Date: Wed, 01 Dec 2004 14:44:29 -0800
From: Steve Thomas <s4d@hotmail.com>
Subject: Coles-Dreams, Ch. 20

This is a work of pure fiction, based on the author's feelings, beliefs,
and in some cases, experience.  There may be graphic sexual encounters at
times between men, so if this offends you, you are invited to retreat.
If you are too young or it is otherwise illegal for you to be reading
this kind if story, shame on you for reading it - -  please stop here.
If not, - - ENJOY!


Cast of Characters:

Cole Alexander Stephanson IV -- Our hero

Jazz -- (Jack Zachary) Coles oldest brother

Diane -- Jazz's wife

Rod -- Coles middle brother

Igor  (Iggy) -- Cole's Tutoring Pupil

Cole Alexander Stephanson III -- Coles Dad

Ethyl Stephanson -- Cole's mom

Rex Remlin-- Rod's best friend

Gus Hartwin -- Cole's Boyfriend

Michelle -- Cole's old girlfriend.

Dexter -- Iggy's boyfriend

Ed -- Paramedic

Manolo -- Paramedic

Steve -- Manolo's boyfriend

Diane -- Jazz's wife

Randy -- Found Boy

Curtis -- Found boy's brother

Kian Willis--      Friend in Vancouver

Nicolas Poole-- Friend in Vancouver

Howard Poole -- Nicolas's Father

From Chapter 19:

"Awww, Nicky!  Er -- Nicolas!  Don't spoil their fun because of me!
You know I can't take a helicopter ride."

"Kian, the only other time you went up with me was after you had way too
much to drink.  Try it sober for once!"

"You really want me to die?""  Kian said.

"You're not gonna die!  The worst that could happen is that you might
get sick and throw up.  The best might be that once you get over your
fear -- and maybe throw up! -- you may find you like it!  I'd really
appreciate it -- if you went."

Kian looked nervously from face to face, then lastly into Nick's eye.
"If that's what you want Nick-o-las."

Chapter 20

Kian swallowed hard, as we all walked the short distance outside the
veranda to the helipad.  I was scared too.  It was such a small craft!  I
was worried that we all were too much weight for it.  But it took off as
if we were not even aboard!  Kian was coving his eyes with one hand --
and his mouth with the other!  I know!  I was peeking out from behind my
fingers!

We rose so fast it was like a thrill ride at Six Flags.  Gus had one arm
around me and the other hand was pressing firmly on his forehead.
Luckily he remembered to bring his pain medicine!  Unfortunately we
didn't bring any air sickness pills.  I had flown a few times in my
life, and never got sick.  But this was different.  As soon as we took
off, my tummy wanted to jump out my mouth.  But as quick as it came -- it
went away, as I was peering down at the ground below us in awe.

Nick was whispering something to Kian.  I think he was telling him to
look at the scenery up here.  Kian's face was buried deep in Nick's
neck, and he was holding his own tummy.  He dared to take a peek and when
he did, he made to throw up -- but couldn't!  All that food and all he
did was burp.

"Ewww!"  Said Nick.  "That was fowl!"  After about ten minutes in the
air, Kian forgot his fear -  well, maybe not forgot, but anyway, we were
all laughing and joking -- albeit two of us nervously.

After about 90 minutes, we set down on a sheet of ice.  We got out and it
was cold!  The sun was shining brightly.  Howard had thought of
everything.  We each were handed a heavily lined parka.  There were snow
boots to fit anyone in a stow bin, and gloves.

It was like a fairy land (no jokes please!)  There was no one else except
the five of us.  Jack, the helicopter pilot was so fun.  He had done this
before, it was obvious.  And he was like a teenager himself! We ran and
played and it felt like we were little kids again.  I was worried about
crevasses or other drop-offs or dangers.  Jack assured us there was
nothing like that at this place.  I was also worried about Gus's
injuries.  But he seemed to be fine.

