Date: Wed, 18 Jun 2014 12:16:47 -0400 (EDT)
From: MGTBILL@aol.com
Subject: DYLAN'S SUMMER VACATION TWO Chapter  76

			DYLAN'S SUMMER VACATION TWO


				Chapter  76


			     by  Donny Mumford



Somehow I didn't notice it when Devon was driving us to the basket ball
game two or three weeks ago, but I'm noticing now that he's an extra cautious
driver, which is unusual for a teenager. He's not in Ryan's category though
as  his driving is akin to a white-haired granny hunched over the steering
wheel  driving under the speed limit. And Ryan's driving becomes even
crazier when you  consider he's rocking a hot Mini Cooper S... What a waste of a
hot ride! Anyway,  I'm enjoying the contented feeling of the sex I just had
with Devon, and we're  even going for the double shot later tonight.To kill
some time before that,  Devon drives us to the elementary school we both
attended years ago. We were two  grades apart, so we didn't know each other back
then at all. Tonight we're the  only ones on the playground so we each sit
on a swing and kick off with our feet  and drift lazily back and forth while
I smoke a cigarette and Devon talks  quietly about what's been on his mind.
He's concerned about the sexual  attraction he feels for me and claims he
was totally shocked when he realized  these feelings a month or so ago. He
wants to be in love with his girlfriend,  Annie, and he thinks he is, so he's
understandably mystified about his recent  interest in me. I ask, "Were you
ever been attracted to a boy growing up?" He  shrugs, "Um, just a childhood
crush on a kid named Buttons Butterfield, er,  Charles Butterfield actually.
Everyone called him Buttons because he always  buttoned his shirt up to the
very top button. He was a nerd actually, with  glasses, slicked down
hairdo, and he threw a baseball like a girl," and then  Devon demonstrates that
overhand motion. I smile, and ask, "What happened?" He  says, "Not too much
really, we were both entering puberty and sorting out our  bodily changes
mostly. I got a crush on him in seventh grade and befriended him.  I can't even
tell you what attracted me to him specifically, it was just him. He  didn't
play sports and I was one of the posse boys so there wasn't much I could  do
with Buttons outside of school, but that summer both our families had
memberships to the Framingham swimming pool and I hung out with him sometimes
there."


Devon thinks for a few seconds, then goes on, still talking quietly, "He
wasn't much of a conversationalist so we spent a lot of time together without
 talking. Maybe because our voices were changing, but mostly because he was
a  very quiet kid. We got in the habit of watching each other change into
our  swimsuits and then change out of them. He'd change while I watched him,
then  he'd watched me while I changed. As the summer progressed we began
extending the  time between taking off our clothes or our bathing suit and
putting something  on, staying naked for the other to look at for up to two
minutes without saying  a word." I mutter, "Well, it's not all that unusual to
be sexually curious  during that period in a kid's life." He asks, "When did
you realize you were  gay?" I shrug, "It's weird in hindsight, but I didn't
know, didn't have a clue I  was gay until this unattractive kid 'outed' me
to myself, if you can believe  that. I've always had a serious love for my
brother, way before we knew we were  brothers, but I didn't necessarily
connect it to being gay." We swing back and  forth a little bit on the childish
swings as I try blowing smoke rings, without  success. Then I ask, "What were
you thinking about while studying Button's naked  body for two minutes at a
time?" Devon shrugs, "I'm not sure, but I'd stare at  his penis mostly,
although all of his skinny body interested me. He had a small  penis, I remember
that, and it intrigued me greatly. Funny, but it didn't appear  to bother
him that he had a little dick. He'd hold his cock and balls up for me  to
inspect." I go, "It might be he was offering them to you," and Devon laughs,
"Sure, as a gay guy you'd see the symbolism immediately, but little dumb
Devon  just thought he was making it easier for me to see them, 'cause like I
said they  were small." I take a drag and exhale the smoke straight up feeling
so much  better after that quick fuck from Devon, better then I've felt in
two days. What  a joke on myself that I thought I'd matured enough that I
could take sex, or  leave it. Ha, that's a good one! Actually, lots of guys
get by without regular  sex. Hell, I have friends in that circumstance, but
I've been conditioned to  need it. That damn Willie was a master at that, and
then Ryan with his  insatiable sex drive fucking me awesomely as often as
four times a day. So now I  basically need it... and believe me, there's a
difference between 'wanting  something' and 'needing it'.

