Date: Sat, 28 Nov 1998 13:22:40 -0800
From: Grayson Vellar <gkolschowsky@geocities.com>
Subject: Dream 'Til It's Real

Ok all, this is a erotic story of a M/M relations if you have no desire
for such things then Do Not Read This! If you are under 18 or live in a
state where you are not allowed to view this these kinds of materials Do
Not Read This!

If you are wanting a Erotic male fantasy story this one is it. Try it
and let me know what you think and I will try to get back to everyone
This is my first attempt so bear with it and enjoy. Bye for now.


DREAM TILL IT'S REAL
By Grayson S. Vellar

You'd think being in college and having all of your classes and
studying wouldn't get in the way, if you really tried you could make
time for that extra something to do in the afternoon. You could find
time at the end of the day, let's say when you are sleeping is a good
time. Well, that is just what I did. I dreamed until he was really doing
what I wanted.

Of course with my house it was different, I lied because of religious
beliefs to myself and to everyone who ever trusted me and loved me for
twenty-one years then it was time. I had had a few experiences with
glances and intrigue with other guys nothing really big but the idea had
been set in stone from day one of realization. I had wanted more free
time so I could finally place other adventures in my life.  So, I left
home for a college style apartment (poor and unkempt). But, that was my
place not my parents.

The unfortunate thing is it didn't happen I met no one new. I had spent
my first year hiding in books and not letting anyone know who I was. The
people who I did talk to all thought I was a guy from a book club or
something. I had spent so much time ignoring them, all I had was myself.
So, rather than fight the nature of things I went to my old habits and
hid in a book. But to my surprise my urges would not give up. I would
have dreams of guys I had seen on campus and wished in the back of my
mind that is had been real. Thus leaving me only to find myself wishing
of it more and more. My mind was like a game that targets points on a
sex act, with a guy I didn't know.  His eyes so blue I could die to have
them look at me, his body so taught I would chew on him for hours. The
dream made my life to complicated I would sit in class and dream and now
My own grades had dropped from A's to B's and high C's.

Then it happened I met him: His name was Michael and I about died when
I saw him in the flesh. His eyes are as I dreamed like pools of
Caribbean water so blue that you could take a dive and be lost in
happiness forever. Their sparkle enough to hold my attention for hours.
His whole build based not on a lot of muscle but just enough to show his
size of 6'4" to be a wall of pure lust.  His just so short curly Brown
hair with a little Blonde alternate length on top was all I wanted to
run my finger through.  Those dimples just off the corners of his mouth
made his smile last a thousand nights in my soul.  The Butt of a Saint,
a set of perfect buns of steel. Just then I noticed the increasing
pressure in my groin so highly explosive I tried my damnedest not to shy
away.

I was taken aback as he asked me if I would help him with a Programming
Assignment, I was staring at him intently when he approached me.  You
see he is a swimmer and I am a Computer geek so to speak.  I was at a
loss for words I couldn't get may thoughts straight. I had to say
something thought. I took a deep breath I quickly pieced the event
together and ...

"Yes! I'll help you." I almost yelled at him, as I pulled and tugged
at the bottom edge of my shirt to make it longer. I reached over to his
arm realizing I had yelled at him abruptly.  Trying to soothe him I only
made things worse.

"Calm down. Ok your hurting my arm could you ease up a little." He
grinned as he realized I was caught off guard. He also began to look
down at my crotch I thought to myself. As I was drawn in again to him
only this time I resisted, this was not a dream I had to think straight
here or loss my chance for seduction.

"I've seen your working on your computer and I know it is weird cus we
haven't actually met but I have to get help or I'm going to fail.  By
the Way my name is Michael." He finished after I let go of his arm.

"Actually I know who you are, I'm Grayson. I'm sorry about you arm; I
was shocked when you talked to me no else ever does I am just to busy
most times for words." I grinned and paused as I got caught in the tide
of his eyes again. He sighed and began to walk away I realized I had
just told him no.

"Well when would you like to start working on that stuff." I sighed
the words. Thinking of just the time with him in the back of my mind.

"How bout tonight at 7:00 Kingston hall room 208" Michael said noticing
a tent growing in his own sweats but pulling his long shirt to cover it.

