Date: Thu, 01 Apr 2004 02:48:56 -0500
From: Djaggie2004@aol.com
Subject: College/Confusing Life/No Longer Alone 4

Disclaimer: This story is about a homosexual realationship between 2
consenting adults. So if you are offended by it or are not old enough to
read it (18 or 21 depending on where you live) buzz off. All others enjoy.

All events and people are a product on my imagniation any likeness to real
life is just by accident!!!!

Dedication: This chapter it dedicated to all of my frineds who have been
there through everything over the past year. If it wasn't for yall I would
probly have never made it through it and I just want yall to know that not
a day goes by that i don't think about yall.

No Longer Alone 4

"Hey do you and Paite have any plans this weekend?" Cam ask me when we
where running.

"Not that i konw of why?"

"I was thinking maybe the four of us could all get away and go camping or
something this weekend"

" That sounds fun, let me talk to Paite about it tonight and see what he
thinks"

"Ok, i will talk to CJ about it"

So we finished our run and got back to the house just as Paite was getting
there. I went and took a shower and started cooking dinner.

"Hey, do you have anyplans for this weekend" I ask Paite.

" No"

"Well me and Cam where talking about maybe the four of us all getting away
for a few days and going camping or something"

" That sounds fun, but I have to work on Saturday, but i guess i could call
in sick"

" So is that a yes you want to go?"

"What do you think" he said sliding his arms around my waist from behind
and kissing the back of my neck.  We just set that way him holding me for a
little bit. Until Cam came back in the room.

" Hey, keep shit in the bed room" Cam said laughing

" Your just jealous that your man is in Houston and you don't get to see
him until Thursday"

" So, did yall talk about this weekend?"

"Yep, but we decided we are going to get a hotel room and spend the entire
weekend in bed" I said trying to keep a stight face. Paite just died
laughing, Cam looked at him like he was nuts.

" We, are good to go if yall are." I said after I stopped laughing

"Kewl, let me call CJ and talk to him, and what are you cooking it looks
like something your dog barfed up"

" No one said you had to eat it, get out of my kitchen and go talk to your
boy"

Well CJ was all for going and we went camping for the weekend. We left
friday afternoon and went to Lake Travis outside of Austin.  We had a great
time well with the exception of Saturday night.

"Hey CJ, lets go for a walk" I said, right after sunset. I need to see if
he knew what was up with Paite he had been quite most of the afternoon.

" Sure" he said.

We started walking dow the road and he looked at me.

" Ok whats wrong" Cj ask

" Has Paite said anything to you today"

" No, he hasn't said much to anyone since we got back from the lake"

" Cut the crap CJ, I know he said something to you I overheard the to of
you talking after dinner"

" Ok, Ok...He feels that you are trying to push him into things he doesn't
want to do and expecting him to be someone that he's not"

After he said that the conversation sorta stopped becuase we had made it
back to camp Cam and Paite where sitting by the fire talking.

" Have a good walk" Cam ask

"yea it was ok" I siad and went and laid down in the tent never looking at
Paite.

A few min later I head the door to the tent unzip. I didnt even turn over
to see who it was.

" Baby is everything ok" Paite ask

" I don't know you tell me, your the one that has been quite all night and
verly said a word to me" I said coldly.

" I just have alot on my mind right now"

" So do I, but atleast I talk to you about it and not let you find out
stuff from someone else"I rolled over and said looking at him. " If you
where upset about something why didn't you talk to me about it, why did I
have to hear about it from my best friend"

" I just need to work it out on my own" He said not looking at me.

"NO, I think it is something that we need to talk about and work out
togeather since the problem seems to be stuff that I do, we said that we
would keep our problems between us and that there would be no secrets" I
half shouted at him " and I find out that you are upset from someone else,
how the hell do you think that make me feel?" I said getting up and walking
out of the tent and down to the lake. A few min later I heard someone come
up behind me.

" Want to talk about it" Cam ask

"Its between me and Paite and I made a promise to him that I wouldn't make
our problems public" I said looking across the lake.

" Well, I think most of the people around us know that yall are arguing,
and I know you well enought to know that you want to talk to someone before
you talk to him."

" I just don't understand why he couldn't come to me if he was upset about
something." I said

" Could be he was scared how you would react maybe, you do have to admit
you over react sometimes" Cam said.

" I only wanthim to be who he is, not anyone else, I want him to be the man
that I fell head over heels in love with that first night" I said through
tears.

"I know you do, you know I thought that when you told him that you loved
him you where just saying it, but after seeing yall this weekend I can tell
that you do love him and even though the might not say it, I can tell that
he loves you to." Cam said as he was getting up " I am goign to see if
everything is ok, do you want to talk to him?"

" Yea but not right now, I need a little more time"

"Ok"

Cam went back to camp and I just sit there and looked at the stars and
thoght about how things where going.  I thought back to when I was with
Cole and how I thought I was in love with him and relized that I wasn't he
was just the first guy I was with, but that I was in love with Paite. I
heard a carcking sound behind me and felt someone walk up behind me.  I
already knew it was Paite with out looking.

" Babe I am ..." He put his finger over my mouth.

"Let me...You where right with what you said back there. If i was upset
about something i should have came to you and not went to someone else. I
know that I broke a promise I made to you and I don't blame you for being
mad. I told Cj becuae I was scared I thought that you might take it the
wrong way" Paite said through tears.

" I don't want you to feel that you can't talk to me, I might get upset
sometimes, but I will cool down and we can talk . Paite I love you more
then anything right now, and feeling that you can't talk to me hurst like
hell."

He just sat down and held me and I relized that though he may not have said
it and that it maybe awhile before he said it, I knew then that Cam was
right, he did love me as much as I loved him.

We eneded up going back to camp and Cam and CJ where gone. We went in the
tent and laid down and held each other. ( I think something more would have
happend but when we got in the tent we heard Cam and Cj walking back up. So
we went out and talked to them.

The next day we left and went back home and got ready for another week for
work and school. The night we got back I think there was a contest on who
could be the loudest and go the longest out of 2 cpls.. ( I know yall want
more, but you know by now that I don't write sex sences so use your
imagnation)

Ok so this is Chapter 4, It took a diffrent track then I ornignally
thought. But oh well. Please email me with questions and comments.

Email: Dja778@aol.com
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Yahoo: djaggie04


Chapter 5 Preview

Another trip, another fight (WW3?) and moving time for Paite and
CJ..............does anyone like drama? should be plenty coming up....so
stay tuned LOL