Date: Sun, 04 May 2003 23:58:20 -0400
From: Djaggie2004@aol.com
Subject: Confusing Life Chapter 3 (Revised)

Disclaimer: Do not read this if you are under 28 (21 in some states), or if
you are offended by homosexuality. This story contains details of censual
sex between two men who are at least 18 yrs old or older.


This is my first attempt at writing. So whether or not I continue it
depends on how people respond to it. This story is not going to have sex
scenes in every Chapter, and probably won't have that many in it at
all. Unless I get Carried away!! (he he he)

All the people and occurrences in this story are fictional, and any
relation to real life is just by coincidence.

I want to thank all the people who have sent me emails urging me to
continue the story. Hopefully I will keep up the story line and make it
more descriptive. I hope you all continue to read and enjoy Confusing Life

Sorry for the delay, I have been busy with school and I just took a break
from finals to write this chapter.

Last Time:

Dan shows up at DJ's house for dinner and someone else is coming up the
stairs.

Chapter 3

I looked past Dan at the person coming up the stairs

" Cole, what the fuck are you doing here?" I said in an obviously pissed
off tone

" I guess you're still mad, " Cole said with an upset voice. " Who the fuck
are you?" He said coldly as he looked at Dan.

"Dan will you please go inside this won't take long," I said looking at
him, annoyed with the fact that Cole was there

Dan went inside and stood just inside the door.

" Baby I am sorry I know I fucked up why are you still mad" Cole ask

" Don't you baby me you sorry good for nothing piece of shit, I told you 3
weeks ago that me and you where THROUGH, I have nothing to say to you, now
will you please excuse me. I have a friend waiting on me" I half shouted at
him

When I turned around to open the door, Cole grabbed me and spun me around

" Your not going anywhere," He said as he held my arm and tightened his
grasp

" Let go of me, Cole," I yelled, about the time I said this Cole pushed me
down on the ground and started kicking me. I was yelling for him to stop
and Dan came out the door and punched him. I got up and lunged at Cole and
he hit me and threw me off balance and caused me to fall down the
stairs. The last thing I remember before I blacked out was seeing a set of
feet running by me and a car speeding out of the parking lot.

The next thing I remember is waking up in the hospital with Dan, Mandy, and
Steven there. Dan had a black eye and what looked like a busted lip.

I looked at Dan and tried to smile but it hurt, " What happened I ask?"

They all looked at me and Mandy went and got the nurse to tell her I was
awake. She came back a few minutes later and had a nurse and Dr. with her.

" Well, looks like you decided to try to rejoin the land of the living, "
the Dr said with a smile.

"Ugh" I groaned at the sound of his voice " What happened to me and how
long have I been here, " I ask

The Dr. said that he would let my friends tell me everything. He checked me
out and said that he would be back later on that day to check on me again.

After he left I looked at the people left in the room and said, " Will
someone please tell me why I am in a hospital and why does Dan look like he
got the shit beat out of him. " I ask in a tone that you didn't dare
challenge or ignore.

They all proceeded to tell me everything over the next few minutes. The
short version of the whole deal was that Cole and me got into a fight and
he knocked me down the stairs. I had been in the hospital for 2 days and
had been HEAVILY sedated so I wouldn't be in pain.  They told me that I had
a concussion, a broken nose, 5 broken ribs, 2 cracked ribs, and sprained
wrist and a broken ankle.  When I asked Dan what happened to him he told me
that he and Cole got into a fight after he caused me to fall and that he
faired a lot better than Cole did. After they told me everything, Dan
looked at Mandy and Steven and asked them if we could have a few minutes.
They said that they would go get something to eat and be back in a little
while and that they would try to sneak me in something.

"Dan" I started but he cut me off.

" Let me say this first, I have this feeling that you were fixing to ask me
why I did what I did. The reason is I really like you. I know that our
first date so to speak didn't go very well at all, but I still like you
even if you have a psycho ex boyfriend.  I want to try to make whatever
there is between you and me work.  There is just something inside me that
is telling me that there can be something between us."  He paused and
looked at me and I leaned up to kiss him and he leaned in and we
kissed. The shock from the first night was still there.

" You know I don't think I will ever understand why you still want to try
and see if we can make this work, but if you are willing to try, so am I,"
I said.

Well I got sent home the next day and Dan stayed with me most of the time
unless I made him go home.  One night, about a month after I got out of the
hospital I came home from work and had the shock of my life.

When I opened the door and walked in, the entire apartment was dark with
the only light coming from the dining room. I walked in the living room and
put down my bag and stuff from the day. When I turned around Dan was
standing in the doorway, dressed in a tux.  He led me to the dining room
and set me down at the table that had two candles on it.

" What is all this for?" I asked him.

"I just wanted to do something special for you tonight, to mark what
happened one month ago." He said leaning down to kiss me.

" One month ago I met you and my life changed. I was thinking that I could
never find anyone that I could care for. I met you and had feelings that I
have never had before. I was so scared to talk to you. But I am glad I
did." He continued.

" Dan, you didn't have to do all this," I was about to say more when he
kissed me and went into the kitchen. When he came back he brought a cart
with food on it that I only thought you could get at a restaurant. (Later
on he informed me that he had gotten it from my favorite restaurant.)

After we finished eating he lead me to the bedroom and told me to lay down
on the bed. When he came back, he was wearing a pair of silk boxers and had
a bowl of strawberries and chocolate. I think we ate a total of 2
strawberries that night.

Well after that night things for Dan and me started getting rocky. I was
busy with school and work; he was getting tired of me not being at home.
Well, one night I came home and there was a note from Dan:

	Dustin,
 		I can't deal with you working all the time. I know that you
love your job and I don't want to come between that.  I think that we
should take a break and spend some time apart for a while.  I still
consider you as my boy friend. I just think that we need to take some time
off. I will be at home if you need to get a hold of me.
				LY
				Dan

After I read the note I called him. We talked for a while and he pretty
much decided that we should just be friends.  I was fine with that, but I
missed him a lot.  We stayed in touch for about 6 months after that, but we
eventually lost touch and he started dating someone else.

I went into a deep depression and ended up flunking out of school and
losing my job.  I moved back home with my parents and started seeing a
counselor and a shrink. They helped me to deal with everything that was
going on and how to deal with it. Things started to get better and I
started trying to meet new people and get my life back.

Ok guys, this is the end of the first part of the story. I will hopefully
get the new stuff out soon. I will pick back up with things that happened
this past fall semester. It will be called No longer alone. I know that
there weren't any sex scenes in this part but I suck at writing them.  If
anyone has any tips for suggestions feel free to email or instant message
me.

Laters
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