From: jerryg@pacbell.net (Jerry Gaither)
Subject: My First Experience in College
Date: Wed, 18 Dec 1996 19:04:59 GMT

                  My First Experience in College

When I became a senior in high school I knew I liked guys better. 
I still dated girls, but it became more and more for show. Every 
time I jacked off I thought of the guys in my gym class. How I 
wanted to see another hard dick. But high school was not the 
place to talk about these things. My friends would not understand 
and my parents would have had heart failure on the spot, so I 
decided to keep quiet. College was on my addenda for next year 
and just the thought of going away from home and being able to do 
what I really wanted to do almost gave me an instant hard on.

That summer the college was going to have two social days so that 
those persons sharing the dorms could get to know each other. The 
dreams I had about those days made for good thoughts, especially 
under the covers in bed. I had made plans to attend both days. I 
had registered for only a day visit have the opportunity to 
select a room partner for next year.

The college was only a 2 hour drive away so getting there was not 
a problem for the day visit. After some introductions and speech-
es we were free to roam the campus and return at noon for lunch. 
During the introduction I kept looking around. I must have been 
horney because just about every guy I saw I imagined what they 
looked like naked. 

I spotted several very interesting types, I was drawn to the 
hairy guys with big dicks. As we got up to leave all the ones I 
wanted to talk to were either with someone else or had a girl 
friend along. I tried to do a quick look at everyone again. I 
spotted a somewhat nerdy looking who seemed to be looking for 
someone to explore the campus with. Since my choices were rapidly 
leaving the room, I made my way over to him. I introduced myself, 
"Hello, my names Greg. Do you want to look around the campus 
together?"

He told me his name was Tom. We exchanged some small talk. Tom 
was slightly taller then I was and had short brown hair and light 
blue eyes. I hadn't noticed his eyes before but now I couldn't 
help but see how blue they were. He was from out of state but he 
said he had been on campus several times before. He seemed 
friendly so we took off to look at the campus.

As we walked around I could not help how Tom kept looking at me. 
I tried to look at him but every time I started to he was looking 
at me, like he was checking me out. Eventually it was time to go 
back for lunch. I said I had to take a piss and Tom said he would 
join me. I began to wonder if Tom would check me out while I was 
taking a piss. I had done this many times with other guys but 
that was when I claimed to be straight. I decided I would give 
Tom a good look and see what happened. 

We went to the restroom in one of the older dorms. We stood next 
to each other. I decided to pull my dick as far out of my pants 
as I could and then to see if Tom was looking. When I was about 
finished I looked over at Tom. I could not see his dick, but he 
sure was looking at mine. We did not say anything, it was like 
high school, I was too afraid to say anything. Tom knew I saw him 
looking but he tried to pretend he wasn't.

We returned and had lunch. More small talk about family and 
school. Tom was majoring in Engineering and I told him I was 
majoring in Industrial Design. We didn't seem to have too much in 
common. After some more speeches about college life we were free 
to explore the campus and leave to go home. Tom said he was going 
to spend the night on campus, an option I had decided against 
because I lived only 2 hours away. He asked me if I was going 
home or spending the night. 

Was I just drawing the wrong conclusion or was there something to 
Tom looking at me and my dick and asking me if I was going to 
spend the night? Thoughts began to race in my brain. I had told 
myself that when I got away from home I would think more about my 
attraction for guys, was this the time? Was so horney that I was 
jumping to conclusions? I said, "I only live 2 hours away so I am 
going to drive home later". Tom asked me when I would be leaving. 
I had planned to leave right after lunch, but now I had to make a 
decision. Leave now, or spend some more time with Tom? "Oh, later 
this afternoon," I said. Would I regret this?

Tom said he wanted to go back the dorm room he had rented for the 
night to do something and asked me if I could stop by and then we 
could look at the campus some more. Now I was really jumping to 
conclusions. I followed Tom, we spoke very little. I kept think-
ing about what I would say. I took a good look at Tom. Yes, he 
was attractive. Yes, I wondered what he looked like naked. Yes, I 
would like to see what his dick looked like. I said no, this 
would never happen. 

