Date: Thu, 31 Aug 2006 17:35:23 +0000
From: Steve Thomas <stevethomas535@hotmail.com>
Subject: Bens Fantasy, Ch. 4

This is a work of pure fiction, but based on the author's feelings,
beliefs, and in some cases, experience.  Come to think of it -- it might
not be very pure either! There may be graphic sexual encounters at times
between men, so if this offends you, you are invited to retreat.  If you
are too young or it is otherwise illegal for you to be reading this kind
if story, shame on you for reading it - - please stop here.  If not, - -
ENJOY!

 Cast of characters:

 Ben Hastings -- That's me!

Bill "Bubba" Hastings -- My Dad

Veronica Hastings -- My Mom.

Reyna -- My Best Friend

Ranj -- My New friend

From Chapter 3:

We studied half the night.  Hey! Valences are not easy.  Guess what we
did the rest of the night!  Don't get too wild -- we didn't do much
more than we had done before.  But -- we found several new ways of doing
it!  And kissing, cuddling and fondling never got old to either of us!

Note: Okay, you have written and told me that you don't WANT to have to
guess what Ben and Ranj did, so ... by popular demand ... here goes:
(Hey, I was horny anyway!)

After studying until 3:30 AM, we collapsed in bed together.  Needless to
say, my sleep pants never made it out of my bag.  When our lean bodies
connected, we both were re-energized!  My whole skin surface was
sensitized like the inside of a foreskin.  Every hair in my body stood
erect.  My smooth, neatly cut dick stood up like steel, straight and
stiff, but hot to the touch.

And touch it he did.  I was as intensely sensitive as Ranj was the night
before and when I touched him.  When he touched me, I felt like it nearly
spit out half my load.  He immediately engulfed it in his mouth and as
soon as his tongue made one lap around my head, I gave him the remainder
of my spunk, hot and thick.  There was much more in there than I thought
possible, as he milked it dry.  I felt wave upon wave of ecstatic
euphoria wash over me.

When I was finished, he was so horned up that he immediately wanted me to
suck his.  I didn't think I was quite up to it until his creamy precum
made contact with my lips.  Another surge of energy hit me and my whole
body sprang back to life -- including -- every thing!  I licked the tip
of his dick and was rewarded with another huge load of precum.  I sucked
it from the opening as it came out, then again took all of him down my
throat.

Knowing that he hurt me that first time, he did restrain himself, and let
me do the bobbing, but his hips were involuntarily thrusting anyway.  He
groaned, moaned, and momentarily he seemed to choke, but then started to
take huge gulps of air and then he started to yell in his excitement.  He
came and came and I swallowed and swallowed, as fast as I could.  When he
started to get soft, I indeed swallowed it all, and forced myself to keep
my swallowing mechanism working, to keep up the stimulation to his head
as long as possible.

Finally I had to breathe.  I pulled off his softee and as it slid out of
my mouth, he let go a large shuddering, gasping breath.  I came back up
to his face, and tears were coursing down his face.  I kissed the salty
tears and then kissed him deeply.  He hugged me almost desperately, and
we fell into almost a kind of trance, holding each other, as our
breathing slowed down and our wildly beating hearts -- for mine was also
beating to match his -- our hearts slowed down.

I was on top of him, when I fell asleep the first time, my head buried,
drooling on his neck.  When I woke up -- maybe an our maybe two -- later
-- I was still on top and he was kissing my cheek and rubbing my back.

"Tell me you don't love me now!"  Ranj said to me.  I told him what he
wanted to know with the kiss I gave him.  That started us going again.
We played for another hour or so, kissing, cuddling, jacking each other
to orgasm several times.  The next time he sucked me, it took a long time
to get me off -- but it was so good to feel him doing it.  He never tired
of it.  When he finished, I fell almost immediately asleep.



Chapter 4:

When I next awoke, there was sun streaming in the window, and I looked up
into the face of -- one of Ranj's jock friends, Bull!