I chuckle, then ask him, "Did you and Buttons also find each other's ass
interesting?" He goes, "Oh yeah, we'd turn around and spread our ass cheeks
for  each other." I go, "Perhaps you both were considering a profession as
physicians." He makes a face, chuckling, "No, we were just fascinated by each
 other's body." Then almost absently, he mutters, "Button's small dick is
something I wanted to touch so badly, and embarrassingly to say now, I
wanted to  smell it too, although I never did. And yeah, smelling his ass was
another thing  I daydreamed about, but never did. I was pretty much obsessed
with him, and I  don't know why I'm telling you about all this, Doctor Newman.
You're going to  think I'm perverted or something." I go, "Nah, most twelve
or thirteen years old  kids dealing with puberty are a little wacky." He
mutters, "Yeah, I guess. When  Buttons and I were together sitting at the edge
of the pool we'd stare into each  other's eyes without saying anything. It
sounds really creepy to me now, but  back then I longed to do something
physical with him... touch and smell his  dick, or anything. The most we did was
sit close to each other when we could,  and sometimes he'd put his arm
across my shoulders and we'd sit like that. I  loved it and wanted so much more.
We'd sit so close the sides of our bare arms  and legs touched. Maybe he
longed to touch my dick too for all I know. Like I  said we weren't sharing
our thoughts." I say, "His dick sounds pretty small, are  you sure his nuts
had dropped? Maybe his body was slow to mature. Physical  maturing happens as
late as fourteen and sometimes fifteen years old." Devon  says, "I don't
know, but one nut was lower than the other and he had a little  hair around his
dick, so I assume he was moving right along. Plus, like I said,  both our
voices had begun to change." I ask, "Anything else?" and he laughs
nervously, then says, "True confession, we both got boners watching each other's
naked bodies, and we'd get boners staring into each other's eyes too, and
boners  sitting with our sides touching, especially when he put his arm across my
 shoulders. Lots of boners that felt good and at least twice that I can
remember  I had intense spontaneous orgasms sitting there leaning against him.
He'd stare  at my lap as the wet spot from my cum spread out on my dry
bathing suit, with me  moaning quietly. My body would shudder and it was the most
intense sensations  I'd ever experienced." I go, "Jesus, that's a little
unusual." He nods his head,  "Ya think? Ha, so weird, but back then I lived
for the days it would happen. I'd  make quiet whiny sounds while my cock
pumped jism into my bathing suit and  Buttons would hug my shoulders like he was
taking care of me. Christ, him taking  care of me! I was like five inches
taller than him. "You ever ask him if he  jerked off?" Devon goes, "God, no!
Are you kidding?" I shrug, "Anyone else  besides Buttons?" He shakes his
head, "Not really. Nothing that registers with  me now, not like Buttons." I
ask, "How'd it end?" and he shrugs again, and  mumbles, "I don't know. We
weren't in any of the same classes together after  that year in junior high, and
then the next summer my family didn't join the  pool because Sonny and me
got into some kind of trouble at the end of the first  summer, so my dad was
mad at us kids. I forget what it was about now. But  Buttons and I drifted
apart and for the longest time I tried as hard as I could  to block the
memories of our bizarre summer together at the pool"


Devon's pretty much talked all he wants to about him and Buttons so we
talk about the first sex he and I just had in the car. He says, "It seemed
strangely natural to me, maybe because you've got a more inviting ass than
Annie's pussy, ha ha. Your ass is perfect, without a hair on it. Is that
nature's work or yours?" I go, "Ha! Everything about me is nature's work. Well,
I shave my pubes because it feels good," and he says, "Looks good too. I
noticed  you did that, but thought it'd be rude to mention it." I ask, "Why's
that?" He  goes, "Damn, if I know. If I'm not sure about saying something
that might be  rude, I keep my mouth shut." We hop off the swings and walk
around the  playground, with me asking him, "What's the big difference between
screwing a  girl and screwing a guy?" He laughs, "Well, for one thing your
tits are too  hard, and flat." I chuckle, then go, "No, really," and he gives
me the same  answer Chubby did, "Most of the erotic stimulation on my dick
occur at the  beginning of a girl's, um, twat, to use the scientific term...
ha ha. But, with  your ass it feels like stimulation on my dick is constant
from the head to the  root at all times. It's feels like that in your ass
anyway, it's snug and really  awesome, although I'm not at all sure I could
ever tolerate a dick up my ass. As  a matter of fact I'm fairly positive I
never will." I go, "Fairly positive is an  oxymoron, ya know," and he laughs,
mumbling, "I don't care, I'm still fairly  positive I won't. And, except for
you, I'm fairly positive my dick won't be up  another guy's ass either." I
smirk, "How about Annie's ass?" He opens his eyes  wide, and says, "You might
be the worst thing that ever happened to her sex  life." We laugh, then he
goes, "I have no plans for doing Annie's ass, but I  might be stalking you
for years." I mutter, "How flattering." He lightly punches  my shoulder, and
says, "Seriously, thanks, Dylan, it's been a wonderful  experience. Making
out with you is hot too. Has anyone ever mentioned that you  have an enticing
natural smell, on your skin? It's, um, I guess I'd have to say  a sexy
scent. God, I can't believe I'm saying all this shit to you. Why couldn't  you
be like Buttons so we wouldn't need to talk about it?" I laugh, then say,
"If you and he had talked, it might have led you in an entirely different
direction in life."