"Ok, I was planning on eating around then if we could actually grab
something to eat too I would be set for the night." Gray grinned and
set his gaze on Michael. "Hey, isn't Kingston a Music Center building? I
could have sworn--" He was already leaving.

"Actually it is I will be practicing till you get there." Michael
turned around with a spin and answered. He stopped and watched Grayson's
every move.

"Ok, 7:00 it is then I will be there." Grayson turned to walk away
hoping he had not said or done anything to throw this guy, he was my
dream and nothing else up until now.

"See you there." Michael said as he watched Grayson walk away. 'Nice
ass.' He thought as he watched him all the way into the information
center.

It was 5:00 now and I was done for the day so I have plenty of time to
relax and get ready for my date. I mean teaching. My thoughts plucked my
heart like a violin as I thought not only of sex but also of Love,
Tenderness, and a lot of Lust. But I carried on in the outside world as
if nothing was going on in my mind all that saw me saw a smile on my
face. Which I have to admit was probably not something anyone on campus
was used to seeing. So, I went to my apartment and made myself ready for
him and the evening. Silk Boxers was what I chose but then again I had
to go back to the dresser several times because I couldn't just wear
silk boxers it would be way to forwards.

I laughed at myself as I was thinking a million different thing's at
once. Then I looked at the clock in terror. It was 6:30 and I wasn't
dressed and the hall was about 25 minutes from me. I quickly ran around
the room got dressed and ran for the door. Away I was not trying to be
late but never remembering to close my shirt as I ran for it. Ten minutes
to go and I would be there. Only ten minutes till I would see my Dream
angel. I made it to the building, and made my way up to the door. No one
was around I heard a piano as I opened the door it was the sweetest
music I had ever heard before. Until it stopped and I looked at him and
he spoke it was his voice that now made the music I so choose to hear.

"Hello, you made it. I was just finishing up. Want to hear something
before we go?" he said with an uneven enthusiasm that I was enjoying
hearing.

"Sure we have all the time you need." I answered

Immediately I heard the keys playing a sweet slow somber piece that
built ever so slightly to show his talents and emotions as he played
effortlessly. I almost cried as I was taken away to another world where
I had dreamed him once again, I had to pull myself to reality as that
first tear fell.  He had his back to me I quickly whipped the tear away
and pulled myself together.  I was inundated with the musk of his scent
as I moved closer to watch as well as listen. He smiled as I leaned
against the Piano. I noticed I had my shirt completely open and quickly
started to button it he grinned at me so wickedly I was confused.

"You are now worried about your shirt when you came all the way over
here with it open I suppose." He began to chuckle at me a little.
"Well, Let's get going I have ton's of work ahead of me," he said as he
stood and edged his way towards me.

Again confused he could have very well exited his seat from the other
end. I couldn't put the picture together at the time but now it is
clear. And to make it worse he brushed his hand across my exposed
stomach as he passed taunting me into a grin and sigh.

"I knew I was right." he sighed himself as he moved past me.

"Right about what?" I asked.

"You're a gorgeous guy from down the hall interested in me. I am
totally surprised and had no idea I was worth it to you." He said and
shocked the hell out of me.

"What the hell are you talking about?" I said as I tried my best to
ignore him. Only giving myself away as I grinned from ear to ear.

I had my back to him as he approached me. He wrapped his arms around me
and said nothing as he kissed the back of my neck. I sighed even louder
this time. He continued until I pulled away and turned around to face
him he had tears in his eyes. I whipped them away with my shirtsleeve
and; leaned into his lips. We met like fire and ice steam felt as if it
could be coming from our heat.  I wrapped my arms around him and held on
for fear of loosing him as his tears continued to flow.  As our tongues
met so did our soul our eyes opened to one another as we gently pulled
away and looked deep into each other's souls.  His tears had stopped but
his eyes had not. He was making me cry now as I could feel him caressing
me with his eyes.

"I have thought about this a long time," I said as I whipped away his
remaining tears and cupped his face in my hands. He was still holding me
as I kissed him once again.

"I was thinking I would never be as happy as I am right at this moment,"
he said and let me go.  "We need to get out of here though, another
student will be here momentarily.