"Ranj! Wake up, dude!"  He said, shaking Ranj.

I momentarily panicked and by Ranj's look as he awoke, so did he.  But
we both recovered quickly as we noticed that we were on separate sides of
the bed and both buried deep under the covers.

"Sleepover huh?"  Said Bull.  "Sweet!  After yesterday, I thought
you'd be worried about getting in the same bed with this - - this --
guy!"  He sneered.

Rubbing sleep from his eyes, Ranj covered, "He's really helping me with
my chemistry.  And -- DUDE -- give him a break.  He's okay!  Ben, this
is Bull, our team captain."

Bull looked askance at me, as if he wasn't as sure as Ranj that I was
THAT okay.

"Dude!  Sorry to barge in like this, but Coach has called a special
practice -- today at 2:00.  I tried to call you but you didn't pick up.
Good thing you gave me a key to your place!  Man, you must have studied
late!  And - GOD!  Be sure to brush your teeth.  Your breath smells like
shit!  What the fuck did you eat last night?"

I thought Ranj was going to choke when Bull said that.  But he didn't.
"Pizza -- with ranch dressing.  You ought to try it!"  Ranj grinned
widely, but Bull didn't know the real reason!

"Don't be late, Dude!  That's 1 ½ hours!  Coach likes you, but we all
get fucked up if anyone's late, you know!"

"Yeah yeah!  I'll be there early -- as usual!"

"Now I gotta go tell Timmy!  No key for him, and he sleeps like the
dead!  I'll have to pound on his window, unless his `rents're home.
See yah!"

As soon as he left, Ranj said, "SHIT!  I thought I was gonna piss
myself!  And I could have!  I have to pee so bad it hurts!  Dude!  You
were superb!  I think he bought it!"

"Huh?  Oh!  You meant just now?  I didn't say anything!  I thought you
meant last night!"

"Superb couldn't describe last night.  You were incredible last night!
Be right back -- or I'll piss all over the bed!"  He said as he threw
the covers off, exposing a huge pee woody.  He jumped up, holding it and
ran to toward the bathroom.

"WAIT!"  I hollered!

"I can't!"

"Not even for a shower and kiss?"

"<<GROAN!!>> Oh!  Oh yeah -- that'd be -- oh crap this hurts!  I gotta
go!"

He ran to the toilet and tried to push his wood down.  "Damn!" he said
as it started to shoot out and almost made the toilet.  I looked quickly
and the floor was vinyl.  I grabbed him and turned him around, giggling
as his pee first wet the commode and some even went into the sink, then
it swept around the bathroom hitting floor and walls until he was in
front of me, and his piss hit me directly in the mouth.

I laughed and pulled him in and I dripped piss on to the floor, as we
stopped giggling and I kissed him deep as he finished out his piss.  When
he was finished, he said, "Wow!  I guess you can do yours in there!"
as he grabbed my stiffy and pulled me to the shower.  As we waited for
the water to get hot, we stood at the far side of the shower, as he
kissed me and I peed.

He adjusted the water temperature and then said to me, very seriously,
"Fuck me, Ben."

I was immediately scared.  "I don't have a condom."

"You've -- never fucked before -- have you?"

"No."

"Then you're clean!"

I remembered what Reyna had reminded me about other diseases, and told
him.  He looked deeply into my eyes.

"Ben -- I love you -- and I'll take that risk.  But I know you're
clean!  And -- I want to feel you -- inside me!"

He stood spread-eagle with his hands against the wall, backed up to me,
with his butt thrust upward as much as he could.  I tried to push in.
"I can't -- you're too tight."  I said.

"Put some soap on it."  He said.

I started to then said, "Don't you think that the soap will irritate
you -- inside?"

"Hmm -- maybe -- oh!  Use Hair conditioner.  I've -- heh -- used that
with my finger before."

I smeared hair conditioner all over my steely rod and again tried to push
it in.  "Relax, Ranj!  It's too tight!"  He relaxed and I pushed
hard.  The head popped in.