After an hour or so, Jack said he needed to get a nap before flying
again, and told us that we were safe anywhere we could walk within an
hour.  So we went exploring.  From the air it looked quite flat, but
there were ups and downs.  We were far from the helicopter when we
decided to stop and sit for awhile.  The brightness of the sun on the ice
was beginning to take its toll on my eyes -- well, no one had thought to
bring dark glasses, but it was hardest for me.

We sat -- actually reclined on a small incline.  I lay back and closed my
eyes.  I had just started to dream -- funny thing!  My dreams were always
in color -- and 3-d!  In my dreams, I had two eyes!  But I still knew it
was a dream this day, and was glad to get away for a short time.  I felt
coldness inside my pants.  I started to look -- in my dream -- to see if
I had wet my pants.  But then it occurred to me that it would first be
warm, and so I relaxed, and then it occurred to me I should wake up.

Gus had my pants open and was starting to suck on my cold-shrunk dick.
My balls were like two hard marbles.  But he was able to warm up my dick
really nice.  And he kept everything clean, as I quickly rose to the
occasion and pumped my juice into his eager mouth.  His tongue and lips
on my corona were so warm and stimulating.

 I didn't know how close the other guys were, so I didn't make as much
noise as usual.  It was still very hot to wake up like that, out in the
middle of an Alaskan Glacier.  When he was finished -- and I was finished
-- he zipped my pants back up and hugged my waist, his face warming the
area that got cold earlier.  Then he came up and gave me the tasty wet
and cummy kiss that I love so much!

We found Nick and Kian and then made our way back to the helicopter.
Jack said he was approved for night flight, and we should wait until
after dark -- to see a special treat.  There was a beautiful sunset, low
on the horizon.  Then as if someone waved a magic wand, the sky darkened
and then turned bright, shimmering green!
http://www.ptialaska.net/~hutch/aurora.html

The trip home was much more comfortable.  I guess because we could not
see the ground, except where there were little towns -- and because we
had done this before and it was not quite so nerve wracking.  It was
sweet to see Kian nestled into Nick's arms.  Jack looked back and smiled
once.  Well, I was equally nestled in Gus's arms, my eye closed most of
the flight home.  I didn't go to sleep, but I dreamed about getting home
with my sweet guy.

"What??"  Nick said.  "But you can't go!  There is so much more for
you to see!"

"Cole is getting tired."  Gus said.  "I need to get him home.  His
health is my first priority.  And besides, your dad invited us back
later, before the fall semester to see Buchart and what was the other
place?"

I was just a little intimidated that Gus was speaking for me, but I loved
that he was so concerned.  I never felt so loved!

"Pacific Rim?  Oh yeah, that's better in the summer!  Well, I guess now
that my parents know about me -- and Kian -- we will be able to stay
together with more privacy -- at home.  But this place is great."

"What about Kian's parents?"  I asked

"If they haven't figured it out -- they are fools!"

"They're fools!"  Kian said.  It was amazing how masculine his voice
was becoming now that he had to -- or else.

"But you don't have to go until tomorrow morning -- right?"

"Correct!" Gus said.

"Good!  We will take it easy tonight.  Don't wanna stress out this boys
eyes -- oops -- eye!"  Nick was embarrassed.

"That's okay.  I do that all the time" I said.  "It's hard to break
a habit of 20 years."  But what's hard to get used to is all you guys
being so worried about me.  Please don't.  I'll let you know if I get
too tired.  Where was it we could go -- if you weren't so concerned for
my health?"

"It's not that big a deal." Nick said.  "Just that bar we were going
to go to the first night you were here."

"Oh yes!"  I quipped.  "That was the night that Gus was too wimpy to
go out, right?"

"Hey!"  Gus complained.  "Let's not be getting personal!"

"My point exactly!"  I said.  "I'm really to rumble!"  Gus looked
really distressed.  "What?"  I said.  "What's wrong Babe?"

"I feel like such a loser!"  He said.  I just looked at him,
surprised.  "I don't know.  I guess as long as I could blame YOU, I was
not the one bringing everyone else down.  No!  Cole, I didn't mean you
were!  I just meant -- I don't feel too good.  It's been an awfully
long day.  We have 2 long driving days ahead of us.   Why don't you
three go out and I'll stay here and hold down the fort!"