As we're walking back to the car, Devon asks, "What will happen if, um, I
get hooked on having sex with you?" I say, "I don't know, but I wouldn't
mind  it, if that's what you're asking." He mutters, "It scares me, to be
honest with  you. What if it gets like Buttons all over again and I yearn to be
with you all  the time?" I say, "You got over Buttons, so you'd get over me
too. Crush is the  word for it, and nobody understands crushes, certainly not
me. You didn't  understand your crush on Buttons either." Back at his car,
we get in and Devon  says, "How about we return to our original spot at the
picnic grounds?" I'm  like, "It works for me," and he says, "You make
everything seem so normal, when  this is actually the most un-normal thing I've
ever done in my life. I should  feel awkward and uncomfortable, but I don't
and it's because of you." I shrug,  "Gee, I wish everyone felt that way,
Devon, thanks." He mumbles, "Wonder what  Ray would say about you and me doing
it," and I go, "He dumped me so he has no  say in the matter whatsoever.
You're simply experimenting with your sexuality,  as many before you have done,
and I'm not implying they did it with me. As for  me, I told you before that
I spotted you as the cutest posse boy the first time  I saw you, not that I
ever expected it would ever work out this well for me." He  says, "Right
there, you have a way of making me feel important, and I know you  weren't even
trying to do that. It's really you who are doing me a favor, and  yet you
make it seem like I'm the one doing you a favor." I go, "You are doing  me as
favor because I'm a horny gay lad who you've rescued from my horniness."
He laughs, "I think you're being serious, and that's so not how most guys
would be. Most guys would  play up how they're helping the pathetic straight
kid see if the bisexual world  is something that appeals to him." I mutter,
"Yeah, I'm not like that," and then  we're silent as he drives for awhile,
until he glances at me, and says, "Even  though you thought I was, um, cute,
you'd never have come on to me, would you?"  I go, "Nope. I've never come on
intentionally to anyone, although I've been  known to flirt a little every
fucking chance I get." He laughs, "Damn, you're  likable. All the guys like
you and some didn't even want to like you at first  because they felt Ray was
giving you special treatment. I don't mean as his  boyfriend, I mean as a
junior posse member." I ask, "Did you feel that way?"  He's like, "No way, he
suspended you for flirting with Sonny, for one thing." I  go, "I never
flirted with Sonny!" and Devon's like, "I know you didn't, but Ray  convinced
himself you did because he was jealous I guess. I'm glad this damn  posse
business is winding down. It's past time for that."


Devon parks at the picnic grounds in approximately the same spot we were
at over an hour ago. This time as we drive through the grounds we past only
one  other car. We get in the back seat with Devon mumbling, "Damn, it's
embarrassing  how anxious I am to do this again. I'm not normally this dorky or
horny." He  leans over the front seat and hits a button to lock all the
doors, then he looks  out the window and sees darkness and shadows, muttering,
"Jesus, it's kinda  spooky around here all of a sudden." A cloud drifts away
from the moon and the  light of the moon enables us to make out the creek
and the picnic tables fifty  feet away. Devon nods his head in approval of the
moonlight. We both put the  back windows down a inch because it's a hot and
humid night in August and we  need the slightly cooler air from outside to
keep the car from becoming an oven.  Devon looks me in my eyes, a serious
expression on his face, then he pulls my  t-shirt over my head and I do the
same with his Polo shirt. We both take off our  shorts, but leave our
underwear on so our asses don't stick to the vinyl seat.  Devon turns towards me and
we embrace for a bit, his body feeling so nice, so  sexy. This is well
worth missing some sleep over. Spending some time naked with  a kid like Devon
is kinda special. I'll be tired at work tomorrow, but it beats  being ultra
horny. Our faces move together and I drag my tongue along his cheek  until my
lips meet his, then we kiss a very nice kiss. Both of us have a hand at
the back of the other's head and I rub my hand up the short bristles of hair
at  Devon's neck, and then up his head to the short hairs at the crown.
Kissing,  making wet mouth sounds, then our tongues join together and everything
seems  strangely different to me, different than other buddy make-out
experiences I've  had. No submissive or dominant behavior, just a touch of lust
and a feeling of  being intimate with someone who's become a little bit sp
ecial already. I can't  remember feeling exactly like this with anyone other
than Robby. It's a bit  scary as if we can feel that our lives are changing in
some important  way.