"OW!"  he said  "Ow ow ow!"  No!  No more!  That hurts!"

I withdrew my dick and pulled him close and kissed the back of his neck.
"I'm sorry, Ben, I was sure I could do it!"

"It's okay."  I said.  And I began thrusting between his legs.  In
very short time, I was groaning and cumming, holding his chest with all
my might.

"Okay, your turn!"  I said.

"Oh!  Okay.  Turn around."

He started to soap up between my legs and I said, "No!  Use the hair
stuff.  Try my hole!"

"Ben!  I'm too big.  If you were hurting me -- well -- I don't want to
hurt you -- again."

"Just do it!"  I said -- "Try it!"

I assumed the position and I was determined that it was going to work.  I
pushed my butt toward him and pushed out from my butt hole, thinking that
would help open it.  He started to put it up to me and then said, "Ew!
SHIT!  I can't put it in there!  "Fuck!  Ew!  Sorry Babe!  Cannot do
it!"

I felt shit run down my leg.  "Omigosh!"  I said.  "I guess we're
gonna have to figure this out!"

"Duh YEAH!"  Now I want it more than anything!  Stay there."  He
washed me off with the shower and then, as I has done earlier, he fucked
between my legs.  It felt good as his soft head and hard shaft kept
pushing past my nuts.  Then he came all over them and slid past them over
and over and he moaned his pleasure.

We showered and kissed and kissed and stood under the shower until it
started to get cool.

"We gotta find out how to do that, Ben!  We GOTTA!"  He said, as we
dried off.

We went out to the Golden Arches for lunch. "After our golden showers --
it only seems right!"  Laughed Ranj.

I laughed and he turned serious.  "Ben -- I really have to tell you
something.  I know what you were concerned about yesterday -- the love
thing -- because now -- I really do feel -- different.  Ben, I really
think I'm falling in love with you.  I don't care if you are in love
with me yet -- I'll take that chance.  But I wanted you to know -- now
that we're not half naked -- now that we are not in the throes of a
recent orgasm -- I love you, Ben Hastings.  You don't have to answer
back even.  Matter of fact, I would rather you don't right now -- it
might take something away from what I said -- to have you say -- `I love
you too.'  Because -- I don't love you `too'.  I just love you and I
am in love with you!"

I closed my eyes and slowly opened them, smiling.  I wanted so much to
say it.  But after his plea, I just couldn't.  I looked deeply into his
eyes, and smiled even wider.  I nodded and said, "I'll tell you later
how I feel, then.  But I'll tell you -- it's nothing but -- good!"

He smiled back, and we couldn't kiss in McDonalds, so he said quietly,
"I'm all yours, Ben!  I love you."  I just clasped my hands to my
chest and sighed, while nodding again.

"Have a good practice, Ranj!  Be careful!"  I said, and I ran to my
car, making an obvious jump for joy, high in the air.  I looked back and
he was grinning.



"I'm still worried -- after what I saw yesterday morning."  Said
Reyna.

"Rey-rey -- he loves me!"  I insisted.  "And I sure as hell love
him!"

"Yeah, after one week! Well, then why didn't you tell him?"

"He didn't want me too!"

"Men are so dense!"  She said.

"What?"  I said.

"When someone says something like that, they ALWAYS mean the opposite
from what they claim!  He wanted you to tell him!"

"I think you're getting us mixed up with some girls you know!  Believe
me, he knows!  I didn't have to tell him in so many words.  He knows!"

"I'll just have to take your word for it, Ben-ben."

Reyna and I spent Saturday evening together.  I was wondering -- hoping
-- that Ranj would call and ask me to come over again.  He didn't.

After I got home, I argued with myself.  I'm waiting for a call from
him.  What if he's waiting for a call from me?  What should I do.  I
called his cell phone.

"Hey."  He said.  He didn't sound all that excited.

"Hi.  Can you talk?"

"I'd rather not."

Oh no!  Now what?

"Are you alone?"  I asked.