"Yeah, right!"  Kian said.  "Like we're going to just leave you
behind and go have fun!"  Nick's eyes flashed open and he looked so
pleased that Kian had said that.  "What??!!"  Kian said.

"You're just amazing, Dude!"  Nick said.  And he grabbed him and
kissed him.  "So, I agree with my man here.  We all go or none of us
do."

"We can go to the hot tub again."  Kian said.  "As a matter of fact, I
saw a notice in the lobby.  If we reserve it -- before anyone else -- we
can have it to ourselves on a weeknight."

"We had it to ourselves the other night." Nick said questioningly.

"I get what he's on about!"  Gus said.

"Okay, enlighten us."  I said to Gus.

"If we reserve it -- it would be clothing optional!"

"Right!"  Kian said.  He then giggled for the first time since earlier
that day.  It sounded so out of character with the "new" Kian, all the
rest of us aped it, giggling like a bunch of school girls!  He knew we
were making fun of him, but he just punched Nick in the arm and said,
"I'll go down and see if it's ours.

It was ours.  We walked down with towels around us and when we got into
the spa room, we dropped them.  It was impossible to NOT stare at Kian!
But after about 5 minutes, it was old, so we lost interest.  It was  so
fun just being with a bunch of guys -- naked -- in a hot tub!

About 30 minutes into our soak, the attendant came in.  "Anyone w-want a
dr - - " he stopped cold when his eyes landed on Kian's dick!  "Ahem!
Erm - - I mean d-d-drinks!  That is do you -- I mean -- CRAP!  Is that
REAL!!??"  He then turned deep red.  "I'm s-s-sorry , I'm so sorry.
It just -- just -- t-t-took me by - "He turned around and looked at the
wall.  "Anyone care for d-d-drinks?"

Kian looked pleadingly at Nick.  "It'll probably fuck up your sex
drive.  And it's not as if you get that hard anyway.  But - -  you
decide.  I don't care tonight."

"Can we have champaign?"  Kian asked.

"You guys want some -- to celebrate our last night together?"  Nick
asked.  We don't usually drink but we relented.

When the attendant came back, two bottles and four flutes on his tray, he
whispered, "D- don't t-tell anyone I d-did this.  You're n-not
supp-p-p-posed to have this."  He took a deep sighing breath, and tried
to concentrate, and spoke more slowly  "It w-was left over from a big
party earlier."

He poured a glass for each of us and when he got to Kian's, he
overfilled the flute, and then HE giggled.  The excess went into the
water.  He just stood there gaping and grinning.

"If we tipped you for something this illegal, you could get fired!"
Nick almost snarled.  I had not heard him so virulent before.

"Oh!"  The startled boy shot back.  "I -- I -- wasn't h-h-hoping for
a t-t-ti -i --i p!"

"Hee hee!"  Kian giggled for the second time since early that morning.
"What were you hoping for?"

Nick turned scarlet.  "KIAN!  SHUT!! UP!!"  He snarled.

Kian tipped his flute up and emptied his glass down his throat.  He gave
Nick a resentful look, and stuck his glass up for a refill.

The boy (he had to be older than us, but he just looked very boyish)
edged past Nick, never taking his eyes off him.  I think we all expected
Nick to make a move or a comment.  He didn't.  He only watched
menacingly.  After Kian's glass was filled, the boy left quickly.  Kian
called to him, "Please come back later!"

After he was gone, Kian complained, "You didn't have to act so nasty to
him!"

"I know you're proud of your- um -- self, Kee."  Nick said evenly.
"But it's embarrassing to me when you flirt with it -- as I'm looking
on."

"I was only having some fun!"  Kian defended himself.

"Well, it's demoralizing to me -- besides hurting my feelings"

"Aw c'mon!  Lighten up a lit - "

"Kian!  As far as that guy knows we are just 4 dudes enjoying a night
out!  You didn't have to -- to -- prove his suspicions -- if he had
any!  Kee -- We have to keep a low profile.  My dad was really cool about
us, but I like living this lifestyle.  To tell the truth, I don't think
I would know how to live any other!  Can you just cool it!"