Our lips wetly squish gently together while our tongues move against one
another and it's becomes a sweet dreamy make-out with Devon's mild scent
filling  my head quite pleasantly. I take a page from Seth's back-of-a-vehicle
make-out  manual and move a knee to the other side of Devon's thigh, and then
sit on both  his thighs with a knee on either side of him. His arms go
around the back of my  neck while our noses rub together with us kissing lips
and licking tongues.  Quiet sounds of arousal can be heard from both of us as
our make-out  intensifies, and it surprises me how much I'm really into
this. Sure, I had a  minor attraction to Devon, but our making-out seems more
meaningful then I ever  expected it would be and I'm not sure why. Not sure
why other than the obvious  reasons that he's cute, smells good, has a good
body, and he likes me. That  makes for good buddy sex, but there's something
else going on here that I'm  pretty sure neither of us expected. The fact we
both had a natural attraction to  each other initially, without either of us
aware it was reciprocated, so for  that reason we both kept the attraction
to ourselves. Now though, Devon's  honesty earlier about his embarrassing
early crush on Buttons, after which he  and I both opened up to one another
has seemingly opened a door for a possible  deeper relationship, one I don't
know if we should step through. We're making  out much more seriously than
would normally be the case in a situation of first  time sex between buddies.
I inch forward on his thighs until our chests are  together and our hard
cocks are bumping each other. Devon holds my head between  both his hands and
kissing all over my face moaning and humping his hips against  my groin,
moving my boner sideways. Somewhere in my brain I'm aware this doesn't  make any
sense as there's no reason for this level of sexual arousal, or for the
passion we're showing during this make-out.


Devon stops kissing my face and holds my head next to his, asking,  "What's
happening, Dylan? Is this alright? What we're doing, is it alright?"  Then
he does a long kiss on the side of my jaw, murmuring, "I've never felt like
this before." I take a breath, not sure what to do or say, but not wanting
to  stop. I finally say, "Fuck me, Devon," and he goes, "Yeah, that's it,
I'll do it  to you now, but what should, or how...?" I lift up off his thighs
a little and  use both hands to pull his underwear off his boner, feeling
his boner that's so  hard it sticks up straight between his legs. It's about
seven inches tall, and  as hard as a wood dowel... a wood dowel with a wet
cock head at the end, precum  running down the shaft of the skin covered
dowel. Pulling my underwear onto my  thighs, I reach back and take Devon's boner
in my fingers and guide the head to  my asshole. Looking into his eyes, I
sit down slightly getting just the head of  his cock to slide in. "Ooooh," I
go, hugging Devon around the back of his neck.  He whimpers, "Mmmm, umm,
umm." We kiss and our tongues slide together, then I  lick up the front of his
nose, and Devon moans, "Mmmm, mmm," as his head goes  against the back of the
seat. Sitting down further on his hard cock gets Devon  humping and
thrusting his hips, so I lay forward with the side of my face  against his jaw, my
forehead on his shoulder as he drives his long boner back  and forth in my
rectum with both of us sweating and jointly creating a chorus of  bizarre
moan and sounds of pleasure. He quickly gets the thrusting just right,  and
along with both of our pleasure moans, the, "Slap, slap, slap, slap," of his
groin smacking into my butt cheeks fills the interior of the car, echoing in
my  ears. It's an amazing circus of delicious sexual sensations as I cling
to  Devon's neck and moan unabashedly at the way Devon's sensationally, and
sexually  satisfyingly fucking me. An anal fucking novice is teaching the
teacher. I have  shivers of delight zig zagging around my body with my familiar
shoulder shudder  happening every minute or so.


As my climax builds I can't stop myself from pushing back at his thrusts,
so in love with his hard cock it's insane. The drives of his boner in and
out by  my clinging anus lips creates incredible feelings of sexual pleasure,
and the  head and shaft of Devon's steel pipe of a boner continuously
stimulates my  prostate so intensely I'm moving my hips a little to one side and
then the other  increasing the pressure on my prostate. Devon's tight body
and sweet scent, plus  my rectum being alive with uncountable spots of
pleasure brings on a wild  orgasm. A gushing orgasm follows my long squeal, back
arching, hip thrusting  climax that has cum sizzling up from my hard balls and
streaming straight up my  quivering boned-up cock, up and out with me
squealing again as my cum splatters  against both our chests. Devon gasps, then
frantically gets a handhold on the  top of both my thighs to stop me
flouncing around. His groin is tight to my  butt, he does little humps whimpering
pathetically as I feel his cum filling my  bowel even as three more spurts of
cum shoot up from my cock. I'm literally  shaking as I lay against Devon's
sweaty chest. He keeps running his hand up the  back of my head humping
against my ass shooting more cum inside me. Buzzing  continues around my groin
with my asshole's quivering and one last body shudder,  then I'm limp, feeling
wonderful if a little sick to my stomach. Too many  sensations bombarded my
brain at the same time, but the sick feeling quickly  moves out and is
replaced by contentment mixed with confusion. What the hell  happened just now.
Great sexually satisfaction, and something new too, although  I can't quite
put my finger on what it is. Devon's back to moaning, leaving the
whimpering behind with his orgasm. "Oh my God, that was not real, what the hell was
that?" gasps Devon.  I take a deep inhale shaking my head that I don't know,
because right now I  can't think straight. Devon relaxes, then puts his arms
around me. I'm basically  laying against him, the side of my face against
the side of his, and neither of  us is moving. If anything we're snuggling in
more tightly like we're planning on  spending the night in this position,
with Devon's cock remaining in my ass. It  just feels right.


