little boy! My daddy ain't done nothin' to them and neither have I! Don't you EVER be accusin' us a' anythin'!" I backed out of the room. "Sorry, Rex. I didn't say anything about you or your daddy." "And don't talk back to me! I don't take kindly to that!" he said, very threateningly. "EVVY, git yore stuff together, I'm taking you to the bus station -- NOW!" "I'm not going anywhere Rexxy." Rex knocked me to the floor as he stomped toward his little brother. He just about reached him and was about to grab the scruff of his neck, when someone flew past me and tackled Rex. He went down and his head hit the table at the end of the couch. He was knocked out cold. "You guys better find somewhere else to be before he wakes up." Said Ranj, looking more worried than I ever saw him. "He'll be okay when he wakes up. He always is." Said Everett. "I don't think so -- not this time, Ev. He challenged me earlier when I asked him if he had any theories why three of his brothers were gay." I said. "You better not be here either, Ranj. I saw the way he picked you up and threw you like yesterday's newspaper!" Said Everett. "You let me worry about that. I know some tricks. You're brother's strong, but -- he's slow. I can handle him." Rex groaned. "GO!" whispered Ranj. "and I know that Rex -- like me -- would not do anything to mess up his scholarship. He'll be gone tomorrow to classes. Come back then and get your stuff. Go!" He opened the door and almost swept us out himself. Once outside, Everett said, He always comes to his senses. Why was he so upset?" "I don't know. I was hoping you could tell me. He thought I was accusing him of -- something. Him and your Daddy." Everett, when he heard that, ran down the street as fast as he could run. I could run faster. He stopped and fell onto some grass at a park, two blocks away. I was right behind him. "Why? WHY did you have to ask him anything?" "I was concerned, Ev. I just hoped that maybe he had some ideas about what it was that bothered you." I touched his shoulder. He wrenched it away. He sat, covering his face. I sat next to him. He turned his back on me. I first saw his shoulders start to shake. Then he started to sob. "Daddy's gonna kill Rexxy! He has beat him near half to death twice. Our daddy is half again as big as Rex is. Rex came to my aid one time -- then another. Daddy told him that if he ever said anything to anyone about -- about -- things -- he's kill him. And daddy might. He can at least get him kicked out of the university. Daddy knows both state and U.S. senators. One word from him, and Rex will lose his scholarship." "But someone has to stop him from - " "What Ranj said in there -- about Rex being strong -- but slow? He's right. But he hasn't always been slow. Last time daddy lit into him, he hit him hard across the side of the head. Rexxy's never been quite the same. And it was my fault!" He cried. "NO! -- it's NOT your fault!" I averred. "If I hadn't cried so loud, Rex would still be -- fine." "It's NOT your fault. What has your dad done to you." "He didn't do anything to Rex. I think he was a little afraid. But -- he's come into our beds plenty of times!" "Probably still is -- with your little brothers." "They got each other!" "But that's WHY they have each other. It's unusual for twins to choose each other for lovers. But they had to -- to be able to stand the abuse. And your daddy -- he defends their choice, doesn't he? Your mom thinks it's abominable but he says it's not so bad -- right?" I remembered that Rex told me that. "Yeah. How did you know?" "Evvy, we have to save your little brothers!" "What?" "Ev -- when they're too old to take it -- and move out -- who's next?" "Huh?" Everett said. "NO! He can't touch the babies! He wouldn't!" "Why not? He touched you. He touched the twins. Why not the little boys?" "I don't know what to do. I just don't!" "Neither do I. But I know we have to try. "I'm so cold!" Said Everett. It was totally dark and it WAS cold. We didn't take any jackets, and it was getting colder. We moved closer to each other and were holding on to as much heat as we could when a dark shadow came in front of us. "Dummies! You forgot your coats!" Said Ranj, dropping them on top of us. Did you have to run this far? You couldn't have just walked away? The only reason I found you was that Jerry saw you running. He came to the room, and Rex was lying in the bedroom. He told me where you were." "How is Rex?" I asked -- more for Everett than myself. Ranj smiled. "Pretty pissed." "He'll calm down." Said Everett. "Yeah. I didn't think so at first. But -- he seems to be." "Should we come back, then?" I asked. "Maybe not until later tonight. Can you think of something to do until after midnight?" "Do we have a choice?" I said. "We'll manage!" "And when you come in -- don't bother looking in on us. Just go to my room." Ranj said, again smirking. "I think maybe I've met my match!" He looked into my eyes. "Sorry, Ben -- I really am. I never meant to hurt you at any time. But -- Rex -- he'll be able to handle me." "Yeah, I saw him `handle' you earlier. You still have a cut on your mouth!" "I'll be fine. I get hurt worse in every game I play! I think Rex will be a good challenge for me. I never thought of him that way until I saw him cuddled up with you the other morning." "What??!!" Exclaimed Everett. "You -- and my brother? What the fuck!?!! I was going to ignore that the first time I heard it, but - " "Ev!" I said. "Calm down! Did Rex ever do anything to you -- I mean sexually?" "Hell no!" Said Everett. "I didn't think so. And he didn't do anything with me either. Just cuddled with me -- like he did -- or does -- with you. He said I reminded him of you." "Oh. Okay then. Sorry I reacted - - like that." Said Everett. "I gotta get back." Said Ranj. "Like I said, don't bother looking in on us. Either we will be sleeping together or separately. If I get my way - - well you get the picture! See yah!" "Bye Ranj -- and -- thanks!" I said. He hugged me and started back to the dorm. "Where are we gonna go?" Said Everett. "Here! This may help!" Said Ranj. He tossed something to me, and ran toward the corner. It was a wad of $50 dollar bills. "Have a good time!" "Ranj!" I said. He stopped and turned. I held up the wad and said, "Would you rather we wait until morning to come back?" "Naw! It would worry Rex too much. I'll tell him you're okay, don't worry." With that, Ranj was out of sight. "He doesn't want your brother to have anything to distract him." I smiled. "I'm not sure I know how I feel about that!" Said Everett. "Huh?" "It'll take some getting used to -- Rex being gay!" "We don't know that yet. Lets go." I started running, because I saw a bus coming to a stop across the street. We hopped aboard and went to town -- literally this time! Notes: Well, this is turning out more interesting than I imagined. I hope you agree! Please let me know! Stevethomas535@hotmail.com Thanks and love, Steve