I thought maybe Nick was overreacting, but I wasn't gonna say anything.
I know Gus is not even ready to tell his parents.  Our conversation moved
on to when we would come back and what we could do when we did.  "Dude!
The long shadows of winter will be long gone.  You can actually run and
play in shirtsleeves during the day.  And Buchart -- well, you never saw
anything like it.  It's like a fairyland."

"Hee hee!"  Kian quipped.  "A fairyland huh?"

Nick must have really loved Kian for some other reasons we could not
see.  Because the disgusted looks on his face tonight couldn't all be
reconciled by a big dick!

"Hey, I gotta pee pretty bad!"  Gus said.

"Me too!"  Said Kian.  "Toilet's right over there.  I'll go with
you!"

I was thinking, "What a GIRL!"  I saw Nick shaking his head.  I wasn't
going to say anything!

"I have always been attracted to fem guys, Cole.  I don't know why.
But besides that, and besides his foot long hot dog, he really does have
redeeming qualities.  He shows off a lot when we're with someone else.
It's gotten worse since `Will and Grace'!  He identifies with Jack.
So he puts on the Jack act even more now.  That does get to me at times.
I'm sorry I've been such a butt head.  It's just been -- well, a long,
eventful day!"

"Duh!  How did it make you feel when your dad told you?"

"Dude, I was like, `SHIT!  What's he trying to say?'  I was really
sweating it!  I really am exhausted!"

"We don't have to stay here, Nick!"  I retorted.  "If you're tired -
"

"Fuck no!  I'll be fine!  This is our last night for at least a couple
months with you guys.  Do you have any idea how much we both like you and
Gus?  I'm okay.  Good thing Kee is such a caring top!  All I have to do
is lay there, if I'm tired.  He really is sweet, you know.  And a
SOO-WEET lover!"  He closed his eyes and sighed.

Gus and Kian came back from the head, laughing.  "Kee can tie his dong
in a knot!"  Gus said, excitedly.

"You nerd!"  Nick laughed.  "He loves to show off!"  He said shaking
his head.

"It was a trip!"  Gus exclaimed.  "He had his back to me peeing and
when he turned around, it was tied in a knot!  I almost passed out!"

I felt something shoot through me like a bolt of electricity.  I
recognized it as a sexual longing that needed to be immediately
satisfied.  You know - - the kind which hardly ever IS satisfied?
"Cole!!"  Gus said.  My eyes were closed, my dick was hard as a rock --
for everyone to see -- and my hips were involuntarily thrusting.  The
attendant reappeared.

"Wo!  That's m-m-more than I expected to s-s-see!"  He said.

"Dude!"  Kian said.  "You KNOW you want it!!"  That drew a dirty look
from Nick.  I was embarrassed and Gus was trying his hardest not to
laugh.  I jumped into the water, hiding my embarrassment behind the wall
of the pool.

"You g-g-got me there!"  The attendant said.

"When do you get off?"  Kian shot back.

The attendant grew suddenly shy.  "Well," he stammered, "n-n-not in
awhile -- with someone besi-si-sides myself -- and -- n-n-never with a"
he swallowed hard, "a g-g-guy!"  his face turned beet red.

"I meant," Kian continued, "What TIME do you get off work?"  Kian's
back was to Nick.  Nick's mouth dropped and he was looking daggers at
Kian.

"I thought -- you g-g-guys were -- ummmmm -- t-t-two cou-cou-cou - "
he stopped and took a deep breath. "Couples."

"We are!"  Said Nick with a definite cutting edge in his voice.  At
that, Kian spun around and saw how upset Nick was.

I was having very mixed feelings.  The attendant looked like a pretty
clean and cute guy.  Both Kian and Nick were cute, even if Kian was a bit
fem.  I was embarrassed -- as if everyone else could see me considering
what I was considering.  I could hardly believe it myself.  I didn't say
a word, or raise an eyebrow.  But I was surprised at my level of
disappointment when the new guy left the area.  "I'll come back a
little later, then."  He said.  I assumed he meant to make sure we had
what we needed -- in the way of drinks -- or towels!