As both our heads clear a little, Devon all of a sudden says, "Please get
up, Dylan, please." I asks, "What's wrong?" and he goes, "What we're doing
is  wrong. Not you, me. I shouldn't be doing this. Please get up," and he's
pushing  me away, so I go up on my knees and pull off his cock. We both suck
in air and I  feel faint for a second, my asshole is wet and gaping open.
Cum begins drooling  out so Devon reaches over and gets more tissues. He holds
some under my asshole  as I move back to where I was sitting before moving
onto his lap, now with  tissues under me. He takes more tissues out and
wipes cum off my chest and  stomach. "There's some cum under your chin, Dylan,"
as he hands me some of the  tissues and then starts wiping at the cum my
cock fired onto his chest. He  mutters, "I feel like such a bastard." I'm
puzzled, "Why, Devon. What is it?" He  says, "Annie doesn't deserve this from me.
It's not you, Dylan, far from it. I'm  the prick, the self-centered prick
thinking only of myself." I'm staring at him  wondering if he's got a split
personality or something. How did it go from so  good to this? I slowly say,
"Devon, we didn't do anything so terrible. You were  curious about bisexual
sex with me, and now you know. Don't be so hard on  yourself, I mean, it's
not as if anyone is ever going to know. So you tried this  tonight, and now
you never have to try it again." He looks at me intently,  "That's the
problem, Dylan," and his hand comes over to grip my shoulder, "I now  want to do
it all the time with you. This was the best sex I've ever had and I  don't
even know what to call what I've been doing with Annie. This, what we did
together, is sex. I can  see that now." I'm thinking, Holy shit! this could be a
real problem, especially  considering Sonny and me, not to mention Robby
and me. And, oh yeah, sweet Seth  and then there's Ryan. Hmmm. I'm drawing a
blank, I can't think what to  say.


Devon's getting dressed, muttering under his breath something I can't  make
out. I pull my underpants up from just above my knees, keeping the tissue
in them to soak up dripping cum, and say, "You're overreacting, Devon. Calm
the  fuck down and think straight. You're no monster. The fact you feel so
guilty  about cheating on Annie shows you're a sweet, caring guy. And anyway,
I'm not  even sure this qualifies as cheating on her. You were
experimenting and finding  out about yourself." He stops and thinks for a second, then
slowly says, "Yeah,  thanks for saying that, Dylan, and maybe you're right
about this not counting as  cheating." Ah ha, Devon is latching right on to
that rationalization I came up  with. Good for him. I go, "Now you're talking
sense. You have sex with Annie and  look forward to it, right?" Pulling his
Polo shirt over his head, he mutters, "I  used to anyway." I say, "There ya
go, you're bisexual. You don't see Ray having  a shit fit about him being
bi. He embraces it." We're both as put back together  as we can be with
wrinkled clothes, sweaty bodies that are sticky with our cum  here and there.
Nothing to worry about, nothing unusual there. Devon's thinking,  then he says,
"Yeah, I'm bisexual, but I want to keep that fact deep, deep, deep  in the
closet, at least until I can make sense of it." I ask, "How long do you
think that will take?" He mumbles, "Um, I guess it depends on how long I live."
I'm pretty sure he's not kidding, but his serious answer has me fighting
back  the urge to laugh. I settle on doing a series of fake coughs as he
absently pats  my back. "You okay, Dylan?" I go, "Yeah, some spit got in my wind
pipe. I think  I have a short esophagus." He glances over at me quickly,
mumbling, "Esophagus?  then he says, "Um, is it okay if I drop you off and we
don't talk about tonight  again until I've had time to sort it out in my
head?" I say, "Absolutely, Devon,  but for the record, it was very special. And,
um, you're a really good guy, so  don't be too hard on yourself." He
mutters, "Thanks, I hope you're right." Then  with a grin, he says, "I'm fairly
positive you're a damn good guy too." I  mumble, "Oxymoron," and he goes,
"You're shitting me... that's still an  oxymoron?"