We started some small talk. Tom opened the door and we continued 
to make small talk. I wondered what he wanted from the room. The 
conversation came to a halt. We were both looking at each other 
wondering what to say next. Tom said he wanted to pick up his car 
keys and drive around the campus. He asked me I wanted to go with 
him. I said I would rather walk. I began to think he wanted to 
say something else. It was like each of us wanting the other to 
say something.

We walked around campus a little and Tom started to ask me about 
high school. Then the questions that broke the ice. Did I have a 
girl friend. I said no and I asked him if he had a girl friend, 
he said no. I was not prepared for the next question, "Are you 
gay?"

I didn't know what to say. Finally I said, "Are you?" There was a 
long silence.

Tom said, "I don't know. What about you?" What was I going to 
say? "Well I am waiting for your answer."

"I guess I am, but I have never touched another guy." Why am I 
telling him this I thought to myself. Should I just tell Tom it 
was time for me to go and leave or what?

I was about to tell Tom I wanted to leave now because it was a  
hour drive and I wanted to be home early when Tom said, "You want 
to go back to my room?" All of a sudden the drive home seemed 
unimportant. I didn't know what to say. We stopped walking and I 
just looked at Tom. He said, "Lets go" and turned around and 
started walking toward the dorm. 

He was about 25 feet away when I said, "Wait for me." During the 
time it took me to say that my mind was a total blank, I was 
acting on instinct. We said nothing on the walk back. Tom opened 
the door and we went in. He locked the door behind him.

Nothing in my life had prepared me for what happened next. Tom 
grabbed me and gave me a big hug. I hugged him back. Tom was warm 
and it felt good. I have no idea how long we remained like this. 
It could have been hours or days. Time seemed to stop. 

We both let go at the same time and backed away from each other. 
Tom said he had never done that, I said I hadn't either. We both 
started to talk at the same time. In a very short time we deter-
mined that our experiences were the same. Neither of us had 
touched another guy and both of us wanted to. I told Tom I no-
ticed his staring at me and looking at my dick when we took a 
piss together. Tom said he did that just to see what my reactions 
were. I told him I didn't say anything because I wanted to see 
what his reactions were. We were laughing. 

Tom asked me if I wanted to get naked. He said we would not touch 
each other unless the other said it was ok. I said sure. It was 
funny, I had complete confidence and trust in Tom. I think he did 
in me. I think it was only two seconds before I was completely 
naked. We both faced each other and took a good look.

Tom was taller. He had a lot of light brown pubic hair. It rose 
up above his belly button and fanned out to his nipples. He was 
circumcised but he still had plenty of foreskin. His dick seemed 
small, I looked at mine and did a comparison, yes his was small-
er. He also had more hair then I did. My pubic hair stopped close 
above my belly button and I had only a few hairs on my tits. We 
just stood there eying each other. Our dicks started to rise.

Tom put his arms out and our bodies came together. The feeling of 
that hairy chest against mine was more then I could stand. My 
dick was now good and hard. It did not take Tom long to get hard. 
We were both holding each other as close as possible and rubbing 
each other so that our dicks touched each other. "I have never 
done this before. It feels good. How does it feel to you?"

Tom said, "It feels good to me and I have never done it either." 
We kept rubbing our bodies together. The feeling was warm, it was 
like I was glowing. I was beginning to get more excited, I think 
Tom was also. Tom said, "If we keep this up I am going to cum."

"That sounds fine to me," I said. I was getting close. When I 
came I heard Tom say something in a low voice then he came. I 
could feel our combined cum and it felt warm. We both held on 
tightly to each other and did not say a word. When our dicks 
began to get soft we both let go of each other and just looked at 
each other for a minute.

"I swear I have never done this before," said Tom. We both sat on 
the bed. "I didn't know anything could feel so good," he said.

I reach over and put my hand on his shoulder and said, "I have 
never done anything like this before and it feels good to me 
too!" Tom put his hand on me and began to rub our cum all over me 
and I did the same to him. 

I told Tom that it was late and I would need to drive back. I 
started to say something else and stopped in mid sentence. With-
out thinking I said, "If I call home I can spend the night." Tom 
put arms around me and from the warmth I felt I knew this would 
be only the first of many nights together.

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                         Jerry Gaither

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