I helped him pick up his things and we exited the room together with the
other student a short Asian boy entering upon our exit.  "By the way, I
don't even have computer classes this semester," he said as we walked
along.

"That's right lie to me to get me into your arms." I laughed and he
suddenly went for it again. He put his arm around me as we walked across
campus to our own apartment building.  I hesitated as we entered my
place. Of course no one was there, but the shape I left it in was an
enormous mess. He chuckled as he saw the clothes lying about. "This was
all for you; I'll have you know I tried on several different outfits and
am not even wearing the one I had settled on."

"I appreciate the thought. I liked how you snuck in and had your shirt
all open showing me your beautiful body," he said as he reached over
and touched my still uncovered chest.

"Well you must be mistaken it is you with the body to die for." I
grinned as he blushed, a wild red, I placed my hands on his chest. He
blushed even more at my forwardness.

"Besides, you won't be wearing clothes for long if I have anything to
say about it." He leaned in and kissed me while pulling my shirt off
again. I let him do it and he was mine now for the taking, as I pulled
the bottom edge of his shirt up and he raised his arms to allow me to
remove it.  Throwing the shirt on the floor I ran my finger against his
tight nipples. He shuddered and sighed at my touch.

I looked down to see him tenting along side of mine I was not alone in
this world anymore and my dreams had now begun to be real.  He slipped
his hand under my chin pulling my gaze up to his. I stared deep into his
eyes with no hesitation, I was no longer dreaming of these things they
were real.

"What was the looking away for you haven't suddenly changed your mind
about me have you?" He asked tenderly while stroking the underside of my
chin with his soft hands.

"No, I was just checking to make sure this wasn't a dream."

"How so, may I ask? All you were doing was looking down." Suddenly he
grinned realizing what he said. "Yes it is real. And so is this." He
said as he leaned in again and our lips met. I opened my mouth as he
began to probe my lips. I had never been kissed by a man before and I
was in total ecstasy as we pulled each others clothes and I began to
probe him back with my tongue.  He moaned as I began to grind on his
leg.

"Slow down..." he sighed, as we continued to kiss.

I stopped grinding his crotch and pulled away only to see him with a
shocked look of sudden hurt feelings.  "I'm not used to this but I
think we should at least make our way to the bed," I exclaimed, as I
reached for his hand a grin pointedly returned to his face.

"Get comfortable, we should take it slow or we will have to keep trying
until we get it right." I grinned and bent to take my shoes off he was
sitting next to me the whole time. As I finished he stood up as if to be
ready to leave made a few steps away from the bed and slipped right out
of his shoes.

"Now who is going to undress whom first." He quickly made his way to
my jeans only to be stopped by my sudden dive at his legs I grabbed his
sweats with waistband in hand and pulled down.

"No fair! You have jeans on," he said, as he stood before me
completely naked except for his socks. I was in total awe as I began to
memorize his body from head to toe. I regained conscious thought about 2
minutes latter when he fake coughed at me.

"Ok well sit down on the bed. I want to do something for you now. " I
walked across the room and found the remote to the stereo. I turned the
music on and slightly up so as anyone walking by would not hear us. As I
danced before him he reached forwards to grab me only to no avail as I
was enjoying teasing him.  I actually stepped to close the next pass and
he managed to get my pants down in seconds flat. I was totally shocked
as he held me firmly to him I had the sudden electric rushing through my
body as flesh touched flesh.

"Ok that ends the inhibitions stage of this evening." He said as he
reached down and removed the silk boxers. " Were these perhaps for me?
I'm shocked. " We both laughed as I blushed getting caught.

"I have been dreaming about this for a long time. Mostly since I saw
you but since I was I a kid I had dream a night and lately they have all
been you," I admitted as I kissed him and eased us onto the bed again.

He trailed his hand along my chest paying close attention to my nipples
as I moaned in ecstasy. I returned the favor with both hands heading
down his chest to find their prizes. His reaction was as intended. Moans
of pleasure came from his throat as I continue to probe with my tongue.
My hands moved to his stomach as I began to feel excitement flood my
soul both of us had the same idea at the same time. We reached each
other's cocks at the same moment and began to slowly explore untouched
by man territory. He is slightly thicker than I am and about a half inch
shorter but to an 8 inch man myself he was perfect at 7 and a half.