We get out of the back seat and into the front. He starts the car and  gets
the air conditioning cranked up. Looking at me, he says, "Next time I get
stupidly hysterical like I did a couple of minutes ago, slap my face hard to
 bring me to my senses. That was borderline girl-like hysteria and it's
definitely not what I'm looking for... that was embarrassing, dude." I ask,
"Do  you want me to slap you now just to be sure you're over it?" He puts the
car in  drive, chuckling, "No, I'm good now, but next time for sure." As he
drives,  Devon does some deprecating humor about his, as he calls it, his
girlie  hysteria, being very hard on himself. It's funny the way he phrases
it, and it's  a funny side of Devon I frankly didn't think he had. At my
condo, he says,  "Being serious for a minute, Dylan, I do apologize for snapping
out. You hit the  nail on the head when you said I overreacted. I did, but
now I've got it  together with the help of your maturity and common sense
advice." I'm thinking,  'Jesus, I hope he's not relying too heavily on my
maturity and common sense.  Devon goes, "You straightened me out, and now all I
need to do is fight any  urges I have about begging you to let me do it again
with you. I think I'm  good with that too. Anyway, here's what I'm fairly
positive about, I won't call  you later tonight. I can't make any promises
about tomorrow morning though, so  I'll be trying to hold off calling you to
do it again in eight hours periods,  and see how long I can last." I'm like,
"Wow, that's an ambitious plan, but I'm  rooting for you, and I think you
can do it. Hell, I'm fairly positive you can."  Devon laughs, "It's in the bag
then." We bump fists and smile at one another. He  nods his head and sucks
on his lips, staring at me. I say, "Goodnight," he nods  again, maybe not
sure his voice is steady. Getting out I wave and he waves, and  then he
cautiously drives away. Going up the steps I check my wristwatch and see  it's
almost one o'clock. I'm gonna be dragging my ass tomorrow at work so I need  to
get right to bed, but first a really fast shower. There's a lot to think
about, but I just can't do it now. Tonight was strange and unexpected in
about a  dozen different ways, and I don't know if it's over between Devon and
me, or if  that would be a good thing or a bad thing. I really don't.


Without trying to figure anything out tonight, I take a really quick
shower and crash in bed under the covers. No dreams, no moving about in my
sleep, no nothing except a deep sleep for five hours... and then I get up
feeling like a zombie getting ready for work, but I'm not especially horny. At
least the work load today will be lighter than the last two days, so I got
that  going for me. Chubby's drinking coffee on the balcony so I wave to him,
then go  downstairs to get our clean uniforms out of the dryer and, half
asleep, spend  ten minutes ironing them. As I'm doing that I glance at the
orange/red hairs I  didn't sweep up around the barber stool last night too. That
makes me think of  Sonny, then his brother, Devon. Oh shit, I gotta figure
something out, but not  now. Ironed and folded, I carry Seth's, Chubby's, and
my shorts and t-shirts  upstairs and make a cup of coffee. Joining Chubby
outside we do a nice hello hug  and kiss, then Chubby says, "Bro, you look
like you could use some more sleep."  I try for bright-eyed exuberance,
saying, "No way, Chubby, I feel great," but it  falls a little flat so Chubby
chuckles patting me on the back, saying, "Burning  the candle at both ends
again, eh?" Chubby finished his cigarette a while ago so  I light one, muttering,
"I was out a little bit late last night, but it's no  problem, I'm good."
Chubby's excited about the barbecued chicken sandwiches he  made for our
lunch and he describes them in great detail. Half listening, I go,  "Yum," and
try shaking the malaise I'm sensing. It's probably a combination of  not
enough sleep and the confusing situation of being sexually involved with  two
brothers again, it didn't seem all that big a deal when it was Robby and
Dodger, but something about last night with Devon seemed special, and I'm not
sure why that is, or what it was exactly. I'm fairly positive about  that.