"I looked for you at the game."  He said.

"Game?"

"Why do you suppose we had an extra practice this afternoon?  "

"Why?"  I said, truly clueless.

"We had a game tonight! Games are always Saturday night!"  His voice
broke.

"Ranj!  What -- I didn't -- I mean -- did you want me there?"

"Course I did!  Everything I did tonight, I did for you!  But -- well,
you weren't there."

"Oh, Ranj!  I didn't know!  I'm sorry -- really I am!"

"How could I fall for such a dweeb!"  He said.  I heard some bit of
forgiveness amid his disgust.

"Can I come over?"

"It's late."

"So?"

"I have to warn you -- I'm moody.  And tonight, it's not a good
mood."

"Because I wasn't there?"

That - - and we didn't win.  And it was my fuckups that caused it."

"Oh no!  I'll be right over."

I quietly left the house.

"Ben?"  Said my mom as I went out the door.

"Oh!"  I said, somewhat startled.

"Be careful, Ben.  Your father doesn't -- know -- yet."

"Okay.  Bye!"  I said and I quickly closed the door.



I put the code in and the gate opened.  I drove slowly up the deserted
drive to his condo.  I knocked, and he answered.  He stepped out of the
way, so I could enter.  When I was half in, he turned and went to the
kitchen, leaving me to close the door.  I locked it.  I saw a chain and
secured it too.  No more surprise visitors!

When I got to the kitchen, he was sitting at the far end of the table. He
looked pissed.  "Are you pissed at me?"  I asked.

"I've been giving that a lot of thought.  And - - I guess - - not.  I
said too much this afternoon -- maybe."

"A -- um -- about?"

"All that love stuff -- you know!"

"Oh."  I said.

"What?!!"  he said.

"Ranj, I didn't want to spoil your moment.  I was almost ready to
explode, I wanted so much to tell you how much I love you!"

"And -- how much would that be?"

"You think I can explain it?  I can't.  All I know is I want no one but
you -- NO ONE -- ever!  I am afraid that because we are so young, no one
will respect our -- well, at least my -- love.  But who cares?  As long
as we -- er -- um -- I feel it!"

"Why do you keep saying that?"

"What?"

"The `we -- er, I mean I' shit!"  he seemed really annoyed.

"Ranj, you just told me you weren't sure any longer."

"No I didn't!"  he half yelled, half whined.

I wanted to cry.  This wasn't how it was supposed to go!

"You just told me that you said too much this afternoon."  I cried.

"I only meant that -- well -- I'm so fucked up!  I know I told you not
to answer me, but -- SHIT!  I wanted you to say it anyway -- like maybe
you just couldn't hold it in!"

"That's what Reyna told me!"  I said, dropping my head.

"Ben I meant every word I said.  I do love -- what?  Who?  WHO'S
Reyna!"

"My best friend."

"You discuss us with someone else?  Who is this, some fag hag from the
internet?"

"NOooo!"  I said.  I had a sinking feeling.

"No?!!  What the fuck!  Who is Reyna?"

"She lives next door.  She - "

"Is she that fat slug you hang out with?!!  You tell her stuff about
us?  Does she know you are talking about me?"

I was getting pissed now, about his remark about Reyna. I said -- through
my teeth - "Ranj, she won't tell anyone.  Any more than I will tell
about any of her -- stuff."

"Thanks, FRIEND!  Thanks a fuck-king lot!"

"Ranj -- please!  It's not like that, we - "

"Fuck!"  He shouted.  "Fuck you!  Fuck her!  Just Fuck off!  And
fucking - - go home!"  Tears were in his eyes.  "You're no fucking
friend of mine.  GET OUTA HERE!"  He lunged toward me, but went past
me.  He opened the door, ripping the chain from the door.  "Awww -
Fuck!"  He screamed.  "Please go!"