"Nickeeeee!"  That brought a scowl from Nick.

"Kee,"  he started, then looked at me and Gus. "Sorry guys, but -- I
have to do this!"  He turned back to Kian.  "Kee, I don't know WHEN I
have been more embarrassed -- or PISSED off -- as I am right now!  You
actually were going to invite that pipsqueak to join us for -- for -- FOR
WHAT!!???  What the FUCK -- sorry guys" (to us) -- "are you trying to
do?"

"I just thought it would be fun to - "

"Fun to WHAT, Kee?  Fun to fucking WHAT?"

Kian looked like he was about to cry.  He turned away and said, "I
dunno."

"YES!  YES, KEE!  You DO know!  You were hoping for a -- a - "  Nick
looked at us.  "You expected that we all would go for a fucking orgy?
Is that what you wanted?"

"Well -- what if it was?  Would that be so bad?"

Nick turned to Gus and me.  "I'm so sorry guys.  I should never agreed
to letting him have any alcohol."

"HMPH!  As if you coulda stopped me!"  Kian said.

Nick turned his back on Kian.  He spoke evenly and measured.  "You guys
-- SHIT!  What time are you gonna leave in the morning?"

"No hurry."  Gus said.  "Since we decided to drive back.  Tomorrow
afternoon would be fine."

"Good!  Let's go!"  He barked at Kian.

I can only guess what they would be talking about.

"We'll see you guys in the morning."  Nick said.  "I may even come
back down here, if my idiot child falls asleep."  Kian was looking
pouty.

That left me alone with my lover.  "This place is unbelievable."  Gus
said.

"I know."  I said, lamely.  I still was a little overheated from
thinking about what could have happened if the pool guy had stayed.

"They sure seem to have their challenges, don't they?"  Gus said.

"I suppose they do."  I offered.  "But I guess everyone does."  I
looked away as I said that.

"Like the fact that you were wishing that stuttering pool boy could join
us?"  Said Gus.  My head and eyes snapped back to his so fast it almost
left me short of breath!  "I could see the hunger in your eyes!"

I'm glad I was looking at him when he said that.  He has a slight funny
grin on his face.  "Oh?"  I said.  "And would that be because you were
feeling the same way?"

"I never would have interpreted it that way, but -- um -- somehow being
away from home -- um -- makes one maybe -- um -- a little more
adventurous?"  Gus said haltingly.  My mouth dropped open.

"You -- you -- mean -- would you consider -- s-s-something - - ?"  I
stuttered.

"I never thought so -- before!"

"You -- mean -- WOULD you consider -- s-s-something - - ?"  I
reiterated.

"Ever since you described what Kian and Nicolas were doing last night --
I've, been going back to it and -- well -- wondering -- or something."

The wet hair on my arms stood up!  "I don't think Nick would go for
it."  I said.

"You're probably right - - but the pool boy may be back."  He said
almost nonchalantly.

This time it was I who giggled!  "Well?"  Gus said.  "It WAS you that
he saw all at attention and ready to go earlier!"

"It WAS, wasn't it!"  I repeated.

"You're such a nerd!"  Gus said.

"So are you!"  I threw back at him.

"Nuh-UH!  I'm the jock footballer!"

"Yeah and if any of your jock friends could see you now -- and with whom
you are sharing these tidbits -- you'd lose THAT rep!"

"True!"  he said and he grabbed me by the dick and pulled me to him.
We kissed long and deeply.  "I may have to make you pay for that last
comment though!"

"OOOOO!"  I said in mock fear.  "Gonna make me eat my words, huh?"

"Maybe more than your words!"  And he kissed me again and grinded his
groin into my own.  Our moans were interrupted.

"Wow!  That was about the hottest thing I ever saw!"

We sprang apart and looked up at the pool guy.

Notes:  What?  Our heroes would never do anything like that!  Or would
they - - - ?  Any comments would be welcomed.  Please put "Cole" on the
subject line. To Steve at s4d@hotmail.com.  Thanks and love, Steve


Bottom line: Love will Rule in the end.