When we're finished our coffees and we've made our way down to the Jeep,
Chubby says, "I'll drive again today, Dylan, if you don't mind. I'd hate to
see  you fall asleep at the wheel. It's be embarrassing for you, ya know?" I
mumble,  "Who's the big brother here anyway, I'm fine," but I get in the
passenger seat  just as a text message buzzes on my cell phone. Pulling my cell
phone out of my  pocket, I check it, mumbling, "Damn, spam," but it's not
spam, it's from Devon.  His text: 'Thanks for last night! Devon'. I'll think
about that later. Chubby  chatters on about something that was probably
funny because he's chuckling, but  I can't follow what he's saying. I'm thinking
about tonight at Ray's basketball  game when both Sonny and Devon will be
there. I've gotta keep my cool and maybe  try hanging out with some of the
other posse boys, if that's even possible with  Sonny around. He's not afraid
or hesitant to sit right between me and whoever I  might be sitting next to
on the bleachers. I can see his mischievous grin as he  insinuates himself
in between me and whoever. Damn, he's cute though... ha ha.  Fucking Sonny,
like his motorbike buddy, Jamison Coyle, says, 'Sonny, ya gotta  love him'.
Some kids, like Chubby and Sonny, have a way about them that allows  them to
get away with stuff guys like me and Robby wouldn't even think to try.  Ah,
thinking Robby's name brings a loving feeling all over me. Second to Chubby,
 nobody looks out for me, or has my back, or loves me the way Robby does.
And yet  we both keep fucking around on the side. Someday we'll both go,
'What the fuck  were we thinking?' Not today though, and anyway on Wednesdays
there's  usually a baseball game for Robby. I look at the friendship ring
Robby  gave me and twirl it with a fingers, thinking, 'Thank God Ryan isn't
still here  or him and Robby going off to the baseball game together tonight
would be  something else for me to deal with'. And what's with Ryan anyway? Oh
no, I'm not  going to try sifting through that right now. I've got enough
other things in my  head to deal with.


At the shop we get out of the Jeep and I take the uniforms to the locker
room while Chubby puts our lunch in the cooler. Inside there a number of guys
 laughing and talking too loudly while changing into work clothes, and then
 there's Seth's sitting on the bench in front of our section of lockers
looking  cute, as usual. I sneak up behind him and muss his hair, so he turns
around real  fast to give me a really good grin, "Hi, Dylan, good morning." I
give his head a  hug, asking, "How's your hand?" He stands up, cheerfully
saying, "It's fine, no  problem." What a liar, it's gotta be really sore. I
ask, "Oh, so it's okay if I  squeeze your hand real hard?" and he's like,
"Sure," holding out his right hand.  I squeeze it as he smirks at me, then
says, "You look tired." I go, "Why is  everyone picking on me this morning?" He
goes, "I'm sorry, I meant to say," and  he leans in close so no one else can
hear, and says, "You look cute and sexy and  I love you." I mumble, "Right
back at you," and hand him his clothes. We put one  set of clothes in our
lockers and change into the other set with me thinking  about Devon and
Buttons staring at one another's naked bodies as the other  changes into or out of
his bathing suit. Damn, that sounds erotic somehow.  Chubby comes in and
has a wise crack for everybody in the room, then pats my  shoulder saying,
"Thanks for ironing my stuff, Dylan," as he picks up his  company t-shirt and
shorts, asking, "Do we keep these clothes at the end of the  summer?" As he's
taking his regular clothes off, with a straight face, I say,  "Afraid not.
The Dickers want these used clothes back so Robby can wear them as  his
everyday clothes next summer." Chubby says, "Very thrifty of  them."


On the blacktop Robby greets his crew and Lee passes out the assignment,
and then off to the equipment room we go. On the way Jerry asks, "Late night
for  you, Dylan? You look a little tired." I say, "Jesus, I'm hung over like
a  drunken sailor, Jerry. Drinking shots and beers till dawn this morning."
He  says, "Yeah, that'll give you the tired look alright. Hey, can I ask
you for a  haircut sometime this week? I promise not to nag you for anything
more than the  haircut." I pat his shoulder, "Sure thing, Jerry, and in case
I didn't mention  it, thanks for helping me finish those hedges yesterday."
He says, "No problem,  it's teamwork. I really like our crew of guys, and
you too." I nod my head,  muttering, "Thanks," but I don't want to do or say
anything that he can  misconstrue as me being willing to do anything more
than the haircut. Then to  immediate matters, no large lawns today means no
extra mower on the truck. This  means we can partially see Terry and Chubby on
the other side of the truck and  they us, so no messing around between Seth
and me, and I'm glad of that today.  Riding to the first job of the day,
Seth does grin at me. then takes my hand and  holds it between his and my leg
so it's not visible to the other guys. I grin  back at him thinking that Ryan
used to do the same thing. Damn, I'm lucky in  love... maybe too lucky for
my own good.