I was afraid on so many levels.  I was afraid I lost him.  I was afraid
I'd never see him again.  I was afraid to walk by him.  But -- he
didn't look enraged any more -- mostly hurt.  We were both in tears.
Against all odds, I stopped right in front of him.  I opened my mouth but
nothing came out.  I shook my head.  Ranj started to step closer.  I
flinched.

"Omigod, Ben!  Are you afraid of me?"  He fell against the door he had
opened.  I heard the doorstop collapse and the door handle crunching into
the wall behind it.  I started to walk out.  "NO!  Don't go!"  He
cried, plaintively.

"Shut up!"  came a shout from somewhere outside.  Ranj grabbed me and
pulled me inside and slammed the door -- hard.  Then he let me go and we
stood there for a very long moment -- staring at each other.

"I don't know what to say -- Ranj -- I just -- I - "  I broke down
again.

"It's okay -- Ben -- I mean -- it's NOT okay at all -- but it's --
it's -- okay -- I guess.  This isn't fair!  It's not fair to you.
It's not fair to me.  I'm sorry I'm such a wimp!  But -- if you can
accept my effing, wimpy self -- who can't tell anyone about the boy I
love - - then -- I guess I can accept that you HAVE told someone.  But --
Please -- PLEASE -- don't tell her any more.  I mean -- did you tell her
details?  No!  Never mind!  That's none of my business.  I don't even
want to know."

"Yes, you do --  and no -- I didn't tell her details!  I'm sorry I
told her anything, now."

Ranj reached for my hand.  He brought it up to his mouth.  He kissed my
palm and then sucked on two of my fingers.  He pulled me to him, leaning
back against the door and we stood there, suspended in a moment of time,
feeling each other as if for the first time again.

Then, without saying anything, he picked me up, and cradling me, walked
in to his bedroom.  He closed and locked the door -- there was no key!

"Ben -- is it even possible to love -- each other -- in less than a
week?  I dunno the answer to that, but -- it sure feels like it to me!"

"I know."  I croaked.  I hugged his neck as he lay down on top of me.

"All I could think of today was you.  In practice, when Bull jammed his
hand up Whitey's ass -- Whitey is our center -- I about crapped my
pants!  Well, maybe crap wasn't quite what I felt!  Practice went fine.
I don't know why I expected you to be there at the game tonight, but --
I missed two perfect passes, because I was looking up in the stands for
you!"

"Omigosh, Ranj!  I'm so - "

"No -- it's my fault!  I should have asked you to come!  Ben, sometimes
we get the idea -- that because during the season, everything is about
football for us on the team -- that everyone feels that way.  I should
have known better.  I saw how you were trying hard to follow that game on
TV the other night with me and your dad.  The main thing is -- I wanted
to just walk out of the game and come to your house and strangle you - "

"Ranj - - I - "

"No -- let me finish!  By the time I got home, I realized -- well, when
you called -- really after you called and were on your way here -- I
realized -- you're just not in to football -- at all.  And - - that's
okay!  I don't love you for football!"

"Well -- I'm still sorry I wasn't there."

"Me too.  Man, Coach was pissed.  I bet I'll get a few laps over that
game!"

"Maybe - - maybe I can at least partially make it up to you --
tonight."  I said, playfully.

"Maybe you can!"  he said as he hefted me from under him and flipped us
both so I was on the top.  "I heard that this would make it easier."

"Huh?"  I said.

He opened his bedside table and pulled out a tube of KY jelly and smeared
it all over my dick.  Then he pushed my arms out of the way, as his legs
came up and around them and on top of my shoulders. "This is supposed to
open me up much better.  Try to put it in, Ben."

"What about the -- shit?"  I said

"Before you got here, I cleaned out -- I hope."

"Okay."  I said.  I pushed at the opening.  Tight as a drum!  "Relax,
Ranj -- try to relax."  I said.

He took a deep breath and let it out.  "Okay, try it again."  He said.

"Here goes."  I said as I pushed at the opening again and -- `Pop!'
In went the head.  His eyes got as big as saucers.  He opened his mouth
and seemed to be trying hard to concentrate.