We stopped the kissing, as both of us looked down at one another prizes
in our hands. Neither said a word, as I was the first to move slowly. I
moved kissing down his body reaching my goal as I started to inspect his
member with my tongue wrapping around the head first.  I then slid my
hand under is balls and began to message them as his breathing began to
quicken above me. As my tongue made it way down the shaft following the
veins I tasted his pre cum I began to lightly tug at his balls. I moved
my way back to the head, I took him into my mouth he began to jerk about
as if to be squirming away. I knew what was coming but continued on in
my endeavors.

"Slow down, I'm gonna Cum," he breathlessly said.

My pace quickened, I wanted it so bad, had to have it and he could not
stop me from reaching my goal he was moaning so load even the music
could not drown out the noise. I plunged farther down on his shaft as he
slid into my throat. I continued on and on for a bout another minute. As
I slid him into my throat for a final time his cum hit my throat with
thundering vigor. I couldn't resist I pulled him out of my throat and
into my mouth. The taste so pure the pleasure all mine I continued to
lick and suck as he shot for what seemed like an eternity.  Some of it
escaped as I could not swallow anymore.

"Ohhhhhh!  Oh my god, stop! It is great but stop. I am so ticklish right
now stop..." he said as I pulled off and slid up his body.

"That was wonderful." I said as I leaned into him and kissed him
soundly he could taste his own cum as he began to lick my mouth clean.

"Your turn," he said as I held him tight.

"Nope, you wait I want to look into those eyes for a minute," I said and
grinned waiting to see how long he would hold out. One, two, three, ... he
was gone as quick as he could get down my body.

His mouth engulfed me as he slip me completely into his mouth. The
instant pleasure was over whelming as he fondled my balls and messaged
the length of flesh from my scrotum to my love hole. Quickly he wet his
finger down and began to slid his finger in I was taken aback. His
finger hurt slightly but no real pain compared to the pleasure it was to
have him attending to my cock at the same time. I was lost in a world of
ecstasy. He had me so close to the edge of explosion the whole time.
But, to my dismay he was going to win this fight for maneuvers. He
slipped a second finger into me as he deep throated my cock and I lost
it instantly. The explosion hit his mouth like a kick to his head. I
felt like I was going to blow the back of his head off. My ass felt so
good and erotic as he continued to finger fuck me until I subsided. He
moved off my cock and removed his fingers as my breathing returned to
normal.

"I love you so much. I have wanted that to happen for so long," I said
with tears in my eyes.

He bent in and kissed me generously. I returned the favor.

"I have loved you since the first day we met."

I sighed then suddenly came to the realization that today was the first
day. What did he mean?

"Um, Michael we only met today." I grinned hoping he was telling me the
truth.

"Nope we met two summers ago at Woodbridge Estates where you father
runs the games each year. We hung out together and you were my only
friend at the club that year," he said confusing me even more.

"What the only kid I knew that year was Thomas O'More he was great guy
but slightly shorter than you and fat as a day is long. Sweet but he is
not you." I said and kissed him again.

"My full name, if you must know, is Thomas Michael O'More. I am the boy
who fell in love with you Grayson Scot Vellar that summer and have been
working off the shell of my childhood for this very life to be spent
with you." He said as a tear came to his cheek and I slowly realized
what he was saying.

"Oh, Michael you did it for me. That summer you said you had no need
for such things you told me so. I tried to call you after I left there
but you were no where to be found. I was so lost without our long talks.
I missed you terribly." I realized it was only making my love cry even
more and stopped to kiss him once again.

"I have to tell you something you told me everything about yourself
then and I had to find a way to be with you so I made my life to you. I
wasn't going to stay in that town and work for your father for the rest
of my life I needed to get out of there and you were my beacon in the
night. I just had to. I loved you since before you left. But, I knew you
would never have me that way. I was ashamed and had to be with you. So
for the past 20 months I made my way to you. I lost the weight grew a
little and other things happened. I became a new person but still the
same inside just for you. I Love you, Grayson."

"I Love you too, Michael." Tears fell as I watched him sleeping that
night. I had finally found a Love so true I had no idea it existed.


(To be continued)
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