It's another hot day, of course, but we all expect to get through it
easier than we did Monday or Tuesday when we had to deal with all those big-ass
properties we serviced. Seth is assigned the leaf blower duty again today
and,  except for a few grimaces, he works without hurting his left hand too
much. In  the afternoon I get my second wind and by the time we're riding back
to home  base at the end of the day I'm feeling better than I've felt all
day. We hop off the truck, the tailgate comes  down, and we start unloading
and lugging the stuff to the equipment room for  cleaning. Inside I drop off
two weed whackers, and Lee says, "Dylan, Seth can  clean those, it's your
turn to get the bags of clipping over to the dump truck."  I go, "I'm on it,
Lee," and then walk back to the truck thinking I'd rather do  this then clean
the equipment. I drop the bags of clippings off the bed of the  truck onto
the blacktop and hop off the truck, ready to begin humping them over  to the
dump truck, but Robby appears out of nowhere to take hold of my bicep,
saying, "Hi, boyfriend," I smile at him, "Hi, boss," and he leads me to the
parking lot side of the truck. I lean up against the side of it as Robby puts
his hands on the truck next to my shoulders. I ask, "What?" and he says,
"Here's  what," and leans in for a kiss. He smells sexy like Robby always
does, but also  I notice the smell on him you get from being in the sun all day,
and it just  adds to his sexiness. My arms go around his neck and we kiss
for a minute, then  he kisses my cheek, looks lovingly into my eyes, and
murmurs, "Te quiero,  Dylan," I go, "Huh?" and he smiles, "It means I love you,
and I haven't told you  I love you yet today, so I'm telling you now. I love
you with a deep and  never-ending passion that sometimes makes me gasp
because it overwhelms me and  takes my breath away," and another sweet lover's
kiss follows, and this one gets  my dick to harden-up, and my heart to beat
pitter-patter. I clutch onto him, and  after the kiss I rub my nose on his
cheek to smell the boy I love... the boy I  love more than all the others
combined. Robby holds my face between the palms of  his hands, and quietly says,
"I'm going to make up for all the time I couldn't  be with you this summer.
It was because of some of you know what, but mostly my  job and baseball
occupied my time. Too many things have kept me from you. The  job is a
sacrifice I made in that regard, and many days I regretted it too, but  I couldn't
let my dad and mom down either so I embraced the job and neglected  the one
true love of my life, you. I sincerely apologize for  that."


He lets go of my face and puts his arm across my shoulders and we walk
around to the back of the truck again. As we walk I'm telling him, "You and I
are the only two people on earth who know how much in love we are. Others
may  wonder why we profess our love to one another and then screw around on
the side,  but we know and understand the reason for it. Sometimes I doubt
myself or you,  but never for more then a moment in time because I know out of
the blue you'll  appear like you do, like you just did now and you'll fill
my heart with love and  joy. You and I know what we're doing and anyone who
scoffs at our love can scoff  away because they don't know what true love
means anyway." He squeezes my  shoulders, and smiles, "You put that just right,
Dylan, but who scoffs at us?" I  go, "I don't know, but if they do, fuck
'em." He laughs, "Yeah, fuck 'em," then  taking his arm off my shoulders he
lifts a bag of clippings. I struggle a bag  over my shoulder and as we walk to
the dump truck. When we're there we heave the  bags up, then get up on
there truck to dump the grass out of the bags. Back down  on the ground, I ask,
"Did you look up the words to say 'I love you' in  Spanish?" He chuckles,
"Embarrassingly, I did. I was trying to think of a  romantic way of saying
that to you, so I thought I'd say it in French, but I  couldn't pronounce it in
French. So, ya know, two years of high school Spanish.  Ooh, you know what,
I should have tried to say it in Italian, they're romantics,  the
Italians." I love Robby's sweet romantic gestures, like him memorizing that  song to
sing to me after we were separated during spring break, so I look Robby  in
the eyes, and sing it to him, "I pay rent on a run down place, there ain't
no  view but there's lots of space, in my heart, the heart that you own," and
we  sing together with Robby doing the southern twang and drawing out the
words  properly at the end of each phrase, "Used to be I could love here for
free, way  back before you brought the property, but now I pay rent on a run
down place,  there ain't no view but there lots of space, in my heart, the
heart that you  own.." we fall into each other's arms up against the side of
the dump truck,  tears on our faces, and hug one another, mumbling, "I love
you so much..."  Getting it together, Robby steps back, chuckling, "Damn,
that was sweetly  random, but maybe you could have chosen a more romantic
spot than a dump  truck."


We smile at each other for a few seconds just standing here alone, then
somebody calls, "Rob! Anybody seen Dickers?" Robby goes, "That's Chuck looking
 for today's activity report. Can we have a date tomorrow night, Dylan?" I
say,  "Absolutely," and he goes, "I need a haircut too, okay?" I nod my
head, "Sure,"  and he points at me, saying, "You and me, Dylan, at least until
forever," then  he turns to jog back to the office wiping his eyes with his
forearm. I watch him  go, then just stand here a moment soaking it all in. I
nod my head, then smile,  and mutter to myself, "Yeah, true love, it's a
powerful thing," and jog off to  get another bag of grass clippings.


to be continued...   Donny Mumford    thinat20@yahoo.com


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