"More, Babe -- a little more."  He pleaded.  I pushed in slightly,
watching his eyes.  I saw fear and desire and maybe a little pain in
them.

"You okay?"  I asked.

"Are you all the way in?"  He asked.

"Naw -- just barely past the head."

"FUCK!"  He said, exasperated.  "Shove it all the way -- quick!"

"You sure?"  I said, concerned.

"DO IT, DAMMIT!"  He yelled.

I closed my eyes and pushed hard.  It hurt me!

"Ohhh!  CRAP!  FUCK!  Take it out -- TAKE IT OUT!!!"  He screamed, as
he nearly strangled my dick in the jaws of his anus.

I withdrew it and he lay there, panting hard.  "Oh my GOD that hurt!
WHAT'RE we doing wrong??"

"I dunno, Babe, I dunno."  I said, as I came down gently on top of
him.  I started to kiss him.

"No -- not yet.  I just need to lay here a minute."  I started to get
off him.  "NO!  I need you -- here."

I lay there for at least 3 minutes.  "I'm sorry I'm such a wimp."  He
said, finally. "We MUST be doing it wrong.  You're not -- sorry -- not
that big!"

"Yeah, I needed that reminder!"  I laughed.  "Can I at least kiss you
now?"

He kissed me and I started to involuntarily thrust.  He put his hand down
on my still wet and slippery dick and when he did that, my humping sent
it into his hand.  He closed it tighter.  I humped it faster and harder,
as we kissed.

I soon was breathing deep and hard and loud, and when I started to moan,
he flexed his fist as I pumped in and out of his hand.  I started to cum
and it got slipperier and I went even faster, kissing and moaning and
groaning and then I let a high pitched yell out, that sounded like it
came form someone else -- or from an animal as I collapsed on top of
him.  He tried to kiss me, but I was too involved gasping for air.  When
I was finished, I kissed him.  "Omigosh!"  I said.  "Nothing could be
better than that!"  I said.

"I wanna do it!  I wanna do it!"  He said like a five year old!  "Er
-- when you're ready."

"I'm ready."  I said.  I climbed off him and lay on the other side of
the bed.  It was still cold and felt good.  He climbed on top of me and
we started to kiss again.  I reached over and grabbed the KY and squeezed
a big gob into my hand, and then I told him to start fucking it.

He did it immediately and started to go faster.  "Wait -- Ranj -- go
slower -- go really slow at first -- it might be -- better."

He slowed down and went very slowly for a time, and we kissed.  "MMM!!
That's nice!"  he said.  My hand slipped and opened up, and he pushed
his dick between my hand and my pubic hair.  "Oh!"  he said, with a
pained look.  I closed my hand back on it.
  "No -- more lube!  And open your hand again."

I squeezed more lube, this time getting plenty in my pubes too.  He then
started again, pushing it between my hand and my pubes, and immediately
started to moan and he kissed me savagely as he picked up speed and
intensity.  He was pounding it in and out fasted than I could have
imagined when he came - - and came and came!  His guttural and high
pitched yells were obviously telling me he liked it!  When he was
finished, it was his turn to collapse on me.

I was still exhausted from my ordeal, but I caressed his back and neck
ever so gently as he caught his breath and even drooled on my neck.  Is
this what love feels like?  I think it is! Then out of nowhere, he
sobbed.

"What is it?"  I whispered.

"Nothing.  I just -- it's just -- I can't help it.  Oh -- it's not
bad.  It -- just -- feels good to -- um -- let go and -- cry.  It's a
happy -- a good feeling, Baby."

"Oh -- yeah, I know -- I wanted to too, I think."  I hugged his head,
and he sniffed snot all over my neck.

"Omigod, I love you so much!"  He said.

"I love you too."  I croaked.

Notes:  Feelings can turn on a dime -- especially when you're a teen!
Thank you to so many who have already written to me.  Comments are always
welcome, to Steve at stevethomas535@hotmail.com. Thanks and ... love,
Steve