From: Eric <eh1@ibm.net>
Subject: Repost: Gay story
Date: 1997/07/12

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=== This is a fictional presentation! === This is a fictional presentation! ===
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                                     DONOR

Tom  was  19,  a second year student at Leland Stanford  Jr.    University,  or
Stanford.   He  had  accepted the good-natured kidding  from  his  high  school
buddies who had gone on to Cal about the "Junior University"  appellation,  but
explained  that  Leland  Stanford Jr.   was the son  of  a  nineteenth  century
railroad baron who died at an early age.

Ironic,  Tom thought, that now he was trying to create life at a University who
had been named for a person who had died young!  Tom had seen an  advertisement
in  the  school  paper for sperm donors.  The ad was upfront;  it  stated  that
donors could earn as much as $l05/week.  Tom had called,  and had gone  through
the long screening process.  At the clinic he was treated well.   Although they
seemed  very interested in his background,  the screening process  seemed  very
clinical,  and  almost unrelated to the ultimate goal of  making  babies!  They
tossed out terms -- sperm count, motility rates,  viability -- almost like exam
questions.   Tom has finally told that he had passed!

Tom had been able to tell the screening rep that he had had no previous  sexual
experiences.   The  screening rep said that this made things easier,  since  he
should abstain for three days before his donation appointment.   Tom had been a
very  gifted  student,   but had never really given sex  serious  thought.   Of
course,  when the opportunity arose, he got himself off, but he had never given
thought to having sex with someone else.  The screening rep explained that guys
who  had girlfriends sometimes had to disappoint their girlfriends a couple  of
days before their donation days, and this sometimes created problems.

Tom knew that lesbian women used the center.   He would have preferred to  know
the women who used his sperm, and their children,  but understood that this was
not  possible.   The  donation center kept donors and  recipients  apart,  even
scheduling appointments for the two groups on different days.

Tom  gave the idea of having offspring some thought.   He liked the  idea,  but
decided  that  he  was helping someone who wanted to  have  children  out;  and
reasoned that someday he could have children himself.

Tom always looked forward to his appointments at the clinic.   He couldn't beat
off several days before donating;  so his appointment at the clinic meant  that
he would at least get some sexual release.

On his scheduled appointment day, Tom almost bounded to the clinic after class.
He walked past the receptionist, who noted his arrival in her appointment book,
and asked Tom if he needed any "visuals.  " Tom said no.

A young black technician appeared,  and told Tom to follow him.    Tom  obeyed.
The clinician was black,  and Tom noticed the contrast with his white lab coat.
The technician took Tom down a long hall, to a fairly large room.  The room had
been  disguised,   and did not look clinical.  There was a bed with a  somewhat
"homey" faded cover.  A modern painting adorned the wall, along with a clock of
1960's vintage.  The clock seemed out of place to Tom; but he reasoned that the
clock was probably about the same age he was, so he accepted its presence.

Even in the midst of this clinical, somewhat impersonal setting,  Tom was hard.
Tom  knew  that he would have absolutely no problem getting  off.   His  psyche
yearned for more,  however.   Some physical touch,  perhaps.   In the midst  of
creating new life, he felt alone.

Tom looked at the lab technician.   The young black man seemed to represent the
only humanness in the clinic.  Although Tom was 19,  and very self-assured,  he
desired the touch of someone else.

The technician said,  "I guess you'll be OK?"  Tom picked up on this  response.
The question seemed almost inviting.   Tom sat on the bed,  and said,  "Hey  --
it'll  just take seconds -- please stay.   "  Tom realized that the  technician
might  respond  differently than he had hoped!  Tom also didn't  know  what  he
wanted.   He  knew he was at the clinic for a very singular  purpose,  but  the
desire  for  human contact,  even at this most personal  moment,  overcame  his
reluctance to voice this request.

In a very deep and low voice,  the technician told Tom that he'd never  watched
before.   Tom realized that the young black technician had given him permission
to proceed.

Tom  pulled  off his pants in an instant.  His 19 year old cock was  raised  to
full attention now.  Although he had not developed his full adult stature,  his
sexual organ, sexuality, and potency were at their peak.

Tom  settled  down on the bed.   The young black technician moved  closer,  and
broke  the seal on the plastic collection container.    "My name's Mike,  "  he
said,  breaking his anonymity.   Tom could feel a degree of humanness  emerging
from  this very inhuman setting.   Suddenly his mind relaxed.   He  closed  his
eyes;  his mind went into the same sexual fog that it did when he beat  off  in
his dorm room.

Mike  looked  down  at  Tom,  nervous,   but  surprisingly  excited.     Almost
reflexively, he put some saliva on his hand, and placed his hand on Tom's cock.
He felt Tom tense, but Tom did not draw away.  Tom opened his eyes,  and looked
up  at  Mike from his prone position on the bed.   Tom had  only  kissed  girls
before,  but  Mike's lips suddenly looked more inviting than the  lips  of  any
woman  he had kissed before.   A quick mental check confirmed to Tom  that  his
sexual experience would be safe.

Mike started rubbing Tom's cock.   Suddenly Mike felt a part of a process  that
he  had felt divorced from previously.   In some ways,   he felt as if he  were
actually giving life;  or at least assisting in the life process.   As his hand
increased  in  speed  and  frequency,  he looked down  at  Tom,  who  was  only
half-undressed.    Mike sensed that this very self-assured,  intelligent  young
man needed physical contact and assurance.  His lips met Tom's.

Tom  felt the primeval urgings and cravings of a thousand generations,  as  his
back arched rhythmically.   He felt Mike's tongue,  and allowed it to enter his
mouth.   He responded with his own tongue.  Suddenly, Tom felt his body nearing
orgasm.   He pulled his mouth away from Mike's, and said "I'm coming.   "  Mike
removed his hand from Tom's cock, and picked up the sterile container.  Placing
it under Tom's cock,  he was amazed at the amount of semen collected -- perhaps
6-7cc, he mentally estimated.

Mike  felt Tom's body relax.   This whole brief sexual sequence had  made  Mike
feel a part of the process he had previously felt apart from.

Both young men regained their composure.  Tom put on his pants,   and sat up on
the bed.  He estimated that the entire process had taken less than two minutes,
but  a  feeling of total satisfaction overcame him.   His sexual  and  physical
needs had been met.

"We'll  get this on ice right away, "  Mike said.   He imagined  the  cryogenic
process holding Tom's gift of life in suspended animation.   And,  somehow,  he
felt at part of this potential new life.

As  Tom  walked down the corridor to the reception area,  he  wondered  if  his
future  child would ever try to find him someday.    He resolved that  if  this
future child did someday try to search him out,  he would tell him this  entire
story; that the child was really the result of a gay sexual experience.